Reborn in debt

On April 28 of the lunar calendar, it is suitable for weddings and funerals.

Zhou Jin's wedding was on this day. The weather was clear and sunny, and the inside and outside of the imperial city were shrouded in a festive atmosphere.

The Xunhuan building was in depression because of Zhou Jin's big wedding. Anyone with dignity would go to ask for a glass of wedding wine, so almost no one was here on such a day.

There was silence in the courtyard, and a needle could be heard falling.

"A fight of wine is less fun, but a bottle of clear wine is more of a farewell. Don't trade intoxication for sadness, it will be even more heartbroken when you wake up!"

With an inexplicable sadness in the clear voice, Qi Qing raised his wine glass and poured the wine on the ground. He stopped after three glasses, and his dark eyes gleamed with water.

He was not sad about Zhou Jin's marriage, but was paying homage to Qi Zhun. It was a coincidence that Qi Zhun's death date was the same day as Zhou Jin's marriage. Could this be the so-called misfortunes never come singly?It's really funny.

Without hope, there is no disappointment. He has long been ashamed of Zhou Jin, so he can accept it calmly, but he will never forgive the mistakes he made. He killed Qi Zhun for a relationship that should not exist. dead parents.

"How can you relieve your worries? Only Du Kang! It's a pity that drinking is more worrying!" Qi Qing smiled uglier than crying. Every time he wanted to get drunk, but the more he drank, the more sober he became, and the more he wanted to forget The more clearly you remember, the more heartbroken you will be when you wake up, and you will never be redeemed.

"I hope I won't wake up after being drunk for a long time, I hope I won't wake up after being drunk for a long time! But how can I get drunk?" Isn't it easy to get drunk and die?

Strong wine, warm sun, and gentle wind, Qi Qing finally cried out, crying like an unwanted child.

He has been suppressed for a long time and is about to collapse. He is living in torment every day and every moment. He really can't bear it anymore. Many times he wants to die, but it is difficult to live. This is a kind of self-punishment for him. Way.

Severe coughing sounded one after another, as if he had to cough out his heart and lungs to be reconciled, Qi Qing covered his mouth, and bright red liquid flowed out from his fingers.

"What's wrong with you?" Someone supported him, with a warm and worried tone.

Qi Qing looked up at the person coming, with a dazed expression, it took him a long time to focus his eyes on the person in front of him, he felt even more uncomfortable, and there was another heart-piercing cough.

Carefully patted Qi Qing on the back to comfort him, then took out a silk handkerchief and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth finely, and after wiping it clean, changed to a silk handkerchief to wipe the blood from his hands.

"If you are in a bad mood, you can't torture yourself like this. It will be much better if you say something. If you want, I can be your listener." The distress and concern in the eyes cannot be concealed.

"Who are you? Why should I tell you." Qi Qing violently pushed the man away, but he almost fell because of this, and staggered back two steps.

Hurriedly supporting Qi Qing, the man carried Qi Qing into the house and put him on the bed without any refusal, "After drinking so much wine, you should go to sleep, if you still want to know who I am when you wake up, I will Tell you."

After coughing a few times, the tears in Qi Qing's eyes continued to flow out, he didn't speak or move, just wept quietly.

Gently wiped away the tears from Qi Qing's face, the man hugged him tightly, wanting to share the pain with him, why Qi Qing was so sad, after observing him for so many days, he understood somewhat, because understanding made him feel more distressed. "Qi Qing, don't cry, it's not worth it for that person."

The voice was too gentle, and the embrace was too warm, Qi Qing was reluctant to leave, closed his eyes and whispered, "I know, I'm not sad for him, I just hate myself."

"Actually, he's not that good. He's not worth everything I pay for him. A person like him will never love anyone. How can I abandon everything for him."

"Really, he's really not that good. He's not worth killing my parents, relatives and friends for him, let alone destroying his family, and not worth betraying relatives for him. Those who love me and those I love Each one is a thousand times more important than him, so I won't harm those people because of him, if I want to leave him, then don't see him, whoever leaves can't live, I will live well without him."

Coughing again, Qi Qing smiled miserably, "I was so stupid before, so stupid, I valued him more than anything else, I did so many stupid things, even I couldn't forgive myself, now I don't live for him anymore, I don't want him anymore, he is not as important to me as I imagined, who cares whether he cares about me, whether he marries a wife and has children, these have nothing to do with me, I don't care I don't care, I don't care at all."

It's not that he doesn't care about his appearance, otherwise why would he be so drunk and cry like this?The more a person declares, the more guilty he is, and that is just pretending to be strong.

The most bitter thing in life is love and not getting what you want, no one can get rid of that kind of heart-burning feeling easily, not to mention Qi Qing gave everything he had for that person, even he paid for it, there is resentment There is more hate than love.

He is really jealous of the person in Qi Qing's heart. He obviously has such a precious sincerity but doesn't cherish it. He will regret it one day. No one can unscrupulously hurt the person who loves him. .

"Qi Qing, since you see it so clearly, why do you make it difficult for yourself? Why don't you let it go!"

let go?He had already let go, and never dared to have the slightest hope for Zhou Jin. He just couldn't forget what happened in the past, and he couldn't let go of the sins he had committed. Pay off one by one, so that even if you die, you can feel at ease.

Pushing away the person who was holding her, Qi Qing turned his back to him, cried and quarreled, and after venting, he calmed down a lot, and the wine was sober, "I'm going to sleep, you can do it yourself!"