Looking back and waiting for the dawn

He often helps his classmates and younger siblings, so he is very popular, and it is only a small help to Zhong Yun and Sung Min, which is not worth mentioning, but in Ryeowook's heart, it is a great favor, and the gratitude in his heart will always remain in his heart.

We met occasionally at school, Zhong Yun and Sungmin thought Rye Wook looked good when he smiled, but every time they saw Rye Wook, he would look down at the ground, or he was hiding in a corner so it was difficult for people to find, so Zhong Yun and Before graduation, Sungmin sincerely told Ryeowook:

"Ryeowook, you are getting more and more handsome, come on, I hope to see you next time, you are even better than now."

These encouragements brought tears to Ryeowook's eyes. Who knows that in the process of growing up, the originally slightly chubby figure will indeed become handsome and attractive in the next 2 years. Is this change good or bad? The road ahead is still rough and difficult.

During junior high school, Ryeowook was still alone, because of his poor health, he didn’t have to take physical education classes. As long as it was related to sports, including the sports meeting, he had almost nothing to do with Ryeowook, so Ryeowook would use this time to stay in Because of this, in the classroom or school library, I saw the Disney animation "Finding Nemo" by chance. Ryeowook yearned for the beautiful sea, and my father was anxious to find Nemo. Apart from envy, I still envy , even if it is a dream woven by a movie, at least it is a dream with a beautiful and warm situation.

Ryeowook does not have communication devices such as mobile phones and computers, so he can only focus on his studies, so he graduated with excellent grades, but Ryeowook still did not participate in the graduation ceremony. He got the graduation album from the junior high school, and there are still two graduation albums. In the photos with different expressions, Kyuhyun is smiling lightly and looks more handsome, Ryeowook's cheeks are a little thinner, he looks more handsome and cold, still expressionless, without a trace of smile.

At the end of the summer vacation, Kyuhyun went outside to play with his buddies as usual, saying that he wanted to make perfect memories for junior high school; Ryeowook was doing some odd jobs in the backyard, the summer vacation was hot, Ryeowook was already sweating profusely by the end of the day, and in the evening Finally after work, you can take a good bath to relax your mind. At this moment, Ryeo Wook is completely unaware that there is an evil eye that wants to invade Ryeo Wook. He is Akai, the child of Uncle Li's friend. Through Uncle Li's introduction When I came to Cao's house to work, I didn't have a high degree of education. Because of my good physique, strong body and learned martial arts, I did some laborious work.

Ever since I saw Mama Xu last time, I can't forget that beautiful and moving face, and her delicate and delicate look. I will definitely go to Xu Ma in private and pursue Xu Ma, but in the end everything is just a daydream, just because Xu Ma fell down the stairs in front of her, which is strange to say, although Mrs. He will flatter again, ever since he saw Mrs. Cao accidentally killed Xu's mother, Akai never flattered Mrs. Cao again, which made the servants at home curious. Of course, it is impossible for Akai to say such a thing. The reason is that Mrs. Cao shattered her dream.

surprised

In the evening, Ryeowook walked into the bathroom to take a shower. Akai saw that no one was around, raised the wooden box, and peeked at the place where Ryeowook was showering. Akai also watched Ryeowook grow up. In terms of cognition, Ryeowook has changed from a round and cute little fat man to a high school student now. His body shape is getting slimmer and his face is getting more and more handsome. Although he looks like the beautiful Xu Ma, he has more handsomeness that Xu Ma does not have. , that kind of handsomeness is a kind of aloof and indifferent eyes, but now that he is still young, the childishness that should be there is still there.

Every time Akai sees Ryeowook like this, his heart goes numb, he really wants to subdue such a little boy, maybe he won't lose to those hotel girls who are dressed and look naked in the hotel, always showing off their breasts, playing for a long time Tired; so Akai climbed into the wooden box while thinking, and leaned against the window to look at Ryeowook who was showering with his head up and his eyes closed. That sexy posture immediately made Akai's heart beat wildly, and there was a reaction below him. , although Ah Kai was sneaky, he accidentally fell off the wooden box with rough hands and feet and an unstable center of gravity. Logically speaking, Rye Wook should have found someone outside, but Rye Wook didn't seem to respond, which made Akai feel that the opportunity had come.

So Akai took advantage of Ryeowook wrapping his body in a towel and was about to put on his clothes. He rushed into the bathroom and tried to rape Ryeowook, which made Ryeowook startled and shouted for help. Mouth, the evil spoken language smiled and said to Ryeowook:

"Lovely Xiao Xu! It's useless to call you, it's so late, everyone in the backyard has left."

As he said that, he pulled Ryeowook to Ryeowook's little bed to force sexual assault. Seeing Ryeowook □□□□, Akai immediately took off his pants, pressed Ryeowook's shoulders with his hands, and pressed Ryeowook's waist with his knees body, Ryeowook was still yelling for help in fear, at this time Kyuhyun suddenly appeared and punched Akai hard, Akai was so scared that he couldn’t speak on the spot, Kyuhyun’s face was like a blue demon, With eyes wide open, he scolded Akai viciously:

"You trash, get the hell out of Cao's house, don't let me see you again."

"Cao... Young Master Cao".

"If you don't get out, I'll smash your mouth."

"Young Master Cao...".

"roll……".Kyuhyun stared at Akai angrily.

Akai touched the blood at the corner of his mouth in pain, spat out a mouthful of blood on the ground, and left Cao's house with his tail between his legs like a defeated dog.

Ryeowook covered his body with a towel, his face was full of tears, his lips were white and trembling, his face was bloodless, seeing Kyuhyun unable to speak, he could only shake his head while crying, I wonder if this action is to ask Kyuhyun not to approach? Or is it mentally painful to be almost sexually assaulted just now? Kyuhyun slowly approached Ryeowook without saying a word, slowly spread his hands to hug Ryeowook, and then heard Ryeowook’s suppressed cry, Kyuhyun still didn’t Speaking, hug Ryeowook tighter and tighter.At this moment, Kyuhyun’s heart hurts so badly, it’s an inexplicable heartache, he’s just a servant in his arms, why since “that night”, he’s unavoidably blamed himself and always wanted to come to the backyard to see Ryeowook, but where should he put his self-esteem? It’s not that the mind is not on the group of drinking and meat friends, and I won’t come back to see this scene. I feel that there is something wrong with the action of Akai stepping on the wooden box beside the beams and pillars in the backyard. With such a loud sound, could Ryeowook not hear it? Not alert Being prepared for danger in times of peace, he didn't close the door quickly, so that Akai had a chance to succeed.

After Ryeowook was frightened, it was Kyuhyun who hugged him warmly. He was hugged very tightly. Ever since Zheng Yu got married, Ryeowook had never been hugged again. Even if it was just for a while, the warmth returned to his heart. His mood relaxed and his muscles relaxed. Ryeowook felt like he was picking dandelion flowers and was blown to a distant lake with the wind. The process was so comfortable and warm, so he didn’t want to open his eyes to shatter this beautiful dream. Let Kyuhyun continue to hug and enjoy the warmth that he hasn't seen for a long time, just like that, Ryeowook fell asleep in Kyuhyun's arms.Kyuhyun noticed that Ryeowook's breathing was no longer fast and unsteady on average, and saw that Ryeowook was already asleep, so he gently laid Ryeowook back on the bed, it was rare to look at Ryeowook with such gentle eyes, and told himself "I seem to be getting more and more I don’t know myself more and more.”

High school is also a period of full-blooded adolescence, even stronger than that of junior high school. Kyuhyun's energy, which resembles a Spartan education, is mostly vented in sports. Starting in high school, the sexuality of the body has also changed. I don't know when it started? What Kyuhyun pays attention to is no longer beautiful girls, but attractive boys. After entering middle school, Kyuhyun also had a girlfriend, but the dating time will not exceed 2 months, Kyuhyun can’t accept it Generally, girls who are required to date treat themselves as idols. In fact, after dating, Kyuhyun, who is short-tempered and impatient, cannot be a gentle boyfriend. Kyuhyun feels that these girls are too imaginative and money-worshipping, so they become less and less interested in the opposite sex. interest.

Cao Dong is fair in education, although he seldom goes home and seldom sees Ryeowook, but the education fee for Ryeowook is the same as Kyuhyun, so Hyunwook went to the high S high school together, and S high school is Boys' school, many rich and powerful children will almost go to this high school, students can choose to commute or live on campus, and the school building equipment is not bad, so Kyuhyun decided to live in the school, and asked Ryeowook to follow behind, maybe it was the last time Ah Kai's incident made Kyuhyun not want Ryeowook to stay in a dangerous place, but Kyuhyun didn't want to admit it.

In the eyes of the Cao family, Ryeowook is regarded as Young Master Cao's follower, just like the little book boy in ancient times. If Kyuhyun doesn't live at home, he always needs someone to take care of Young Master Cao. Emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy are on the face, so Kyuhyun can't know what Ryeowook is thinking? After all, Kyuhyun came forward to save Akai last time. Afterwards, Ryeowook didn't express any gratitude or words of gratitude. I don’t care? Is the naked and pitiful appearance at that time an act? Kyuhyun’s mind is a mess, so I really want to ask what Ryeowook is thinking? But where is the position? How should I ask? Ryeowook’s answer Whether it is true or perfunctory lies are all doubts?

After this incident, Ryeowook's fear of Kyuhyun still exists, but he is grateful, but his personality is beyond words, and because the two have had a relationship that was not what Ryeowook wanted, and then he was almost sexually assaulted by Akai. In the past, he always kept his head down, suppressing the anxiety and fear in his heart. In the eyes of Kyuhyun, Ryeowook has long been accustomed to such a submissive Ryeowook. In his impression, Ryeowook has always been like this since he was a child, and he rarely used the word "talk", but Since the two of them lived together, Kyuhyun noticed a phenomenon, sometimes when Ryeowook is called on the left, he seems to answer faster than the one on the right, not only himself thinks so, but in front of classmates and teachers