can i trust you

Not long after school started, it was Ding Li's birthday.

In fact, Ding Li didn't want to think about it at first.

He has not cared about his birthday for a long time.

However, it was the first birthday after he and Shen Mo were officially together, and Shen Mo took it very seriously and wanted to celebrate it for him.

Ding Li fulfilled his silent wish.

So, in the days before Ding Li's birthday, Shen Mo became busy.

In fact, Ding Li didn't know how Shen Mo planned to live.Silence also reveals nothing.

If he kept silent, Ding Li himself would naturally not ask.Anyway, we'll know when the time comes.

Ding Li's birthday was on a Saturday this time, but he still had to go to the laboratory on Saturday, so Shen Mo pulled Ding Li out of the school after school on Friday.

Xie Lei and the others actually wanted to give Ding Li a pass, but they were all blocked by silence until Saturday night.

Today, Shen Mo only wants to be with Ding Li.

Before going out, Ding Li thought that maybe he just wanted to order a cake and prepare some gifts.

After all, they still go to class together during the day, Shen Mo probably doesn't have much time to prepare.

But Ding Li didn't find out until the place.

Silence really prepared a lot.

There are various decorations in the hotel room.

A shelf was built in the middle, and there were photos of Ding Li on the shelf.

Silence is busy with this these days.

Ding Li is a person who doesn't like to take pictures.But you can still see his photos more or less in various class activities.So Ding Li went through all the photos in the class these days.

"My birthday, you send me a picture of yourself. What's so good about it."

"It's not just your own photo, take a closer look."

Only then did Ding Li realize that there was silence in every corner of these photos.

Some are two people in one photo, and some are two photos, but it should be connected together from the scene.

It turned out that they had gotten so close so many times without realizing it.

Ding Li looked at these photos and smiled softly, "So."

Looking at Ding Li silently, the emotion in his eyes was not hidden at all, "Ding Li. I have always regretted that I have been absent from your life for a long time. I know that the past has passed. But in the future, Every day in your life, I will be with you."

Ding Li stared blankly at Shen Mo's eyes, and after a while, smiled slightly, "So serious."

"It's serious."

"Okay." After finishing speaking, he raised his head gently and kissed silence.

Shen Mo immediately touched the back of Ding Li's head with his hands, deepening the kiss.

Ding Li once again felt the air in his mouth gradually dissipating.Just before losing control, he gently pushed away the silence, "So... do I have a birthday cake?"

"Yes." Shen Mo took two deep breaths, then walked to the refrigerator and took out the cake inside.

"It's still ice cream."

"Yeah. Know you like it."

Ding Li raised the corner of his mouth, "But it's my birthday tomorrow."

"So I originally planned to take it out after twelve o'clock."

"Then why... the brain was hypoxic just now, so I forgot."

Ding Li was stunned for a moment, then laughed.

Silence looked at him, unconsciously bending the corners of his eyes.

Then, the two of them cut the cake directly regardless of whether it was twelve o'clock or not.

"Originally, I wanted to help you have a good birthday. It turned out to be hasty."

"That's good." Ding Li sat at the table with Shen Mo, looking at the half-eaten cake. "Silence, thank you. Really. I haven't been as happy as I am today in a long time."

Although nothing special happened.

But just happy.

In fact, Ding Li also knows that for him now, as long as he can be with Shen Mo, he will be very happy.

The last two people still couldn't wait for twelve o'clock.

But when they were entangled with each other, Mo Mo whispered in Ding Li's ear, "Happy birthday."

Originally, Mo Mo wanted to take Ding Li out for a date on Saturday.But Ding Li had to go to the laboratory, so he had no choice but to give up.

In the morning, Mo Mo woke up earlier than Ding Li. He looked at the young man in his arms, unconsciously raised the corners of his mouth, then lowered his head and gently pressed his lips to Ding Li's forehead, hugging him even tighter.Then fell asleep again.

The two slept for a while before getting up together.

While washing, Mo Mo looked at the marks he had left on Ding Li's neck, raised his hand and pressed there.

Ding Li looked at the silent movement and smiled, "You said you didn't pay attention, if someone else saw this, what would I say."

After a moment of silence, he froze, "Then what should I do?"

Ding Li looked nervous at Shen Mo, raised his hand and rubbed his face, "I'm kidding you. It's okay." After Ding Li finished speaking, he continued to brush his teeth.

Shen Mo still had a serious face, pursed his lips, "How about, let's buy a Band-Aid later..."

"Silence." Ding Li looked at the silence, "It's really all right. I don't mind others seeing it."

In fact, Ding Li originally thought so.

He really cares about what other people think.He is afraid of what others think of him.

But feelings are excluded.

Ding Li is a timid person, but he is also a brave person when dealing with feelings.

Maybe he doesn't dare to love and hate like others, but as long as it belongs to his feelings, he is willing to give everything.

Not just love.

This is also the reason why he was hurt by people around him time and time again.

It's also why he doesn't want to easily establish a relationship, whether it's friendship or love.

Because once established, he can't treat it casually.

Being hurt again and again, but "repeatedly taught".

This time he gave his heart to love for the first time.

He didn't know what the outcome would be.But he still values ​​it.

He is not afraid of what other people will say about his feelings.

He just wants to seriously manage his own feelings.

Silence did not say anything.

He knew that in front of Ding Li like this, he should be more calm.

The two walked out of the hotel talking and laughing as usual, and headed for the school.

As soon as he turned to the intersection leading to the dormitory building, he heard someone shouting behind him.

"Ding Li."

The two turned around together, and saw the smile on Ding Li's face gradually fade.

It's Ding Yixing.

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