I will die the day I want to die

Xie Ji stayed with me in the hospital for two days, not around the clock, but just to stay for an afternoon every day.I heard from the secretary of the president's office that Mr. Xie is the busiest these days, so can you save yourself some trouble.

Because he called to talk to me specially, so the tone is not very good.I'm used to it. Everyone knows that Xie Ji doesn't like me or even dislikes me. Naturally, no one will treat me well.I agreed and wondered in my heart whether Xie Ji would make other choices besides taking me back.

Like, say, kill me.

Xie Ji didn't come on the third day, I pulled out the needle overnight and ran out, this kind of behavior is not good, but I don't have enough time, let Xie Ji clean up the mess.

I bought a suit of clothes in a clothing store next to the hospital, and then took a taxi. The driver was a young man with a friendly face. I smiled at him and asked, "Master, are you going to City Q?"

The young man was at a loss, as if he had been frightened, "This will take... a long time."

I said "hmm", lowered my head slightly to look at my shoes, and said in a low voice: "I just came out of the hospital and got a bad illness. My home is in Q City and I want to go home early. I will pay for it. I'll give you five times what you paid on the meter."

The man was stunned for a few seconds, seeing that my head was still wrapped in gauze, he nodded sympathetically, and finally let me get into the car.

I sat happily in the back seat of the car, took out my phone and saw a string of angry expressions from my brother, so I called my brother.

Sure enough, he was called a bastard by him, and he said why you still spend my money when you go to work!

"Hey, brother, what you said, I have only been working for a few days... and I unfortunately fell down the stairs two days ago, so there is no need for money." I pretended to be wronged.

My brother paused for two seconds and asked, "Are you all right?"

I smiled and said: "It's okay, there are no sequelae, but I found that my disease got worse." I don't want to hide it from him, after all, he is my only relative in this world. He will seek his own death, and he is the only person who can maintain my dignity in the world for me.

He was silent for a long time after listening, and then he spoke with a trembling voice, "Did you forget something?"

I am funny, "...I can't remember what I have forgotten, brother."

He didn't like me calling him brother in the early years. He thought I was too useless and useless.

I'm still useless now, but he was noncommittal to me calling him brother, and even sounded a little happy.

He cursed in a bad tone: "Got it! You're the only one who talks too much! You're like a BB machine all day long!"

"Being angry from embarrassment, tsk tsk." I smashed my mouth and said.

He looked ferocious, "You are limited to return to Q City within three days, I want to take a good look at you bastard."

I muttered, "You haven't had a good sex life lately? Why are you so irritable?"

As a result, he heard the murmurs clearly, and immediately cursed and spoke fiercely, for hundreds of rounds, without repeating many things.

I was very happy to be disturbed by his "brother's words" in my heart. It took about six hours to return to Q City from this county seat. After hanging up on my brother's phone, I started to reserve a pass number for Jintan Temple online.This temple has existed since I was just born, and it has been prosperous for decades. My mother took me there to pray for amulets when I was a child, and I went there once when I was an adult.

I made an appointment for tomorrow afternoon, and this time when I return to Q City, I mainly want to see the master who told my fortune back then. I have nothing to ask, the main thing is to see again.

Probably never go again.

I dare not fall asleep, my head still hurts, my mind is chaotic, and when I close my eyes, there are colorful lights and shadows, I don’t know what it is, it’s dazzling.

After staying for a while, I turned on my phone and sent a message to Xie Ji.

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I thought that person didn't have time to talk to me, but the dialog box of that person showed that the other person was typing... Sure enough, he replied very quickly.

Xie Ji: What are you doing?

I thought about it, bowed my head and typed: I was thinking about you.

Xie Ji: ...Does your head still hurt?

I touched the bandage and continued to type: I’m dying of pain, crying, crying, Xie Ji, brother, come and comfort me QAQ

He didn't come back for a long time, and he seemed disgusted by me. When I thought of his pot-bottomed face, I trembled with laughter. Damn, my head hurts from laughing.

The phone suddenly vibrated twice, and a message popped up on the screen that was originally pressed——

Where did you go again?

There is also a photo of my empty hospital bed.

My eyes are black, who can tell me what this crazy person is doing in the hospital in the middle of the night!It's not because I fucking said I miss him!

Cry and cry, he is so scary.