Tan Hua Floating Dream
Chapter 19
Nangong Ci never thought that one day he would face "Wen Qiufu" face to face calmly. Looking at the other party's gentle appearance, he wondered for a moment whether the other party was still trying to save Zhao Xiang's heart, so he deliberately imitated himself, but after another look... He felt that he was thinking too much, and the other party didn't need to do that at all.
The intimacy between the other party and the old man, and the perfect body that is more plump than the haggard one in the past, it can be seen how considerately he has been cared for all these years, so that he can live so comfortably and nourished, just like him , it's just that I feel a bit embarrassed by comparison at this moment.
"...Brother Gu..." Nangong Yi looked at Gu Zhongyan with fascinated and reluctant eyes, which made Tang Tan frown.
This woman really took the opportunity to visit Gu Zhongyan under the banner of accompanying her elder brother, right?How can he be so unwilling to give up? How can Gu Zhongyan still recruit people like this when he is in his thirties... Well, at this age, in modern times, he is a young and promising young industrialist... Just like Meng Chaoyin...
Suddenly he thought of Meng Chaoyin at this age, and a little panic flashed in his heart, because Meng Chaoyin suddenly fell down at this age, and was already in the third stage when he was found to have cancer.
If possible, he would of course want Gu Zhongyan to have a health checkup, but it's a pity that the medical level of this era is not enough to detect cancer, at most, he can only prevent it from daily diet.
"Mrs. Fang, please pay attention to your wording." Gu Zhongyan reminded coldly, making Nangong Yi's face stiff, extremely embarrassed and embarrassed.
Of course she knows that she is already a married woman, so it is inconvenient to call Gu Zhongyan so intimately. Although there is nothing ambiguous about this name, after all, most court officials and family members know how Nangong Yi will chase after him. Gu Zhongyan doesn't want to To be used to break the mouth again, it is natural to draw the boundaries more clearly.
What's more, this is the Marquis of Changsheng's mansion, not Nangong's mansion? It's not Fang Yuan Wailang's mansion. The owner here is not her, and she is not allowed to exceed the rules.
Tang Tan didn't care about her, anyway, no matter how much she hopped around, she couldn't directly pounce on Gu Zhongyan, if something like this happened, she could go directly to soak the pig cage.A married woman doesn't pay attention to her own reputation, so she needs others to help her cover it up?
"Ruge, take Mrs. Fang to Chunsu Courtyard to meet the old lady." Before Nangongyi objected, Tang Tan called the girl who had been standing some distance away from the pavilion, and took Nangongyi away.
There are some words that this woman can't listen to, and no matter what, she is really not suitable to be among a group of men as a female family member.
"I want to accompany..." Of course Nangong Yi didn't want to leave, and his reluctant eyes kept scanning Gu Zhongyan, but it was a pity that Gu Zhongyan refused to give her even half of his attention.
"Mrs. Fang, has she forgotten her identity? All of you are men here. You are afraid of causing gossip by yourself. It is better to go to the old lady like Ru Ge."
Tang Tan lightly issued the order to drive away the guests, leaving Nangong Yi speechless, knowing that even if there was her own maid, but the owner of the family didn't intend to talk to her, she would naturally not be able to stay, if Tang Tan angrily annoyed her If she is expelled, she may become a complete laughing stock in the future, or be listed as a household refused by other officials.
She still looked at Gu Zhongyan with a sliver of hope, but she was still disappointed again. Gu Zhongyan had never said a single word for her since before, so how could she ask Tang Tan to let her stay at this time.In the end, she still followed Ru Ge to the old lady Tang's side, but she still looked back at Gu Zhongyan every three steps before leaving.
This man's luck is really good!Even a married man is still reluctant to part with him.Thinking about it, he pinched the opponent's arm as if he was a little annoyed, but he was immediately grabbed by the backhand and grabbed under the table, turning his fingers into a clasped hand, intimately comforting the young man who was a little fuzzy.
It's not that Nangong Ci didn't notice the interaction between the two of them. For their frank intimacy, she had mixed feelings in her heart, and she couldn't tell if it was envy or jealousy.
Before Zhao Xiang went south to reunite with "Wen Qiufu" that day, Zhao Xiang treated him so tenderly and sweetly, but when Zhao Xiang came back, he was a little absent-minded, and occasionally he would hold his thoughts but he didn't know where he was going. The sweetness of the past Suddenly it started to burst like a bubble.
Tang Tan looked at Nangong Ci who had been staring at him in a daze. He was not surprised that the other party would have such a reaction. After all, his body is "Wen Qiufu", isn't it?He would be surprised if Nangong Ci still had a calm face.
"Young Master Nangong?" Tang Tan asked politely, his eyes were clear and mirrored without any mixed feelings, and there was no past love or hatred.
Qing Ling's smiling eyes make people feel as if they are bathed in spring breeze at a glance, and it makes Nan Gongci, who sees "Wen Qiufu" so gentle and looking at him for the first time, a little at a loss what to do.
"I...I'm..." Nangong Ci came back to his senses and nodded in a panic. He was a little ashamed of Tang Tan who was so leisurely and confident. He could no longer look at such things calmly like before.
It's not that I don't care whether there are others in the heart of the person I love, but that the love was not deep at that time, and it was not like Wen Qiufu.No matter how high-sounding he said at the beginning, he was willing to share Zhao Xiang with the other party, but when it came to the end, he realized that he was actually just like Wen Qiufu and could not allow others to intervene.
"I'm Tang Tan, um... the new Marquis of Changsheng... please sit down and have a cup of tea to moisten your throat!" Tang Tan didn't seem to notice his embarrassment, so he picked up the warming purple sand pot on the stone table, Gulp poured a cup of tea and pushed it in front of him.
Unexpectedly, the other party would invite him to drink tea. Nangong Ci didn't know whether to accept it for a while, and looked at Tang Tan blankly, especially when he clearly heard that the other party claimed to be the Marquis of Changsheng, which made him suffocate.
"Don't worry, I didn't poison you." Seeing that Nangong Ci hadn't moved, Tang Tan paused in his heart, smiled knowingly, and joked authentically, so as to ease his nervousness.
"No... I..." Nangong Ci was embarrassed when he said this, but he was not so panicked.
He sat down at the table opposite Tang Tan, held up the cup of golden tea soup, watched Tang Tan take a natural bite of the hanging flower cake that Gu Zhongyan handed to him, licked Gu Zhongyan's fingertips with his tongue, and said There is as much intimacy as there is intimacy, but the two of them didn't seem to realize that there was anything wrong with it, and they remained calm.
Nangong Ci hesitated to speak, and almost wanted to ask Tang Tan, where did he put King Xiang, but before he finished speaking, he didn't know what kind of identity he was and what qualifications he had to ask Tang Tan like this.
If he is really Wen Qiufu, and it was Zhao Xiang who abandoned him first, and today he is no longer Wen Qiufu, forgetting this past, Zhao Xiang is just a stranger to him, what does Zhao Xiang think to him? It doesn't matter at all.
Nangong Ci came to the Marquis of Changsheng's mansion this time. He wanted to meet the kind of person who would make Zhao Xiang's unshakable heart ripple for three or four years. Xiang made it clear, don't make Zhao Xiang's mind fluctuate anymore, he thought about many, many possible situations, but he never thought that he would be an old friend after a long life.
Back then, he was the one who intervened between the other party and Zhao Xiang. Strictly speaking, he was the one who destroyed their relationship. Even if he blamed Tang Tan for seducing Zhao Xiang at this moment, his position seemed weak and poor.
Just like a ridiculous old news that happened among his distant relatives many years ago, a cousin was dazzled by the beauty, recklessly divorced his original wife for no reason, and welcomed a young and beautiful new wife, doted on in every possible way, But after a few years, the stepwife still has nothing to do.
And the former spouse who was divorced, met her childhood sweetheart who returned to her hometown by a blessing in disguise. Although she has not nodded to remarry her, but because of her careful care and care, she is more beautiful than when she was imprisoned in the backyard like a canary. He even made the cousin he met by chance feel remorse, and then continued to pester him endlessly, which made the second wife jealous and made the family restless.
At this moment, he, the Marquis of Changsheng and Zhao Xiang, aren't they just like distant relatives?
To put it bluntly, it is the so-called karma, right?
"Young Master Nangong came to visit today, what can I tell you?" Although Tang Tan had already guessed Nangong Ci's purpose, he didn't intend to make the other party too ugly. He could guess this person's temperament just by looking at him. One or two, gentle and soft, a standard white lotus flower of the Virgin Mary, delicate and weak to make people feel pitiful.
Tang Tan felt a little sympathetic to him for dating such a scumbag like Zhao Xiang, but he didn't like him too much, purely because this body belonged to Tang Fu, he would more or less stand by Tang Fu's side, not to mention that Xiaosan was always shouted and beaten by everyone. The existence of karma, so Tang Tan only sympathizes with the other party for meeting a wrong person, but he doesn't sympathize with the other party's suffering now.
"You, what do you think of King Xiang...?" Nangong Ci unconsciously used honorifics, perhaps because Fang Fang's lazy elegance also had a hint of dignity, which inexplicably made him feel inferior , There was also a burst of bitterness in his heart, the kind of brilliance after tempering was something he didn't have at this time.
Compared with the two, he is like a dusty pearl, and no one can wipe the dust off his body.
He is very clear why he has such a feeling. Back then, he was also a promising young man from a famous family. With his outstanding appearance and talent, he even had the reputation of being one of the four young men in the capital. , let him be excluded from the circle.
Although he loves Zhao Xiang more than those reputations, he also knows it well, because of this, he has an inferiority complex in his heart. From then on, he can only look up to those people whose status is getting higher and higher, and he is like those women in the boudoir Same, imprisoned in a cage-like backyard, unable to fly freely.
When the three thousand loves are all in one body, he is willing, just as the price he must pay for happiness, but one day when he starts to lose, his heart begins to be stained with a trace of hatred and unwillingness.
Why... Pull out his wings but abandon him?
What made him feel even more painful was the person in front of him who climbed from the loser back then to the position of Hou in one fell swoop compared to his own predicament.
Back then, this person was also willing to give up his status as the son of the prince for Zhao Xiang, but he was much smarter than himself. At least he knew how to use a pseudonym to cover up the shame of the Changshenghoufu. , denying that he is that male favorite, and then still being the aloof Lord Hou.
But he can't go back to the beginning, because his statement has long been destroyed. Even if the so-called "returning from the wrong way", he can't marry a wife and have children, so he can only insist on being tied to the big tree Zhao Xiang.
"Prince Xiang? Why did Master Nangong ask me such a question? King Xiang is King Xiang, isn't he? I have only met King Xiang a few times, and we don't know each other very well. Why do you say 'how do you think about it'?"
Tang Tan asked back with a surprised face, as if he didn't understand how Nangong Ci would ask him such a question, but Nangong Ci was a little surprised.
"Haven't you ever..." Nangong Ci wanted to blurt out the words "I will like King Xiang", but when Gu Zhongyan who was beside Tang Tan glanced at him sharply, he suddenly choked up and unconsciously blurted out the words. Swallowing it, I was shocked to realize how dangerous it would be if I really said these words.
The young man in front of him is no longer the male favorite who can't control his life and death, but the Marquis of Changsheng who almost covers the sky with one hand, and the Tang family who even the emperor has to be afraid of, how can he be discredited.
Even if it is the truth, he has to let this matter rot in his stomach and cannot speak out.
"Master Nangong thinks that I will fall in love with King Xiang?" Tang Tan looked at him for a while, then smiled instead of anger, which made Nangong Ci startled, his face slightly embarrassed, as if he was being pointed out.
"... King Xiang has a good impression of you..." Nangong Ci bit her lip and spoke with some difficulty.
"Mr. Nangong is really joking. His Royal Highness is His Highness King Xiang. Even if he has half a crush on me, it has nothing to do with me. If he has a crush on me, I have to send it myself? There is no such thing in the world, right?" Tang Tan said with a smile on his face, making Nangong Ci even more embarrassed.
"You really... won't fall in love with the lord?" Nangong Ci wanted to say a lot, but finally swallowed them all, looking at the radiant face in front of him, relaxed and wanton, which made him envious.
A mocking smile flashed across Tang Tan's face, Nangong Ci didn't miss it, and looked at him blankly, a little puzzled.
"Master Nangong must have heard about the fact that I lost the memory of the past 20 years, right?"
Tang Tan suddenly asked him back, making Nangong Ci stunned for a moment before slowly nodding his head. He didn't know why Tang Tan suddenly brought up this matter, although he always felt that Wen Qiufu forgot his relationship with the prince when he lost his memory. ... a little fickle.
"Although this Marquis has lost his memory, at least I know one thing." Tang Tan looked at Nangong Ci meaningfully with a half-smile.
"Wh...what's the matter?" Nangong Ci asked subconsciously, and only after asking did she have the illusion of falling into a trap.
"Benhou and Zhongyan are childhood sweethearts." Tang Tan just said this sentence without beginning and end, and didn't say anything more, making Nangong Ci look at him in a daze, and couldn't react to this sentence for a while. intention.
Looking back and forth between Gu Zhongyan and Tang Tan who was leaning in his arms in confusion, Nangong Ci first thought that the way they cuddled together was as beautiful as a painting, and the description of "fairy couple" flashed in his mind. Appearances are classy... wait, appearance?
Those two words suddenly flashed across his mind like lightning, Nangong Ci's gaze was fixed on Gu Zhongyan's face, and a ridiculous idea popped up in his mind.
Could it be...
"What do you mean by that?"
Suddenly, a voice full of anger broke in angrily. This familiar voice made Nangong Ci turn his head to look at the source of the voice in astonishment, and found that Zhao Xiang appeared a few feet away from the gazebo at some time, staring at Tang Tan with a livid face.
Seeing Zhao Xiang's sudden appearance, Nangong Ci panicked for a moment, fearing that Zhao Xiang would accuse him of running to the Marquis of Changsheng's mansion without permission, but soon he realized that he was thinking too much, because Zhao Xiang's attention was simply not enough. Sticking to Tang Tan, she had no time to take care of him.
Nangong Ci, who discovered this situation, felt a little bitter in his heart. He bit his lips hard to endure the powerlessness and mourning in his heart. There was a burst of saltiness in his mouth, and he realized that he had bitten his own lip, and he didn't realize that he had bitten his lip at all. I used such a lot of strength to restrain myself not to scream out of control.
"See King Xiang..." Tang Tan seemed not surprised by Zhao Xiang's sudden appearance, and after holding back his smile and speaking in a calm manner, he didn't say another word, let alone answer Zhao Xiang's question.
"What did you mean by that sentence just now?" Zhao Xiang was dissatisfied with his reaction, strode into the gazebo, passed Nangong Ci's side, grabbed Tang Tan's hand, and asked him questioningly.
"It literally means...My lord, please let me go." Tang Tan was in pain from being caught, but before he could cry out in pain, as soon as his brows were slightly raised, the man beside him moved first.
Gu Zhongyan bent his fingers and made a ejection movement, Zhao Xiang let go as if he had been hit by something and took a step back, holding his numb right wrist with his left hand and glaring at Gu Zhongyan without daring to write.
"How dare you, a lowly slave, do anything to this king?" Zhao Xiang, who was repeatedly hindered by Gu Zhongyan, looked at Gu Zhongyan with a fierce look in his eyes.
Hearing Zhao Xiang say that about Gu Zhongyan, Tang Tan immediately turned cold.
"His Royal Highness, please respect yourself. It's not your turn to criticize my people. Moreover, Zhong Yan is no longer a slave. Although he is a commoner, please show some respect."
Tang Tan was very angry, very displeased that his lover was belittled and looked down upon in this way.
As a modern person in the 21st century, he lived in an era without imperial power, and he especially hates to classify people. Although he can be regarded as a nobleman now, and he admits that there is sometimes a kind of pleasure in getting privileges, he still doesn't like to classify people. People are treated as slaves who can be slaughtered at will.
Especially the attitude of Zhao Xiang who doesn't treat people as human beings, and always thinks that everyone can come and go as he pleases, makes Tang Tan quite unhappy.
Zhao Xiang was very angry at this moment, and there were countless raging fires burning in his heart.
When they heard the voice of their love before, they were quite shocked and unwilling, but they always thought that Tang Tan was just trying to provoke him, and the voice might be fake.
At that time he was able to comfort himself like this, but now he heard Tang Tan's meaningful words first, and then heard him keep saying "my people", the feeling of being cuckolded was more vivid and intense, staring at Tang Tan and Gu Zhongyan's eyes His eyes became redder.
"Wen Qiufu, even if you change your name and surname, you were born as my king's man and died as my ghost. You have no right to escape from this king. This king forbids you to mess around with other men." Zhao Xiang said impulsively. Roar, the faces of the other three present became ugly in an instant.
Gu Zhongyan and Tang Tan were panicked and impatient with Zhao Xiang's constant entanglement, while Nangong Ci looked at Zhao Xiang's side face with a pale face and faltering. No matter what he did in his chest, he couldn't fill the gap.
"His Royal Highness, you have to tell me a few times before you can hear me. My name is not 'Wen Qiufu'. Please don't mistake me again and again, and take me as your male favorite. Keep pestering this Marquis endlessly!"
Tang Tan said angrily at Zhao Xiang with a sullen face, he had completely lost the patience of hypocrisy and submissiveness towards Zhao Xiang, and kept emphasizing the word "Ben Hou" in his tone, intending to remind Zhao Xiang that he is nothing It's not like Nangong Ci who doesn't have any official titles like a son of a family.
He is now the Marquis of Changsheng, the Marquis of Changsheng who is known as the number one Marquis in the world.
Zhao Xiang, who was reminded by Tang Tan, regained his senses a little bit, but still looked at Tang Tan and Gu Zhongyan with a rather dissatisfied expression, gritted his teeth and stared at Tang Tan and Gu Zhongyan.
"My lord..." Nangong Ci's voice that was about to cry came from the side faintly, making Zhao Xiang turn his head in a daze, seeing Nangong Ci's pale and sad expression, his heart sank.
"Ci... why are you here..." Zhao Xiang seemed to realize the existence of Nangong Ci only now, and the few words he blurted out shocked Nangong Ci even more. A forced smile that looked like it was about to cry.
Ask him why he is here?Did he not see his own existence from the beginning to the end, only seeing Wen Qiufu?Aware of this bloody fact, Nangong Ci only felt that his heart was so painful that he couldn't speak, as if he was about to suffocate.
Looking at Nangong Ci's sad and accusatory eyes, Zhao Xiang remembered the promise he had made to the other party, and felt guilty for a while.
"...Let's go." Facing the three gazes in front of him, coupled with his guilty conscience, he finally couldn't help but grabbed Nangong Ci's hand and walked out of the pavilion, regardless of whether Nangong Ci could keep up with him, It made Nangong Ci walk a little staggeringly.
Looking at the broad back in front of him, it is clear that this person is in front of his eyes and beside him, but he feels extremely lonely, chilling like the falling snow around him, even though he is wearing a big cloak and holding hot palms in his hands, he still feels lonely. It's a cold all over.
He didn't know where he came from with a stubbornness, and he grabbed the opponent with his backhand, making the opponent stop, and looked back at him in a little astonishment.
Seeing Nangong Ci's bloodless, fragile and tearful appearance, Zhao Xiang suddenly felt distressed and guilty. He naturally knew why Nangong Ci had such a reaction, and it was all his own fault.
It's just that I feel ashamed, but I still miss Tang Tan.
Just now even though he questioned Tang Tan, Tang Tan was still lukewarm, as if he didn't want to have a regular meeting and didn't pay attention to him. It wasn't until he humiliated Gu Zhongyan that the other party seemed to be stepped on by the tail glared at himself.
To be honest, he is still a little inexplicably unwilling. Every time he looks at the other party, he always has the thought of "the person he obviously doesn't want, why is his life so smooth and comfortable".
"...What's the matter?" Facing Nangong Ci's tearful and accusing eyes, Zhao Xiang dared not look directly at her.
"My lord...do you still remember the promise you made to Ci?" Nangong Ci's voice was hoarse and full of pain. He didn't know whether to swallow the sourness that was about to vomit. However, I found that I seemed to mistake bad jade for beautiful jade, and that feeling was very uncomfortable.
Zhao Xiangben is a very face-saving person, and has the kind of character that does not allow others to find out his mistakes. Being so bluntly spoken by Nangong Ci is equivalent to losing his face, which makes him a little annoyed, and even feels that Nangong Ci seems to be a little displeased. sensible.
At that time, Wen Qiufu was too straightforward and repeatedly clashed with him, which annoyed him. Now, in his eyes, Nangong Ci, who was originally docile and well-behaved, has vaguely had the momentum of Wen Qiufu's admiration and arrogance. There was a wave of displeasure, but seeing Nangong Ci's weak and aggrieved look, his heart softened again.
"What are you talking about? You are the person I love deeply. Even if there is no gift, you are still my concubine. This king will naturally remember his promise and will not abandon you." Zhao Xiang hugged him tightly. In his arms, he gently kissed the other person's forehead, but he still couldn't stop the chill on Nangong Ci's body.
"Then...Where's Wen Qiufu?" Nangong Ci sobbed softly, and asked with some reluctance, but he can't be blamed for this, he is indeed flustered now, especially when Zhao Xiang was facing his ex-lover in front of him half a quarter ago Shouting such words as "life is his man, death is his ghost", how could he not panic.
"He... This king just didn't want to see him live a smooth life. At the beginning, he wanted to kill you..." Zhao Xiang hesitated for a while and then said the reason hesitantly.
But Nangong Ci knew that it was just an excuse for Zhao Xiang to pester Tang Tan, and what Zhao Xiang said angrily and unscrupulously just now actually reflected his thoughts faithfully.
"...My lord...have you...have you ever truly loved me?"
Nangong Ci showed a reluctant and sad smile, which made Zhao Xiang feel ashamed to be seen through his delusional thoughts. In addition, he was humiliated in front of Tang Tan just now, and he was still angry, so he couldn't help but push Nangong Ci away, showing a displeased expression. expression.
"Nangong Ci, what do you mean by questioning this king again and again? What's more, this king is not wrong. He belongs to this king. Even if this king doesn't want him, he is not allowed to have sex with that man." Zhao Xiang said naturally, A very big man in his bones, he turned around and left in anger, leaving Nangong Ci staring blankly at his back.
Hearing that he really had the intention of turning back, and also wanted to hug left and right, Nangong Ci's heart grew colder and colder.
The pain in his heart reminded him of the hatred that Wen Qiufu had on his face back then, and how desperate he wanted to die with him. At this moment, he could finally understand why the other party couldn't tolerate him.
How can there be a grain of sand in the eyes of a lover?He is too naive, naive enough to think that he can do it, as long as Zhao Xiang has a place in his heart, it is enough, but after experiencing that kind of exclusive favor, how could his heart not greedily want more Is he the only one in Zhao Xiang's heart?
Back then he himself told Zhao Xiang that he was willing to be ranked under Wen Qiufu, but now?
Thinking of the women in the backyard of Nangong's family vying for favor, which aunt who snatched his father's favor from his mother didn't turn pale and hateful towards the new aunt in the end?How could he think that he could accept that Zhao Xiang still had others in his heart and didn't care?
The love that is taken from others must be taken away by others, but he wakes up too late, is this the punishment given to him by God?
Watching Zhao Xiang's back disappearing in front of his eyes with pain in his chest, Nangong Ci wanted to catch up, but his whole body was so stiff that he couldn't move.
"elder brother."
The familiar voice made Nangong Ci hurriedly wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes and turn his head, but was stunned again.
Nangong Yi looked at him with extremely complicated eyes, even with a little resentment and resentment, the resentment made Nangong Ci's heart skip a beat.
"What... what's wrong?"
"...that Marquis of Longevity, was once the prince's lover?"
Nangong Yi's questioning tone made Nangong Ci froze. She didn't know how to answer her sister's question. If she said no, it would be a lie, but if she said yes, it would be an enemy of Changshenghou.
"No, that..."
"It's the elder brother who snatched the lord, and made him decide to return to the Marquis of Changsheng?" Although it was a question, Nangong Yi's tone must have been more, and Nangong Ci could hear the hatred in Nangong Yi's tone. At this moment, it suddenly occurred to her how much her younger sister liked Gu Zhongyan.
"That's not the case..." Nangong Ci retorted weakly, but Nangong Yi heard that she felt guilty, which made her even more resentful.
"It was all your fault! Why did you snatch the lord away if you had nothing to do? If you didn't rob him, the lord wouldn't abandon him, and he wouldn't go back to the Marquis of Changsheng's mansion to let Brother Gu... It's all your fault! You Why didn’t you drown in the first place!”
Thinking of being humiliated and satirized by Tang Tan in Hangzhou, Nangong Ci blushed angrily, and complained that Nangong Ci had indirectly ruined her dream, and her tone couldn't help being sharp and harsh.
Nangong Ci turned pale when he heard the words, his sister's accusation was like the last straw that crushed him, his lips twitched, but he couldn't say a word to refute after all.And Nangong Yi didn't give him a chance to defend himself, and angrily pushed him away, turned around and left, regardless of why he fell to the ground, leaving him alone watching the fine snow falling from the sky.
All of a sudden, he felt that the world was so big that there was no place for him to stay.
He... If he hadn't been moved by Zhao Xiang's tenderness and kindness at the beginning, if he hadn't had perverted thoughts and decided to follow Zhao Xiang into Prince Xiang's mansion, would everything be different today?
When he won Zhao Xiang's love from Wen Qiufu back then, it was impossible to say that he was not proud of himself, but he didn't know that Zhao Xiang's promise was so weak, like a piece of white paper, just a light poke. Broken, and he didn't wake up until today.
It's just the heart that was sent out, and he can't get it back at this time.
He hated himself, hated Zhao Xiang, and also hated...Wen Qiufu.
Why didn't that person die by himself when he wanted to die with him?
Why do you want to survive and compete with yourself for Zhao Xiang's heart?He almost killed himself back then, so why is he so happy now, while he is so miserable in comparison?He is different from "Wen Qiufu". If he is really abandoned, he will become the laughing stock of the world, and he will definitely lose the Nangong family. He has no way out.
Driven to the brink of collapse by all these blows, Nangong Ci's heart, which has always been gentle and kind, also had inner demons since then, complaining about Tang Tan who didn't care about Zhao Xiang at all.
Nangong Ci bit her lower lip tightly, and looked at the direction of the pavilion with hateful and red eyes for a long time.
The intimacy between the other party and the old man, and the perfect body that is more plump than the haggard one in the past, it can be seen how considerately he has been cared for all these years, so that he can live so comfortably and nourished, just like him , it's just that I feel a bit embarrassed by comparison at this moment.
"...Brother Gu..." Nangong Yi looked at Gu Zhongyan with fascinated and reluctant eyes, which made Tang Tan frown.
This woman really took the opportunity to visit Gu Zhongyan under the banner of accompanying her elder brother, right?How can he be so unwilling to give up? How can Gu Zhongyan still recruit people like this when he is in his thirties... Well, at this age, in modern times, he is a young and promising young industrialist... Just like Meng Chaoyin...
Suddenly he thought of Meng Chaoyin at this age, and a little panic flashed in his heart, because Meng Chaoyin suddenly fell down at this age, and was already in the third stage when he was found to have cancer.
If possible, he would of course want Gu Zhongyan to have a health checkup, but it's a pity that the medical level of this era is not enough to detect cancer, at most, he can only prevent it from daily diet.
"Mrs. Fang, please pay attention to your wording." Gu Zhongyan reminded coldly, making Nangong Yi's face stiff, extremely embarrassed and embarrassed.
Of course she knows that she is already a married woman, so it is inconvenient to call Gu Zhongyan so intimately. Although there is nothing ambiguous about this name, after all, most court officials and family members know how Nangong Yi will chase after him. Gu Zhongyan doesn't want to To be used to break the mouth again, it is natural to draw the boundaries more clearly.
What's more, this is the Marquis of Changsheng's mansion, not Nangong's mansion? It's not Fang Yuan Wailang's mansion. The owner here is not her, and she is not allowed to exceed the rules.
Tang Tan didn't care about her, anyway, no matter how much she hopped around, she couldn't directly pounce on Gu Zhongyan, if something like this happened, she could go directly to soak the pig cage.A married woman doesn't pay attention to her own reputation, so she needs others to help her cover it up?
"Ruge, take Mrs. Fang to Chunsu Courtyard to meet the old lady." Before Nangongyi objected, Tang Tan called the girl who had been standing some distance away from the pavilion, and took Nangongyi away.
There are some words that this woman can't listen to, and no matter what, she is really not suitable to be among a group of men as a female family member.
"I want to accompany..." Of course Nangong Yi didn't want to leave, and his reluctant eyes kept scanning Gu Zhongyan, but it was a pity that Gu Zhongyan refused to give her even half of his attention.
"Mrs. Fang, has she forgotten her identity? All of you are men here. You are afraid of causing gossip by yourself. It is better to go to the old lady like Ru Ge."
Tang Tan lightly issued the order to drive away the guests, leaving Nangong Yi speechless, knowing that even if there was her own maid, but the owner of the family didn't intend to talk to her, she would naturally not be able to stay, if Tang Tan angrily annoyed her If she is expelled, she may become a complete laughing stock in the future, or be listed as a household refused by other officials.
She still looked at Gu Zhongyan with a sliver of hope, but she was still disappointed again. Gu Zhongyan had never said a single word for her since before, so how could she ask Tang Tan to let her stay at this time.In the end, she still followed Ru Ge to the old lady Tang's side, but she still looked back at Gu Zhongyan every three steps before leaving.
This man's luck is really good!Even a married man is still reluctant to part with him.Thinking about it, he pinched the opponent's arm as if he was a little annoyed, but he was immediately grabbed by the backhand and grabbed under the table, turning his fingers into a clasped hand, intimately comforting the young man who was a little fuzzy.
It's not that Nangong Ci didn't notice the interaction between the two of them. For their frank intimacy, she had mixed feelings in her heart, and she couldn't tell if it was envy or jealousy.
Before Zhao Xiang went south to reunite with "Wen Qiufu" that day, Zhao Xiang treated him so tenderly and sweetly, but when Zhao Xiang came back, he was a little absent-minded, and occasionally he would hold his thoughts but he didn't know where he was going. The sweetness of the past Suddenly it started to burst like a bubble.
Tang Tan looked at Nangong Ci who had been staring at him in a daze. He was not surprised that the other party would have such a reaction. After all, his body is "Wen Qiufu", isn't it?He would be surprised if Nangong Ci still had a calm face.
"Young Master Nangong?" Tang Tan asked politely, his eyes were clear and mirrored without any mixed feelings, and there was no past love or hatred.
Qing Ling's smiling eyes make people feel as if they are bathed in spring breeze at a glance, and it makes Nan Gongci, who sees "Wen Qiufu" so gentle and looking at him for the first time, a little at a loss what to do.
"I...I'm..." Nangong Ci came back to his senses and nodded in a panic. He was a little ashamed of Tang Tan who was so leisurely and confident. He could no longer look at such things calmly like before.
It's not that I don't care whether there are others in the heart of the person I love, but that the love was not deep at that time, and it was not like Wen Qiufu.No matter how high-sounding he said at the beginning, he was willing to share Zhao Xiang with the other party, but when it came to the end, he realized that he was actually just like Wen Qiufu and could not allow others to intervene.
"I'm Tang Tan, um... the new Marquis of Changsheng... please sit down and have a cup of tea to moisten your throat!" Tang Tan didn't seem to notice his embarrassment, so he picked up the warming purple sand pot on the stone table, Gulp poured a cup of tea and pushed it in front of him.
Unexpectedly, the other party would invite him to drink tea. Nangong Ci didn't know whether to accept it for a while, and looked at Tang Tan blankly, especially when he clearly heard that the other party claimed to be the Marquis of Changsheng, which made him suffocate.
"Don't worry, I didn't poison you." Seeing that Nangong Ci hadn't moved, Tang Tan paused in his heart, smiled knowingly, and joked authentically, so as to ease his nervousness.
"No... I..." Nangong Ci was embarrassed when he said this, but he was not so panicked.
He sat down at the table opposite Tang Tan, held up the cup of golden tea soup, watched Tang Tan take a natural bite of the hanging flower cake that Gu Zhongyan handed to him, licked Gu Zhongyan's fingertips with his tongue, and said There is as much intimacy as there is intimacy, but the two of them didn't seem to realize that there was anything wrong with it, and they remained calm.
Nangong Ci hesitated to speak, and almost wanted to ask Tang Tan, where did he put King Xiang, but before he finished speaking, he didn't know what kind of identity he was and what qualifications he had to ask Tang Tan like this.
If he is really Wen Qiufu, and it was Zhao Xiang who abandoned him first, and today he is no longer Wen Qiufu, forgetting this past, Zhao Xiang is just a stranger to him, what does Zhao Xiang think to him? It doesn't matter at all.
Nangong Ci came to the Marquis of Changsheng's mansion this time. He wanted to meet the kind of person who would make Zhao Xiang's unshakable heart ripple for three or four years. Xiang made it clear, don't make Zhao Xiang's mind fluctuate anymore, he thought about many, many possible situations, but he never thought that he would be an old friend after a long life.
Back then, he was the one who intervened between the other party and Zhao Xiang. Strictly speaking, he was the one who destroyed their relationship. Even if he blamed Tang Tan for seducing Zhao Xiang at this moment, his position seemed weak and poor.
Just like a ridiculous old news that happened among his distant relatives many years ago, a cousin was dazzled by the beauty, recklessly divorced his original wife for no reason, and welcomed a young and beautiful new wife, doted on in every possible way, But after a few years, the stepwife still has nothing to do.
And the former spouse who was divorced, met her childhood sweetheart who returned to her hometown by a blessing in disguise. Although she has not nodded to remarry her, but because of her careful care and care, she is more beautiful than when she was imprisoned in the backyard like a canary. He even made the cousin he met by chance feel remorse, and then continued to pester him endlessly, which made the second wife jealous and made the family restless.
At this moment, he, the Marquis of Changsheng and Zhao Xiang, aren't they just like distant relatives?
To put it bluntly, it is the so-called karma, right?
"Young Master Nangong came to visit today, what can I tell you?" Although Tang Tan had already guessed Nangong Ci's purpose, he didn't intend to make the other party too ugly. He could guess this person's temperament just by looking at him. One or two, gentle and soft, a standard white lotus flower of the Virgin Mary, delicate and weak to make people feel pitiful.
Tang Tan felt a little sympathetic to him for dating such a scumbag like Zhao Xiang, but he didn't like him too much, purely because this body belonged to Tang Fu, he would more or less stand by Tang Fu's side, not to mention that Xiaosan was always shouted and beaten by everyone. The existence of karma, so Tang Tan only sympathizes with the other party for meeting a wrong person, but he doesn't sympathize with the other party's suffering now.
"You, what do you think of King Xiang...?" Nangong Ci unconsciously used honorifics, perhaps because Fang Fang's lazy elegance also had a hint of dignity, which inexplicably made him feel inferior , There was also a burst of bitterness in his heart, the kind of brilliance after tempering was something he didn't have at this time.
Compared with the two, he is like a dusty pearl, and no one can wipe the dust off his body.
He is very clear why he has such a feeling. Back then, he was also a promising young man from a famous family. With his outstanding appearance and talent, he even had the reputation of being one of the four young men in the capital. , let him be excluded from the circle.
Although he loves Zhao Xiang more than those reputations, he also knows it well, because of this, he has an inferiority complex in his heart. From then on, he can only look up to those people whose status is getting higher and higher, and he is like those women in the boudoir Same, imprisoned in a cage-like backyard, unable to fly freely.
When the three thousand loves are all in one body, he is willing, just as the price he must pay for happiness, but one day when he starts to lose, his heart begins to be stained with a trace of hatred and unwillingness.
Why... Pull out his wings but abandon him?
What made him feel even more painful was the person in front of him who climbed from the loser back then to the position of Hou in one fell swoop compared to his own predicament.
Back then, this person was also willing to give up his status as the son of the prince for Zhao Xiang, but he was much smarter than himself. At least he knew how to use a pseudonym to cover up the shame of the Changshenghoufu. , denying that he is that male favorite, and then still being the aloof Lord Hou.
But he can't go back to the beginning, because his statement has long been destroyed. Even if the so-called "returning from the wrong way", he can't marry a wife and have children, so he can only insist on being tied to the big tree Zhao Xiang.
"Prince Xiang? Why did Master Nangong ask me such a question? King Xiang is King Xiang, isn't he? I have only met King Xiang a few times, and we don't know each other very well. Why do you say 'how do you think about it'?"
Tang Tan asked back with a surprised face, as if he didn't understand how Nangong Ci would ask him such a question, but Nangong Ci was a little surprised.
"Haven't you ever..." Nangong Ci wanted to blurt out the words "I will like King Xiang", but when Gu Zhongyan who was beside Tang Tan glanced at him sharply, he suddenly choked up and unconsciously blurted out the words. Swallowing it, I was shocked to realize how dangerous it would be if I really said these words.
The young man in front of him is no longer the male favorite who can't control his life and death, but the Marquis of Changsheng who almost covers the sky with one hand, and the Tang family who even the emperor has to be afraid of, how can he be discredited.
Even if it is the truth, he has to let this matter rot in his stomach and cannot speak out.
"Master Nangong thinks that I will fall in love with King Xiang?" Tang Tan looked at him for a while, then smiled instead of anger, which made Nangong Ci startled, his face slightly embarrassed, as if he was being pointed out.
"... King Xiang has a good impression of you..." Nangong Ci bit her lip and spoke with some difficulty.
"Mr. Nangong is really joking. His Royal Highness is His Highness King Xiang. Even if he has half a crush on me, it has nothing to do with me. If he has a crush on me, I have to send it myself? There is no such thing in the world, right?" Tang Tan said with a smile on his face, making Nangong Ci even more embarrassed.
"You really... won't fall in love with the lord?" Nangong Ci wanted to say a lot, but finally swallowed them all, looking at the radiant face in front of him, relaxed and wanton, which made him envious.
A mocking smile flashed across Tang Tan's face, Nangong Ci didn't miss it, and looked at him blankly, a little puzzled.
"Master Nangong must have heard about the fact that I lost the memory of the past 20 years, right?"
Tang Tan suddenly asked him back, making Nangong Ci stunned for a moment before slowly nodding his head. He didn't know why Tang Tan suddenly brought up this matter, although he always felt that Wen Qiufu forgot his relationship with the prince when he lost his memory. ... a little fickle.
"Although this Marquis has lost his memory, at least I know one thing." Tang Tan looked at Nangong Ci meaningfully with a half-smile.
"Wh...what's the matter?" Nangong Ci asked subconsciously, and only after asking did she have the illusion of falling into a trap.
"Benhou and Zhongyan are childhood sweethearts." Tang Tan just said this sentence without beginning and end, and didn't say anything more, making Nangong Ci look at him in a daze, and couldn't react to this sentence for a while. intention.
Looking back and forth between Gu Zhongyan and Tang Tan who was leaning in his arms in confusion, Nangong Ci first thought that the way they cuddled together was as beautiful as a painting, and the description of "fairy couple" flashed in his mind. Appearances are classy... wait, appearance?
Those two words suddenly flashed across his mind like lightning, Nangong Ci's gaze was fixed on Gu Zhongyan's face, and a ridiculous idea popped up in his mind.
Could it be...
"What do you mean by that?"
Suddenly, a voice full of anger broke in angrily. This familiar voice made Nangong Ci turn his head to look at the source of the voice in astonishment, and found that Zhao Xiang appeared a few feet away from the gazebo at some time, staring at Tang Tan with a livid face.
Seeing Zhao Xiang's sudden appearance, Nangong Ci panicked for a moment, fearing that Zhao Xiang would accuse him of running to the Marquis of Changsheng's mansion without permission, but soon he realized that he was thinking too much, because Zhao Xiang's attention was simply not enough. Sticking to Tang Tan, she had no time to take care of him.
Nangong Ci, who discovered this situation, felt a little bitter in his heart. He bit his lips hard to endure the powerlessness and mourning in his heart. There was a burst of saltiness in his mouth, and he realized that he had bitten his own lip, and he didn't realize that he had bitten his lip at all. I used such a lot of strength to restrain myself not to scream out of control.
"See King Xiang..." Tang Tan seemed not surprised by Zhao Xiang's sudden appearance, and after holding back his smile and speaking in a calm manner, he didn't say another word, let alone answer Zhao Xiang's question.
"What did you mean by that sentence just now?" Zhao Xiang was dissatisfied with his reaction, strode into the gazebo, passed Nangong Ci's side, grabbed Tang Tan's hand, and asked him questioningly.
"It literally means...My lord, please let me go." Tang Tan was in pain from being caught, but before he could cry out in pain, as soon as his brows were slightly raised, the man beside him moved first.
Gu Zhongyan bent his fingers and made a ejection movement, Zhao Xiang let go as if he had been hit by something and took a step back, holding his numb right wrist with his left hand and glaring at Gu Zhongyan without daring to write.
"How dare you, a lowly slave, do anything to this king?" Zhao Xiang, who was repeatedly hindered by Gu Zhongyan, looked at Gu Zhongyan with a fierce look in his eyes.
Hearing Zhao Xiang say that about Gu Zhongyan, Tang Tan immediately turned cold.
"His Royal Highness, please respect yourself. It's not your turn to criticize my people. Moreover, Zhong Yan is no longer a slave. Although he is a commoner, please show some respect."
Tang Tan was very angry, very displeased that his lover was belittled and looked down upon in this way.
As a modern person in the 21st century, he lived in an era without imperial power, and he especially hates to classify people. Although he can be regarded as a nobleman now, and he admits that there is sometimes a kind of pleasure in getting privileges, he still doesn't like to classify people. People are treated as slaves who can be slaughtered at will.
Especially the attitude of Zhao Xiang who doesn't treat people as human beings, and always thinks that everyone can come and go as he pleases, makes Tang Tan quite unhappy.
Zhao Xiang was very angry at this moment, and there were countless raging fires burning in his heart.
When they heard the voice of their love before, they were quite shocked and unwilling, but they always thought that Tang Tan was just trying to provoke him, and the voice might be fake.
At that time he was able to comfort himself like this, but now he heard Tang Tan's meaningful words first, and then heard him keep saying "my people", the feeling of being cuckolded was more vivid and intense, staring at Tang Tan and Gu Zhongyan's eyes His eyes became redder.
"Wen Qiufu, even if you change your name and surname, you were born as my king's man and died as my ghost. You have no right to escape from this king. This king forbids you to mess around with other men." Zhao Xiang said impulsively. Roar, the faces of the other three present became ugly in an instant.
Gu Zhongyan and Tang Tan were panicked and impatient with Zhao Xiang's constant entanglement, while Nangong Ci looked at Zhao Xiang's side face with a pale face and faltering. No matter what he did in his chest, he couldn't fill the gap.
"His Royal Highness, you have to tell me a few times before you can hear me. My name is not 'Wen Qiufu'. Please don't mistake me again and again, and take me as your male favorite. Keep pestering this Marquis endlessly!"
Tang Tan said angrily at Zhao Xiang with a sullen face, he had completely lost the patience of hypocrisy and submissiveness towards Zhao Xiang, and kept emphasizing the word "Ben Hou" in his tone, intending to remind Zhao Xiang that he is nothing It's not like Nangong Ci who doesn't have any official titles like a son of a family.
He is now the Marquis of Changsheng, the Marquis of Changsheng who is known as the number one Marquis in the world.
Zhao Xiang, who was reminded by Tang Tan, regained his senses a little bit, but still looked at Tang Tan and Gu Zhongyan with a rather dissatisfied expression, gritted his teeth and stared at Tang Tan and Gu Zhongyan.
"My lord..." Nangong Ci's voice that was about to cry came from the side faintly, making Zhao Xiang turn his head in a daze, seeing Nangong Ci's pale and sad expression, his heart sank.
"Ci... why are you here..." Zhao Xiang seemed to realize the existence of Nangong Ci only now, and the few words he blurted out shocked Nangong Ci even more. A forced smile that looked like it was about to cry.
Ask him why he is here?Did he not see his own existence from the beginning to the end, only seeing Wen Qiufu?Aware of this bloody fact, Nangong Ci only felt that his heart was so painful that he couldn't speak, as if he was about to suffocate.
Looking at Nangong Ci's sad and accusatory eyes, Zhao Xiang remembered the promise he had made to the other party, and felt guilty for a while.
"...Let's go." Facing the three gazes in front of him, coupled with his guilty conscience, he finally couldn't help but grabbed Nangong Ci's hand and walked out of the pavilion, regardless of whether Nangong Ci could keep up with him, It made Nangong Ci walk a little staggeringly.
Looking at the broad back in front of him, it is clear that this person is in front of his eyes and beside him, but he feels extremely lonely, chilling like the falling snow around him, even though he is wearing a big cloak and holding hot palms in his hands, he still feels lonely. It's a cold all over.
He didn't know where he came from with a stubbornness, and he grabbed the opponent with his backhand, making the opponent stop, and looked back at him in a little astonishment.
Seeing Nangong Ci's bloodless, fragile and tearful appearance, Zhao Xiang suddenly felt distressed and guilty. He naturally knew why Nangong Ci had such a reaction, and it was all his own fault.
It's just that I feel ashamed, but I still miss Tang Tan.
Just now even though he questioned Tang Tan, Tang Tan was still lukewarm, as if he didn't want to have a regular meeting and didn't pay attention to him. It wasn't until he humiliated Gu Zhongyan that the other party seemed to be stepped on by the tail glared at himself.
To be honest, he is still a little inexplicably unwilling. Every time he looks at the other party, he always has the thought of "the person he obviously doesn't want, why is his life so smooth and comfortable".
"...What's the matter?" Facing Nangong Ci's tearful and accusing eyes, Zhao Xiang dared not look directly at her.
"My lord...do you still remember the promise you made to Ci?" Nangong Ci's voice was hoarse and full of pain. He didn't know whether to swallow the sourness that was about to vomit. However, I found that I seemed to mistake bad jade for beautiful jade, and that feeling was very uncomfortable.
Zhao Xiangben is a very face-saving person, and has the kind of character that does not allow others to find out his mistakes. Being so bluntly spoken by Nangong Ci is equivalent to losing his face, which makes him a little annoyed, and even feels that Nangong Ci seems to be a little displeased. sensible.
At that time, Wen Qiufu was too straightforward and repeatedly clashed with him, which annoyed him. Now, in his eyes, Nangong Ci, who was originally docile and well-behaved, has vaguely had the momentum of Wen Qiufu's admiration and arrogance. There was a wave of displeasure, but seeing Nangong Ci's weak and aggrieved look, his heart softened again.
"What are you talking about? You are the person I love deeply. Even if there is no gift, you are still my concubine. This king will naturally remember his promise and will not abandon you." Zhao Xiang hugged him tightly. In his arms, he gently kissed the other person's forehead, but he still couldn't stop the chill on Nangong Ci's body.
"Then...Where's Wen Qiufu?" Nangong Ci sobbed softly, and asked with some reluctance, but he can't be blamed for this, he is indeed flustered now, especially when Zhao Xiang was facing his ex-lover in front of him half a quarter ago Shouting such words as "life is his man, death is his ghost", how could he not panic.
"He... This king just didn't want to see him live a smooth life. At the beginning, he wanted to kill you..." Zhao Xiang hesitated for a while and then said the reason hesitantly.
But Nangong Ci knew that it was just an excuse for Zhao Xiang to pester Tang Tan, and what Zhao Xiang said angrily and unscrupulously just now actually reflected his thoughts faithfully.
"...My lord...have you...have you ever truly loved me?"
Nangong Ci showed a reluctant and sad smile, which made Zhao Xiang feel ashamed to be seen through his delusional thoughts. In addition, he was humiliated in front of Tang Tan just now, and he was still angry, so he couldn't help but push Nangong Ci away, showing a displeased expression. expression.
"Nangong Ci, what do you mean by questioning this king again and again? What's more, this king is not wrong. He belongs to this king. Even if this king doesn't want him, he is not allowed to have sex with that man." Zhao Xiang said naturally, A very big man in his bones, he turned around and left in anger, leaving Nangong Ci staring blankly at his back.
Hearing that he really had the intention of turning back, and also wanted to hug left and right, Nangong Ci's heart grew colder and colder.
The pain in his heart reminded him of the hatred that Wen Qiufu had on his face back then, and how desperate he wanted to die with him. At this moment, he could finally understand why the other party couldn't tolerate him.
How can there be a grain of sand in the eyes of a lover?He is too naive, naive enough to think that he can do it, as long as Zhao Xiang has a place in his heart, it is enough, but after experiencing that kind of exclusive favor, how could his heart not greedily want more Is he the only one in Zhao Xiang's heart?
Back then he himself told Zhao Xiang that he was willing to be ranked under Wen Qiufu, but now?
Thinking of the women in the backyard of Nangong's family vying for favor, which aunt who snatched his father's favor from his mother didn't turn pale and hateful towards the new aunt in the end?How could he think that he could accept that Zhao Xiang still had others in his heart and didn't care?
The love that is taken from others must be taken away by others, but he wakes up too late, is this the punishment given to him by God?
Watching Zhao Xiang's back disappearing in front of his eyes with pain in his chest, Nangong Ci wanted to catch up, but his whole body was so stiff that he couldn't move.
"elder brother."
The familiar voice made Nangong Ci hurriedly wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes and turn his head, but was stunned again.
Nangong Yi looked at him with extremely complicated eyes, even with a little resentment and resentment, the resentment made Nangong Ci's heart skip a beat.
"What... what's wrong?"
"...that Marquis of Longevity, was once the prince's lover?"
Nangong Yi's questioning tone made Nangong Ci froze. She didn't know how to answer her sister's question. If she said no, it would be a lie, but if she said yes, it would be an enemy of Changshenghou.
"No, that..."
"It's the elder brother who snatched the lord, and made him decide to return to the Marquis of Changsheng?" Although it was a question, Nangong Yi's tone must have been more, and Nangong Ci could hear the hatred in Nangong Yi's tone. At this moment, it suddenly occurred to her how much her younger sister liked Gu Zhongyan.
"That's not the case..." Nangong Ci retorted weakly, but Nangong Yi heard that she felt guilty, which made her even more resentful.
"It was all your fault! Why did you snatch the lord away if you had nothing to do? If you didn't rob him, the lord wouldn't abandon him, and he wouldn't go back to the Marquis of Changsheng's mansion to let Brother Gu... It's all your fault! You Why didn’t you drown in the first place!”
Thinking of being humiliated and satirized by Tang Tan in Hangzhou, Nangong Ci blushed angrily, and complained that Nangong Ci had indirectly ruined her dream, and her tone couldn't help being sharp and harsh.
Nangong Ci turned pale when he heard the words, his sister's accusation was like the last straw that crushed him, his lips twitched, but he couldn't say a word to refute after all.And Nangong Yi didn't give him a chance to defend himself, and angrily pushed him away, turned around and left, regardless of why he fell to the ground, leaving him alone watching the fine snow falling from the sky.
All of a sudden, he felt that the world was so big that there was no place for him to stay.
He... If he hadn't been moved by Zhao Xiang's tenderness and kindness at the beginning, if he hadn't had perverted thoughts and decided to follow Zhao Xiang into Prince Xiang's mansion, would everything be different today?
When he won Zhao Xiang's love from Wen Qiufu back then, it was impossible to say that he was not proud of himself, but he didn't know that Zhao Xiang's promise was so weak, like a piece of white paper, just a light poke. Broken, and he didn't wake up until today.
It's just the heart that was sent out, and he can't get it back at this time.
He hated himself, hated Zhao Xiang, and also hated...Wen Qiufu.
Why didn't that person die by himself when he wanted to die with him?
Why do you want to survive and compete with yourself for Zhao Xiang's heart?He almost killed himself back then, so why is he so happy now, while he is so miserable in comparison?He is different from "Wen Qiufu". If he is really abandoned, he will become the laughing stock of the world, and he will definitely lose the Nangong family. He has no way out.
Driven to the brink of collapse by all these blows, Nangong Ci's heart, which has always been gentle and kind, also had inner demons since then, complaining about Tang Tan who didn't care about Zhao Xiang at all.
Nangong Ci bit her lower lip tightly, and looked at the direction of the pavilion with hateful and red eyes for a long time.
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