Reborn in debt

After Zhou Jin left for a long time, Qi Qing sighed, and said to Xia Yang, "Find a place to stay first, and I will come to you when the matter here is resolved."

He has always known that the person Qi Qing likes is Zhou Jin. Seeing how painful Qi Qing has been, he thought that Zhou Jin must be a ruthless person. However, from today's perspective, Zhou Jin is not without feelings for Qi Qing, it's just a matter between them. Unable to participate, all he can do is wait, wait for Qi Qing, no matter what the result is, he will have no regrets, luck for me, not life for me!

Zhou Jin didn't come for two days after that day, but Qi Qing knew that Zhou Jin had no intention of letting him leave, and Zhou Jin's attitude could be seen from the guards guarding the door.

But Qi Qing is very determined to leave, and he also believes that Zhou Jin can lock him up for the rest of his life. This tug-of-war will always have a result, and it shouldn't be too far away.

When Zhou Jin came again, Qi Qing was tasting tea, very leisurely, the room was full of tea fragrance.

As if nothing had happened, Zhou Jin walked over to hug Qi Qing, but was dodged, her face sank, "Qi Qing, have you had enough trouble?"

"I'm not making trouble, I'm serious!" Qi Qing said calmly, but his tone was extremely serious.

Looking at each other for a long time, Zhou Jin knew that what Qi Qing said was serious, and she had a headache, not knowing what to do with him, "Qi Qing, what exactly do you want?"

"I don't want anything, I just want to leave." Qi Qing was still calm and persistent.

"Leave? Don't even think about it, I won't agree." Zhou Jin immediately denied that he would never let Qi Qing leave. Up to now, all the things he was obsessed with were in his hands, and the only thing left was Qi Qing, he also won't give up.

"Then we have nothing to say." Qi Qing really stopped talking and continued to make tea.

Until Qi Qing finished drinking the tea, he didn't say another word, didn't even give Zhou Jin a look, then put away the tea set and walked towards the inner room, as if to see off the guests.

This shouldn't be their way of getting along. Zhou Jin felt complicated, "Qi Qing, why do you have to leave? What can you say, as long as I can do it, I will satisfy you."

Stopping and turning around, Qi Qing looked at Zhou Jin, finally resentful in his heart, smiled all his life and said, "You ask me why I have to leave? Your Majesty, do you think I have a reason to stay?"

"Of course!" Zhou Jin replied firmly, but he couldn't say any more reasons. Qi Qing has nothing here, family, friends, close friends, Qi Qing has none, and Zhou Jin dare not think about the reason. up.

It turned out that Qi Qing had lost so much for him, and in the end even his own life was almost at stake, and what he brought to Qi Qing was nothing but pain.

Zhou Jin was suddenly very scared, because he really couldn't find a reason to keep Qi Qing. After thinking for a long time, he said, "Qi Qing, don't you like me? Can't you stay for me?"

"I used to like you." Qi Qing said, with a smile on his lips, "I used to love you very much, I would do anything for you, I could give up everything for you, even die."

The smile disappeared, Qi Qing's face was neither sad nor happy, and continued to narrate, "But you never know how to cherish, and you still have a little disdain for me like that. I have done so much for you for so many years, how often do you look at me? Second-rate?"

"I know..." Zhou Jin wanted to refute.

Before he could finish speaking, Qi Qing interrupted him, "My Majesty, I didn't say this to complain, and I didn't mean to blame you. I'm willing to blame anyone."

Suddenly Qi Qing's words changed, "But now I'm tired, and I don't want to expect anything extravagantly, and I don't like you anymore, I just want to live the future in peace."

That sentence I don't like you anymore made Zhou Jin almost unable to stand still, and her heart ached fiercely, it hurt more than being stabbed, how could Qi Qing stop loving him, he forbids Qi Qing not to love He said, "No, Qi Qing must like me. I know you suffered a lot before, and I will make it up to you. I won't let you do what you don't want to do again. Just keep liking me."

Qi Qing shook his head, "Your Majesty, liking you is too tiring. I can't find the motivation to continue. My love for you has long been exhausted in your calculations again and again!"

"I said I will make it up to you, and I won't let you do those things again. I won't force you anymore. Just keep loving me, okay?" Zhou Jin looked at Qi Qing cautiously and waited for his answer.

"I can't do it anymore. There are some things about the emperor that you can't do whatever you say, and I can't control myself." The most important thing is that he doesn't believe in Zhou Jin, and he doesn't want to be abandoned all the time.

"It's not like that, Qi Qing, you still like me. You said you would love me forever. I don't believe you don't have any feelings for me now. Qi Qing, as long as you stay, I will really treat you well in the future. Don't leave me, will you?"

There was begging in Zhou Jin's tone, and there was still a gleam of fear in his eyes. Qi Qing was a little touched. He never thought that one day Zhou Jin would need him like this, and would beg him in a humble way. People have also fallen from the sky to the earth now, it really is an impermanent world!

My heart ached for no reason. The current Zhou Jin had never thought about him. He used to live in a very humble way because of this feeling, throwing away his conscience and forcing himself to do things he shouldn't do, just to get Zhou Jin With just one look, does Zhou Jin now have half the heartache he had back then?

No, this person may be weak and heartbroken, but that's all, who knows what this person will do next moment?It may be just a momentary enthusiasm for him, after all, he has already experienced too much Zhou Jin's ruthlessness.

"Your Majesty, people change. You can change from not caring about me to wanting me to stay with you now. I can also change from loving you to not loving you. I am no longer the person I used to be." It's all over, so it doesn't make sense for you to keep me, let me go."

"Impossible." Whenever Qi Qing said that he wanted to leave Zhou Jin, his reaction would be great, "Qi Qing, I don't believe that your love can be said to be nothing, as long as you stay by my side, I will really treat you this time Well, you'll love me as much as ever."

He really doesn't understand love at all, Qi Qing felt that he was talking about chicken and duck, and felt a little helpless, "Your Majesty, even if I stay, what kind of status do you want me to stay by your side?"

"Anything is fine." After finally seeing Qi Qing let go, Zhou Jin replied immediately, "Qi Qing, I really hope that we can be like before, when we were together, we were very good."

It's just that you feel good, Qi Qing looked at him with a cold heart, "I was just a little girl before, the emperor wants me to go back to Xunhuan Building?"

How is it possible, Zhou Jin immediately said, "Of course not, how could I let you go back to that kind of place, Qi Qing, I will never wrong you again."

"Oh, how does the emperor plan to arrange me? Let me live here?" Qi Qing chuckled, watching Zhou Jin want to speak to stop him and said, "You want me to be the Gillian of Jinwu Zangjiao?"

He has this idea, but Qi Qing should be unwilling, "Then what do you want? As long as you say it, I agree."

"But I don't agree." Qi Qing felt even more tired, but he continued patiently, "Your Majesty, I am not a concubine waiting for your luck. Whenever you think of me, come and have a look. I don't want to Waiting for you to live in vain, that's too hard, I've suffered like this for more than ten years, I really don't want to go on like this, I won't be able to bear it."

"Your Majesty, have you ever thought about what I am to you?" Qi Qing asked, watching Zhou Jin pondering but couldn't give an answer, "Maybe I am like your concubine to you, but you A member of the harem."

"No, how can they live better than you?" Zhou Jin said this with confidence. In his heart, Qi Qing is different and no one can replace him. "Qi Qing, you are much more important to me than them. You are more important than anyone."

maybe!But what can this mean? "Even so, I'm not much better than them."

Pausing for a moment, Qi Qing said again, "Your Majesty, do you know what it feels like to love someone?"

Seeing Zhou Jin showing confusion, Qi Qing explained to him, "To love someone is to be happy, angry, sad and happy for him, to think about him all the time, to worry about him, to love someone Jealousy will make him possessive, want him to only think about himself, and will not tolerate anyone."

"Your Majesty, do you know what will happen to me every time I see those people beside you? I will be jealous, and I would like to kill them, but I can't, so I can only endure the heart-biting pain of a man, and still pretend As if nothing happened, I'm afraid you will be unhappy if you find out."

"I've had enough of those days. Your majesty, please let me go, or I'll go crazy one day."

"Qi Qing, it's impossible for you to favor yourself alone." Zhou Jin didn't quite understand the feeling Qi Qing was talking about.

"I know that the harem pays attention to the uniformity of rain and dew. You are the emperor, and you can't favor anyone alone." The smile on his face could not be kept, Qi Qing let out a tired breath, "Maybe in your opinion, what I said It's unbelievable, but that's my real thought, Your Majesty, you don't know love and have never loved anyone, if one day you fall in love with someone, you will understand, but before that, you insist on keeping me and treating me like this It's not fair, so I have to leave, and I don't love you anymore."

Zhou Jin vaguely seemed to understand something, but at this moment he was not in the mood to think too much, but felt that Qi Qing cared too much about his identity, so he blurted out, "Qi Qing, I can spoil you alone, as long as you stay If you want to be a queen, I promise you."

Up to now, he still doesn’t know what he wants, it’s too much effort to talk to such a person, let alone a queen, even an emperor, he is unwilling to do it, “Your majesty, you can’t do it, don’t say yes Let me be the queen, even if you dote on me alone, it is impossible to do it."

"The harem involves the entire court, you won't break that balance for me, let alone conferring a male empress, aren't you afraid of the ridicule of the world, aren't you afraid of the criticism of future generations? You can't do it, so don't do it for a while. If you say these words with anger, since you can’t do it, it’s better not to promise, that will make people even more sad.”

His heart was calm like a pool of stagnant water, Qi Qing analyzed it for Zhou Jin, "And I don't want to be someone in your harem now, Your Majesty, just let me go."

He was indeed impulsive when he said those words, but it would be impossible to compromise on this. Zhou Jin refused again, "Qi Qing, I can't let you leave, so just give up."

Neither of them could convince the other, and they continued to stalemate. Zhou Jin felt that he was very tired, more tired than reviewing the memorial for two days. He didn't understand what was going on in Qi Qing's head, why did he have to leave?He said to treat him well, isn't that enough?What else can he say, why does he have to leave?

"Take a good rest. If you need anything, you can tell your servants. Don't forget to take the medicine prescribed by the imperial doctor. I'm leaving first, and I'll come see you tomorrow."