Eunuch Star Road

Looking at the bright young man in front of him, Mu Chen felt his heart beating violently, the pain was almost unbearable, but the habit of many years had made him develop the habit of not changing his face when the mountains collapsed in front of him.

It's been almost eight years, he and Li Zhiyuan haven't seen each other for almost eight years.

Since the filming of "The Son of Man" 12 years ago, he has been in a bad state. At first he thought it was just because of his illness, but after five years of getting along, he can deceive others, but he cannot deceive himself.

Want to hide, but try to cover up.

I miss him when I can’t see him, and when I’m with him, I deliberately use the excuse of being sick to attract his attention, wanting to treat him unconditionally.

But everything in life is pulling him, telling him you can't.

You are a loser, you carry too many things on your body, you can't be with him, and you don't have the qualifications.

So, he ducked.

He was afraid that if he didn't dodge, he would lose control of the beast in his heart.

The first year abroad was difficult.He already had mania, and when he went abroad, he developed depression and anorexia due to a series of reasons.

A 12-year-old boy is less than fifty catties thin, but there is always a trace of melancholy and unwillingness in his eyes that should be innocent and lively.

He knew that if he continued like this, he would be finished.But he also knew that if he crossed this hurdle, he was almost finished.

But he just couldn't control it, and all he could do was to repeat the life pattern when he was with Li Zhiyuan before, so that it seemed that he was still by his side.

What comforted him was the phone call with Li Zhiyuan every week. He would record their conversation every time and listen to it repeatedly until there was a new call next week.

In this way, he slowly survived the first year.

He didn't go home during the Spring Festival of the first year, because he didn't know what to say, and he didn't know how to see Li Zhiyuan.

On New Year's Eve, he went to Chinatown alone to eat dumplings.

It was opened by a Chinese couple in their 50s, and there was an old song released by Zhang Xinzhe in 02:

如果 这 最后 的 结局

为何 我 还 忘 了 你

时间 改变 了 我们 了 单纯

如果 重逢 也 无法 继续 失去 算是 永恒

惩罚 我 的 认真 是 我 天 真

难道 我 就 这样 过 的 一生

我 的 吻注定 吻 不 到 的 的 人

为 你 等 从 一开始 到 现在

也 同样 落 不 可能

He listened to the song while eating dumplings, and burst into tears alone on New Year's Eve.

Do I just live my life like this, my kiss is destined not to kiss the person I love the most.

Suddenly, in an instant, I felt like I figured it out.

If you are strong enough and good enough to play, then all worries are not a problem.

In the days that followed, he crazily enriched himself and developed his power. It was not until the beginning of this year that he got news that his second uncle had some activities, and he returned to the country.

But about returning to China, he didn't want to tell Li Zhiyuan, because he was more timid because of his hometown. He wanted to delay it, preferably until he was 25 years old, and everything was settled.

But I didn't expect to meet so soon.

He has simulated thousands of times when the two met, but he never imagined that it would be like this.

Although Li Zhiyuan was laughing, he knew that he was already angry. If he didn't have a reasonable explanation, then the only friendship between him and him would probably be broken.

The body walked forward step by step uncontrollably, and the eyes were fixed on the person in front of him. In fact, he was a little strange. After all, he hadn't seen each other for eight years. The momentary impulse was brought back to reality by strangeness and reason.

In fact, not only Mu Chen was stunned, but Li Zhiyuan was also stunned.

We haven't seen each other for eight years. Although we talk on the phone every Monday, we are not so familiar after all.

This man is no longer the Mu Chen who was at his mercy eight years ago.

Stretching out his right hand, he smiled kindly; "Young Master Mu, long time no see."

Mu Chen clenched his fists suddenly, his heart was cold, was it wrong?

Trembling, he stretched out his right hand, and said expressionlessly: "Long time no see." Mu Chen's voice paused, and after a few seconds, he slowly uttered those two unfamiliar words.

"Long time no see, Young Master Li"

Yu Qili followed behind Li Zhiyuan in a dizzy manner, but his expression was deep.He dares to guarantee with his ten years of love experience that Li Shao and Mu Chen definitely have some unusual relationship!

Although it is said that the two of them are elementary school classmates, and they still occasionally talk on the phone, but the aura just now is not very similar!

There is that elementary school classmate who still silently faces each other after meeting!At least you don't have to be polite and ask how you are doing recently, what kind of work you do and what you study.

How could the two of them seem to have a thousand words between them but couldn't say it!What about filming Taiwanese idol dramas? !It's really Nima's answer to that sentence, there is really no resentment and hatred, at this time, silence speaks louder!

Although he doesn't read much, he can't be a donkey either!

The more Yu Qili thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became, what is the relationship between the two of them!My gossip heart can't bear it anymore! !

Looking at Li Zhiyuan's expressionless face, after holding back for a long time, Yu Qili finally couldn't bear it and rushed out, blocking Li Zhiyuan's way, straightened his back hard, and said seriously: "Young Master Li! Say, What is your relationship with Mu Chen!"

Li Zhiyuan was upset, seeing Yu Qili still making trouble here, he couldn't help but give him a murderous look, "Do you want to die?! Go away and stay here."

Yu Qili was glared at by Li Zhiyuan, and immediately, like a leaking ball, he silently moved out of the way and continued walking behind him.

After a while, Yu Qili couldn't help but probed again: "Li Shao, if you have any troubles, why don't you tell me and I will analyze it for you. Although I have no skills, at least I can give you some advice from the perspective of a bystander." suggestion.."

Li Zhiyuan himself didn't want to talk to Yu Qili, but after thinking about it, he was right, why not talk to him.

"Mu Chen and I talked on the phone last week, but he didn't tell me that he was back. Why do you say?"

"Uh...Maybe he has his own reasons, why don't you guys talk about it?" Yu Qili felt that his answer was quite reliable.

"But he has no reason not to tell me!"

"Why?!" Yu Qili was a little stunned, Li Shao's question lowered his IQ a bit!Could it be that these two people really have some ulterior secret relationship. . . .

"Because I helped him, I helped him get through his most difficult time! And we have been friends for so many years, why didn't he tell me such a small thing?!" Li Zhiyuan gritted his teeth and squeezed out these words How dare Mu Chen treat him like this? !

"Return Young Master Li, how disgusting!"

Hearing what Li Zhiyuan said about Yu Qili, he was unconvinced, and his upright three views burst out instantly, he straightened his back and Li Zhiyuan said in a choked voice: "Young Master Li, I don't agree with you! Yes, although you are a big man, we It's just a small ant in your eyes, but ants also have *! Well, since you said you are friends, do you dare to say that you have no secrets from Mu Chen?"

"Why am I the same as him?!" Li Zhiyuan glared at Yu Qili.

"Why are you different from him?! Don't you just have more money, more power and more brains than him!" Yu Qili's words really made Li Zhiyuan speechless. . .

Yu Qili persuaded again earnestly: "Besides, Li Shao, you can't just ask someone to tell you nothing just because you have done a little favor to someone, even if you raise a son, you can grow up." What about that day, let alone you are just friends. Okay, even if you are good brothers who have gone through life and death, and you know all the secrets between each other, then they will even tell you what position you use when you go to bed? What's the point!"

"Presumptuous! What are you talking about?!" Seeing that Yu Qili's words became more and more outrageous, Li Zhiyuan hurriedly scolded him with a dark face.

"Originally..." Yu Qili was still holding his head up to be stubborn, but when he saw Li Zhiyuan's black face, he suddenly remembered what he had done just now, and hurriedly shrank his head back into the shell, remembering to say He said, "Besides, you called him Young Master Mu first."

"How dare you say it!"

But calm down and think about it carefully, what Yu Qili said makes sense, after all, they are just friends. . .

Li Zhiyuan was angry, and Mu Chen was having a hard time. He finally finished dealing with Mu's affairs in a hurry, and it was almost eleven o'clock when he returned to his bachelor's apartment.

Mu Chen took out a mobile phone from the safe and dialed the only number inside.

"Hello, mysterious man." There was an English sentence on the phone, which sounded like a middle-aged man.

"Hello, Mike." Mu Chen collapsed on the bed, slowly relaxing his tense muscles.

Mike was the psychiatrist he was looking for abroad. The two had never met, and they only communicated through a voice changer on the phone.

"I saw him today."

"Who?" Mike was puzzled for a moment, but he quickly reacted and exclaimed, "God, is it the man you've been secretly in love with?"

"Ah."

"Can you describe his state when you saw him?" Because Mu Chen told him that he came from time travel, Mike always thought that Mu Chen had serious paranoia.

"He has changed, he has become more handsome and outstanding. But there is a slight strangeness between us, which makes me very annoyed." Thinking of that feeling, Mu Chen felt a little lost.

"Oh, sir, don't be upset, there is always a solution. What happened after you met?" Mike's voice is always magical, it will calm people's emotions and guide them in the right direction.

"After we met, he said, sir, long time no see. I also said, long time no see, sir. Then he left." Mu Chen's voice was slightly regretful.

"Oh, that's not a good start, he must be angry. Why don't you explain it to him?"

"I don't know what to say, and I don't dare to see him, I'm not strong enough now." After years of groping and searching, Mu Chen became more and more sure of how unfathomable the people behind his second uncle were.What he thought he knew in previous lives was just the tip of that person's iceberg.

"Then you can call him and tell him. Maybe you don't need to say a lot. You just need to tell him that you have your own reasons and he may be able to understand you."

"can you..."