〖Bottle Evil〗Time Thief
Work related (6)
Even though he saw that Zhang Qiling had already seen him, he still nodded to him, and then ran away in a hurry.
He also returned to the dormitory late on purpose. When he came back, it was past eight o'clock. When he opened the door, a certain scene from the past seemed to reappear. The dormitory was pitch black. Sitting there quietly drinking.
He was a little frightened, and hurried over to take the beer can from Zhang Qiling's hand.
They had known each other for almost a year, and he had never seen Zhang Qiling like this before. He didn't know how much sadness it took for this person to learn to drink away his sorrows.
He tidied up the wine bottle carefully, and seemed to see his former self in a trance, pouring himself a drink full of thoughts, waiting for the other person to come back.
So, is Zhang Qiling waiting for him to come back?
He sat next to him and patted him on the shoulder: "what's the matter, can you tell me?"
Zhang Qiling was still the same, he had been staring at Wu Xie since he came in and didn't speak.
Wu Xie sighed: "If you don't want to talk about it, forget it, go to bed quickly, and everything will be fine once you wake up."
Wu Xie stood up and wanted to make Zhang Qiling's bed. He didn't know how Zhang Qiling could drink, but looking at the empty wine bottle just now, this guy drank a lot.He thought, maybe he should prepare a trash can for him to put next to the bed, in case he vomits in the middle of the night, it can be used as an emergency.
Before he left, Zhang Qiling's hand had already grabbed his arm, Wu Xie was taken aback, and patted his shoulder with the other hand, with a sense of comfort.
"Wu Xie." Zhang Qiling didn't let go of his hand, Wu Xie felt that he was afraid, which surprised Wu Xie.
He sat down again and held Zhang Qiling's hand: "Brother, you have shouldered too much alone. If you are willing to trust me, I think I will be a good listener."
Zhang Qiling trembled all over. He grabbed Wu Xie's hand and squeezed it tightly. Wu Xie even had the illusion that this boy who had always looked lonely and strong seemed to be crying at any moment. The look in his eyes seemed to be that the drowning person finally saw the straw of life-saving.
This was the first time he saw such a painful expression in Zhang Qiling's eyes.
He couldn't bear it anymore, and opened his arms to wrap around Zhang Qiling's shoulders: "Say it, I'll listen."
This time, Wu Xie got a response without waiting for a long time. Zhang Qiling hugged him fiercely, as if Wu Xie would disappear if he let go.
Wu Xie suddenly remembered what the girl said today. He took a deep breath and asked, "Why do you seem to care about me, but you just don't stay with me, because I'm a man?"
Zhang Qiling didn't run away this time, he shook his head and replied firmly: "It's not for this reason."
"Then can you tell me what is the reason? To be honest, you seem to be crushed to death by your own thoughts." Wu Xie felt that his heart was about to jump into his throat, and those emotions that he thought had been indifferent , was easily ignited again.
"Wu Xie," Zhang Qiling actually laughed, "You can never imagine what a poor village I live in, and how much I want to leave that place."
Wu Xie couldn't speak, so he could only hug him tightly: "I know, I can imagine, I know it's bitter there. But you see, you have finally left there by your own ability, and you will definitely have Good life...”
"My tuition, travel expenses, and all the expenses I needed to leave there were all paid by my high school." Zhang Qiling quickly regained his composure, as if he was telling someone else's story.
Wu Xie patted him on the back lightly: "I know, I've heard..."
"Shangsi has so many children who can't afford to go to college every year. Do you know why they can't go to school, but my school is willing to lend me the money?"
Wu Xie didn't know what to say, she opened her mouth, but didn't make a sound, but hugged Zhang Qiling with all her strength, trying to give him some comfort and strength.
Zhang Qiling looked very tired, as if he had exhausted all his strength to say the following: "Because... the daughter of the principal of my high school, the one you saw today, she likes me."
Wu Xie finally understood, his heart fell to the bottom in an instant, and he said: "But there are conditions for lending you money, right?"
Zhang Qiling smiled wryly: "He gave me two choices. One is to be with his daughter. After graduation, he can let his daughter come here and give us money so that I can stay in this city."
"You agreed?" Wu Xie felt his lips trembling slightly, he couldn't help asking, he wanted to know the answer.
Zhang Qiling raised his hand and touched Wu Xie's cheek: "He asked me to think carefully and make a decision before graduation. As long as I agree, I can stay in this city and never go back to that city. Back to the village."
"Then have you made your choice?" Wu Xie asked again.
Zhang Qiling nodded: "Yes, I made a choice in advance, when I called you on the night of New Year's Eve this year."
Wu Xie felt chills all over his body, but he thought that he could understand Zhang Qiling.This person studied so hard, exhausted all his strength to fight hard, and finally had the opportunity to get out of the [-] mountains. How could he go back again, how could he not want to stay in the city?
"I can understand..." Wu Xie forced himself to smile at him, "I'm serious, I can really understand your choice..."
Zhang Qiling shook his head, he said: "You misunderstood, I didn't choose the first path he gave me, I chose the second path."
Wu Xie felt that he had rekindled a glimmer of hope, and asked quickly: "Then what is this second way?"
"He said that if I don't choose the first path, he can also lend me the money, but the condition is that I will return to Shangsi after graduation, become a rural teacher, and... stay there for the rest of my life .”
Wu Xie was stunned, and it took him a long time to understand the meaning of Zhang Qiling's words. He felt his whole body trembling, and he asked, "Why are you..."
Zhang Qiling laughed, this time, he laughed a little happily.
He will never forget that the moment he walked into this dormitory on that afternoon in September, a boy with gentle eyes stood beside him, and when he looked at him, his eyelashes were so long that he was taken aback for a moment.
He will never forget, that night, on the rooftop, he had the desire to confide in someone for the first time.He said that if he disappeared in this world, no one would find out, as if he had never existed in this world.And the boy looked at him with gentle eyes, and said to him sincerely, from now on, if he disappears, at least he will find out. "
He will never forget that note, thin gold, beautiful, and he knows whose handwriting it is.It reads: only if you know it from afar, you know that I will accompany you.
When you meet by chance, it suits my wish; when you meet by chance, you and your son will cherish each other.
He had memorized this poem a long time ago, but he didn't understand its meaning until he was 20 years old.
He will never forget that in many moments, he had the urge to write a note to that boy in the language he learned——
Liebeaufdenersten Blick.
love at first sight.
He heard Wu Xie still asking him: "Why did you choose the second path?"
He suddenly felt clear in his heart, so he told him the reason seriously: "Because I like someone."
After a pause, he said again: "I fell in love with someone."
20.
Wu Xie couldn't figure out why this scene happened: he, Zhang Qiling, Fatty who came back from a party with friends, Xiaohua, his distant cousin Huo Xiuxiu, and Zhang Qiling's Guangxi friend Yuncai, the six of them were walking by the seaside together. On the boardwalk.
Yuncai originally wanted to buy a ticket back to Guangxi for the next day, but unfortunately he was too anxious to buy it, so he had to change to No. [-], and Xiaohua's cousin Xiuxiu also happened to come to Qingdao to visit his cousin during the holiday, so a group of people Just like that, Xiuxiu said excitedly that the boys must take her and Yuncai out to play.
Although Wu Xie knew that Zhang Qiling definitely didn't want to go out to play at all, but no matter how indifferent he was, he always understood the etiquette.Yuncai is his friend, a fellow villager, and came all the way from Guangxi to him. No matter what the reason is, whether he likes Yuncai or not, he can't leave a little girl here by himself.
So he went anyway, even if Wu Xie could tell that Zhang Qiling was not happy, Yun Cai was not happy, and he himself was naturally not happy either.
They hugged for a long time last night, and they didn't let go until their hands were sore. After that, they didn't say anything more, they just lay on the bed with their eyes open until dawn.
If there were no such messy things, if he knew that the person he liked fell in love with him at first sight, Wu Xie believed that he might even laugh out loud in his dreams.
But because of these things, Wu Xie really didn't have the mood or the courage to tell Zhang Qiling that we should be together.
If this was in the movie, then at that moment, Wu Xie might have said to Zhang Qiling with tears in his eyes: "It's okay, I'll accompany you, I'll be with you wherever you go."
It's a pity that this is not a movie, so Wu Xie didn't even dare to think about it.
That night he couldn't sleep at all, he really wanted to ask Zhang Qiling why he chose this path, because it was love at first sight, so he gave up the opportunity to live in a big city?It sounds incredible.
If this is the case, then Wu Xie has never been so cherished by anyone in his life.
But even so, so what, he couldn't be as decisive as Zhang Qiling, but he really couldn't be blamed for it.He has parents, and his parents are his only son. They gave birth to him and raised him, expecting him to grow up to be successful. Naturally, he also has the obligation to honor them. He has a family that has already taken root in the city, and it is not so easy to let go of it.
Why did Zhang Qiling make such a choice, he couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure it out, he wanted to ask what happened, but he was afraid that his shrinking would not be able to bear Zhang Qiling's feelings.
Xiuxiu seems to like clouds very much, but it is more obvious that Fatty seems to like clouds even more than Xiuxiu.So Xiuxiu kept making jokes about him.The fat man was not angry, and happily ran around the two beauties, having fun.
Wu Xie and Zhang Qiling walked behind, neither of them spoke, they followed wherever others went, and stopped wherever others stopped.But the eyes of the two of them have clearly revealed their secrets, and they can tell that their thoughts are not here at all.
"You two look like a pair of marionettes, I beg you two, can you show some expression in front of beautiful women?" Huo Xiuxiu smiled very cutely, "Brother Wu Xie, you seem to have no memory of it at all." I'm here, when you reconcile with Xie Zi's childhood sweetheart, I often appear with him! Why do you dislike me but I like him? Am I not as good-looking as a little boy like him?"
Wu Xie scratched her head and couldn't remember where she met Huo Xiuxiu when she was a child. Just as she was about to explain, Xie Yuchen said with a smile: "Don't think about it, she was only one or two years old at that time, she was like a meatball, she didn't even have eyes. She is so fat that she is narrowed into a slit, and she is not good-looking, how could you let me like her."
Wu Xie finally laughed, followed by Huo Xiuxiu's crazy roar: "You are a meatball! You...you..."
Wu Xie hurriedly picked it up, and said to Xie Yuchen, "Your whole neighborhood is full of meatballs."
A group of people didn't have enough fun until the evening. They ate seafood, drank beer, and watched the seaside scenery all over.
Xiuxiu and Yuncai hit it off right away, insisting that Yuncai move out of the hotel and live with her, saying that they would have a long talk all night, which made Fatty envious and jealous.
After sending the two girls back to the hotel to settle down, they made an appointment to send Yuncai to the plane tomorrow morning, and they went back to school.
On the way, Xie Yuchen seemed unintentional and said: "My brother's friend came from Guangxi this trip is not easy, why don't you stay for a few more days?"
Of course Zhang Qiling didn't speak, Wu Xie quickly smoothed things over: "It should be something at home."
Fatty seemed to be very regretful: "What's wrong with Sister Yuncai, she looks very unhappy, I really feel sorry for you..."
Wu Xie sighed, not knowing what to say.
Before entering the dormitory, Zhang Qiling suddenly stretched out his hand to hold Wu Xie: "I have something to tell you."
The fat man smiled strangely: "Hey, this is going to be a two-person world? It seems that you two are not right today!"
Xie Yuchen didn't say anything, he pinched the fat man to signal him not to talk nonsense, and the two went upstairs, leaving Wu Xie and Zhang Qiling standing downstairs.
Wu Xie looked at Zhang Qiling, then pushed him: "Want to go there?"
Zhang Qiling followed him forward, there was no one on the holiday campus, the two walked to the edge of the playground, Wu Xie sat down on the plastic track first, and Zhang Qiling also sat down next to him.
"What do you want to say?" Wu Xie stretched out his arms and legs, and finally just lay down.
Zhang Qiling bent down to look at him, for a moment Wu Xie felt that Zhang Qiling blocked all the sky in his sight, and all he could see were those eyes.
"Thank you." Zhang Qiling said.
"Huh? Thank you for what?" Wu Xie wondered, raising an arm to put on his shoulder, "I don't remember what good I did."
Zhang Qiling still maintained this posture: "Thank you for going out with me and Yun Cai."
Wu Xie smiled: "There's nothing to be thankful for. Think about it, even if the clouds don't come, I will definitely have to go out with Xiaohua and Xiuxiu."
Zhang Qiling didn't speak any more, just lowered his head, which gave Wu Xie the illusion that Zhang Qiling seemed to want to kiss him.
He was a little nervous, and his eyes were staring blankly. He originally thought that those eyes were always cold, but at this moment they seemed to be lit with two bright lights.
It seems that a lost person finally saw the lighthouse, so he firmly remembered the light in his eyes.
Then I should be Zhang Qiling's beacon.
Wu Xie's hand unconsciously tugged on Qi Ling's clothes, it was not clear at that moment whether he was taking Zhang Qiling or Zhang Qiling himself was slowly approaching, he felt his lips trembling so nervously, and his lips were touching At the moment of closing, I just felt my heart tremble.
Zhang Qiling's lips are soft and warm, not at all like him.
He was too embarrassed to stick out his tongue... Wu Xie thought vaguely, what a pure kiss, and then he remembered that this should be his first kiss, and he had no chance to waste it before that, he felt Zhang Qiling should be the same as him.
I don't know how long after kissing so purely, Zhang Qiling finally let him go and lay down quietly.
Wu Xie saw the sky jump into his eyes suddenly, he took a few breaths, and finally calmed down his emotions.
"Brother, can I ask you a question?" he said.
"Well, you ask." Zhang Qiling replied softly.
"I don't know how to express my thoughts. I don't mean that I don't believe in your feelings, but I really don't understand how you can give up the opportunity to stay in the city because of me. It's incredible! How could you go back to that place without hesitation after working so hard to pass the exam? And you don't seem to care if I follow you back, so I don't understand..."
"Wu Xie."
Zhang Qiling's voice was a bit cold, which made Wu Xie's heart tense, and he quickly said: "Don't be angry, I just really don't understand..."
"I'm not for you." Zhang Qiling's voice was no longer as gentle as before, but it didn't cool down either.
"This is my first time stepping into a city. I'm still not familiar with it, and I don't understand what it's like," he said slowly. "I was born in a country that is almost isolated from the world. Country people are very simple. It’s so simple to be good, and so simple to be bad.”
He turned around, Wu Xie turned around when he heard the movement, and the two people's eyes met, Zhang Qiling continued: "I'm not for you, I just can't lie to myself."
"My grandma was abandoned by the person she liked, and she lost everything for him, including her life, but she never regretted it until she died. In the two years with the person she didn't like, although she could eat and clothe herself warmly, But never had a happy day.
"Before she died, she left me a letter. I was very young at the time, and I can't remember many of the contents, but I remember a sentence in it. She said that although she had a very painful life, she met a A person who is not worthy of love, but she will not think that love itself is wrong until she dies.
"Wu Xie, I just can't go against my will to be with someone I don't like. I think that even if her father sponsored me to go to college and is kind to me, he is not qualified to buy out my life. As for whether you will be with me in the future, I have never thought about it, and I don't think you should go back to the mountains with me.
"I have always known that it is difficult for me to have any long-term connection with this world, but Wu Xie, I still want to thank you sincerely for showing up."
21.
When sending Yun Cai away, Wu Xie saw her hesitate and called Zhang Qiling aside and said something, but Zhang Qiling remained expressionless, and only nodded to her at the end.
Fatty was reluctant to part with the cloud, made Xiuxiu laugh, and pinched his ear: "Brother Fatty, look at your promise!"
The fat man smiled, feeling a little lonely: "I'm pretty worthless."
After he said this, everyone fell silent, and looked at Zhang Qiling together as if they had a tacit understanding.
Zhang Qiling looked at everyone, then... turned around and left without saying anything.
Wu Xie looked at his back and sighed again.Last night, Zhang Qiling's words were still echoing in his ears. He said such a long paragraph very plainly, but he always felt a sense of resignation.
Before Wu Xie came to this university, he had never thought about the relationship between fate and himself, but the experience of this year made him unable to think about this issue seriously.
Many people think that life and death are determined by fate and wealth, but there are also many people who think that my fate is up to me.Whose view is more correct?Wu Xie thought that those who insisted that man will conquer nature may have been played by fate for a lifetime; while those who resigned to fate may regret why they failed to fight at the last moment of their lives.
And what about himself?What kind of attitude should he use to deal with his own destiny?
Wu Xie felt that he should think about it carefully, and he hoped that Zhang Qiling would think about it again. He even asked Zhang Qiling if he could break the promise?
"Brother, let's try to repay the money, ten times, no, can we return the money to him dozens of times? Can you talk to him well and let him let you go..."
He thought so from the bottom of his heart, he wanted to repay the money with Zhang Qiling, and repay the debt together.He wanted Zhang Qiling to stay in the city. No matter what their ending was, he hoped that this person would have a bright future and a bright future.
Zhang Qiling just shook his head: "Wu Xie, it's not as simple as you think."
"Is there only one teacher missing from you? We can donate all the money! Don't worry, I will do this with you. We donate money to build a school building, buy a lot of teaching equipment and books for the children, Can’t it be like this? You have such good grades, you should stay here, your talent should definitely not be buried in the mountains, but you should do more!”
Wu Xie grabbed Zhang Qiling's clothes: "Try it, how will you know it won't work if you don't try it?"
Zhang Qiling looked at him for a while, lowered his head, took Wu Xie's hand, and shook it firmly: "I don't know about other places, but in my hometown, in the village where I was born, whether it is the older generation or the younger generation, The words you have said and the promises you have made must be sworn in front of Miluotuo's statue, and if you violate them, you will be punished by heaven."
Wu Xie was almost pissed off: "I said you are a college student, do you still believe this?"
Zhang Qiling was still staring at him, Wu Xie felt that his eyes were really gentle, as if he could endure all the sufferings in the world without complaining.
"It's not that I believe this, but because it's the duty of the people there. They think that once you make a promise, you should keep it. Wu Xie, no matter how unreasonable you think this matter is, but in From my point of view, it is true that I agreed to his request because of my desire to go to school, so since I have already agreed to him, there is no reason to break the promise due to circumstances and reasons. From his point of view, He originally hoped that I could marry his daughter. Even if I chose to go back to my hometown because I didn't want to marry his daughter, I was actually closer to his daughter. His wishful thinking was made early on, so how could it be so easy? Change?"
Wu Xie was like a deflated ball, he murmured and asked: "Then why did you agree... Did you ever think that you might choose the second path? Or did you choose the second path early in the morning?" The decision of a road is just because of my appearance..."
Zhang Qiling smiled, and he put Wu Xie's hand on his cheek.This is a very intimate gesture, Wu Xie didn't expect Zhang Qiling to do this, but it was not abrupt at all, but it made him feel very warm.
"To be honest, I really didn't think about which path I would choose in the end, but I was actually mentally prepared early in the morning. What I thought was, even if I still have to go back to that place after all, I You should also go out and take a walk to see what the outside world looks like."
He looked very happy: "Look, how wonderful it is to meet you like this."
Wu Xie felt physically and mentally exhausted, but Zhang Qiling's words moved him again. He stroked his face and slowly opened his arms to hug him.
"Since you have met me, have you ever thought about what we should do in the future?"
Zhang Qiling also hugged him back, Wu Xie felt Zhang Qiling's breath around his ears all the time, a little itchy, but very comfortable.
Zhang Qiling didn't speak for a long time, until Wu Xie raised his head and looked at him, he said: "I haven't thought about it."
Wu Xie's heart sank, but immediately he heard Zhang Qiling say: "I don't dare to think about it."
He froze for a moment, then heard him continue to say: "You probably haven't calculated it, Shangsi is more than 3000 kilometers away from Qingdao, and there, the annual income of everyone in the entire village may not be as much as your parents' annual salary." So much. So, if I can't stay in the city where you are, will you put down your family and future and follow me back to the place where I am?"
Zhang Qiling's fingers slid a long line in the air, as if referring to the long distance between them: "Wu Xie, I discovered for the first time that there are many, many things that I dare not think about or do. .And life is far from being as simple as we thought."
Wu Xie fixedly looked at the boy standing in front of him. He had a tall and straight figure and clear eyes.He has always carried the breath of the mountain, and his soul is clean and pure.
He is lonely, so he is charming because of his loneliness; he is also very strong, but he is distressed because of his strength.
Zhan Biqiao, green bamboo 猗猗.
There are gangsters, like cuts are like consultations, like cuts like grinding.
Se Xi Xi Xi, He Xi Xi Xi.
There are bandits and gentlemen, but you can't be scornful.
There is a bandit gentleman, let him never forget it at first sight.
Wu Xie hugged Zhang Qiling again, very hard, so she felt more compatible.
I read a novel before, and there is a sentence in it that makes people remember deeply.
Some people are born to be together, and some hugs are only suitable for two people who are destined to be together.
He kissed Zhang Qiling's side face, along the cheek all the way to the eyes.
His lips rested on Zhang Qiling's eyes, and then said: "But at least we still have three years."
His kiss didn't stop, it slid down to his lips.
Wu Xie never knew that the feeling of kissing the person he likes can be so wonderful.
"Brother, if there is no way to plan for the distant future, then we must live well in these three years."
22.
Although Wu Xie has never dated a girl, since he and Zhang Qiling officially started dating, he feels from the bottom of his heart that talking about friends with boys, especially boys like Zhang Qiling, can be described in two words— — peace of mind!
He never clings to himself, and of course he doesn't ask himself to buy him this or that, and he won't slap him for a few days because he didn't answer a call in time or said a few words to a girl.
On the other hand, it is even more impossible for me to use these tricks on Zhang Qiling. He is also a man, and he is not too fussy. He doesn't have so many messy problems, so the two of them get along really harmoniously.
Although sometimes Wu Xie would feel that the two of them are a little too plain to some extent?But after thinking about it again, the truth is plain and ordinary. They have already slept and eaten in sync, and they can stay together every day. Compared with those long-distance relationships, the lovers who haven't seen each other for a long time are really much better. How is it not plain?
Zhang Qiling is still very busy. Wu Xie asked him how much money he needs to not work so hard. He also tactfully said that since we are already together, we should not separate you and me too clearly. I will lend him another 5000 yuan.But Zhang Qiling insisted not to answer these questions, no matter what Wu Xie said, he still avoided talking about it.
Wu Xie thought, maybe this is Zhang Qiling's insistence. He doesn't want to involve money in his relationship with him. Wu Xie can understand his thoughts, but it's inevitable that he can't help but be anxious Busy and helpless.
Regarding the relationship between the two, they chose not to disclose it tacitly. Except for Xie Yuchen who made fun of them a few times based on the artist's intuition, Wu Xie felt that he might have seen something. The rest of the people, Including Fatty and Wang Meng, although they sometimes quarrel with each other, they probably didn't think about it at all.
In fact, think about it, the two of them are no different after they got together and before they got together. In the eyes of others, at most, their relationship is good and their relationship is no longer as stiff as before.
Every day early in the morning, they go to class separately, occasionally have lunch together at noon, and go to class as usual in the afternoon, Zhang Qiling goes to work in the evening, and Wu Xie stays in the dormitory to read.When Zhang Qiling was working in the library, Wu Xie would go to study by himself.On weekends, as usual, one will work and the other will be idle. If Zhang Qiling agrees, Wu Xie will also go to his part-time job to help out.
In the eyes of others, they are brothers with a very good relationship. After thinking about it for a long time, Wu Xie didn't know how Xie Yuchen found out that the two of them had an affair.
But even in the face of Xie Yuchen's teasing, he didn't admit it easily, but just changed the topic with a smile, but Wu Xie knew that, as smart as Xie Yuchen, he must know it clearly in his heart, but he just didn't say it clearly.
But at the same time, he also believed that although Xie Yuchen liked to make fun of him, he was a very measured person and would never gossip about such things.Wu Xie remembered that Xie Yuchen once said to him with a sour taste on purpose: "Hey, if I make a move, there is no place for him."
Wu Xie laughed all of a sudden, but couldn't say anything, so he coughed twice as if he didn't hear it, and secretly gave him a "bulge" in his heart.
That night it was Zhang Qiling's turn to work in the library again, and Wu Xie went with him, carrying an architecture textbook.The final exam is coming soon, there are many people in the self-study room, but there are fewer people in the place to borrow books.Wu Xie read the book for a while, but found that she couldn't read it at all, so she simply stood up and helped Zhang Qiling tidy up the bookshelf.
He was on this side of the bookshelf, Zhang Qiling was on the other side of the bookshelf, the two of them were tidying up, and suddenly they met eyes through the gap between the bookshelves.
The two looked at each other, and Wu Xie felt as if his heart had been hit by these eyes.He found it very interesting, so he followed Zhang Qiling's footsteps. Where Zhang Qiling was standing arranging the books, Wu Xie put his head up, aimed his eyes with long eyelashes at Zhang Qiling's, and by the way, had a smile that made people want to slap him. .
After playing like this a few times, Zhang Qiling finally laughed. He took the book away, looked through the gap, and asked, "Are you molesting me?"
Wu Xie laughed "hehe", touched his chin, and did not deny it: "Well, that's right."
Zhang Qiling didn't speak, but his eyes were very gentle, and the lines of his whole body were soft.Wu Xie suddenly wanted to kiss him, but before he could do it, Zhang Qiling's head had already moved over from the bookshelf.
Wu Xie felt his heartbeat soared to two hundred and eighty, and Zhang Qiling's lips slowly touched his lips. At that moment, he felt a firecracker exploded in his head.
Boom, boom!
After the kiss, Zhang Qiling continued to arrange the bookshelves as if nothing had happened, but Wu Xie froze for a while before regaining consciousness.He couldn't help touching his lips, and while slandering Zhang Qiling in his heart for successfully molesting Zhang Qiling, he smiled cheerfully.
That's what it feels like to be an object!Wu Xie licked his lips contentedly.
It was already very late when I returned to the dormitory at night, there were not many people on campus, and the two walked slowly.
It was already summer in the blink of an eye, but the night in the seaside city was not only not hot but also a little cold, Wu Xie felt very good.
"Ask you something, how do you arrange your summer vacation?"
The final exam is coming soon, and Wu Xie has always wanted to ask Zhang Qiling this question.The summer vacation is very long, Zhang Qiling probably won't return to Guangxi, so, will he still stay in school?
Zhang Qiling thought for a while: "You should stay in school and work part-time."
Wu Xie stopped in front of him with a "chuckle", coughed, and shouted, "Brother!"
Zhang Qiling stopped in his tracks, looked at Wu Xie's hesitation to speak, and said kindly, "Don't hold back what you have to say."
Wu Xie was amused by him: "You are really getting more and more interesting."
Zhang Qiling stared at Wu Xie, saw him smiling brightly, suddenly raised his hand, and touched Wu Xie's head.
Wu Xie was stunned again, this feeling was too unreal, Zhang Qiling's tenderness tonight was so frightening.
"Brother...you are...you are..." Wu Xie opened his mouth wide, "it's a bit different from before..."
Zhang Qiling's hand was still on Wu Xie's head, with a smile: "What's the difference?"
Wu Xie thought for a while: "You made me feel that we are really in a relationship."
Zhang Qiling's hand slid down, stopped on Wu Xie's cheek, and stared at him for a long time: "I thought of what you said, let's live a good life these three years."
I was a little sad for a moment, because it seems that the ending has been predicted, so every day I live now is inevitably a little sad, as if I am prepaying some happiness that will expire once it expires.
Wu Xie remained silent until Zhang Qiling asked, "What did you want to tell me just now?"
Only then did Wu Xie come to his senses: "That's it, I want to invite you to go back to Hangzhou with me during the summer vacation, is it okay?"
This time it was Zhang Qiling who was stunned. Wu Xie saw his hesitation, and quickly explained: "The summer vacation is very long, and there are so few people staying in school, why don't you come home with me. Are you afraid of disturbing my parents? Then don’t worry, my dad doesn’t have summer vacation, it’s not bad if he can stay at home for one or two days a month, and it seems that he will take students to study abroad during the summer vacation. As for my mother, you don’t have to worry, she runs her own company , Business has been quite busy recently, and when I called that day, she told me that she might not be at home during the summer vacation, and she would have to talk about business everywhere, so I was mentally prepared to eat and live alone."
Zhang Qiling opened his mouth, and just about to speak, Wu Xie hurriedly continued: "If you want to work part-time, then it's no problem, I'm familiar with it, you can find any job you want! It won't delay your part-time job!"
Zhang Qiling opened his mouth again, Wu Xie immediately added: "I will work with you, and I also want to earn money, we two together."
Wu Xie looked at Zhang Qiling expectantly, as if waiting for his final decision.Zhang Qiling tilted his head and looked at his expression, as if he thought Wu Xie like this was very interesting.
"Brother, do you agree or not..." Wu Xie was a little anxious, tugging at his sleeve, "You agree so I can buy tickets in advance."
"
He also returned to the dormitory late on purpose. When he came back, it was past eight o'clock. When he opened the door, a certain scene from the past seemed to reappear. The dormitory was pitch black. Sitting there quietly drinking.
He was a little frightened, and hurried over to take the beer can from Zhang Qiling's hand.
They had known each other for almost a year, and he had never seen Zhang Qiling like this before. He didn't know how much sadness it took for this person to learn to drink away his sorrows.
He tidied up the wine bottle carefully, and seemed to see his former self in a trance, pouring himself a drink full of thoughts, waiting for the other person to come back.
So, is Zhang Qiling waiting for him to come back?
He sat next to him and patted him on the shoulder: "what's the matter, can you tell me?"
Zhang Qiling was still the same, he had been staring at Wu Xie since he came in and didn't speak.
Wu Xie sighed: "If you don't want to talk about it, forget it, go to bed quickly, and everything will be fine once you wake up."
Wu Xie stood up and wanted to make Zhang Qiling's bed. He didn't know how Zhang Qiling could drink, but looking at the empty wine bottle just now, this guy drank a lot.He thought, maybe he should prepare a trash can for him to put next to the bed, in case he vomits in the middle of the night, it can be used as an emergency.
Before he left, Zhang Qiling's hand had already grabbed his arm, Wu Xie was taken aback, and patted his shoulder with the other hand, with a sense of comfort.
"Wu Xie." Zhang Qiling didn't let go of his hand, Wu Xie felt that he was afraid, which surprised Wu Xie.
He sat down again and held Zhang Qiling's hand: "Brother, you have shouldered too much alone. If you are willing to trust me, I think I will be a good listener."
Zhang Qiling trembled all over. He grabbed Wu Xie's hand and squeezed it tightly. Wu Xie even had the illusion that this boy who had always looked lonely and strong seemed to be crying at any moment. The look in his eyes seemed to be that the drowning person finally saw the straw of life-saving.
This was the first time he saw such a painful expression in Zhang Qiling's eyes.
He couldn't bear it anymore, and opened his arms to wrap around Zhang Qiling's shoulders: "Say it, I'll listen."
This time, Wu Xie got a response without waiting for a long time. Zhang Qiling hugged him fiercely, as if Wu Xie would disappear if he let go.
Wu Xie suddenly remembered what the girl said today. He took a deep breath and asked, "Why do you seem to care about me, but you just don't stay with me, because I'm a man?"
Zhang Qiling didn't run away this time, he shook his head and replied firmly: "It's not for this reason."
"Then can you tell me what is the reason? To be honest, you seem to be crushed to death by your own thoughts." Wu Xie felt that his heart was about to jump into his throat, and those emotions that he thought had been indifferent , was easily ignited again.
"Wu Xie," Zhang Qiling actually laughed, "You can never imagine what a poor village I live in, and how much I want to leave that place."
Wu Xie couldn't speak, so he could only hug him tightly: "I know, I can imagine, I know it's bitter there. But you see, you have finally left there by your own ability, and you will definitely have Good life...”
"My tuition, travel expenses, and all the expenses I needed to leave there were all paid by my high school." Zhang Qiling quickly regained his composure, as if he was telling someone else's story.
Wu Xie patted him on the back lightly: "I know, I've heard..."
"Shangsi has so many children who can't afford to go to college every year. Do you know why they can't go to school, but my school is willing to lend me the money?"
Wu Xie didn't know what to say, she opened her mouth, but didn't make a sound, but hugged Zhang Qiling with all her strength, trying to give him some comfort and strength.
Zhang Qiling looked very tired, as if he had exhausted all his strength to say the following: "Because... the daughter of the principal of my high school, the one you saw today, she likes me."
Wu Xie finally understood, his heart fell to the bottom in an instant, and he said: "But there are conditions for lending you money, right?"
Zhang Qiling smiled wryly: "He gave me two choices. One is to be with his daughter. After graduation, he can let his daughter come here and give us money so that I can stay in this city."
"You agreed?" Wu Xie felt his lips trembling slightly, he couldn't help asking, he wanted to know the answer.
Zhang Qiling raised his hand and touched Wu Xie's cheek: "He asked me to think carefully and make a decision before graduation. As long as I agree, I can stay in this city and never go back to that city. Back to the village."
"Then have you made your choice?" Wu Xie asked again.
Zhang Qiling nodded: "Yes, I made a choice in advance, when I called you on the night of New Year's Eve this year."
Wu Xie felt chills all over his body, but he thought that he could understand Zhang Qiling.This person studied so hard, exhausted all his strength to fight hard, and finally had the opportunity to get out of the [-] mountains. How could he go back again, how could he not want to stay in the city?
"I can understand..." Wu Xie forced himself to smile at him, "I'm serious, I can really understand your choice..."
Zhang Qiling shook his head, he said: "You misunderstood, I didn't choose the first path he gave me, I chose the second path."
Wu Xie felt that he had rekindled a glimmer of hope, and asked quickly: "Then what is this second way?"
"He said that if I don't choose the first path, he can also lend me the money, but the condition is that I will return to Shangsi after graduation, become a rural teacher, and... stay there for the rest of my life .”
Wu Xie was stunned, and it took him a long time to understand the meaning of Zhang Qiling's words. He felt his whole body trembling, and he asked, "Why are you..."
Zhang Qiling laughed, this time, he laughed a little happily.
He will never forget that the moment he walked into this dormitory on that afternoon in September, a boy with gentle eyes stood beside him, and when he looked at him, his eyelashes were so long that he was taken aback for a moment.
He will never forget, that night, on the rooftop, he had the desire to confide in someone for the first time.He said that if he disappeared in this world, no one would find out, as if he had never existed in this world.And the boy looked at him with gentle eyes, and said to him sincerely, from now on, if he disappears, at least he will find out. "
He will never forget that note, thin gold, beautiful, and he knows whose handwriting it is.It reads: only if you know it from afar, you know that I will accompany you.
When you meet by chance, it suits my wish; when you meet by chance, you and your son will cherish each other.
He had memorized this poem a long time ago, but he didn't understand its meaning until he was 20 years old.
He will never forget that in many moments, he had the urge to write a note to that boy in the language he learned——
Liebeaufdenersten Blick.
love at first sight.
He heard Wu Xie still asking him: "Why did you choose the second path?"
He suddenly felt clear in his heart, so he told him the reason seriously: "Because I like someone."
After a pause, he said again: "I fell in love with someone."
20.
Wu Xie couldn't figure out why this scene happened: he, Zhang Qiling, Fatty who came back from a party with friends, Xiaohua, his distant cousin Huo Xiuxiu, and Zhang Qiling's Guangxi friend Yuncai, the six of them were walking by the seaside together. On the boardwalk.
Yuncai originally wanted to buy a ticket back to Guangxi for the next day, but unfortunately he was too anxious to buy it, so he had to change to No. [-], and Xiaohua's cousin Xiuxiu also happened to come to Qingdao to visit his cousin during the holiday, so a group of people Just like that, Xiuxiu said excitedly that the boys must take her and Yuncai out to play.
Although Wu Xie knew that Zhang Qiling definitely didn't want to go out to play at all, but no matter how indifferent he was, he always understood the etiquette.Yuncai is his friend, a fellow villager, and came all the way from Guangxi to him. No matter what the reason is, whether he likes Yuncai or not, he can't leave a little girl here by himself.
So he went anyway, even if Wu Xie could tell that Zhang Qiling was not happy, Yun Cai was not happy, and he himself was naturally not happy either.
They hugged for a long time last night, and they didn't let go until their hands were sore. After that, they didn't say anything more, they just lay on the bed with their eyes open until dawn.
If there were no such messy things, if he knew that the person he liked fell in love with him at first sight, Wu Xie believed that he might even laugh out loud in his dreams.
But because of these things, Wu Xie really didn't have the mood or the courage to tell Zhang Qiling that we should be together.
If this was in the movie, then at that moment, Wu Xie might have said to Zhang Qiling with tears in his eyes: "It's okay, I'll accompany you, I'll be with you wherever you go."
It's a pity that this is not a movie, so Wu Xie didn't even dare to think about it.
That night he couldn't sleep at all, he really wanted to ask Zhang Qiling why he chose this path, because it was love at first sight, so he gave up the opportunity to live in a big city?It sounds incredible.
If this is the case, then Wu Xie has never been so cherished by anyone in his life.
But even so, so what, he couldn't be as decisive as Zhang Qiling, but he really couldn't be blamed for it.He has parents, and his parents are his only son. They gave birth to him and raised him, expecting him to grow up to be successful. Naturally, he also has the obligation to honor them. He has a family that has already taken root in the city, and it is not so easy to let go of it.
Why did Zhang Qiling make such a choice, he couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure it out, he wanted to ask what happened, but he was afraid that his shrinking would not be able to bear Zhang Qiling's feelings.
Xiuxiu seems to like clouds very much, but it is more obvious that Fatty seems to like clouds even more than Xiuxiu.So Xiuxiu kept making jokes about him.The fat man was not angry, and happily ran around the two beauties, having fun.
Wu Xie and Zhang Qiling walked behind, neither of them spoke, they followed wherever others went, and stopped wherever others stopped.But the eyes of the two of them have clearly revealed their secrets, and they can tell that their thoughts are not here at all.
"You two look like a pair of marionettes, I beg you two, can you show some expression in front of beautiful women?" Huo Xiuxiu smiled very cutely, "Brother Wu Xie, you seem to have no memory of it at all." I'm here, when you reconcile with Xie Zi's childhood sweetheart, I often appear with him! Why do you dislike me but I like him? Am I not as good-looking as a little boy like him?"
Wu Xie scratched her head and couldn't remember where she met Huo Xiuxiu when she was a child. Just as she was about to explain, Xie Yuchen said with a smile: "Don't think about it, she was only one or two years old at that time, she was like a meatball, she didn't even have eyes. She is so fat that she is narrowed into a slit, and she is not good-looking, how could you let me like her."
Wu Xie finally laughed, followed by Huo Xiuxiu's crazy roar: "You are a meatball! You...you..."
Wu Xie hurriedly picked it up, and said to Xie Yuchen, "Your whole neighborhood is full of meatballs."
A group of people didn't have enough fun until the evening. They ate seafood, drank beer, and watched the seaside scenery all over.
Xiuxiu and Yuncai hit it off right away, insisting that Yuncai move out of the hotel and live with her, saying that they would have a long talk all night, which made Fatty envious and jealous.
After sending the two girls back to the hotel to settle down, they made an appointment to send Yuncai to the plane tomorrow morning, and they went back to school.
On the way, Xie Yuchen seemed unintentional and said: "My brother's friend came from Guangxi this trip is not easy, why don't you stay for a few more days?"
Of course Zhang Qiling didn't speak, Wu Xie quickly smoothed things over: "It should be something at home."
Fatty seemed to be very regretful: "What's wrong with Sister Yuncai, she looks very unhappy, I really feel sorry for you..."
Wu Xie sighed, not knowing what to say.
Before entering the dormitory, Zhang Qiling suddenly stretched out his hand to hold Wu Xie: "I have something to tell you."
The fat man smiled strangely: "Hey, this is going to be a two-person world? It seems that you two are not right today!"
Xie Yuchen didn't say anything, he pinched the fat man to signal him not to talk nonsense, and the two went upstairs, leaving Wu Xie and Zhang Qiling standing downstairs.
Wu Xie looked at Zhang Qiling, then pushed him: "Want to go there?"
Zhang Qiling followed him forward, there was no one on the holiday campus, the two walked to the edge of the playground, Wu Xie sat down on the plastic track first, and Zhang Qiling also sat down next to him.
"What do you want to say?" Wu Xie stretched out his arms and legs, and finally just lay down.
Zhang Qiling bent down to look at him, for a moment Wu Xie felt that Zhang Qiling blocked all the sky in his sight, and all he could see were those eyes.
"Thank you." Zhang Qiling said.
"Huh? Thank you for what?" Wu Xie wondered, raising an arm to put on his shoulder, "I don't remember what good I did."
Zhang Qiling still maintained this posture: "Thank you for going out with me and Yun Cai."
Wu Xie smiled: "There's nothing to be thankful for. Think about it, even if the clouds don't come, I will definitely have to go out with Xiaohua and Xiuxiu."
Zhang Qiling didn't speak any more, just lowered his head, which gave Wu Xie the illusion that Zhang Qiling seemed to want to kiss him.
He was a little nervous, and his eyes were staring blankly. He originally thought that those eyes were always cold, but at this moment they seemed to be lit with two bright lights.
It seems that a lost person finally saw the lighthouse, so he firmly remembered the light in his eyes.
Then I should be Zhang Qiling's beacon.
Wu Xie's hand unconsciously tugged on Qi Ling's clothes, it was not clear at that moment whether he was taking Zhang Qiling or Zhang Qiling himself was slowly approaching, he felt his lips trembling so nervously, and his lips were touching At the moment of closing, I just felt my heart tremble.
Zhang Qiling's lips are soft and warm, not at all like him.
He was too embarrassed to stick out his tongue... Wu Xie thought vaguely, what a pure kiss, and then he remembered that this should be his first kiss, and he had no chance to waste it before that, he felt Zhang Qiling should be the same as him.
I don't know how long after kissing so purely, Zhang Qiling finally let him go and lay down quietly.
Wu Xie saw the sky jump into his eyes suddenly, he took a few breaths, and finally calmed down his emotions.
"Brother, can I ask you a question?" he said.
"Well, you ask." Zhang Qiling replied softly.
"I don't know how to express my thoughts. I don't mean that I don't believe in your feelings, but I really don't understand how you can give up the opportunity to stay in the city because of me. It's incredible! How could you go back to that place without hesitation after working so hard to pass the exam? And you don't seem to care if I follow you back, so I don't understand..."
"Wu Xie."
Zhang Qiling's voice was a bit cold, which made Wu Xie's heart tense, and he quickly said: "Don't be angry, I just really don't understand..."
"I'm not for you." Zhang Qiling's voice was no longer as gentle as before, but it didn't cool down either.
"This is my first time stepping into a city. I'm still not familiar with it, and I don't understand what it's like," he said slowly. "I was born in a country that is almost isolated from the world. Country people are very simple. It’s so simple to be good, and so simple to be bad.”
He turned around, Wu Xie turned around when he heard the movement, and the two people's eyes met, Zhang Qiling continued: "I'm not for you, I just can't lie to myself."
"My grandma was abandoned by the person she liked, and she lost everything for him, including her life, but she never regretted it until she died. In the two years with the person she didn't like, although she could eat and clothe herself warmly, But never had a happy day.
"Before she died, she left me a letter. I was very young at the time, and I can't remember many of the contents, but I remember a sentence in it. She said that although she had a very painful life, she met a A person who is not worthy of love, but she will not think that love itself is wrong until she dies.
"Wu Xie, I just can't go against my will to be with someone I don't like. I think that even if her father sponsored me to go to college and is kind to me, he is not qualified to buy out my life. As for whether you will be with me in the future, I have never thought about it, and I don't think you should go back to the mountains with me.
"I have always known that it is difficult for me to have any long-term connection with this world, but Wu Xie, I still want to thank you sincerely for showing up."
21.
When sending Yun Cai away, Wu Xie saw her hesitate and called Zhang Qiling aside and said something, but Zhang Qiling remained expressionless, and only nodded to her at the end.
Fatty was reluctant to part with the cloud, made Xiuxiu laugh, and pinched his ear: "Brother Fatty, look at your promise!"
The fat man smiled, feeling a little lonely: "I'm pretty worthless."
After he said this, everyone fell silent, and looked at Zhang Qiling together as if they had a tacit understanding.
Zhang Qiling looked at everyone, then... turned around and left without saying anything.
Wu Xie looked at his back and sighed again.Last night, Zhang Qiling's words were still echoing in his ears. He said such a long paragraph very plainly, but he always felt a sense of resignation.
Before Wu Xie came to this university, he had never thought about the relationship between fate and himself, but the experience of this year made him unable to think about this issue seriously.
Many people think that life and death are determined by fate and wealth, but there are also many people who think that my fate is up to me.Whose view is more correct?Wu Xie thought that those who insisted that man will conquer nature may have been played by fate for a lifetime; while those who resigned to fate may regret why they failed to fight at the last moment of their lives.
And what about himself?What kind of attitude should he use to deal with his own destiny?
Wu Xie felt that he should think about it carefully, and he hoped that Zhang Qiling would think about it again. He even asked Zhang Qiling if he could break the promise?
"Brother, let's try to repay the money, ten times, no, can we return the money to him dozens of times? Can you talk to him well and let him let you go..."
He thought so from the bottom of his heart, he wanted to repay the money with Zhang Qiling, and repay the debt together.He wanted Zhang Qiling to stay in the city. No matter what their ending was, he hoped that this person would have a bright future and a bright future.
Zhang Qiling just shook his head: "Wu Xie, it's not as simple as you think."
"Is there only one teacher missing from you? We can donate all the money! Don't worry, I will do this with you. We donate money to build a school building, buy a lot of teaching equipment and books for the children, Can’t it be like this? You have such good grades, you should stay here, your talent should definitely not be buried in the mountains, but you should do more!”
Wu Xie grabbed Zhang Qiling's clothes: "Try it, how will you know it won't work if you don't try it?"
Zhang Qiling looked at him for a while, lowered his head, took Wu Xie's hand, and shook it firmly: "I don't know about other places, but in my hometown, in the village where I was born, whether it is the older generation or the younger generation, The words you have said and the promises you have made must be sworn in front of Miluotuo's statue, and if you violate them, you will be punished by heaven."
Wu Xie was almost pissed off: "I said you are a college student, do you still believe this?"
Zhang Qiling was still staring at him, Wu Xie felt that his eyes were really gentle, as if he could endure all the sufferings in the world without complaining.
"It's not that I believe this, but because it's the duty of the people there. They think that once you make a promise, you should keep it. Wu Xie, no matter how unreasonable you think this matter is, but in From my point of view, it is true that I agreed to his request because of my desire to go to school, so since I have already agreed to him, there is no reason to break the promise due to circumstances and reasons. From his point of view, He originally hoped that I could marry his daughter. Even if I chose to go back to my hometown because I didn't want to marry his daughter, I was actually closer to his daughter. His wishful thinking was made early on, so how could it be so easy? Change?"
Wu Xie was like a deflated ball, he murmured and asked: "Then why did you agree... Did you ever think that you might choose the second path? Or did you choose the second path early in the morning?" The decision of a road is just because of my appearance..."
Zhang Qiling smiled, and he put Wu Xie's hand on his cheek.This is a very intimate gesture, Wu Xie didn't expect Zhang Qiling to do this, but it was not abrupt at all, but it made him feel very warm.
"To be honest, I really didn't think about which path I would choose in the end, but I was actually mentally prepared early in the morning. What I thought was, even if I still have to go back to that place after all, I You should also go out and take a walk to see what the outside world looks like."
He looked very happy: "Look, how wonderful it is to meet you like this."
Wu Xie felt physically and mentally exhausted, but Zhang Qiling's words moved him again. He stroked his face and slowly opened his arms to hug him.
"Since you have met me, have you ever thought about what we should do in the future?"
Zhang Qiling also hugged him back, Wu Xie felt Zhang Qiling's breath around his ears all the time, a little itchy, but very comfortable.
Zhang Qiling didn't speak for a long time, until Wu Xie raised his head and looked at him, he said: "I haven't thought about it."
Wu Xie's heart sank, but immediately he heard Zhang Qiling say: "I don't dare to think about it."
He froze for a moment, then heard him continue to say: "You probably haven't calculated it, Shangsi is more than 3000 kilometers away from Qingdao, and there, the annual income of everyone in the entire village may not be as much as your parents' annual salary." So much. So, if I can't stay in the city where you are, will you put down your family and future and follow me back to the place where I am?"
Zhang Qiling's fingers slid a long line in the air, as if referring to the long distance between them: "Wu Xie, I discovered for the first time that there are many, many things that I dare not think about or do. .And life is far from being as simple as we thought."
Wu Xie fixedly looked at the boy standing in front of him. He had a tall and straight figure and clear eyes.He has always carried the breath of the mountain, and his soul is clean and pure.
He is lonely, so he is charming because of his loneliness; he is also very strong, but he is distressed because of his strength.
Zhan Biqiao, green bamboo 猗猗.
There are gangsters, like cuts are like consultations, like cuts like grinding.
Se Xi Xi Xi, He Xi Xi Xi.
There are bandits and gentlemen, but you can't be scornful.
There is a bandit gentleman, let him never forget it at first sight.
Wu Xie hugged Zhang Qiling again, very hard, so she felt more compatible.
I read a novel before, and there is a sentence in it that makes people remember deeply.
Some people are born to be together, and some hugs are only suitable for two people who are destined to be together.
He kissed Zhang Qiling's side face, along the cheek all the way to the eyes.
His lips rested on Zhang Qiling's eyes, and then said: "But at least we still have three years."
His kiss didn't stop, it slid down to his lips.
Wu Xie never knew that the feeling of kissing the person he likes can be so wonderful.
"Brother, if there is no way to plan for the distant future, then we must live well in these three years."
22.
Although Wu Xie has never dated a girl, since he and Zhang Qiling officially started dating, he feels from the bottom of his heart that talking about friends with boys, especially boys like Zhang Qiling, can be described in two words— — peace of mind!
He never clings to himself, and of course he doesn't ask himself to buy him this or that, and he won't slap him for a few days because he didn't answer a call in time or said a few words to a girl.
On the other hand, it is even more impossible for me to use these tricks on Zhang Qiling. He is also a man, and he is not too fussy. He doesn't have so many messy problems, so the two of them get along really harmoniously.
Although sometimes Wu Xie would feel that the two of them are a little too plain to some extent?But after thinking about it again, the truth is plain and ordinary. They have already slept and eaten in sync, and they can stay together every day. Compared with those long-distance relationships, the lovers who haven't seen each other for a long time are really much better. How is it not plain?
Zhang Qiling is still very busy. Wu Xie asked him how much money he needs to not work so hard. He also tactfully said that since we are already together, we should not separate you and me too clearly. I will lend him another 5000 yuan.But Zhang Qiling insisted not to answer these questions, no matter what Wu Xie said, he still avoided talking about it.
Wu Xie thought, maybe this is Zhang Qiling's insistence. He doesn't want to involve money in his relationship with him. Wu Xie can understand his thoughts, but it's inevitable that he can't help but be anxious Busy and helpless.
Regarding the relationship between the two, they chose not to disclose it tacitly. Except for Xie Yuchen who made fun of them a few times based on the artist's intuition, Wu Xie felt that he might have seen something. The rest of the people, Including Fatty and Wang Meng, although they sometimes quarrel with each other, they probably didn't think about it at all.
In fact, think about it, the two of them are no different after they got together and before they got together. In the eyes of others, at most, their relationship is good and their relationship is no longer as stiff as before.
Every day early in the morning, they go to class separately, occasionally have lunch together at noon, and go to class as usual in the afternoon, Zhang Qiling goes to work in the evening, and Wu Xie stays in the dormitory to read.When Zhang Qiling was working in the library, Wu Xie would go to study by himself.On weekends, as usual, one will work and the other will be idle. If Zhang Qiling agrees, Wu Xie will also go to his part-time job to help out.
In the eyes of others, they are brothers with a very good relationship. After thinking about it for a long time, Wu Xie didn't know how Xie Yuchen found out that the two of them had an affair.
But even in the face of Xie Yuchen's teasing, he didn't admit it easily, but just changed the topic with a smile, but Wu Xie knew that, as smart as Xie Yuchen, he must know it clearly in his heart, but he just didn't say it clearly.
But at the same time, he also believed that although Xie Yuchen liked to make fun of him, he was a very measured person and would never gossip about such things.Wu Xie remembered that Xie Yuchen once said to him with a sour taste on purpose: "Hey, if I make a move, there is no place for him."
Wu Xie laughed all of a sudden, but couldn't say anything, so he coughed twice as if he didn't hear it, and secretly gave him a "bulge" in his heart.
That night it was Zhang Qiling's turn to work in the library again, and Wu Xie went with him, carrying an architecture textbook.The final exam is coming soon, there are many people in the self-study room, but there are fewer people in the place to borrow books.Wu Xie read the book for a while, but found that she couldn't read it at all, so she simply stood up and helped Zhang Qiling tidy up the bookshelf.
He was on this side of the bookshelf, Zhang Qiling was on the other side of the bookshelf, the two of them were tidying up, and suddenly they met eyes through the gap between the bookshelves.
The two looked at each other, and Wu Xie felt as if his heart had been hit by these eyes.He found it very interesting, so he followed Zhang Qiling's footsteps. Where Zhang Qiling was standing arranging the books, Wu Xie put his head up, aimed his eyes with long eyelashes at Zhang Qiling's, and by the way, had a smile that made people want to slap him. .
After playing like this a few times, Zhang Qiling finally laughed. He took the book away, looked through the gap, and asked, "Are you molesting me?"
Wu Xie laughed "hehe", touched his chin, and did not deny it: "Well, that's right."
Zhang Qiling didn't speak, but his eyes were very gentle, and the lines of his whole body were soft.Wu Xie suddenly wanted to kiss him, but before he could do it, Zhang Qiling's head had already moved over from the bookshelf.
Wu Xie felt his heartbeat soared to two hundred and eighty, and Zhang Qiling's lips slowly touched his lips. At that moment, he felt a firecracker exploded in his head.
Boom, boom!
After the kiss, Zhang Qiling continued to arrange the bookshelves as if nothing had happened, but Wu Xie froze for a while before regaining consciousness.He couldn't help touching his lips, and while slandering Zhang Qiling in his heart for successfully molesting Zhang Qiling, he smiled cheerfully.
That's what it feels like to be an object!Wu Xie licked his lips contentedly.
It was already very late when I returned to the dormitory at night, there were not many people on campus, and the two walked slowly.
It was already summer in the blink of an eye, but the night in the seaside city was not only not hot but also a little cold, Wu Xie felt very good.
"Ask you something, how do you arrange your summer vacation?"
The final exam is coming soon, and Wu Xie has always wanted to ask Zhang Qiling this question.The summer vacation is very long, Zhang Qiling probably won't return to Guangxi, so, will he still stay in school?
Zhang Qiling thought for a while: "You should stay in school and work part-time."
Wu Xie stopped in front of him with a "chuckle", coughed, and shouted, "Brother!"
Zhang Qiling stopped in his tracks, looked at Wu Xie's hesitation to speak, and said kindly, "Don't hold back what you have to say."
Wu Xie was amused by him: "You are really getting more and more interesting."
Zhang Qiling stared at Wu Xie, saw him smiling brightly, suddenly raised his hand, and touched Wu Xie's head.
Wu Xie was stunned again, this feeling was too unreal, Zhang Qiling's tenderness tonight was so frightening.
"Brother...you are...you are..." Wu Xie opened his mouth wide, "it's a bit different from before..."
Zhang Qiling's hand was still on Wu Xie's head, with a smile: "What's the difference?"
Wu Xie thought for a while: "You made me feel that we are really in a relationship."
Zhang Qiling's hand slid down, stopped on Wu Xie's cheek, and stared at him for a long time: "I thought of what you said, let's live a good life these three years."
I was a little sad for a moment, because it seems that the ending has been predicted, so every day I live now is inevitably a little sad, as if I am prepaying some happiness that will expire once it expires.
Wu Xie remained silent until Zhang Qiling asked, "What did you want to tell me just now?"
Only then did Wu Xie come to his senses: "That's it, I want to invite you to go back to Hangzhou with me during the summer vacation, is it okay?"
This time it was Zhang Qiling who was stunned. Wu Xie saw his hesitation, and quickly explained: "The summer vacation is very long, and there are so few people staying in school, why don't you come home with me. Are you afraid of disturbing my parents? Then don’t worry, my dad doesn’t have summer vacation, it’s not bad if he can stay at home for one or two days a month, and it seems that he will take students to study abroad during the summer vacation. As for my mother, you don’t have to worry, she runs her own company , Business has been quite busy recently, and when I called that day, she told me that she might not be at home during the summer vacation, and she would have to talk about business everywhere, so I was mentally prepared to eat and live alone."
Zhang Qiling opened his mouth, and just about to speak, Wu Xie hurriedly continued: "If you want to work part-time, then it's no problem, I'm familiar with it, you can find any job you want! It won't delay your part-time job!"
Zhang Qiling opened his mouth again, Wu Xie immediately added: "I will work with you, and I also want to earn money, we two together."
Wu Xie looked at Zhang Qiling expectantly, as if waiting for his final decision.Zhang Qiling tilted his head and looked at his expression, as if he thought Wu Xie like this was very interesting.
"Brother, do you agree or not..." Wu Xie was a little anxious, tugging at his sleeve, "You agree so I can buy tickets in advance."
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