I will die the day I want to die

it rained today.

I just bought a piece of potato pie on the street. Zhou Wanxing said last night that I would eat hot pot tonight, so I had to go to the vegetable market early in the morning to buy ingredients.

This potato pie is not as good as mine.

I think I made it for Xie Ji...

Hey, I don't want to.

The umbrella was brought out by me from Xie Ji’s house. There was a cat on the black umbrella. I vaguely remembered that it was drawn by Xie Ming... It seems that she was learning to draw at that time.

Raindrops slipped across the umbrella surface and rolled to the ground.

Xie Ji said last night: "You've been pretty quiet lately, if you're still the same in the future, I can consider liking you a bit."

I took a bite of the cake, and said in my heart: "Stubborn, is it difficult to admit that you like me? If you want to be nice to me, you have to find a reason."

The rain was lighter, so I hurriedly sent a message to ask Zhou Wanxing to come earlier, the cuttlefish soup on the pot had been simmering for a while.

The soup I boiled before leaving the house will be used as the bottom of the pot later. I was thinking about the ingredients for the seasoning, and the key in my pocket jingled, and then the jack opened the door, and there was a snap——

Xie Ji's face, which I can't describe, was facing me.

He looked very angry, his face was pale and livid, that's what I said, I can't describe it, he was in my house, with a pale face, and his aura was a little fierce.

I took a step back subconsciously, and all the images of him beating me in the past jumped into my mind, and the things I was carrying in my hand immediately became an obstacle to me—I couldn’t hold my head up no matter what.

I was terrified in my heart, and I wanted to show a terrified look, but unfortunately I just ate potato pancakes, and seeing Xie Ji turned my appetite off.

He could only twist his expression and took another step back.

After waiting for a long time, I didn’t see him punching me hard, so I had no choice but to straighten my face and cough twice—not daring to make a loud noise. If he used this reason to beat me up, wouldn’t I be asking for trouble?

He still didn't say a word, just looked at me with a frown, I felt sad and didn't want to talk to him, but I was really afraid that he would hit me, so I sighed in my heart, pretending to be innocent and said: "Hi?"

He stretched out his hand and waved it towards my head, so scared that I quickly closed my eyes. This time, I lost even the strength to grab the bag, and the potatoes, tomatoes and mushrooms fell to the ground.

"..." I seemed to hear Xie Ji gnashing his teeth.

But his hand just touched my hair lightly.

"What are you afraid of me?" He asked in a low voice, sounding impatient and a little at a loss.

I half-opened my eyes, glanced at him, and quickly explained: "Oh, I'm not afraid of you, I'm suddenly dizzy."

"Look at me, I suddenly lost strength in my hands, and all the vegetables were on the floor." I continued, bending down to pick up things.

He didn't help me, he just stood and looked down at me.

"You're just afraid of me." He said firmly.

I also became impatient to hear it, and the movements of my hands quickened a little, and the impulsiveness in my heart made me want to tell him the vicious words that came out of my mind with all my strength.

As a result, I looked up at him, and just as I was about to speak, his eyes were as red as a rabbit, and he said viciously: "Why are you afraid of me?!"

I watched his eyes with breathless concentration for two seconds, and found that his eyes were really innocent, and I went wrong in one breath, I couldn't help laughing.

This bastard really has the ability to ask me why I am afraid of him?

But this bastard still has an unhappy face, maybe I laughed so happily that my heart ached.

I don't even bother to argue with him.

That's all, let him do what he wants.

"Of course I'm afraid of you. I'm afraid you don't like me." I packed my shopping bags, reached out and grabbed the corner of his clothes, and smiled sincerely.

"Look at me, since I bought so many vegetables, I knew you were coming." I said, and pulled him into the house.

He closed the door and followed me.

I said to cook hot pot today, but he didn't say anything.

I went into the kitchen and he followed.

I packed up the ingredients, and he suddenly whispered: "I don't like hot pot."

I quickly responded, "Yeah."

After the ingredients were cut and arranged, and the bottom of the pot was adjusted, I sent a message to Zhou Wanxing to urge him to arrive soon.

Xie Ji looked at me with an unhappy face and said, "I don't like hot pot."

I looked up and smiled at him.

Of course I know he doesn't like it.

But I like to eat.