Sister, don't go

When I became conscious in the morning, I subconsciously touched Xiaoxi's body, why, it was empty.I opened my eyes, today is the weekend, Xiaoxi won't go out so early.

I went to the living room and found that the study room was lit. I opened the door. Xiaoxi was wearing cotton pajamas, leaning over the desk, drawing seriously, the halo of the desk lamp hit her porcelain-like face, and her long hair was casually behind. The broken hair in front of her forehead was drooping on the side of her face. I was mesmerized by her focused eyes and the movements of flicking the broken hair from time to time.Having you may be the greatest luck in my 20 years of life!

I stood on tiptoe, walked quietly to her side like a cat, wrapped my arms around her waist, put my head on her shoulder, and rubbed her somewhat warm cheek.

"Why do you work so hard and don't take a good rest?" I said angrily.

"I think I can protect you in the future!" Xiaoxi said casually.

"What does protecting me have to do with desperately?" I don't understand.

"Fool, haven't you thought about the future?" Xiaoxi turned his head to face me.

"It's only been a long time since we dated. Why do you think so far away? You should cherish the present moment." I flipped the button of her pajamas.

"Lin Xia, do you really not want the future?"

When I saw her getting serious, she really made a big fuss, "Okay, I will be with you in the future." After finishing speaking, I went to wash up. The day after tomorrow is the semi-final of the campus debate competition, and I have to go today The office is ready.

At that time, I didn't understand Xiaoxi's worried face when I walked out of the room. I just entered college, with the beautiful vision of adolescence, and I haven't talked enough about love. How could I think of what kind of road we will face in the future.Perhaps the rift between Xiaoxi and me started here, and it was destined to become an unbridgeable gap in the end.

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When we arrived at the office, everyone was making serious preparations. During the intense discussion and debate, all kinds of questions that the other side's debaters might raise were broken down one by one, so as to highlight our point of view.

Everyone's enthusiasm infected me. I took out a defense draft and recited it carefully, preparing for the questions in the defense and defense session.Our team represented the college in the competition. After defeating 4 teams, we entered the finals to face the College of Chemistry. This is my second time as a debater.

An hour before the final, I changed into a white shirt, black uniform, and black high-heeled shoes in the dormitory.

"Xiaoxi, will you come?" I walked quickly in high heels and talked to Xiaoxi on the phone.

"Your, how could I not show up?" Xiaoxi on the other end of the phone hurriedly got into a taxi and hurried back to school to watch my debate competition. It was her first day of practice today. "Nervous, baby?" asked Xiaoxi.

"It's okay, I'm just a little worried that I didn't memorize the defense draft. Don't talk about it, everyone is waiting for me!" I hung up the phone and entered the competition venue with my teammates.

In the ongoing first round of the semi-finals, watching the tense atmosphere of the attack and defense, I also became inexplicably nervous.

"Lin Xia, don't you want to memorize the script anymore?" My teammate asked me.

"It's more nervous to memorize at this time, it doesn't matter, most of them can be memorized, just go to the link to read the manuscript." I replied in a low voice.

But just 15 minutes before we were supposed to go on stage, I wanted to take out the manuscript and tidy it up, but my jacket pocket and trouser pocket were empty, and I suddenly broke out in sweat. I must have put the manuscript on the table when changing clothes in the dormitory and forgot to bring it. up. Omg, Lin Xia, why are you always so careless, it’s useless to blame yourself now, it’s too late to go back and get it now, call Shi Yang and ask her to bring it over, yes, this can save half the time, I’ll change clothes At that time, she was in the dormitory, and everyone else was out.

"Hey, Shi Yang, please come to my desk. There are two stacks of cards on my desk. Don't take the one on the left. It's my old draft. Take the stack on the right. Me, I’m in classroom xxxx right now, you come over right now, we have 15 minutes to start, please, I’ll treat you to dinner later!”

Shi Yang said that she would leave immediately, and I was a little relieved. At this time, I didn't dare to tell my teammates, because I was afraid of shaking the morale of the army.

Three minutes before the start, Shi Yang rushed over panting. I took the manuscript and looked at her gratefully. Then I heard the host say that the players from both sides should enter the arena.

I tidied up my clothes, took a deep breath, squeezed out a smile, and sat down with my teammates. Until the debate started, we all looked at the judges and the audience with smiles on our faces. Although the debate relies on hard power, soft power should not be underestimated.

"Okay, now I'd like to ask the affirmative party to make a statement." The host smiled and nodded at me.

With a stiff smile on my face, I stood up confidently, bowed to the audience, and said: "Dear opponents, judges, and all the teachers and classmates present, good evening everyone! I am Zhengfang A debate..." I skillfully manipulated the formulas I had already mastered by heart, and then opened the manuscript. If you are careful, the audience will find that my facial expression froze for a moment. Although I still kept smiling, the muscles in my face Twitching.

The manuscript Shi Yang gave me was actually the pile of discarded manuscripts on the left. It was the argument I wrote at the beginning, but it was rejected later, and it is useless now.

Our second debater next to me also noticed my pause, she bumped my arm, and my thoughts quickly returned to the competition scene, this is a competition, Lin Xia, you are an experienced debater, even if you don’t have a manuscript, you It's okay, believe in yourself!

I began to use my own memory to try my best to state my point of view. The place where I didn’t memorize the manuscript naturally became my stuck point. Because of my guilty conscience, my eyes began to wander. At that moment, I felt how difficult the time was. But what broke me even more was that Xiaoxi walked into the game site through the back door at this time, and my eyes met hers, and my cheeks were flushed in an instant, and she was the last person I wanted to see at this time. It was extremely embarrassing for me to lose face in front of her.

My brain stopped at this moment, and the audience at the scene were discussing in low voices. I heard their laughter, and the judges looked down and looked at the materials idly.My heart was desolate. The sweat from the nervousness just now had cooled down, and my brain started to wake up instead. Lin Xia, you have already encountered the biggest failure as a debater. What are you afraid of?

The next moment, I was like a fearless warrior, boldly looking directly at everyone at the scene, the sound penetrated the entire venue, and I heard everyone's sincere applause, I became more calm and calm, and my speech was also heard by me. With hard work, there is a good ending.Perhaps, passers-by will laugh at you when you are cowardly, but when you are calm and confident, everyone will cast affirmative glances.

I sat down and breathed a sigh of relief. Xiaoxi gave me a thumbs up from the audience. As soon as my heart became hot, I looked in her direction affectionately on the stage.When I turned my gaze, I found that Shi Yang was sitting in the last row, her face was full of gloom, I had never seen her like that before, she was like a tiger with a smiling face, even if she was unhappy, she didn’t show it, now this expression , Let me suddenly turn on a light that I didn't think through and didn't have time to think about just now, can't it?I interrupted my wild thinking, and immediately threw myself into the opponent's statement, writing down her views and loopholes.

The competition benefited from the excellent performance of our defense team in the attack and defense session, so that even if there was a mistake in the first defense statement, our team finally won the competition with a slight advantage.

I rushed off the stage and hugged Xiaoxi tightly, and the string that had been stretched just now gradually relaxed in Xiaoxi's warm embrace.

"You are great, especially in the defense and defense!" Xiaoxi encouraged me, "But what happened to you at the beginning?"

I explained the situation to Xiaoxi.

"You have made it so clear to Shi Yang, how could she still take it wrong?" Xiaoxi was a little hard to believe that people would make such low-level mistakes. For Xiaoxi, who is strict with himself, it is normal to think so.

"Lin Xia, congratulations on entering the final!" Xiaowen ran over to wish me sincerely.

"Thank you, so you are here, why didn't I see you."

"You only have Sister Xi in your eyes, how can you still have us?" Xiaowen pretended to be jealous, "By the way, Lin Xia, did you see the green card when the other party heard the result of the third debate?" Face, if I remember correctly, she should be Shi Yang's boyfriend!"

"What? Xiaowen, you said she is Shi Yang's boyfriend?" Xiaoxi and I exchanged meaningful glances.

Before Xiaowen could answer, Shi Yang came over and said with apologetic expression: "Lin Xia, I'm sorry, you said on the phone not to take the stack on the left, I kept this sentence in my mind, and it happened I got used to reacting, so I took the manuscript on the left, I'm sorry, I made you embarrassed."

"Ah? Lin Xia, you picked up the wrong manuscript. I thought you got stuck because you were nervous!" Xiaowen interjected in surprise.

Xiaowen's words made me doubt Shi Yang even more. Normal people would not suspect that I took the wrong manuscript. Just like Xiaowen, only those who have ghosts in their hearts and know the reason can be sure that I took the wrong manuscript.

"Shi Yang, how do you know that I took the wrong manuscript?" I kept my eyes on Shi Yang, trying to see what was going on in her heart.

"Lin Xia, of course I know about the manuscript I...brought you." Shi Yang used a smile to cover up her embarrassment, with erratic eyes.

Her guilty look made me suddenly angry, others are bullying you, can you still calm down?If it's a friend like Qing Luo, I can forgive her for slapping me, but Shi Yang, who is in the same dormitory but never agrees with her, I can't stand her plotting against me.

"Shi Yang, why are you doing this?" I stared into her eyes with an aggressive voice.

"What are you doing, Lin Xia, I don't even understand what you're talking about." As expected of Shi Yang, she quickly regained her composure and tried her best to deny it. Although she still didn't dare to look at me directly, she turned to Ask Xiaowen for help.Xiaowen is a peacemaker. What she is most afraid of is arguments and conflicts, so for her, one more thing is worse than one less thing, and one less thing is worse than nothing.

Xiaowen's persuasion is undoubtedly adding fuel to the fire for me who is now angry.

"Xiaowen, she took my manuscript by mistake on purpose. It doesn't matter if I am embarrassed, but this is a game about our team's honor. I can't let others bully like this!" I said to Xiaowen with some excitement.

When I said the words "let others bully", I felt sore. I remembered that when I was a child, I was not talkative, and I was always bullied by the male students in the class, so I developed a strong character since I was a child, and I couldn't tolerate other people's bullying. .

Shi Yang may have seen Xiaowen also supporting her, so he became more confident, "Lin Xia, I helped you get the manuscript, but you actually doubted me, if it wasn't for me to help you get the manuscript, your team must have lost this round. "

It turns out that she was really expecting us to lose, she was the one who did it, and she is so righteous, she looks like a piece of shit in my eyes, I just want to trample her into a mess, I did that, I just When I wanted to make a move, I was hugged by Xiaoxi who was silent just now. I was supported by Xiaoxi when I rushed out, and Xiaowen also came to fix me. "Shi Yang, you go first." Xiao Wen shouted at Shi Yang anxiously.Seeing that the situation was not right, Shi Yang walked back while staring at me, and finally disappeared from my sight.

"Baixi, what are you doing? It's fine if you don't help me, but come and help her!" I tried my best to break away from them.

"Lin Xia, this is how you deal with it. If you go crazy at every turn, you start a fight? Just like last time, a few people fight, can this solve the problem?" Xiaoxi looked at me angrily.

Xiaoxi denied me so much, I was a little hurt, and shouted at Xiaoxi: "Then don't be bullied like this!"

"Lin Xia, can you be more rational, you will suffer sooner or later if you are so impulsive." Xiaoxi said in a tone of lecture.

"Yes, I'm just so irrational, you can ignore me, you regret dating me, don't you?" I cried and shouted this sentence, turned around and rushed out of the classroom. I heard Xiaoxi say that Xiaowen should ignore her and let her be alone for a while.