Wall climbing observation diary

Thinking that Yan Ming and Wang Cho had always respected this capable manager, Chu Qishou immediately stood up and said hello to her: "Mr. Yao, hello."

Yao Lifan looked at him with a smile: "Hello, hello. The handsome guy is free today and came over to accompany Yanming."

Chu Qishou replied honestly: "I asked for leave, I don't have to go to work today."

"Specially asking for leave? Then it's really a coincidence that I came here temporarily. I will take Yanming out to have dinner with the management in a while, so he won't be able to accompany you at noon."

She stared at Chu Qi intently, and the more she looked at it, the more she smiled. If there were no words to stop her, maybe she would be able to immediately take out the contract and sign Chu Qi.

Hearing the words "accompany you", Chu Qi's face turned hot.He said: "It's okay. Are you finished recording now? Are you leaving here soon?"

Yan Ming: "The recording is over. We have to wait for two people..."

"Teacher Yao!"

"Brother Yan!"

Before Yan Ming finished speaking, two voices crackled from his ears.Following the prestige, two groups of figures, a man and a woman, were galloping towards them.

Two groups of dark shadows approached in a hurry, Chu Qishou finally saw that it was not a man and a woman, but two men, but one of them looked very feminine.Although he didn't know who they were, Chu Qishou always felt strangely familiar.

The man dressed in ordinary clothes stared at Chu Qi with two huge eye sockets. He stood a little distance away from Chu Qi, but his neck was almost stretched to his face: "This is our brother Yan's slack. Single object!"

"Let me take a look." The feminine man raised one little finger, flattened his chin, rubbed his upper and lower lips, and looked at Chu Qishou's face, "Not bad, not bad."

Yanming took Chu Qi away and took a small step back, coughed lightly, and raised his hand to signal: "Let me introduce you. These two are my makeup artist Gaga and stylist Adu. You may have seen them before. They Both have been on my team for many years."

Chu Qishou smiled politely: "Hi, everyone. My name is Chu Qishou."

The female make-up artist, Gaga, is petite, with exquisite appearance and enchanting and delicate eyeliner, but when she opened her mouth, she said, "Hello, when will we give you the whole welcome party! It's the first time for our brother Yan Leaving the singles, I have to celebrate grandly... You, you look at the old 1 like this, don't we say brother is 0..." Gaga's face turned red under the thick foundation, and his voice gradually became more and more serious The smaller it is, the last word "吧" is like a breath sound.

Because he found that Yan Ming, who was behind Chu Qi, was staring at him expressionlessly, with a pair of cold pupils still in the middle of the whites of the eyes, which was terrifying.

Yao Lifan swiped his palm twice in front of them: "Okay, stop chatting, we have to go back to City V quickly. Xiao Chu, how did you get here? Do you need us to see you off?"

"It's okay, don't worry about me, I drove here." Chu Qishou turned to Yanming, "Are you coming back tonight?"

"It's fine when the dinner is over, maybe go back at three or four in the afternoon."

While saying this, Yan Ming kept stroking the hair on the back of Chu Qishou's head.

Chu Qi accepted: "Okay, I'll wait for you."

The stylist Adu pinched his goat mustache, pretended to be sad and said with emotion: "It's great, there is a wife waiting at home after work. I don't even have a wife."

Yao Lifan scolded with a smile: "Don't be silly, idiot."

Quack said: "No matter what, we still have to send Xiao Chu back to the hotel first. It's inconvenient for him to be alone, and he's always tired from walking back."

Yao Lifan drove a commercial vehicle himself in order to find Yanming at this venue with insufficient infrastructure.Everyone got into the car together.

The road back to the hotel is full of potholes and bumpy.No wonder the program team does not recommend artists to go alone.Cars with small tires, thin tires and low chassis go back and forth on it, and I am afraid that they will lose several years of life.

They all wanted to return to City V, but the specific directions of their respective destinations were different. Chu Qishou and Yanming drove on different highways after parting.Chu Qi took him home alone.

I stayed up late last night and didn't sleep well, so I finally found a chance to catch up on sleep.

Chu Qishou collapsed on the bed, his whole body ached.Before going to sleep, he buried his head in the bed and played with his mobile phone.

After checking the news and Weibo for a while, he found that a fan had replied to the photo of Yizhen he posted this morning.

Up to now, he has about a hundred fans on Weibo. Although they are few, at least they are all living people.All the zombie fans were cleaned up manually by him.

This netizen seldom appeared in his comment area before, and he responded with a big one: "I climbed the wall half a year ago to say that the blogger's sister now likes Yizhen again."

He was subconsciously taken as a girl by this netizen, but it didn't matter.

Chu Qishou: "I don't like her. She's not my type."

The netizen was puzzled: "Why? She has good professional skills and is also beautiful. As a woman, I can't control her figure."

Chu Qi accepted: "Because she is too hot."

Netizens couldn't help being confused: "Huh??"

Chu Qi recalled: "Seeing the star I like go from being obscured to being surrounded by hundreds of flowers gives me a sense of accomplishment."

The netizen also said: "So you like the cultivation system. So you picked Pan Li before because he was unknown at the beginning? Then he became popular, and you didn't like it. What you like is actually just the sense of accomplishment from cultivation." And his sense of participation before reaching the summit."

Seeing these lines of small characters on the screen when refreshing, Chu Qi was stunned.

No one has ever asked him this kind of question, and no one has ever analyzed the types of his feelings for his ex-boyfriend.It stands to reason that he should deny it immediately, because the relationship between him and Pan Liang is not as simple as an idol and a fan.But he didn't move his fingers for a long time, and he didn't know how to refute for a while.

This netizen is right about one thing.It was after Pan Liang became famous that his enthusiasm for running the website began to slowly disappear.In the late stage of their relationship, Zhanzi almost became the emotional bond between him and Pan Liang.As his enthusiasm for Zhanzi faded, so did his feelings for Pan Liang.

how so.

If you think about it in this way: then what he likes is not Pan Liang himself, but the sense of participation and accomplishment that he has learned from Pan Liang's road to fame.

Chu Qishou had no hobbies since he was a child, and the only hobby he has been able to continue for a long time so far is to photograph the shining stars on the stage, preferably those who are not deeply involved in the world and have immature faces, such as Pan Liang and Fang Shengju in the past.

His photography skills cannot be said to be excellent or professional. Fortunately, he has enough money and energy to support this hobby.Li Banyan often said that he was full and had nothing to do, but he didn't care.So what if others can't understand.Zi Feiyu knows the joy of fish.Everyone's brain circuit is different, he is just a fish with a strange brain circuit, who likes to spit out the strangest bubbles in the world.

In fact, since running Zhanzi, he has seen quite a few rich second-generation Zhan sisters and Zhan brothers: Their life is a broad road that can't be seen at the end, with clothes and food, and luxury cars. There is no desire anymore, and the spirit is extremely empty, so I start to seek excitement in the lives of ordinary people.Seeing my favorite, unknown little idol soaring [-] followers overnight on Weibo is more exciting than buying a new limited edition sports car.

He had never doubted his feelings for Pan Liang before.Because it was not he who said that he wanted to open a website for Pan Liang, but Pan Liang made this request to him. He just tried his best to meet the needs of his lover, and by the way, he also satisfied his hobby of shooting small idols and gained a small sense of accomplishment. , is the best of both worlds.

But now after this netizen mentioned something, he suddenly opened a thought in this regard.There seems to be something wrong...

Can this kind of feeling still be called love?

When he hesitated, the netizen replied: "No, then why did you climb the wall to speak out? He has attracted attention since his debut. It's not vague at all. Can't this be cultivated?"

A question is not settled, and a question arises again.I have to say that the other party's rhetorical question hit the nail on the head.Indeed, he never felt the throbbing in Yan Ming when he was filming Pan Liang.And the road to fame explained does not need his company and help.

He feels differently about Yanming.But where is the difference, he can't tell.

Chu Qi couldn't sort out these love affairs, his heart was in a mess, he couldn't understand after thinking about it, so he could only reply: "Yanming is an exception."

Then he put down his phone and turned off Weibo.

Anyway, he knew that it was enough for Yanming to be his boyfriend now, they liked each other, and neither could do without the other.Don't think about the rest if you can't figure it out, otherwise it will only increase your troubles and cause hair loss.

Chu Qishou kicked the phone to the corner of the bed, wrapped himself in a soft silk quilt from head to toe, his eyes were in the darkness without light, and soon fell asleep.

After sleeping for a long time, he felt someone gently kissing his forehead.

Chu Qishou opened his eyes and saw Yan Ming lying beside him and swiping his phone.

"You're back." Chu Qi stretched his waist, "What time is it now?"

The curtains were closed, no light leaked in, and he couldn't tell the time.

Seeing him waking up, Yan Ming locked the screen of his phone: "Five in the afternoon."

Chu Qi put his butt back and sat up: "It's so late! I was thinking about making a meal together tonight..."

Yan Ming: "Let's order takeaway. I eat too much at noon, so I won't eat."

Chu Qishou's body protruding from the bed softened again.The consciousness is not fully awake yet, leaning against the head of the bed, his vision is chaotic.

He found that there was a distance of one person between Yan Ming's lying position and him, which was very far away from him.

"What are you doing lying so far away?" Chu Qishou patted his side, "Come here."

Yan Ming didn't move: "I drank a few glasses of white wine at the dinner party. Although I came back and took a shower, I still feel that I still smell of alcohol on my body, and I'm afraid it will irritate you."

"It's okay, I don't dislike you." Seeing Yanming's reluctance to move, Chu Qishou took the initiative to roll half a circle in his direction, and after rolling, his lips happened to be printed on Yanming's arm, "Aren't you going to get drunk after drinking baijiu? I can't walk after drinking a small cup. I don't like drinking."

When it comes to drinking, Yan Ming thinks of Chu Qishou's drinking madness when he was drunk and said he wanted to cover him up, and he laughed: "I don't like it either, but there's no other way, I have to drink if I have a social occasion, I can't escape. "

Chu Qi fixed his curious eyes on Yan Ming's face: "Then when did you learn to drink?"

Yan Ming: "I didn't know how to drink when I was in school, and then I debuted... When I first went out to eat with Director Lu, I would vomit every time. I got used to it when I vomited too much."

The words "vomited too much" made Chu Qishou feel nauseated from being there, and he grabbed Yan Ming's belly with five fingers.

It must have been a tough time.

Yan Minghui held his hand and interlocked his fingers in the warm bed: "At that time, Teacher Yao took great care of me, and would often hold my drink for me. She always had a vomit bag on her body, and she didn't think I was dirty at all. Like my mother."

It was rare to hear "my mother" in Yan Ming's mouth, and these four words appeared to describe his manager.

After hesitating for a while, Chu Qi closed his mouth and asked something he wanted to ask more and more recently: "Teacher Yan, what about your parents? Where are they now? I don't think I've heard you mention them. Can you tell me... "

"What's the inconvenience? My parents started their own families again." Yan Ming breathed a sigh of relief, "They got divorced when I graduated from high school."

"That's it." It was a sigh of regret.

Yan Ming was not very sad, he seemed to be narrating a past event that had nothing to do with him: "Since my sister disappeared, the relationship between my parents has deteriorated rapidly, and they all blamed the other party for losing my sister. In my third year of high school, I heard them secretly Talking about it, saying that as soon as I graduated, they would go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to handle the divorce. At that time, I naively thought that part of our family was already incomplete, and we couldn’t let it continue to be broken, so I took the family’s money and came to V City to find Sister, I hope that if I find my sister, maybe they can reconcile as before."

"result……"

"In the end, you saw it too. They separated." Yan Ming pulled the corner of his mouth and smiled, "But that's fine. They have their own children now, and their family life is happy. The most important thing is that my parents won't have to live all day in the future. Amidst the guilt and grief of the loss of their biological child. Their lives began anew."

Their lives start over.

The ending sound of this sentence is rising slightly, which means that he is sincerely happy for his parents "gaining a new life".

But.Chu Qi thought to himself, when his parents reorganized the family and gained a new life, it meant that there was only Yanming left in this broken family.He has no family anymore.

There was nothing wrong with his parents being able to reorganize the family, have new children, live a new life, and forget the sad memories that belonged to the past.But Yanming will always only have one pair of parents.He couldn't choose a family, and he couldn't choose to start over.Every reorganized new family will instinctively reject the old ones.During the holidays, other people are having family reunions, but Yanming has nowhere to go.When thousands of lights are on, he may only be able to look at the fireworks over the city.

Thinking of this, Chu Qishou felt extremely uncomfortable.He couldn't continue asking, and seemed to change the subject easily: "Are you tired? Go to sleep. I'll go to the kitchen and make you some millet porridge, and eat it when you wake up."

Yan Ming: "Go to bed now, I won't be able to sleep at night."

Chu Qishou: "Then what are you doing now?"

Yan Ming thought for a while and said, "I want to play games."

Chu Qi was surprised: "What game?"

I have never seen Yanming play games.

Yan Ming: "Last time I heard Feng Jiuyuan say that you guys are eating chicken. I want to play too."

Chu Qi received: "Okay, let me play with you!"

Yan Ming: "I'll watch you play two rounds first, and then I'll get started after you get used to it."

The two hit it off immediately, and started playing when they said they were playing.Chu Qishou took out a Bluetooth headset, put one on himself, and stuffed another in Yan Ming's ear.

"When eating chicken, you may need to form a team. It will be more convenient to communicate with headphones." Chu Qishou opened the chicken eating game that he hadn't opened for a long time, and it took a long time to update it before logging in.

After entering the game lobby, Brother Yan sent him an invitation to form a team.Chu Qishou explained to Yan Ming: "This is the anchor who played with us last time. He has good skills. Let's play with him. This way you can learn faster."

Chu Qishou pressed "Agree".

The page turned to the room opened by Brother Zhuan. There were only two people in the room.

Brother Chuan exclaimed: "It's strange, I haven't seen you play games since we played together that time."

Chu Qi took it back: "I'm usually busy with work, so I don't have time."

Brother Zhuan: "Do you have time today? Haha, I just caught up with you. I'll call someone over. It's Feng Jiuyuan's friend."

Half a minute later, a person came in from Zhuangola.

The person who came was Shen Ziqiu.Chu Qishou and he were friends before.

Shen Ziqiu also recognized Chu Qishou, but he didn't take the initiative to say hello to Chu Qishou, he just smiled and said to Brother Yan: "There is still a vacant seat, so shall I bring someone over?"

Brother Zhuan was very happy: "Quick pull! I'll start directly after pulling!"

Chu Qishou vaguely sensed that Shen Ziqiu's laughter contained malicious intentions.

And after the fourth team member entered the arena, he immediately understood where the bad intentions came from.

——Number four is Pan Liang.

Chu Qi secretly scolded Shen Ziqiu in his heart, looking for trouble for nothing.He brought Pan Liang in, presumably to watch a good show.

Brother Yan didn't give everyone a chance to chat in the room, so he quickly started.

Chu Qishou was so upset that he spotted Yan Ming wearing one of his earphones out of the corner of his eye.

Yan Ming looked at the "Loading" interface very calmly. He should have recognized Shen Ziqiu's voice. He wondered what would happen to the expression on his face when he recognized Pan Liang's voice.

Chu Qishou didn't intend to let Yanming hear it.He has decided to quit the game.

Yan Mingjia's internet speed is fast, and the game map is loaded in a blink of an eye.Chu Qishou was about to slide up and exit, when he suddenly heard a loud voice from the earphone: "Brother Chu, it's you!"

The cry of "Brother Chu" made Chu Qi tremble with fear.He was terrified, his eye sockets suddenly widened, and he turned his head to look at Yan Ming with a stiff neck.

Yan Ming's expression was as serene as ever, and his eyes were still steadily falling on the screen.He had expected Chu Qishou's attempt to close the game, so he stopped Chu Qishou's sliding finger one step ahead of time.

Yanming's lips moved, silently beckoning to him:

"Don't turn it off. Continue."