[Comprehensive] Healing facial paralysis

[It's really a pity... It seems that I can no longer accompany you to enjoy the cherry blossoms...]

Ayakawa's deep and weak sigh seemed to be echoing in his ears at any time, and Nurako sat on the branch of the cherry tree leaning against the trunk, raising his hand to catch the fallen cherry petals.

It has been a month since that incident.But the scene at that time was still deeply engraved in his mind from beginning to end, as clearly as if it happened yesterday.

He always seemed to have to face parting. The dead disappeared, while the living suffered.

Nuliang Liban closed his eyes, and let out a sigh from between his lips and teeth.

It is impossible to say that you are not tired and not tired, but if you lose it, you lose it, and no one can blame it, it's just that fate arranges it that way.

Everyone will always meet a few special beings to him in his life, Nuliang Koihan thought, this is what Ayakawa is to him.

The hundreds of years of ignorance, loss and pain were completely healed in the short time with the other party.It's not that I forget, but when I think of it, I will sigh at most about the past years.

In fact, just like what Ayakawa said when he left, he is a very horny person.Before he himself found out, the other party knew this clearly, and did not forget to enlighten him before leaving.

That person is too gentle.

If it weren't for the last few words of Ayakawa, I must be immersed in self-blame, regret and sadness, unable to extricate myself, and maybe even give up my life just like that.

Nuliang Liban thought that it was a great fortune to meet such a person during this long bang.

He understands you, can feel your sadness and loss, he will not say some gorgeous words, nor comforting words, he will silently accompany you, do not disturb, but do not let you feel lonely.

Ayagawa is such a special existence.

The Ayakawa in his eyes always has a comfortable smile on his face, and when his light brown eyes stare at you, there will be an illusion that you are the other person's world.

Those eyes are crystal clear, even when they are killing, they are not stained with a trace of darkness, they are pure and thorough.

He thought, maybe this is why the other party didn't lose himself.

I remember seeing him once when I went out during the day.At that time, there was an old man who had fallen on the ground opposite Ayakawa. He watched Ayakawa help him up, followed him silently after the old man left, and walked away alone when the old man returned home.

At that time, he realized the gentle color most clearly.

Because he was worried that the old man would fall again on the road and encounter an accident, he stood behind him and watched the old man go home, and walked silently with him all the way.

He wondered, when Ayakawa enjoyed the cherry blossoms with him by his side but didn't say a word, maybe it was because the other party was aware of his mood, so he chose such silent company.

He has always known that that person's tenderness is unique.

I remember one time, he secretly overheard the conversation between Ayanokawa and Suzuru.

Shoumo asked Ayakawa why he didn't add the word "adult" to him like they did.

Nura Koban still remembered Ayagawa's answer at that time.

He said, “One is because I am not used to that name, and the other is because a name also has weight. ]

[Respect, longing, reliance, and expectation will all turn into pressure and fall on the shoulders of the carp partner. The greater the responsibility, the greater the burden to carry. In a Nuliang group of Nuoda, Everyone's expectations are on him, and everyone's life is entrusted to him.As the second generation of the carp, it is inevitable to shoulder these things, but no one can share them with him. ]

[Li Ban keeps everything in his heart, which doesn't mean it doesn't exist.Those respectful salutations unknowingly widened the distance between you.You must know that in your hearts, Li Ban is your general, the commander you want to follow, the person you give your life to and trust, but it is not a friend you can talk about everything.He needs a place to relax, and someone to relax with. ]

[That person is just too stubborn, he takes all the faults on himself, and doesn't give himself any time to breathe.And because he is your general and your spiritual leader, he is doomed to only cover up everything, and it is impossible for him to confide in you. ]

[I joined the Nuliang group later, and I haven't witnessed what happened at the beginning, so Koban can relax in front of me, because I won't say much.Don't you think he's been more relaxed lately? ]

[I just think that calling me like that can make him feel more relaxed. ]

These words appeared in his mind over and over again. He never thought that Ayakawa called him by his name for such a reason, and he never thought that there is such a person who can see so thoroughly and see him clearly. All the burdens, but help him share silently.

At that time, he was thinking how lucky he was to trick this person back into the group.

Thinking about it, Nuliang Liban opened his eyes, leaned against the tree trunk, and put his hands on his chest.

There was a red peace knot there, which he found on the table in Ayakawa's room after returning to Nura's main house, along with a letter.

This kind of picture made him think of the scene when Shanbuki left in the first place. At that time, it was also a paper book and a flower.

After regaining his senses, he walked into the room and picked up the book, feeling a little complicated in his confidence.

This is obviously because the things prepared in advance are placed in a conspicuous position, so that he can see them at once, and suddenly there is a slight sore pain in his heart.

That person may have known in advance that he would disappear, so this letter exists.I hadn't seen it when I came here before, so it must have been written before Ayakawa was taken away that day.

When I opened the letter, it was no surprise that there was something like a last word written in it.

There are a lot of things written on it, including him and everyone in the group, but there is no Ayakawa himself.

He said that the scarf asked him to help buy was put in the cabinet in the compartment.

He said that the recipe for Mao Yanji's favorite dessert was written down on the last piece of paper.

He said he sprinkled cucumber seeds by the pool where the kappa always lived, and they were ready to eat after a while.

He said that everyone in the group will always get injured when they play around, and they have already prepared a few extra medical kits.

He said that so many cherry blossom petals were not wasted, they were all brewed and buried in the yard.

He said,……

Nuliang Liban held the safety knot in his hand which is said to be life-saving at critical moments, and at the end of the letter he wrote [Liban, now that the technology is so advanced that artificial surrogacy is possible, you don't have to worry about not having children anymore. ]

Looking at the big smiling face painted on the final signature, he was a little dumbfounded, but his heart felt a little pain.

Because he knew that this was the other party comforting himself in a special way.

Even though he never explained it, that person knew that that matter had always been in his heart and could not be cleared for a long time.

That person is too gentle, he thinks a lot about other people's things, he can notice all the tiny details, but he only forgets his own existence.

Thinking of this, Nuliang Liban couldn't help feeling sour in his heart.

No one can hate such a careful and gentle person, so everyone in the group likes him very much, but they can't see him anymore.

Even if he deceived himself that the other party still existed in a certain corner, he couldn't do it, because he watched that person die with his own eyes, cooling down and disappearing in his arms.

The golden light was just like the person himself, soft and warm, gradually ascending into the sky, leaving only the most dazzling scene, but nothing he could take away.

It was only later that he discovered that there was still a faint scar on the place where his chest was pierced.

He thought, maybe in the end Ayakawa didn't have any extra strength to leave this mark. After all, after being treated by him before, the scars from the past and the wounds all over his body disappeared completely, and even the traces were gone. never stayed.

This conjecture made him feel a little bit bitter. After all, Ayakawa left things behind, except for the letter and the peace talisman, only the scar on his chest could prove the existence of the other party.

He put the peace talisman on his chest, as if he could feel a familiar breath, which made him calm down.

Since then, he has developed the habit of putting his hands on his chest from time to time, but he doesn't want to change, because this is the way he misses each other.

Nuliang Liban jumped down from the tree, dug out a jar of cherry blossom wine from the corner of the wall, and took it under the tree to drink quietly.

As if nothing had changed, as long as he didn't make a sound or look back, that person would never disappear by his side.

I also clearly know that this is self-deception, what has happened cannot be turned back, and the past cannot be changed.

He suddenly thought of the scene when he saw the other party for the first time, and mistook Ayakawa for a woman, but that scene was really amazing.

But the other party blew up when he knew that he had misidentified his gender. Although the expression was not obvious, there was always a kind of manifestation in the air like "You are not welcome" [Go and see your eyes] "Get a cure soon" text.

Different from the static beauty of the freeze-frame picture seen before, the hair-destroying Ayakawa has an idea that makes people want to bully even more.This is also the reason why he found out that the other party knew poorly about monsters, and he has been teasing him endlessly since he cheated back into the group.

But I was indeed choked by the other party more than once, and then I unconsciously thought about how to get it back next time.

Later, after knowing that the reason why the other party kept smiling was because his facial expression was stiff and unable to change, he laughed out loud directly.Then it was no surprise to see the other party blowing his hair, and finally he was stabbed severely in the spine.

Thinking of this, the corners of Nuliang Liban's mouth twitched, revealing a gentle arc.

Nuliang Liban put down the wine glass in his hand, carried the wine jar to the one behind the cherry blossom tree, and lightly sprinkled some wine.

He buried the letter representing that person here.

His life was saved by Ayakawa, so he would cherish it; if the other party let him live for a long time, then he would live and stay here every day of the year until he was old.

Ayakawa's smiling face suddenly appeared in his mind, and Nura Kotomo also smiled.

Now, Ah Jin, if this is the case, you will feel relieved.