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"Do you think Xiao Xu is a different person after returning to school?" Mo Shuci bit the straw, and whispered with Chen Chen head to head, "Didn't you have fun talking and laughing during the Chinese New Year? Become so low pressure?"

Chen Chen was silent for a while, "To be precise, he has changed back. It was during his vacation that he changed, okay?"

Mo Shuci suddenly realized and nodded, "It makes sense."

"What are you talking about?" Qin Xu turned his gaze from the window back to the two people leaning together in front of him.

Mo Shuci hurriedly pushed Chen Chen away, and smiled mischievously, "It's nothing, it's just that your side profile is very beautiful! Especially under this light, it looks like a painting. Can I take a photo and post it on the Internet? I A friend recently ran a Weibo account, which was dedicated to collecting photos of handsome men and beautiful women, and a handsome man like you who is pure and natural without additives will definitely attract countless fans."

Qin Xu looked at Mo Shuci, and said two words expressionlessly: "You dare."

Chen Chen snapped his fingers in front of Mo Shuci, and said eagerly, "Look at me! I can do it! It doesn't matter how many tickets, as long as you pay!"

Mo Shuci twitched the corner of his mouth, "Sorry, my friend doesn't want to start a business as a funny blogger right now."

Chen Chen heheed twice, buried his head in eating dessert, Mo Shuci laughed mercilessly, and thumped Chen Chen's shoulder, "Tell me about you, why do you want to rush yourself to humiliate yourself?"

Just as he was talking and laughing, a tall boy with a delicate hairstyle and a black and white sportswear full of energy walked over to him suddenly. , can you add a WeChat?"

The three sitting people were all stunned, Qin Xu raised his head slowly, and looked at the boy in front of him in a bewildered expression.

Mo Shuci was the one who was more confused than Qin Xu. She said in amazement: "You read it wrong, he is a straight man." After saying that, she turned around and punched Chen Chen, "If you want to be gay, he is gay!"

Chen Chen blushed, "What the hell... I'm also a straight man!"

The boy was a little surprised, but he didn't lose his composure. He just smiled and looked at Qin Xu eagerly. The phone screen turned off and on again, "Is it okay?"

Qin Xu shook his head, regaining the coldness on his face, "I'm sorry."

The boy withdrew his hand in embarrassment, Mo Shuci eased the atmosphere and said, "Handsome guy, are you playing truth or dare?"

The boy blurted out a denial, and then remembered to find a way for himself, so he said with a smile: "Yes, I lost the game just now, and I was punished for taking a big risk. I'm sorry to bother you." Then he turned and went back a few steps on the far table.

Chen Chenxi angrily put all the uneaten desserts in front of Mo Shuci into his own plate, and said angrily: "You are sick, and you are slandering me as gay everywhere, why am I gay? My first love is so pretty, Ban Hua Level, prettier than you, Mo Shuci, let me tell you for the last time, I, Chen Chen, have nothing to do with gay."

Mo Shuci sneered: "Homophobia means deep closet."

"Oh, I really—" Chen Chen was so angry that he slapped the table.

Qin Xu took a sip of lemon tea, and accidentally met Mo Shuci's probing eyes, and couldn't avoid it, so he asked her, "What are you doing?"

"Should I ask you? Why are you so calm?"

Chen Chen looked over immediately, and suddenly stood on the united front with Mo Shuci, "Yes, why are you so calm?"

"It's not the first time someone asks for WeChat, what's so exciting?"

"But it must be the first time for you to be asked for WeChat by a boy. You just showed your ignorance on your face! Don't pretend! I can see it clearly."

"Yes! I saw it too!" Chen Chen doggedly followed behind Mo Shuci, and Mo Shuci slapped him away.

"Because..." Qin Xu took another sip of lemon tea, and suddenly didn't know what to say. Chen Chen knew about his life experience, and Mo Shuci probably knew about it, but about his sexuality. At present, Qin Yi may be the only one who knows. It's not that he is unwilling to tell Chen Chen and Mo Shuci, but it seems that this matter cannot be explained clearly by saying that his sexual orientation is male.

"Because I don't know it myself, I ask you, if I like a guy but have no interest in any other guy, is that considered gay?"

Mo Shuci opened his mouth and said, "This involves my blind spot in knowledge."

Chen Chen scratched his head, "Same as the blind spot."

Qin Xu didn't take this confusion seriously either. He nodded and said indifferently: "It's okay, I'm like this anyway."

Qin Xu came out of the closet so naturally, because he seemed so relaxed that neither Mo Shuci nor Chen Chen had any room for shock. Dazed, he was poked in the mouth by the straw, gasped, and then slowly came back to his senses.

"Not a rich woman?" Chen Chen suddenly remembered something, and patted the table again.

Qin Xu was confused by his shout, "What rich woman?"

"Last time you told me that you were in a relationship and had fun and didn't want to go back to school. You also told me that the person you liked was much older than you. I thought you were taken care of by a rich woman!"

Mo Shuci immediately refuted him: "What's the mess? Qin Xu, he still needs to be taken care of by a rich woman? His uncle is so rich."

"That's right..." Chen Chen nodded in agreement, but the moment his eyes met Qin Xu's, he froze, looked at Qin Xu in disbelief, and said dully, "No way."

"What's wrong?" Seeing his strange expression, Mo Shuci hurriedly asked.

Chen Chen waved his hand, "It's nothing." But the tangled brow revealed his thoughts.

Qin Xu lowered his head calmly, and finished the last sip of lemon tea.

A few people left the milk tea shop and walked to the school. After entering the gate, Chen Chen called Qin Xu to stop, "Shuci, you go back first, I have a few words to say to Qin Xu."

Mo Shuci covered his mouth exaggeratedly, "You don't want to confess your love to Qin Xu, do you? No!"

Chen Chen rolled up his sleeves, gritted his teeth and said, "I never hit women, but today I can make an exception for you."

Mo Shuci laughed and ran away.

Qin Xu followed Chen Chen to the unoccupied gazebo. There was water on the stone bench, and they stood beside them. Chen Chen was silent for a moment, but he couldn't hold back the matter that was burning in his heart, "Xiao Xu , we have been friends for more than three years, tell me the truth, is the person you like your uncle?"

Qin Xu put it in his pocket, looked at the scenery, and said "um" without hesitation.

He was so calm that Chen Chen didn't know what to say, "I knew you had an abnormal relationship with your uncle. When he went abroad three years ago, you seemed to die once. Now that he's back, you're alive again." coming."

"En." Qin Xu casually kicked the stone bench with his toe.

"You are already together?"

"It was supposed to be soon, but I messed it up, but we will be together sooner or later."

"why?"

"Because I'm his most important person, even if he doesn't like me, he can't like others." When Qin Xu said this, his eyes were very determined, which added a lot of sparkle to his beautiful eyes.

Chen Chen was taken aback by Qin Xu's willful appearance that he had never seen before, and it took him a long time before he said, "You are amazing."

Qin Xu took his hands out of his pockets, wiped the water on the stone table suddenly, then looked at his dirty and wet hands, and said blankly, "I miss him so much."

"It's only the second day of school."

"I thought about it more yesterday."

Chen Chen rolled his eyes, remembering that he was going to persuade Qin Xu to give up, but now it seems that this person is terminally ill, so he took out an unused tissue from his pocket and threw it into Qin Xu's hand, "Forget it Now, whatever you want, I still say that, as long as you are happy."

"Aren't you indifferent?"

"Response to what?"

"Don't you hate gays?"

"I don't hate it," Chen Chen waved his hand, and said helplessly, "I just hate what Mo Shuci said. After I confessed my love to her, she often joked with me about such inexplicable things. I know she wants to adjust our relationship. Otherwise, it would be easy to have nothing to talk about, and it would be embarrassing, but this has happened too many times, and it’s quite boring.”

"She really made you this friend."

"I know." Chen Chen sighed helplessly, "When will I officially get out of the singles? The day when Mo Shuci and I both get out of the singles, we can resume our pure friendship."

"Don't be reluctant at that time."

"impossible!"

Qin Xu smiled, and walked back to the dormitory side by side with Chen Chen.

When the activities of the school alliance were over, and the messy things about the start of school came up again, Qin Xu was so busy that he only had time to think about Qin Yi when he was lying on the bed in the dormitory at night, thinking about what Qin Yi was doing at this time?Wondering if Qin Yi would miss him too.

He found that he was really sick, and when he thought of Qin Yi, his body would react uncontrollably. He thought of Qin Yi's body, his muscle lines, broad shoulders, and the warmth of his embrace, and he began to dream frequently , every time it was Qin Yi who entered him emotionally on the bed, he was in pain, and hugged Qin Yi's shoulders tightly, Qin Yi lowered his head and kissed his forehead and lips, and then penetrated deeper.

But after waking up, he realized that Qin Yi was not by his side, and everything cooled down again, becoming meaningless.

For a month, he didn't make a phone call to Qin Yi, and lived mechanically and repetitively like a walking dead.Just when he was about to lose his hold, Qin Yi suddenly gave him a glimmer of hope.

That day was an ordinary night in April. It was almost eleven o'clock when Qin Xu climbed into bed, clicked on a movie on his mobile phone, and watched it quietly.

He was a little drowsy at first, but the sudden ringing of the phone startled him. After seeing the caller ID, he was completely awake.

He emptied his mind for a full ten seconds before he hurriedly connected the phone. He heard Qin Yi's breathing. Qin Yi seemed to be drunk, and said in a heavy voice, "Xiao Xu."

He called his name with a deep and magnetic voice, which touched Qin Xu's heartstrings in the too quiet night.

But Qin Yi was indeed drunk, and after he said Qin Xu's name several times, he stopped talking.

Just as Qin Xu was about to call him, he heard Aunt Chen's voice coming from the receiver, "Xiao Xu, Mr. Qin doesn't know why, he's drunk as hell, but I've already made him hangover soup, don't you I'm worried—"

Qin Yi snatched the phone over, he was very drunk, but his tone was gentle, he said: "Okay, my boy, don't cry, I'll carry you down...I'll take you home."