Blooming legacy

Every day I dread the moment when I go to bed at night because I don't know if I will wake up the next day.I like to watch the crowds and vehicles on the street. Only those hustle and bustle can drive away my loneliness and make me feel that I am not alone in the world.My external calm can't suppress some things in my heart, but I can't do anything, I can only bear the bewildering blows in my life.

Dr. Zhang said that my operation required a heart replacement, but I haven't found a matching source yet. If the operation is performed before the age of five, there is no need to be so troublesome.Could it be that I can't resist fate after all?The time left can only pass through the hasty past, waiting for the last second of my breath when death is embarrassing me.

"Du Ruo! It's such a coincidence that we can meet each other on the street. Don't you think we are destined? Hehe..." Fate is shit!If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't be so disappointed now.Can't do surgery, wait to die?But you make me not want to die.

"Oh! What a coincidence!" I hate the feeling of being overwhelmed when others put my shoulders on my shoulders. I hate passing out myself the most. "That...can you put your hand on..." What is he doing?Should aesthetics also be expressed on the street?Professor Tong, what did you talk about in the few classes I missed? "You... um... thank you..."

"Don't talk yet!" Pushing me to the corner, the warm breath rushed over, the distance couldn't be any closer, he just blocked me with his face, and didn't kiss me any more, I don't know how long it took, "I'm sorry! Just now I took advantage of you, hehe..." He rubbed the back of his head in embarrassment.I really have no resistance to his action. It is difficult for a big boy to make such a cute action.

"Oh! What's going on?" I was just very curious and couldn't help it.

"It's okay! A woman is chasing me and won't let go! Hehe...how attractive I am!" Yes!You are truly charming and I feel like it lights up my life just by seeing your smile.Don't say there is a woman chasing you, just say there are a group of women chasing you, let alone a group of women chasing you, even if there are men chasing you, it is not surprising.Wait, man?It's best not to.

"Oh! Your face is like this, and there are girls chasing you. You are so attractive!"

"Hehe... are you jealous?"

"Whoever likes to eat will eat it. I have never been interested in vinegar since I was a child!" Am I jealous?Do I look like someone who would be jealous?

"Then... are you interested in me?"

"I'm even less interested in you!" Of course I am, the secret between you and Hao Lei is what interests me the most.

"Really? Then you've never thought to know anything about me?" Continue to seduce?

"Hmm... It's not like I haven't thought about it..." If you tell me, it's my wish!

"Du Ruo! Sometimes it's better not to understand if you understand it, and it's better not to know it if you know it. Living clearly is sometimes a kind of pain." What do you mean by that?Don't want me to know?The more you don't let me understand, I still have to understand.

"Oh! Then I'll go first! They say that understanding starts with contact. Since you don't want me to understand, we'd better not contact! Bye!" Knowing you doesn't necessarily mean being with you, and sometimes hearing is not necessarily enough Seeing is not necessarily believing.

"Wait! I didn't say I wouldn't let you understand me! What I mean is, it's best not to understand what you should understand, and what you shouldn't understand."

"Then what shouldn't you know?" I just want to know what you hide and don't know?

"Hehe... You shouldn't understand, of course I won't let you understand!" Are you so confident?Not necessarily, there is no impenetrable wall in the world! "Let's go, go eat with me!" Come to take my shoulder again!The sudden weight really overwhelmed me, and I frowned slightly to show my dissatisfaction. "What's wrong? Uncomfortable?"

"Well... no... I don't like other people taking my shoulders." I really don't like it.

"Oh...then I don't match. How about I put my arms around your waist?" Surprised! "I don't like the feeling of empty hands, why don't I hold your hand?" What kind of addiction is this?Weirder than my liking!

"Two boys holding hands?! It's... very strange... isn't it?" No matter how you think about it, it's so strange.

"What's so strange? If you pull it, you'll know if it's strange or not? Hehe..." His warm hands ignored my struggle and refusal at all, and he pulled so hard that I couldn't break it even if I tried. The appointment was done, Holding hands can't kill anyone.

No one in my memory has ever held my hand, except my grandma.But it was only when I was a child. Since I was in elementary school, no one has held my hand.I often look at my hands, white is white, but unfortunately they are too thin, like dry wood, not yet warm, and suspect that I am a cold-blooded animal.The palm lines are also very light and messy.They say that people with messy palm lines are right and wrong.Does that mean I'm ill-fated?Hehe... My life can only be a quarter of that of others, let me experience the whole life in this short life.I'm not afraid of chaos, I'm just afraid of missing out.

"Here, I recommend you this store, it's not bad!" He suddenly let go and pointed to this small store.The moment I let go, I suddenly feel a bit lost. I don't feel it when I hold my left hand with my right hand, but it hurts when I let go, because have you ever owned it?Unable to let go of the mood, it seems that they are still waiting for the next warm hand-in-hand.I think I lack too much warmth, otherwise, how can I like the feeling of holding hands with him?

"Oh! Good!" I followed him into the store, the dim lights, and the soft and loose music immediately relaxed my nervous heart.I seem to have heard this song, where is it?I can't remember at the moment.

"Xie Chi!" Does he know this song? "What's the name of this song?"

"Hehe...I brought you here for dinner, not to listen to music." You don't know, do you? "So you want to know? Hehe... Promise me a request and I'll tell you!" Request?What can I do for you?I don't have the strength to be a coolie for you!

"any request?"

"Are you going to say whether you agree or not?" If you agree, what can you do to me?I'm not afraid of death, why should I be afraid of you?

"Oh! Promise! Tell me!"

"What? Say the request or the name of the song?"

"Tell the name of the song first!" requires you to say no sooner or later, and I'm desperate to know the name of the song right now.

"Oh... I don't know either!" Shrugging with disdain.

"You! Then the request I promised will be void!" A rotten person with a black belly.

"Why is it invalid? I just wanted to tell you, I didn't tell you what the song is called, I just wanted to tell you, I don't know either! Hehe..." Did I put myself in it?Angry! I also get played sometimes.No one has ever played me like this before!I was very angry for a while, and felt my heart tremble, no, I shouldn't be angry!damn it!Frowning and opening the bag, where is it?Where is the medicine?My palms are sweaty, damn it Xie Chi!

"What's wrong with you? Du Ruo?"

"Help me... find medicine... quick! It's in the... bag!" I don't want to pass out here, so many people.I hate passing out in front of other people.

"Du Ruo! Is it this? Come!" put the medicine to my mouth.Attentive now?You shouldn't be mad at me in the first place.Usually I don’t get angry very much, is it because no one can get angry with me?If I meet this kid Xie Chi, I won't have a peaceful life?

"I'll carry you! Go to a place! Come!" What's the situation again?I don't want to go to the hospital.Thinking of that dead white, I was very depressed.

"No...I'm fine already, I...don't want to go to the hospital! I'm better...really! I..."

"I'm not going to the hospital! You come up, I'll carry you! Hurry up!" I didn't mean to let him carry it at all, "Trust me! I really don't want to go to the hospital!" The serious eyes made me climb up on his back , is also so warm.

He took me to a room at the back of the shop. Although the place is small, it is very elegantly furnished, and we can see the intention and taste of the owner.What did he bring me here for?It was obvious that he knew the place well.Put me on the bed, poured me a glass of water, helped me up and fed me to drink.It's much better now, I can come by myself, but I really want to enjoy his services.

"I'll go out for a while, I'll be here in a while, wait for me here!" I lay back on the bed, and the fragrance on the pillow came to my nostrils, smelling like my mother.Even though I don't remember sleeping with my mom, the smell is really reassuring.

"This is the friend you mentioned?" I heard a woman's voice in a trance, did I fall asleep?shameful. "Looks pretty! New girlfriend?" What?girlfriend?

"Mom! He's a man, okay?" Don't you know how to look at your breasts?Sick me!

"Oh! Oh! God! Is it a boy?! I thought..." When did I develop to this level?Let others mistakenly think it is a woman?Let me quickly open my eyes and take a good look at the world!

"Oh! Are you awake? What would you like to eat?"

"Oh? Hehe..." She was really enthusiastic, and started greeting guests as soon as she woke up!

"Du Ruo! This is my mother! The owner of this store!"

"Oh! Hello, Auntie!" Looking at Du Ruo, he knew that his mother must be very beautiful, but he didn't know how beautiful she was! "You... are so beautiful!"

"Hehe...look how good this kid can talk! Hehe...what do you want to eat? I'll make it for you!"

"My mother can't easily go to the kitchen, you'd better seize this once-in-a-century opportunity!"

"Damn boy, what are you talking about?" Du Ruo glared at her beautiful eyes, "I heard from Xie Chi, you like the porridge I make? Do you?"

"Hmm...it's not just porridge, I like it very much!" This is the truth.

"Hehe...you are so cute!" After finishing speaking, he patted my head, why did he feel like a three-year-old child? "Xie Chi! You take good care of him, and I'll cook!"

"You are so lucky, kid! My mother doesn't love me so much!"

"Didn't you say that your mother is also my mother?" How happy to have such a mother!How happy to be!

"Du Ruo! What I said is true! From now on, you will treat my mother as your mother! Don't be polite!" Do I seem to be a polite person?Hehe... "Du Ruo! What happened just now... I'm sorry! You are because of me..."

"Okay, forget it. I don't..."

"Flame in my heart."

"Huh? What?"

"The name of that song, Flameinmyheart."

"Oh! Thank you!" When you said its name, I felt a fire ignited in my heart, and my whole body warmed up.