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On the way home, Jian Changche walked in front of him carelessly, Zong Chi followed behind him to make a phone call.Jian Changche looked back as he walked, and couldn't help imagining how his fate would change if he met Zong Chi when he was a child, and the other party helped him like he helped that little ghost.

Then he couldn't help recalling the scene at that time. The despair that penetrated the bone marrow and the helplessness that no one saw was so vivid. It took him so many years to escape from the orphanage and the past by relying on his own strength.He thought of the children, physically and mentally, who were still trapped in the orphanage after he left.It turns out that these bottomless struggles can be solved with just a few fingers.It turns out that some seemingly extremely powerful enemies can be punished only by some people's easy arrangement.

They were indeed people from different worlds.

When he walked downstairs of his house, Jian Changche saw a man sitting downstairs from a long distance, but he didn't pay much attention to it.After getting closer, I realized that in this cold day, the man was wearing a sweater and jeans with holes in the knees, sitting on the stairs with his arms folded.

After recognizing the man's appearance, Jian Changche was even more surprised: "Liu Ming?"

Liu Mingben shrugged his shoulders and played with his mobile phone. When Jian Changche called him, his eyes lit up instantly.He drooped his eyebrows, glanced at the corner of his mouth, took a breath and raised his head, only to see Zong Chi beside Jian Changche, who was stunned.

Jian Changche was inexplicably funny when he saw how he had stopped the crying scene before it was performed, and at the same time couldn't help wondering why he had been fooled so many times before and believed him so many times.

"It's you." Liu Ming was stunned.

"It's you." Zong Chi also recognized him - isn't this kid the ex-boyfriend who came to the hospital to find Jian Changche to get back together a few months ago!

Liu Ming obviously thought of the same thing, he stood up abruptly, pointed at Zong Chi: "Didn't you say that! You didn't mean last time..." He said angrily, "You two lied to me!"

"No one lied to you..." Jian Changche sighed—it was true that nothing happened between him and Zong Chi at that time, but...

He suddenly realized that he didn't even want to explain a word, and he didn't care what the other party might misunderstand him, so he simply asked, "What's the matter you came to see me?"

"I...I..." Liu Ming took a few steps forward, leaned in front of Jian Changche, and whispered, "I miss you."

Jian Changche took half a step back calmly.

Although the steps were small, the distance between them was very subtle. This half-step was blank between the two of them, and Liu Ming was a little at a loss.Before he came, he had made a plan. No matter what, whether it was crying or kneeling, Jian Changche must forgive him.Unexpectedly, I held back my plans, but I didn't think that the other party was not alone.

Liu Ming was taken aback again - the other party was no longer alone.

Just as he was about to open his mouth, he accidentally choked on the cold wind. He didn't know what he inhaled, his throat was itchy, and he began to cough violently.Zong Chi originally stood a few steps away to watch - although he didn't intend to get involved, he didn't intend to leave either.At this moment, Jian Changche stepped forward and pulled Jian Changche away. It was obviously Liu Ming who disliked coughing.

The other party immediately felt more wronged: "I, I..."

"Are you not sick?" Zong Chi asked mercilessly - the other party's eyes were black and his complexion was very bad. He looked much thinner than last time, and black had grown on the top of his curly chestnut hair.He probably didn't have a good time in the past few months, and he was shivering because of the cold weather, so his physical condition looked very bad.

"I'm not sick!" Liu Ming said angrily, and said in a softer voice: "It's been cured, and it won't be contagious."

Zong Chi decisively pulled Jian Changche back a big step.

Liu Ming didn't care so much at the moment, he stretched out his hand to reach Jian Changche, and said, "Cheche, I was sick a while ago, and you ignored me when I sent you messages. No one took care of me, and you didn't come to see me." Me, I'm so pitiful."

Zong Chi glanced at Jian Changche - he had no idea that the other party had received contact from his ex-boyfriend.Liu Ming continued: "I know you don't like me going to the hospital to look for you, I won't go, I don't want to cause you trouble, and I didn't mean it last time. I admit that I played a little too much before, and I also Don't know what happened to me then, but I've changed, I'm not like that anymore, I really have changed..."

"Come on," Zong Chi couldn't help complaining, "You didn't go out to have group sex recently because you were infected. It can be cured, what is it, syphilis?"

Liu Ming glared at him resentfully, Jian Changche pointed to the stairs and said, "Go back first, don't make trouble."

Zong Chi was not very happy, but Jian Changche looked at him firmly, and nodded almost invisible, so he had no choice but to go upstairs reluctantly, and before he left, he turned back unwillingly and added: "Don't leave him too much." close."

Zong Chi talked about going upstairs, but after walking half a floor, he couldn't help but peeked down from the balcony of the corridor.Seeing that Zongchi left, Liu Ming was heading towards Jian Changche's house, with an ugly expression on his face.He wanted to get closer to Jian Changche, but the other party had already seen his thoughts and stopped him directly: "Just stand here and talk, there is something else to say."

"I really miss you, Cheche, I apologize to you, I shouldn't... I shouldn't have hurt you like that before. But I really have had enough fun now, they are too crazy, and I am not at all the same people of the world."

Not from the same world... Jian Changche was suddenly distracted when he heard this sentence.

"Last time... the last time I was almost killed by playing, I was really scared. Then I went to the hospital alone, and I didn't dare to go to your hospital. I was really scared and lonely. I was afraid that I would die like this. If I died because of something like this, what will my parents think when they come to collect the body? And if I die, I will never see you again." Liu Ming showed a sad expression, "I know you must understand this kind of thing. I feel that no one will help me, no one will accompany me, no matter how hard I work, I can only be myself..."

"What's wrong with you?" Jian Changche interrupted him.

"Besides the trauma, it's just syphilis..." He answered in a low voice, and then said louder, "But it's healed."

"That's easy to relapse, and you have to go to check frequently afterwards. What else?" Jian Changche asked, his tone was flat, without disgust, and he didn't question the other party's crazy behavior in the past, as if he was really just a Just the medical staff who guide the doctor.

"It's gone, I don't have AIDS." Liu Ming's eyes were red, and he wiped the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand, "To be honest, I didn't eat or sleep for two days while waiting for the HIV result, but fortunately the final result came out Negative. I swear I'll never mess around again...it's true! I'll show you the test results."

After going through life and death, let's start to repent.Zong Chi thought disdainfully in his heart, his nature is hard to change, and within two days he will revert to his old ways.But how soft-hearted Jian Changche is under his tough appearance, he is very clear, and I believe the other party is also aware of it.

However, Jian Changche raised her finger: "No need."

Liu Ming's eyes dimmed again: "I used to be fresh, and you know that my hometown is very conservative, so when I first came here, I was really crazy. But I know in my heart that I am actually the happiest. My days are when I'm with you. I like you, no, I love you thoroughly, forgive me, let's make up..."

Liu Ming has a baby face, even though he is haggard at the moment, it is hard to calm down.He looked at Jian Changche full of expectation, there were still tears on his cheeks, his slender arms and shoulders were empty under the sweater, and a cold autumn wind blew by, he couldn't help shivering again.

But Jian Changche remained silent.

After waiting for a long time for a definite answer, Liu Ming started to panic. He murmured: "Alright, even if you don't agree to me now, can you let me sit in the room and drink some hot water? I've been waiting for you for a long time, hands and feet It's all frozen."

It's all about this...

Zong Chi sighed quietly, turned his gaze away and walked upstairs.He opened the door with his spare key, stood quietly at the entrance for a while, and then paced around the house twice - he hadn't been back to his home for a long time, and he didn't even have winter clothes to wear.

He took the car keys and was about to go out. As soon as he touched the handle, the door was opened from the outside.He and Jian Changche ran into each other head-on, looked up and glanced at the empty corridor, and asked in surprise, "Where's that guy?"

"gone."

"gone?"

Zong Chi was beyond comprehension - so fast?It looked rather difficult just now.

"Hmm." Jian Changche looked at the car keys in his hand and asked, "Are you going out?"

Zong Chi casually threw the key into the plate on the shoe cabinet and said perfunctorily, "No."

Jian Changche let out a "huh", didn't say much, and went straight into the kitchen to wash his hands and vegetables.Zong Chi was sitting on the sofa, but it was uncomfortable no matter how he sat. He rested his elbows on his knees, turning over and over and staring at his nails.There were so many words on his lips that he couldn't ask, but if he asked, he seemed naive and petty, and if he didn't ask, it was really uncomfortable.He wanted to know how long the two had been together, how they met, and what stage they had reached in their relationship.He wanted to know what Jian Changche was thinking. When he broke up, when he soft-heartedly agreed to get back together, when he received a message from the other party, when he asked others to leave, and at this moment, he was thinking What.He wanted to know all the details of the two people's love, every detail, but he didn't want to know anything.

After struggling for a long time, Zong Chi suddenly asked an inexplicable question: "Is he 1?"

Jian Changche turned back from the kitchen, looked at him with crazy eyes, and said after a while: "0.5, as long as it's sex, he likes it."

"Oh." Zong Chi fell silent again, and Jian Changche still stared at him, almost writing "what's the trouble?" on his forehead.

"That……"

"It's better for him or for me." Zong Chi said dryly with a straight face.

"Tch—" Jian Changche glanced at him with a half-smile, "Which aspect are you talking about?"

Zong Chi blushed, but thought again - nevermind him.

So he said cheekily: "Every aspect."

"Let's think about it," Jian Changche began to think seriously, "Liu Ming is actually not that bad most of the time. He's a bit clingy, but I don't hate being clingy. He has a very lively personality. , is a chatterbox, can chat with anyone..."

No matter how you say it, it's all good words - the more Zong Chi listens, the more wrong he becomes, and the more he listens, the more sour - he blames himself for asking such stupid questions, and wants to interrupt him irritably.At this moment, Jian Changche finally said, "But he's not you."

Zong Chi was stunned for a moment, but was immediately happy.As a result, the other party immediately said: "You are not as arrogant as you, and you are not as good as you, and your ability to speak irritatingly is not as good as yours."

Zong Chi raised his eyebrows: "Wait, are you praising me or scolding me!"

Jian Changche made a surprised expression: "Could it be that I haven't scolded clearly enough?"

Zong Chi finally realized that the other party was teasing him, and he was extremely annoyed, but he didn't know where to start it.

Jian Changche's lips moved, and he said quickly in a volume that would be missed if he didn't listen carefully: "And there is one more difference, he was my boyfriend at the time."

He pretended to be very interested in the shopping bags in front of him, took them all out and folded them again, deliberately said in a relaxed and joking tone: "Why, do you want to be my boyfriend too?"

After saying this, Jian Changchen stiffened his neck and dared not turn his head.He folded the plastic bag into a small triangle, stuffed it into the bamboo basket, and rearranged all the apples and oranges in the big glass bowl. He felt that the room was so quiet that it was like a light on his back. My ears were burning hot.

Zong Chi's roar suddenly came from behind: "I've never been your fucking boyfriend!"

Jian Changche turned his head "swish", Zong Chi stepped over the coffee table and stepped in front of him, grabbing his collar with both hands, as if he was going to beat someone up.The Tyrannosaurus rex was about to breathe fire, but when he saw Jian Changche's wide-open eyes, there was a hint of stupidity in surprise, and the anger disappeared immediately.

Jian Changche stayed for a long time, and suddenly felt that everything was extremely absurd.

"Hahahaha!"

"Don't laugh." Zong Chi grimaced.

Jian Changche smiled and bent over, Zong Chi gave him a slight push when he loosened his collar, but still looked angry, turned his head and left.He grabbed the key on the shoe cabinet and put on his shoes.

Jian Changche asked, "Where are you going?"

Zong Chi: "Damn it, I want to run away from home!"

Jian Changche wiped away the tears that probably came out of laughter, and asked again: "Where are you going?"

"Go home and get winter clothes!" Zong Chi said angrily.