You are the sunny scenery in my heart

When I woke up, the uncle sitting next to me had already got off the car. What made me feel warmer was that there was an extra blanket on my body. It was soft. It must have been when I was sleeping. Uncle, or Uncle My lover clothed me.A warm current surged from the bottom of my heart to my whole body.

Maybe that uncle couldn't accept it when he just found out that he couldn't speak. Just like me, he was at a loss.Maybe he also met a person who gave warmth to others like him, and then gradually felt that it was no big deal if he could not speak, at least he was still alive, the person he should love was still around, and the family he should take care of was still there There.What more do you want?

Maybe me too, although I may not be able to live for too long, but God gave me back my eyes before that, so that I can see the world clearly, let me recognize who is the person I should love, Who is unattainable in my life.

Take the overnight train and arrive at the train station in the early morning.When I got off the bus, I saw my mother standing beside the platform with her hands in her pockets, looking for me in the crowd.Because it was just dawn and the air was still shiveringly cold, my mother might still be facing the stars and the moon when she went out, and she might not have noticed that today's temperature has accidentally dropped below zero.

Tears welled up in my eyes immediately.I can't help it.

My mother saw me and greeted me loudly. I turned around and wiped away my tears, and walked quickly.

When I got home, I saw a plate of dishes held by a stainless steel basin on the dining table. I gently opened it, and it was a bowl of egg marinade.

Mom said: "I didn't dare to cook the noodles first, because I was afraid that when you came back, you wouldn't be able to eat them."

Mom went to cook the noodles, and I almost cried again.When the wanderer returns home, the mother always wakes up early to cook the child's favorite meal, which makes the meal seem to be added with mother's love, which is delicious.Suppressing tears, the heating in the house has already warmed up, I took off my coat, sat at the table, and waited for my mother to roll the noodles by hand.

"Why do you want to come back all of a sudden? I'm not prepared at all." Mom complained to me while cooking noodles.

"Oh, um, I haven't had anything to do these days, I think I haven't been home for a long time, so I'll come back and have a look."

Suddenly realized something, my mother said that she was not prepared at all, referring to, is there no food?While my mother was in the kitchen, I secretly opened the refrigerator, and there were very few things in it, only a bottle of Laoganma, a plate of pickles, and a few cold oranges.

Close it quickly, the refrigerator is too cold, it makes my heart feel cold.

Finally out of the pot, my mother walked in with a smile on her face, holding a pot of boiled noodles.

I filled a bowl for my mother, sat next to her, and ate baldly.I dare not look at my mother, afraid to see her satisfied expression.

"Mom, do you have any other dishes?"

"What do you want to eat, I will buy it for you later!"

"I mean, don't you eat anything else?"

"I'm so old, it doesn't matter if I eat or not."

"Are you still saving money? I already have my own job, what's the use of saving money? I can take care of myself, and I won't need your money in the future. The money I give you is for you to eat more Order it well, so that the money will not be used for medicine in the future."

Mom didn't say anything, she was insisting on what she thought made sense.After a while, she said, "But you need a lot of money to get married!"

Therefore, the saved money is prepared to be given to me as a bride price when I get married.Hasn't she accepted that I'm gay?

"mom!"

"I know you like men, but I just want to save it, in case one day you figure it out and marry a woman, it's still useful."

My mother respects my choice, but paves the way for me. If no man wants me, I still have to marry a woman.

If it weren't for my short life, I would definitely have a theory with my mother.It's just that these are meaningless now, all I can do is to spend more time with her.

At noon, I went to the supermarket and bought a lot of things, including vegetables, and things that my mother said she liked to eat, but refused to buy back because of various reasons she made up.Go to the electric city to buy a foot washing machine for my mother.

After my mother came back from visiting, she saw the wrapping papers all over the room and scolded me: "Why buy those useless things? Prodigal children."

For her, it may be that I have used the money she saved for other places, and whatever it is, she thinks it is irrelevant.

Instead of arguing with her, I just said: "I bought them anyway." But it can be seen that my mother is still happy, and has been playing with the high-tech foot washing machine for her.

I remember the doctor told me: "If you are lucky, you can live for three to five years. If you are unlucky, you may not survive a year."

I don't think it's possible for a person to be unlucky all his life. For example, I didn't have good luck when I was a child, but later I was admitted to a key university, and then fell in love with Zhou Ran. This is a sign of my luck, that is to say, I It may be easy to live for three to five years.

When I was sleeping at night, through the wall, I heard my mother's snoring faintly, it had been a long time.

But I can't fall asleep myself. I have a problem, that is, I always suffer from insomnia on the first night when I change a place to sleep. My mother calls this "choosing a seat".

The deep night enveloped me, the air became heavy, and I tossed and turned.

I don’t know when I fell asleep, but I fell asleep. In the dream, when I went back to the university, I was flushed because I was fighting for a seat with Zhou Ran, but in this dispute, I was the only one left unknowingly, but I have not yet Realized, still chattering.

Then I woke up suddenly, my heart was beating fast, but my brain was very clear.Which means, maybe the night is over and I won't be able to sleep again.My mind is full of Zhou Ran's appearance, which I can't get rid of.