cure that paranoid heartthrob

After Gu Xuzhou went back, his right eyelid kept twitching.

Seeing his younger brother's uneasy look, Gu Lin asked, "What's the matter, did something happen?"

Gu Xuzhou shook his head thoughtfully.

Gu Lin sighed helplessly, and said, "If you have something on your mind, you can tell your brother, maybe I can help you."

"I don't know what's wrong." Gu Xuzhou said, "My right eyelid keeps twitching, and I have a bad feeling in my heart."

Gu Lin thought for a while and said, "I see that you are preparing for an English competition recently. Are you under too much pressure?"

Gu Xuzhou shook his head: "It's not because of the English competition."

"Don't think about it." Gu Lin brought him the hot milk, "Go to bed early after drinking it, and you'll be fine tomorrow morning."

Gu Xuzhou lay down on the bed after drinking the hot milk.

It didn't take long for him to fall asleep in a daze, but his sleep was restless, as if something in his subconscious urged him to wake up.

"Cen Shuo!" Gu Xuzhou suddenly opened his eyes, and big beads of sweat dripped down his forehead.

His heart was beating so fast, Gu Xuzhou sat up, covered his heart and took a deep breath.

He dreamed about something related to Cen Shuo, but he couldn't remember it.

The ominous premonition in his heart became stronger and stronger, Gu Xuzhou couldn't sit still anymore, he got out of bed and quickly got dressed, and went downstairs quietly.

It was dark in the villa, and my brother and father were already asleep.

Gu Xuzhou quickly ran out of the villa without disturbing anyone.

Luckily, he flagged down a taxi as soon as he got to the side of the road.

Seeing that he was still young, the driver asked, "You are still a student, where are you going so late?"

Gu Xuzhou told the driver the address of Cen Shuo's home.

"This is an old community." The driver started the car and said, "Are you looking for someone?"

Gu Xuzhou nodded and said, "Yes, please drive faster."

The driver said: "It's so late, you still have to see him, he is very important to you, right?"

"Yes." Gu Xuzhou covered his heart and said, "He is very important to me."

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There were not many cars on the road, and the driver took Gu Xuzhou to his destination in half the usual time.

Gu Xuzhou stood at the gate of the community, and was blown by the cold wind, and suddenly woke up.

It's so late, Cen Shuo might fall asleep, he ran over without saying a word, what if he wakes him up.

Gu Xuzhou was thinking about going back home, but the ominous feeling in his heart just now was too strong, so he decided to take a look at Cen Shuo's room downstairs before going back.

Most of the people living in this community are old people, and most of the upstairs lights are off at this time.

The street lights in the community were in disrepair for a long time, two out of three went out, and one had poor contact, flickering on and off, accompanied by one or two cat meows from the corner, it had a sense of déjà vu from a horror movie.

Goosebumps appeared on Gu Xuzhou's arms. He gathered his clothes, walked in the middle of the road, and looked around vigilantly, for fear that something terrifying would jump out of the darkness.

"Your mercy reaches the heavens, and your righteousness lasts forever. God, there is nothing like you among the gods..." Gu Xuzhou huddled together, and subconsciously sang a hymn that he didn't know where he had heard it before.

"I don't want to offend you, if you have revenge, if you have grievances, don't come to me..." Gu Xuzhou said tremblingly.

As if in response to him, there was a muffled crashing sound suddenly coming from the corner, like the sound of a heavy object hitting a gun.

Gu Xuzhou was so frightened that he quickly covered his mouth with his hand.

Immediately afterwards, there was another faint sound of gunfire from that corner.

The dark clouds were blown away by the wind, and the faint moonlight shone in that dim corner, and Gu Xuzhou saw a familiar figure from behind.

Gu Xuzhou's eyes widened suddenly, his whole body was stiff, as if he had been nailed to the air and condensed into a wall, he was so shocked that he lost control of his body.

That person...is Cen Shuo!

Gu Xuzhou didn't care too much and ran over.

The person with his back to him heard footsteps behind him and looked over coldly.

When he saw Gu Xuzhou running towards him, Cen Shuo was stunned. There was no time to hide the hostility in his eyes, so he was exposed in front of Gu Xuzhou.

It wasn't until he was embraced by a pair of warm arms around his waist that Cen Shuo seemed to wake up from a dream, breaking free from his dark and violent emotions.

Gu Xuzhou didn't have time to think about why Cen Shuo was usually cold and distant, but now he was full of anger, and he didn't have time to ask what happened, he just wanted Cen Shuo to calm down quickly.

Cen Shuo's chest heaved violently, and it took a second or two before he managed to recover his voice: "You, why are you here?"

Seeing that Cen Shuo's eyes gradually recovered, Gu Xuzhou breathed a sigh of relief: "I don't worry about you."

Seeing that Gu Xuzhou was startled, Cen Shuo wanted to pat him on the shoulder comfortingly, but when he raised his hand, he found that it was covered with blood.

He felt the pain belatedly.

Seeing Cen Shuo staring blankly at his hands, Gu Xuzhou was afraid that he would go crazy again, so he tightened his arms and hugged Cen Shuo's waist tightly.

He patted Cen Shuo on the back lightly, and comforted him: "It's all right, everything is over, I will always be by your side."

Cen Shuo lightly rested his chin on Gu Xuzhou's shoulder, and hummed almost inaudibly.

Seeing that Cen Shuo gradually calmed down, Gu Xuzhou looked at the figure curled up in the corner, he paused and asked, "Is this the man from the day?"

Cen Shuo nodded.

The man's face was turned into a pig's head by Cen Shuo, and he smelled heavily of alcohol, looking at them with half-closed eyes.

Li Dayong's eyes fell on Cen Shuo, and the corner of his mouth suddenly cocked: "The bastard's fist is quite hard, you have the guts to beat me to death!"

Cen Shuo's eyes rolled with hostility, Gu Xuzhou hurriedly hugged his waist, trying to comfort him.

Li Dayong seemed to have just noticed Gu Xuzhou's existence. The moment he saw Gu Xuzhou's face, his eyes were wretched and disgusting: "Little beauty, do you want to serve me with him?"

Gu Xuzhou was taken aback, but before he could react, Cen Shuo punched Li Dayong hard.

Li Dayong wailed in pain, and looked at Cen Shuo viciously: "Why, did I say something wrong? Your mother is an asshole, and you are a bitch. You came back from outside so late. It's okay if you don't sell it. What is it?"

Cen Shuo's eyes were red and cold, as if he was looking at a dead person.

Gu Xuzhou quickly hugged Cen Shuo tightly.

This Li Dayong made him sick, but it was really not worth making mistakes for such a beast.

Li Dayong spat desperately, "Damn, you are a lowly thing like your mother, but you just pretend to be superior in front of me, looking down on me, ah, don't even look at yourself What is it!"

Gu Xuzhou was almost disgusted by Li Dayong's face, this kind of scum is a waste of air in this world.

Listening to Li Dayong insulting Cen's mother sentence by sentence, Gu Xuzhou was so angry that he wanted to tear his mouth open.

Li Dayong's brain was paralyzed by alcohol, and he looked a little crazy. Through Cen Shuo, he seemed to see that woman again.

"Pretending to be like a noble and fierce girl in front of me, didn't I still take my money in the end." Li Dayong said inconsequentially, "500 yuan a night is really expensive!"

Cen Shuo couldn't stand others insulting his mother the most, so with red eyes, he punched Li Dayong heavily in the face.

Li Dayong's face was covered with blood.

Gu Xuzhou was frightened by Cen Shuo, and it took him two or three seconds to react, and hugged Cen Shuo's waist tightly: "Stop beating, you will beat him to death!"

Gu Xuzhou managed to separate Li Dayong and Cen Shuo.

Li Dayong spit out bloody saliva, and his vicious eyes fell on Cen Shuo: "I raped her, but she took the money in the end, and the money saved your life, so I'm yours." My savior, are you not afraid of thunder when you treat me like this?!"

Cen Shuo froze, staring at Li Dayong, "What did you say?"

"You pretend you don't know." Li Dayong grinned, "You were so sick at the time, the doctor gave your mother a critical illness notice, and your mother had no money to treat you, so in the end you had to to sell."

Cen Shuo's pupils constricted and he almost forgot to breathe.

He glared at Li Dayong, like Shura from hell: "What do you mean?"

Li Dayong giggled, showing his blood-red teeth, "You can't just burn your head, forget about that time, right?"

Cen Shuo tightly squeezed Li Dayong's collar, the veins on the back of his hands burst, and he picked up the 150-jin fat man in a daze.

"Cough...cough." Li Dayong made a broken voice in his throat, his face turned livid, and he rolled his eyes.

Seeing this, Gu Xuzhou hurried up, and forcefully opened Cen Shuo's fingers.

Cen Shuo staggered two steps back, unable to stand still, and muttered to himself as if lost his soul: "Mom...it's because of me..."

He has a blank memory. He doesn't remember that he was seriously ill when he was a child. He only remembers that his mother suddenly became abnormal and sent him to boarding school regardless. He didn't visit him for half a year.

He didn't know that his mother had paid so much for him.

After returning from boarding school, he was full of resentment, turned a blind eye to his mother's hurt eyes, and vented his emotions blindly.

Later, he learned that his mother was willing to degenerate, and he said a lot of hurtful things, such as "disgusting", "you are not worthy to be my mother", "I will never see you again", he said all the murderous words.

He still remembers that his mother cried very sadly that day, and his mother tried to hug him, but he avoided it and said it was disgusting.

He went back to boarding school the next day, and when he came back, his mother died in a car accident.

Mom obviously had many opportunities to explain, but for him, she didn't say a word.

In order to protect him, his mother took all the humiliation on her own, but what did he do...

Cen Shuo's heart ached so badly that he could hardly breathe. He lowered his head and half knelt on the ground, wailing in pain like a small animal.

Seeing Cen Shuo in such pain, Gu Xuzhou had tears in his eyes.

He had seen the events of that year in his dream, he was almost too sad to breathe as an outsider, let alone Cen Shuo.

Cen Shuo's self-blame and pain can be empathized with him.

He walked over and hugged Cen Shuo tightly in his arms.

The author has something to say: The lyrics come from "Please Kingdom Come"