Sister, don't go

Seeing Zhao Lei, I realized that his words may not be trustworthy. In order to confirm Xiaoxi's going abroad, I went to their college building and found her instructor.

Her supervisor said that there is indeed this study abroad program, and Baixi’s conditions meet all the criteria for studying in France. I suggested that she write an application, but she refused. How many people are fighting for this opportunity, I don’t understand why she will refuse.

I asked about the deadline for the application, and she said that the end of this month is less than two weeks away.

"Lin Xia", when I walked out of the instructor's office, I heard someone calling me, Lin Lan, Xiaoxi's best friend.

"Sister Lin Lan, what a coincidence!" I smiled at her.

She pulled me to a secluded place, "What's the matter with you two?" Lin Lan asked worriedly, "The one who was absent-minded in class all day didn't even want to eat, and this one is like losing his soul, what the hell are you guys doing?" What's going on, I'm worried!"

"It's my fault for making Sister Lin Lan worry, but I want to ask, why didn't Sister Xi write an application for going abroad?"

"Well, I asked her, but she didn't say much, just said that if she leaves at this time, you are likely to end up!"

"It may have come to an end." I lost my mind and didn't know what I said.

"Lin Xia, Bai Xi is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside. Don't look at her superficially indifferent to everything, but in fact she values ​​her feelings more than anyone else. Growing up alone, she always wants to be with her. I hope You can do well!" Lin Lan said earnestly.

"Sister Lin Lan, I understand. Thank you for caring about us so much!"

After bidding farewell to Sister Lin Lan, I sat on the steps of the stairs, which was the same stairs that Xiaoxi took when she caught me making out with Bai Situ that night.I sat there for a long time, my thoughts wandering, until my stomach started to growl, and I didn't realize where I was now.

I took out my mobile phone and dialed Xiaoxi's number. After a ring, I was immediately connected.

"Lin Xia!" She called my name softly.

My heart softened, "Xiaoxi, can you come over, I want to see you! Shall we go to Ximen's Music Cafe?"

"Okay!" She replied softly, the joy in her tone was self-evident.And I'm about to do something bad.

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I sat on the deck and waited for about 10 minutes before she came slowly.From the moment she opened the glass door to the moment she came to me and sat down, people around looked at her unconsciously. She is so beautiful today!

The delicate and natural light makeup not only highlights the beauty of her facial features, but also makes her look natural and refined. She has long straight black hair and a white printed dress.

I once told her that I liked the way she wore her hair loose and in a long dress. She came so late, I thought, she must have been well-groomed.

I avoided her burning gaze.

"I heard that your college has a project to go abroad?" I asked.

"En." She nodded lightly and raised her eyebrows, "How do you know?"

"A man named Zhao Lei came to see me yesterday?"

"Mr. Zhao? What is he looking for you for?" A trace of discomfort flashed across her surprised expression, "Isn't it for you to persuade me to go abroad and agree to the company's arrangement by the way?"

"Xiaoxi, stay away from that Zhao Lei, he is not a gentleman!"

"I know, there is nothing between me and him. Last time you said that to me... since I was a child, no one has ever treated me like this!"

"I'm sorry, Xiaoxi, I was wrong! I regretted it after I finished speaking!" Seeing her aggrieved look, I felt uncomfortable.I saw Zhao Lei yesterday, and after learning about his character, I felt that he might be lying, but I want to expose Zhao Lei's true colors. Even if I can't take care of Xiaoxi, I can't help him.

"On the first night of your business trip, I called you and he answered the phone. He said that it is inconvenient for you to answer the phone now because you are taking a shower."

"He really said that?" Xiaoxi didn't expect our misunderstanding to be like this. "That night, several colleagues were in my room, and I just went to the bathroom to wash my hands. How could he say that?" She was a little angry .

"I think he deliberately misunderstood us." I muttered in a low voice.

"Little devil, I'm jealous, don't worry, I won't bother with him except for work matters, I never thought his character is so bad!"

Xiaoxi's warm tone, if it was before, I would definitely feel very happy, but now, I feel a little sour.

"May I discuss something with you?" I said without confidence, my voice was a little low, and seeing Xiaoxi's expectant face, I swallowed, "Can you write down the application for going abroad?"

Xiaoxi's pretty face gradually cooled down, she pursed the corners of her lips tightly, silent, terrible silence.

At some point, she got a pencil in her hand and drew on the paper towel.

"You can study abroad and work for a period of time. The development there is much better than that in China. When you come back in a few years, you will be very popular!" I tried my best to smile and describe a beautiful blueprint for the future to her.

But I found that she didn't listen carefully, and continued to draw and paint with her head down. I was a little disheartened, "What are you doing, why don't you listen to me?"

"I'm listening, tell me!" She said lightly, without raising her head.

I endured it, and continued to say in a good temper: "Didn't you always want to make some achievements? Now there is such a good opportunity, why don't you go for it! Your instructor said that all your conditions meet the standards. If you write an application, there will definitely be a spot for you!"

"What about you?" she finally said.

"What am I?"

"Do you want me to go too?

I made an encouraging look, "Of course, I hope you have a good life!" God knows, how false my words are, I am obviously reluctant, and I am obviously aware of the serious consequences of doing so.

"Excuses," she replied heavily, "you know if I leave, we'll probably..." She looked up, and I saw tears welling up in her eyes, the kind of sadness I've never seen on anyone's face Pass!

"I know." It was as if something was blocked in his chest, and he could no longer make a sound in his throat, so he could only make it out with breath.

She began to draw on the paper towel again, and the trajectory of the pencil movement was no longer as steady as before, but turned rapidly and randomly.I have mild myopia and rarely wear glasses. I can hardly see what she is writing at this distance.

"Be my model?" After a long time, she finally spoke again, her voice calmed down, with a hopeful tone.

She mentioned to me several times before that she wanted to draw my nude painting, but every time I shyly refused, she always told me seriously that the human body is the most beautiful art, and then described to me the ancient Greek body art The beauty, I listened to her talk with fascination, but I was thinking about her body in my heart, and I almost drool when I thought about it.

"Okay!" I solemnly agreed to her. If I don't agree now, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future!

She was very happy, stopped the operation of the paintbrush, and looked at the time on the phone.

"I need a week, starting tomorrow, at 7 o'clock every night, to my studio. I have to go to work right away, and I will contact you tomorrow!" After she finished speaking, she immediately got up, went to the counter to pay, and then Smile at me and wave goodbye.

When she left, she seemed to be in a good mood, and being able to fulfill her wish in the end, I also relieved my sadness a little.

Just as I was about to get up, I noticed that the paper towel she had just painted on was still spread out on the table. I walked over and picked up the paper towel to see. The picture on it was a girl with her long hair rolled up by the wind. Piao Piao, a big hole suddenly appeared in the girl's heart, hiding bottomless pain.My heart tightened suddenly, and I carefully put away this small painting, with mixed feelings in my heart.

-

The curtains of Xiaoxi’s studio were closed tightly, and the temperature of the indoor air conditioner was turned up very high. I kept wiggling my toes in the “dressing room” surrounded by a piece of curtain.I just took off my clothes and put on a gauze scarf, but I dawdled for a long time, listening to the sound of the creek outside arranging the painting tools, I couldn't help feeling nervous.

"Come out, I've seen you all right!"

Hey, did you see me?Obviously this curtain is very thick, no, she must be lying to me.But it's not a solution to go on like this, an ugly daughter-in-law has to see her in-laws, uh(_), it's really embarrassing!

I opened my left hand and pressed the gauze on my chest, and grabbed the gauze that fell under it with my right hand, covered it, and walked out anxiously, with my head down, not daring to look at her, and my toes twitching.I heard her footsteps getting closer and closer to me, so I mustered up the courage to meet her gaze.

She stopped next to me, bent down, and carefully arranged the scarf and body. Her head was on my chest, and her hair touched my skin from time to time.Hands gently manipulated my body, posing a pose she was satisfied with.

After finishing this, she walked to the drawing board, picked up the brush, and looked at me. I saw her eyes obviously dodged, and her cheeks were slightly red.

I was also embarrassed, because it made me very uncomfortable to show my body in front of others.

She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, opened them again, and looked directly at me from a distance. This time her eyes were calm and calm, and she adjusted her state. "Physically relax," she says.

I also took a deep breath, adjusted my mood, and kept reminding myself that this is dedication to art, dedication to art, um, dedication...