Blooming legacy

Grandpa actually told jokes in my room, but I couldn't understand most of them, but he would explain slowly. After the explanation, my face was hot and cold, red and blue.I wonder if Grandpa is in his 60s and has a penchant for jokes like this.My thoughts are colorfully rendered by him, and his smirk keeps rippling in my mind.When I lay in bed and looked at the roof, I could actually see cucumbers and bananas.I have become a complete tragedy, reduced to a slave to some kind of desire.

When eating, I dare not raise my eyes to look at anyone, for fear that others will see through my dirty thoughts.In fact, when we think about something dirty, we don't feel ashamed, but when we realize that our dirty thoughts have been seen through by others, we feel ashamed.This is probably the case for me now.I gulped down the porridge, Xie Chi said to eat it slowly, no one would fight with you, I felt blushing and hot, I felt ashamed.

I hate grandpa, he is worse than Xie Chi.Recalling some inexplicable words Xie Chi said, I am both afraid and looking forward to it. Tender is gentle and tender.Love you tenderly, but no matter how tender you are, it will be accompanied by pain.Du Ruo, I love you tenderly, you won't refuse, right?God!This is what Xie Chi said, and it clearly means that.I understand it too late, but if I know it, I will be in a state of panic all day long, and I would rather die without understanding it.

"Du Ruo! What's wrong with you these days? Why are you so absent-minded?" Xie Chi was washing the dishes in the kitchen, and I looked at him at the dining table, like admiring some kind of artwork, oh my god, my messy brain.

"Huh? No! No..." I refuted him, hiding my guilt.

"Hehe...I went to Du Xiao's place today, and he is in much better health. He said that he wanted to go to the United States to see Yunkai for a few days. It has been more than a month. He calls every day, but he thinks about it day and night. If this continues, One hundred million can be wiped out by them. Hehe... Especially at night, with a fiery body and a fiery heart, how can I survive the long night! Hehe..." I understand, I can finally understand these things , I would think of that kind of thing.My face was hot for a while, I ignored him, went to the living room, turned on the air conditioner, and let it blow cold air fiercely.

"What's wrong? Your face is so red? Are you suffering from heat stroke?" He came out of the kitchen, saw that something was wrong with me sitting on the sofa, and came to touch my forehead.I was extremely sensitive and dodged him with subtle speed.

"Don't touch me!" I shrank to the corner of the sofa and put my hands on my shoulders.

"What's the matter? Take your temperature! I don't think there's anything wrong with you." I looked at him and didn't dare to move, "Hurry up!" As if waking up from a dream, I took the thermometer from his hand .

"You go and cook."

"Well! It's stewing, don't worry about it, I'll sit here for a while, you should measure it!"

"Oh, that..." I was embarrassed to insert the thermometer there, and when I inserted it... my face felt hot.

"What are you fussing about? Don't tell me you can't even use this. Convince you!" He took the thermometer in my hand, and after I knew what he was going to do next, I quickly dodged, but he bent down His body is so tall, the result of two objects moving in opposite directions is that they will either pass by or collide with each other.And the result of me and Xie Chi belongs to the latter.

"Hmm..." First it was a chance encounter, and then it was full of passion. I found that after being kissed many times, I actually learned to respond.Entangled, separated, entangled again, hurriedly, steadily, again hurriedly.I firmly believe that this kiss is hot and violent, it drives every cell in my body to jump for it, I am dazzled, I can't do anything.

It was finally over, I was panting on his shoulder, my heart beating powerfully.

"What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Xie Chi asked while patting my back.I shook my head, instead, it felt exciting, and I liked it.Feeling like never tried before.

"That... measure it!" Xie Chi still held the thermometer in his hand, and handed it to me. He didn't make another move. He was brave just now, but now he suddenly became timid. "Well, measure it yourself, I'll go and see the stewed soup." He fled in a hurry, leaving me alone to face the mess.I touched my hot face, smiled and stuffed the thermometer in.No fever at all, 36 degrees five, nothing more than normal, I asked Xie Chi to check the scale, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Du Ruo, um, what do you think about before going to bed at night? Have you ever thought about me? Have you ever dreamed about me?"

"Hmph! I miss you only in my dreams!" You narcissist.

"Really? You miss me in your dreams! Hehe..." He smirked there.

"I mean don't miss you, idiot!"

"But, I will miss you and dream of you in my dreams! I hate this wall, which separates you and me. I often put my ear against the wall, thinking that I can hear your steady breathing, so stupid!"

"Hehe...that rhymes." I've done that too!Silly, let's be silly together!

"Du Ruo, tonight, I don't want to lean against the wall and listen to your breathing, I want to listen to your breathing next to you, how about we share the same bed tonight?"

"What? Share...same bed...to...sleep together!" No, absolutely not.

"You're so excited! We haven't shared the same bed for a long time, so are you nervous? Hehe... Don't be nervous, I can't do anything, so that's all." Do nothing, sometimes it's A greater torment.

At night, I watched Xie Chi sneak into my room, but I had no intention of stopping him.I used to think that the material of my heart was glass, no matter how rough the sand and dust were, I would not weather my heart into a stone. I thought it was still not weathered into a stone, but the glass was broken into pieces.I used to think that I could dismiss death, but now facing life, I don't lack patience, only thirst.

He quietly climbed onto my bed and lay down gently, "Listen to grandpa, you are ready!" Huh?Listen to grandpa?That bad old man!I suddenly didn't want to call him grandpa, but he betrayed me.

"I...I didn't..."

"Du Ruo! I have been waiting for a long time. I know you have a bad heart, so I always ask the master to help me. He is really kind, hehe... I never thought he was so capable. Another day, I will go to the door to thank you. He is our Yue Lao, tie one end of the red line to you and the other end to me, let us draw each other and get closer to each other!"

"Xie Chi..."

"Well. I thought you had a fever during the day, but it turned out that you were emotional. Hehe...with you, I became dull."

"What does it mean to become dull when you're with me? You're not very smart, okay? Besides, you've been...uh...you..."

"Isn't it good to have a serious kiss? Do you have to refuse like this? Is this your habit? Okay, I will remember, hehe..."

"Well...you...well..." I was pressed down by him, but I couldn't feel his weight, I only felt a moment of darkness, as if I drank something, sweet and lingering Heartstrings, floating like a flying fairy.

Slowly deepening is a kind of power that stirs people's hearts, and the dark tide is surging.Scared, terrified, voice choked, breathless, limbs numb, this isn't happening, it's just a dream, a nightmare.

My cry shook life itself to the point of pain. It cannot be heard in the world, but I only heard it. It is humble and magnificent, bitter and joyful, and I feel a little comfort.

God said, what I give you, you can afford.So, I believed in God, and I also believed in myself.

Panting and nestling in Xie Chi's arms, I was silent for a long time, the tide in my heart was turbulent and turbulent, and finally fell silent.

"Tender is really gentle and painful, what a magical word." This was the last sentence I said before I fell asleep, and it was the first sentence Xie Chi said to me the next morning, and the second sentence was Yes, loveyououtender, loveyoulong, loveyouallmylife.

For the first time, I feel the coexistence of tenderness and pain. This is the most tender pain, and this is the most painful tenderness.I looked at the boy in front of me, no, he is no longer a boy, and neither am I.When bidding farewell to a kind of past, facing a new rebirth, and embracing the world again, I always feel that life is too short.

After having a skin-to-skin relationship, it is probably like this, missing his body, missing his caress, missing his kisses, missing his ten fingers holding each other, missing... his gentle piercing.Missing him all the time, seeing everyone is him, seeing him is the whole world.Can't meet each other in class, no matter how short the time is, it's always too long and too long.Not being able to follow him all the time, luckily I can still feel his thoughts with me, so that I don't feel so obvious how empty the school is now.

Gathering at this home at night, the mood is no longer the same as before.I don't know if he is suppressing his impulse and struggling in his heart like himself.He didn't, he couldn't wait to find excitement after closing the door.When kissing, choose the mood, not the location.If he hadn't been concerned about my feelings, he would have been uncontrollable and unscrupulous during lunch.

I want to hug again, but Grandpa said that I can't be unrestrained, and I know what it means.You can imagine this feeling, just like earlier, you can only wear new clothes during the Chinese New Year, and you have to wait until the first day of the new year to wear new clothes after buying new clothes.Xie Chi and I look forward to the New Year every day.

Xie Chi said that it is still okay to share the same bed, just share the bed and do nothing else.I said, don't sleep?He said, just sleep?I said, what's the point?Don't you say nothing and do nothing?He said, do it, have a beautiful dream, a super beautiful dream.

Embracing and falling asleep, don't say too many love words, just leave it in the dream, I whisper your name in the dream, please agree, and attach a gentle word.I will smile very sweetly in my dream, for whom, for you.