[Network] The counterattack is too far away

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"I understand that you have your reasons. If you choose to leave, what you lose is only a love. But for A Yao, when you leave, what he loses is the whole world."

Pingxi listened to him in a daze, and for a few seconds he forgot to think...Suddenly, he remembered that Xu Chongyao had said to him a long time ago—"Xiaoxi, you don't believe me, how much do I have to say?" I love you all over, and you will be at ease."

Yes, he always thought that he loved Xu Chongyao much more than he loved him. In fact, Xu Chongyao's love surpassed him many, many times before he realized it.

"I'll ask him to forgive me...do whatever, as long as he forgives me."

He heard himself say every word with difficulty and determination.

"Oh, Pingxi, sometimes I really want to take out your heart to see if it is made of stone. In your heart, love and hate are so cheap? Do you really think that these are two simple things? You know how much A Yao loved you back then, and now he hates you. Forgive? It’s not easy..." Zhang Sheng stamped out his cigarette and stood up, "You haven't seen what he looked like in the most difficult time, Therefore, you have no right to ask him to forgive you." After saying this, he picked up the fruit basket and left.

Feici took Pingxi to live in his own home, which is a single-family apartment with a good environment, three bedrooms and one living room.

After looking around for a week, Pingxi couldn't help being a little surprised: "You live alone in such a big house?"

Fei Ci shrugged: "Jin Lei comes here occasionally, but every time he comes, he can't stay for one night. This is the house he gave me."

When Pingxi heard this, he couldn't help but glance at him, and asked cautiously: "What's the relationship between you...?"

"I call him brother. In fact, we are not related by blood. I was just adopted by him from the orphanage." Fei Ci seemed not to want to talk too much, so he changed the subject casually, "What do you plan to do about the matter between you and Xu Chongyao?"

Pingxi's face collapsed: "I don't know...I just hope that his health can get better...I want to stay by his side and take care of her, but he doesn't want to see me at all..."

Fei Ci didn't know what to say, so he patted his shoulder and didn't answer.

The next day, Pingxi spent the whole morning cooking a pot of chicken soup, put it in an insulated box, and planned to take it to Xu Chongyao.

When I went out, I found out that it was raining.

Seeing that the rain was not heavy, he was afraid of missing the bus, so he didn't go back to get the umbrella.

After getting out of the car, he put the heat preservation box under his coat for fear that the chicken soup would cool down.

Running all the way to the downstairs of the hospital, his clothes were already wet by the rain, but he didn't realize it. When he walked to the third floor and pushed open the door of Xu Chongyao's ward, he was sitting quietly on the bed with a book in his hand. Books, earphones plugged in, as if listening to music.

Pingxi calmed down and walked in.

"...Senior..."

When Xu Chongyao saw him, he frowned slightly, as if looking at a stranger, his deep eyes were full of alienation and indifference, without any intention of responding.

Pingxi smiled dryly, walked over, put the thermos box on the bedside table, squatted beside his bed, and looked at him with his head on his head: "Do you feel better today? I made chicken soup to nourish your body. How much do you drink?" A little?"

Xu Chongyao turned a page of the book in silence, without answering, as if he was regarded as air at all.

Pingxi twitched the corners of his mouth in embarrassment, a little at a loss, and after a while, he said: "...Would it be boring to live in such a big ward alone? When the weather is better, I will accompany you out for a walk let's go?"

"..." His answer was still an extremely cold silence.

Pingxi scratched his head, sat down on the chair, lowered his head and thought for a while, and seemed to be planning to start another topic: "Senior... what song are you listening to? Can I listen?"

As he spoke, he wanted to pick up one of the earphones.

With a "snap", Xu Chongyao frowned and said, "Don't touch my things casually."

Pingxi was startled, and immediately withdrew her hand, "Sorry..."

"Didn't I tell you not to come again?" Xu Chongyao finally spoke to him, but the disgust in his tone almost broke him down.

Pingxi forcefully raised a smile, pretending to be brisk and said: "I... can't do it, I can't help but want to see you... Can you give me another chance?" He stretched out his little finger and gestured Hooked, "Shall we make up?"

Xu Chongyao looked at him for a moment, then suddenly sneered: "Pingxi, have you misunderstood something? When I said I don't want to see you, I meant that you should never appear in front of me again. Do you think that we are now a couple? Playing around? We're not kids anymore."

After hearing this, Pingxi's face paled for a while, and it took him a long time to recover, and said in a low voice: "...I was wrong for leaving without saying goodbye...you, can you forgive me?" He stretched out his hand He grabbed Xu Chongyao's sleeve and shook it lightly, acting like a wronged child, "Give me another chance?"

When they lived together in the past, he often made some small mistakes, but as long as he acted like a baby, even if Xu Chongyao easily forgave him, in Xu Chongyao's original words - "Xiaoxi, what should I do, I think, I have been eaten by you It's time to die."

But now, his acting like a baby doesn't seem to work anymore.

"Enough." Xu Chongyao pulled out his sleeves, and continued to look at the book without looking at him, "It's not about whether I will give you a chance between us, but that I have given up on you. You Let's go. Don't come again."

Pingxi felt uncomfortable, but he forced himself to stay cheeky, "No, I won't leave, I've already decided, even if it's a stalker, I will stalk you until you forgive me..."

"Do you know what it means to give up?" Xu Chongyao looked at him like a monster, "Even if there is still a glimmer of hope, I will not make the decision to give up. For eleven months, I don't know how I survived Yes, if I hadn't forced myself to give up on you, I might not have survived."

Pingxi opened his mouth, and found that he couldn't say a word at all, like a dumb hope, he could only stare at him blankly... What Xu Chongyao once said suddenly appeared in his mind-"Xiaoxi, I won't let you go!" You go, I will not live without you."

At that time, he only thought of it as beautiful love words, but now he realized that every word he said was true, without him, he really couldn't live...

Zhang Sheng also said yesterday - "You haven't seen what he looks like in the most difficult moment."

Xu Chongyao...what have you experienced...

Pingxi's eyes were wet for a while, he stood up, and couldn't help leaning over to hug him.

Xu Chongyao's pupils constricted suddenly, he freed his hand to push him, Pingxi couldn't stand still, he fell backwards, his back hit the bedside table forcefully, the bottle of freshly stewed chicken soup was knocked over instantly, spilled All of them.

His back was scalded by the hot chicken soup, and he couldn't help but gasped in pain.

Xu Chongyao was taken aback for a moment, his brows furrowed deeply, and after a long time, he turned his head away: "Let's go."

Pingxi slowly picked up the heat preservation box on the ground, and said softly: "It seems that this soup can't be drunk anymore, I'll bring you a new stewed bowl next time..."

Then he walked out of the ward with the box.

With the door closed, Xu Chongyao picked up the book again to read, but he couldn't read a single word. After 10 minutes, he put down the book, walked to the window, and saw the thin figure at a glance. The rain was getting heavier and heavier. Pedestrians were all holding umbrellas, but he was alone in the rain, walking in a mess.

Fingers grabbed the window sill with more and more force, the joints turned white, Xu Chongyao suddenly hammered the window angrily, turned around and rushed out.

When Pingxi was caught at the public station in front of the hospital, the little guy had a frightened expression on his face.

"Senior? You... why did you run out, go back quickly, your body can't be exposed to the rain..."

"Shut up!" Xu Chongyao tugged at his wrist irritably, and carried him all the way back to the ward.

Pingxi's clothes were completely soaked by the rain, and his hair was dripping with water. Xu Chongyao threw the towel roughly on his face, and said in a deep voice, "Dry yourself."

Pingxi brushed his hair submissively, his movements were very small, like a frightened animal, he felt that Xu Chongyao was angry, but he didn't know why.

After a while, Xu Chongyao took the medicine box and sat down beside the bed, patted the mattress beside him, and said to him: "Come here."

Hearing this, Pingxi was taken aback, quickly put down the towel, and sat down obediently.

"Take off your clothes."

"……Eh?"

"Hurry up." A trace of impatience flashed in Xu Chongyao's eyes.

Pingxi had no choice but to take off his coat as he said.

Xu Chongyao asked him to carry it on his back, then lifted his sweater, dipped a cotton swab with ointment, and applied it to his burned skin.

The sudden stabbing pain caused Pingxi to dodge forward suddenly, and Xu Chongyao reached out to support his waist in time to stop him from leaning forward further.

Unexpectedly, the touch of skin to skin made both of them startled.

Pingxi felt that all his attention was on that hand... It was like a tipping point, evoking their countless intimate days and nights.

How long has it been... not this close?

The roots of his ears were gradually turning red. He didn't know what Xu Chongyao's expression was at the moment, but he felt that the hand holding his waist was getting hotter and hotter, and even his thumb rubbed his skin vaguely...

Is it his illusion?Pingxi was restless.

"Okay." Xu Chongyao's indifferent voice came from behind, he quickly jumped out of bed with relief, and put on his coat while smiling dryly: "Thank you, thank you..."

Xu Chongyao put the ointment back into the medicine box by himself and ignored him.

"Senior...