Sister, don't go

I was shocked to find that Xizi was lying in my arms. I jumped up and broke away from Xizi's arms around my neck. My mind went blank, staring at the blindingly white wall for a while, looking at Picasso paintings hanging on the wall, I know this is my apartment.I got up slowly, put on the clothes mechanically, got out of bed, floated to the bathroom and took a shower, without makeup, put on black-rimmed glasses, opened the door, and took a step.

The office workers carried their briefcases and walked quickly. The whole city was awake just like the people's faces, and they still carried the muddleheadedness of last night.When I arrived at the company, I walked all the way, forced a smile, and said hello to my colleagues.

When I finally sat in my own seat, I felt like I was liberated.I pressed my fingers against the throbbing temples, took a deep breath, forced myself to settle down, and thought about what happened?

Lin Lan, runway show, bar, Ares, dance floor, Xizi...what else?My head is about to split open, and I still can't remember.But it still happened.

Even if they don't want to admit it, the fact is right in front of them: they are naked under the quilt.

"Olivia," Lily knocked on her desk, "send this document to Williams." After a while, I looked up.

"Did you sleep well last night?" Lily teased, "It shouldn't be a bad thing to pay attention to your body!"

I shrugged and gave her a helpless expression, neither answering nor refuting.

Holding the documents in my hand, I rang Williams' office. I have been his special assistant for half a year.During the interview, he asked me very directly, do you want to go back to China?

Under normal circumstances, bosses don't like employees leaving at will. Even if they really plan to stay here temporarily, they should try to avoid this question during the interview.

I thought about it, and still gave an affirmative answer.Wishing you a happy dg trip, he smiled, showed his neat teeth, and held out his hand to me.I hold him back, this respectable old American man always has a strange thinking.

I thought, if he didn't promise me to return to China, I wouldn't agree to stay here.He should have seen through this, but he just didn’t understand why I had to go back to China, not to mention him, many friends didn’t understand, there are better job opportunities, higher salaries, better working environment, and more vacations here , let alone your family is here, why do you have to go back to China?

That's what Lin Lan asked.

The dark gray liquid slowly melted under my stirring. Guatemala, this kind of coffee, represents wildness and adventure.

"What do you think?" I smiled at her.

"I thought?" A rhetorical tone, "I thought, you are stupid!"

"You don't want to run on me~ It's like this when I go to college, I'm going to be run on by you until I'm ashamed."

"Where's the face?" She raised her eyebrows, I stretched it out to show her, and she pinched my face, "This skin is almost leaking!"

"Of course," I smiled, and the haze in my heart was swept away.Elegant jazz music was playing in the cafe, and suddenly the musician changed a disc, and a beautiful Chinese song sounded, "Cut off the nerves that are too thin...you are an angel among devils..."

The string in my heart was touched, and my mood fell to the bottom.

"Still can't forget her?"

"No." I wanted to deny it.

"It's all for her to go back to China, are you still so stubborn?"

I bowed my head, drank my coffee, and pretended to be indifferent.

"Having said that, I'm not afraid of your anger. Does she know that you have given so much? I don't think she wants to know at all!" She said angrily.

Really don't want to discuss this issue, the answer is always unsolvable.I wanted to try to adjust the atmosphere, "Why are you so serious? It's hard to find a time to chat and say something happy!" I winked at her mischievously.

She sighed, "You, you are stupid, I am doing it for your own good! You put all your hope of life on this kind of hopeless waiting, and one day you will fall miserably."

She hit my heart with one word, I couldn't pretend anymore, even my smile became miserable.

"She left you cruelly, which means that she can't bear this love. What are you still fantasizing about? Fantasy that one day she will figure it out and fall into your arms? Don't be stupid, she has left you once, even if she turns around, there will be love. For the second or third time, you know in your heart that not everyone is like you and can bear such love! You can't have a future!"

I glanced out of the window, trying to blink back the tears.

"A person like you, once you fall in love, you will gamble everything," Lin Lan's eyes were a little moist, I know that as a friend, she is really good for me, I am very moved, "You can try to change your life, so You can forget some things, soon, soon you will have a new life, and you will see the whole world differently, like Ares, who can give you such a change, he..."

"Lin Lan," I interrupted her, how many people have the idea of ​​what is good for me, but even I don't know what kind of life is a good way, forget her, if you can't do it, what can you do if you don't forget her?

"I'm going to be late for work, I'm leaving first." I picked up my bag, wanting to escape from here, I don't want to face such a problem, I can't solve it, why don't you let me live with hope.

"Baixi," Lin Lan stood up and stopped me, "For this sake, I don't want to hide it from you." She held my hand comfortingly, and put the other on my shoulder, "Lin Xia , getting engaged..."

I don't know how to step out of the coffee shop. On the street, I was pushed by the crowd, like a walking dead.

Files were piled up on the desk, I sat down, Lily poured the water for me, didn't touch it, and immersed myself in my work.I flipped through the documents one by one, checked the data carefully, and spoke difficult French vocabulary.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the sky outside the floor-to-ceiling windows turned from blue to red, and then from red to dark, until the night fell, and I realized that it was already night, and the day passed quietly.I took the verified document and asked Williams to sign it.

He didn't even look at it, and signed his name on the documents I opened one by one, without looking up, and said, "Do you still need to make a trip to the business in China?"

Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, he raised his head and put down his pen, "Why, don't you want to?"

"I thought, wouldn't someone else be a better fit, say, Lily?"

He relaxed his shoulders and leaned back on the leather sofa, staring at me with deep green pupils.In the past, I would choose to dodge this piercing gaze, but today, I met his gaze with a fearless look.

Finally, he stopped this psychological tactic, "Didn't you always want to work in China?"

"People change, don't they?"

"Can you tell me more about it?" He looked at me with interest.

"I'm sorry, I don't have the habit of revealing*."

A hint of suspicion flashed across his green pupils, "You think you need a break?" He thought for a long time, speaking in an irrefutable tone.

"No, I don't need a break! Isn't that great for you?" I asked back, sniffing at his confidence, with an aggressive tone in my tone.Shouldn't the boss approve of employees not resting?

"You must rest, your eyes are already bloodshot, dg doesn't need reckless employees!" In the last sentence, he showed a rare sternness.

"Okay, I resign!" I threw the document towards the long desk, and the document slid down the smooth surface of the desk to the floor.He once said to me, olivia, with you, my two administrative assistants can be wiped out.Yes, DG does not need one person to replace two employees.

The huge office fell into a deathly silence, and the clock on the wall did not feel the dignified atmosphere at all, ticking and swaying.

"If you need, I can make an appointment with the doctor for you." He changed into a concerned tone.

Does this old American take care of me less?For me in a foreign country, his tolerance and concern, just a little touch, can make me completely collapse. For the first time, I felt something called fatherly love.He often shook his head and said, I have a daughter who is as old as you and is stationed in Los Angeles to fool around. It really doesn’t make me worry. The deep-set eyes are full of kindness. It’s nice to have such a father, I thought to myself.

"Sorry," I hugged my head, trying not to let the tears burst, and tried my best to control my emotions, "I will rest." The hard shell will only melt under the gentle care of others.

Only at this time did I realize that I was going to be sad, oh, she is going to get married, she will have children, and the family will live a happy life...

what about me?What's the point of everything I do?