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"Uncle, stop teasing me." Qin Xu swallowed, rolled his Adam's apple, and said with a dry smile, "I just had a nightmare, and you came to scare me again."

Qin Yi didn't raise the corners of his mouth like before, and then flicked his finger on his forehead, calling him "ghost spirit".There was a suffocating silence in the room, Qin Yi was still sitting by the bed, with his back bent and his eyes downcast.

"Uncle..." Qin Xu tugged at Qin Yi's clothes nervously.

"I didn't tease you, what I said was true," Qin Yi realized that his voice was hoarse as soon as he spoke, he paused, and then said: "I'm going to country A, there are many projects there, and I need to supervise them all the way. "

"But the Internet is very developed now. You don't need to stay there all the time. Don't you often use emails, uncle? You can stay there for a while and then come back to communicate by email. No, you don't need to stay there all the time."

Qin Yi closed his eyes to relieve the intense dryness and soreness there, "Xiao Xu, I've made my decision."

Qin Xu's hand slowly loosened.

"Your parents... Qin Kai's family has already moved out. You and grandpa are the only ones living in the old house. I have also told him that he will take good care of you. He said that he knows many famous teachers and can help you in high school in advance. He also said that if you perform well, he will buy you a high-powered astronomical telescope—"

Qin Xu interrupted Qin Yi's deliberate chatter, "So, you can't even go to the planetarium with me?"

Qin Yi was at a loss for words, and apologized: "Yes, I can, I'm just afraid that you won't have a good time."

"Can I be happy if you don't accompany me?" Qin Xu hugged his knees, rested his chin on it, and stared blankly at the corner of the room.

Why doesn't Qin Xu with this appearance make Qin Yi feel bad? He held Qin Xu's hand and coaxed habitually: "Then tomorrow, tomorrow I will take you, okay?"

"Not good," Qin Xu raised his eyelids coldly, and said without a word, "I don't want to go to the planetarium anymore in my life."

"Uncle, do you know why I have to go there, not to see the stars, I just want to replace that unpleasant experience with a happy experience. The time my father took me there two years ago, he was very reluctant, I found it very troublesome, and then ran into his old friend on the second floor of the planetarium. The uncle asked him, who is this kid? Dad hesitated, and said, it was from a relative's house..." Qin Xu took it with him as he spoke. cry.

"I have tried my best to be obedient, never to cause trouble for them, and never beg them to treat me as my own, but why can't I even admit that I am adopted? Are you afraid that others will laugh at him? Yes, That's why he was so happy after An An was born."

Qin Yi couldn't bear it anymore, he hugged Qin Xu into his arms, and stopped him softly: "Stop it, Xiao Xu, stop it."

"I saw an article later, saying that there is a very strange phenomenon, that is, many families who have been infertile for many years, their wives became pregnant not long after adopting a child. Uncle, do you know why? Because of their mood It’s getting better, and my mentality has become more relaxed... Could it be that the meaning of my existence is to help my adoptive parents have their own children as soon as possible?"

"No, you have your value, and your value can be displayed infinitely in the future, Xiao Xu, you are outstanding."

"Then why did you leave me?" Qin Xu mustered all his strength to push Qin Yi away, his red eyes turned bitter instantly.

"I didn't, I didn't abandon you, I just separated temporarily."

Qin Xu spread his hands towards him, "Then give me a reason."

"If I don't leave, Qin Wensong—" Qin Yi blurted out, but stopped halfway.

No, he couldn't say.

If you tell Qin Xu the truth, he will know that he is just a tool in the eyes of Qin Wensong and Qin Kai, that his adoptive father even used "let him be bullied on campus" as a bargaining chip for 800 million, and that his grandfather wanted to continue the family karma, and use him as a pawn, how miserable his life will be in the next three years.

Qin Xu is still young, it is enough to bear the parting of one person.

As for those dirty and scandalous things, Qin Yi was reluctant to let him know.

He looked at Qin Xu's eyes, those obsidian-like eyes that only reflected him, seemed to be able to speak, begging him desperately with a hint of hope left.

He turned his face away, and said in a deep voice, "There's no reason, the company arranged that I won't be able to come back for these three years."

Qin Xu burst into tears, crying so hard that Qin Yi's heart ached.

"I won't leave you behind." He said softly, but Qin Xu didn't know if he heard it.

……

There was no snow on the day he left, but there was no sun either, and the sky was very low and heavy, pressing on top of people's heads.

Qin Yi looked back at the Yingguang room on the second floor, which was already empty.Qin Xu moved out a week ago.

Before he left, he stood in front of Qin Yi and gave him an envelope.

It was the size of a palm, about the same size as the last love letter, but it looked much rougher. The blue envelope was bare with nothing on it, completely boyish.

Qin Xu left after delivering the letter without looking back.

Qin Yi was stunned for a moment before opening the letter. Seeing the words on it, his heart skipped a beat.

——Uncle, let’s spend New Year’s Eve together next year, shall we?This is not a love letter, this is an invitation!

The date is February 201, 2X, the day Qin Yi found out that Qin Xu had a love letter in his schoolbag.

I thought we would spend New Years Eve together, but the result is that we drifted around.

Qin Xu's handwriting is between delicate and sharp, but there is still some childishness in the hooks, and his sharp handwriting can be seen at a glance as imitating Qin Yi's handwriting.Qin Yi knew that this child used to have all eyes on him, but he really had no choice.

……

The day Qin Kai's family moved out of the old house was the day Qin Xu moved in. Qin Kai said to Qin Xu hoarsely, "I'm sorry, Dad." Qin Xu didn't understand what it meant, but Lan Ke did. Take out a small pure crystal astronaut figurine from your bag.

"Your birthday is going to be in May, and mom doesn't know what gift to give you. I accidentally saw this in a store and thought you might like it, so I bought it." Lan Ke put the things in Qin Xu's hands, He smiled bleakly, "Happy 15th birthday to you in advance, Xiao Xu."

"Thank you, thank you mom."

Because Qin Kai used to spend a lot of money, he never bought land for himself. Now he has nowhere to go when he leaves the old house, so he can only take his wife and daughter to live in the old man's house. But the divorce was a mess.

Qin Xu didn't know it at all, but after all kinds of chaos, he went back to the room with the window facing south in the old house.