Wall climbing observation diary

Chu Qishou stared at the flimsy admission notice in his hand, and suddenly thought of many things.

Time flies, so many years have passed in a blink of an eye.

That year he was recommended to V University.

The picture of the principal speaking at the opening ceremony has become blurred, and he also forgot the faces of the few roommates who lived with him in the dormitory for only one year.At this time, it seems a bit late for him to lament that good fortune has tricked others.

Yan Ming is now a well-known star, frequently appearing in various well-known film and television programs, maybe he is still grateful that he did not go to the V University to study, otherwise, after graduation, he would probably have to live in a towering office building like many classmates Li works overtime as a code farmer, and his salary for a year of hard work is not as good as hosting a talent show.

Whether four years is long or short, any choice made by anyone in the youthful years is enough to change the rolling life.Like a star in the vast night sky, it may seem that today it only deviates by a narrow distance of a coin compared with yesterday, but in fact it has moved hundreds of thousands of miles.

He should be glad.Fortunately, after being separated for countless miles, they can meet again.

However, Chu Qi sat on the ground and persuaded himself for a long time, but the unwilling sulking in his heart still did not disappear.He stuffed the admission notice back to its original place, and rushed to the living room with a rag.Yan Ming heard his heavy steps on the mahogany stairs, stopped the vacuum cleaner in his hand, and turned to look at him.

Yan Ming looked at the corners of his eyes that were as red as little rabbits, and then glanced at the rag in his hand, the corners of his mouth suddenly raised: "What's wrong? Did you wipe the table and cry?"

Chu Qi snorted, and didn't know who he was angry with: "When I was cleaning your study, I found your V University admission letter."

The corners of Yan Ming's raised mouth froze in a blink of an eye.

After seeing the other party's reaction, Chu Qi became even more heartbroken, and his eyes turned red again: "Look at you, you just don't want to tell me. You keep everything from me. Don't call it Yan Ming, just call it Yan Buming."

Obviously he doesn't like to cry at all, and he hasn't cried a few times in his life as long as he can remember, why when he met Yanming, his lacrimal glands seemed to have developed a second time, and he always shed tears at every turn.

"I didn't tell you." Yan Ming pushed the cleaning tools aside, took Chu Qishou's arm and sat together under the shining crystal chandelier, coaxing him: "What do you want to hear? I'll tell you everything."

Chu Qishou complained endlessly: "Didn't you go to filming before the college entrance examination? Why did you get the admission letter again?"

Yan Ming said, "I am recommended."

Chu Qishou felt even more uncomfortable.Yan Ming was escorted like him, but Yan Ming didn't come.

Countless memories flashed through his mind instantly.It has been half a year since I saw Yanming at the beginning of this year.In the past six months, many things have happened to them, from when he accidentally photographed Yanming at Yuhua Airport in City B, to entering Beichuan as a photographer by accident, to now...

The pictures that flow like a revolving lantern finally freeze in one place.Chu Qishou said: "Once I was editing the graduation video of my class, and you saw it, and you asked me who these classmates are... It turns out that there was a reason for those conversations at that time, wasn't it?"

Yan Ming followed Chu Qi's words and recalled thinking for a while, then nodded: "At first I just wanted to find an excuse to strike up a conversation with you, but later I found out that you were editing a video for the class, so I thought of asking a few more questions. It should be how my classmates are doing now."

That time Yanming saw Zhan Jiameng the first person he saw in his video, who was also the secretary of the league branch of his class.If one day Zhan Jiameng learns the secret in Yanming's notice, I don't know how she will feel as a fan of Yanming's drama.

Will he sigh with regret like Yan Ming: "Should be my classmate"?

Chu Qishou had been thinking about the second half of the sentence, and when he finished thinking about the second half of the sentence, he suddenly realized that there was something wrong with the first half of the sentence.

He was surprised: "Did you strike up a conversation with me that day?"

Now it was Yan Ming's turn to be surprised.He raised an eyebrow: "It's obvious."

Chu Qi received: "Huh?"

Yan Ming took it for granted: "Do you know how many colleagues edit videos by my side every day? But I will only take the initiative to ask you."

Chu Qi was stunned for a moment, then asked: "When did you start liking me?"

Yan Ming didn't even think about it: "I don't know."

Chu Qi accepted: "It's a lie."

But Yan Ming's expression didn't look like he was lying: "I really don't know. It's just a love affair."

Chu Qi didn't believe what he said.He was in Qingdao the day the video was cut. How long had it been since they met in Qingdao?Love at first sight barely makes sense.

Maybe it's just the insensitivity in love that made Yan Ming not realize the emergence of love in time.But as a man, physical passion/desire can always be identified immediately.Thinking of this, Chu Qishou, who was sitting upright, blurted out: "Then when did you start wanting to sleep with me?"

After asking, Chu Qishou's eyelids twitched twice, and the end of his eyes trembled weakly.

What kind of stupid question did he ask, it was too mentally retarded.

He pretended to be relaxed and leaned back towards the back of the chair, but his tense heartstrings beat a drum.

In the huge room, only the brightest chandelier was on. He looked up suddenly, his eyes trembling with the light.

His eyes turned white, and he couldn't see anything clearly.Yan Ming's answer became more and more powerful.

"at the bar."

Chu Qishou asked, "Bar? Which bar?"

He felt that his tone was a bit like he was interrogating criminals.But he really couldn't wait, and really wanted to ask about it quickly.

Yan Ming: "It was the first time in a bar. That day I went out to a party with my colleagues, and I saw you on the dance floor at night..."

His ending sound was charming, mixed with a trace of indistinct ambiguity.Probably in the memory at this moment, I relived the impulse hidden in my heart that night.

First time at a bar.

--Have you got a meal yet?

Yanming wanted to sleep with him that day.

It turned out that he wasn't being self-indulgent that day.It turned out that Yan Ming really wanted to ask him out that day.

"Why don't you just tell me."

Chu Qi felt a little disappointed and stretched out his long arms.

Yan Ming caught sight of Chu Qi's palm pressed on his suit pants, and five fingers that were as white and tender as scallions.The blood vessels at the fingertips instantly turned white.

Chu Qishou is still immersed in the grief of discovering Yanming's admission letter, full of those "what ifs" that cannot be escaped: if Yanming came to the school to report, if he did not come to V city alone before the college entrance examination, if Yanming was in V The city meets good people, if... everything will be different.

no.He has to do something to make up for the regrets left in the past four years.

He was not reconciled.

There is only one way to express love and vent emotions between men.He has nothing to hide.

So his hand continued to explore more secret places, and he was so dazed that he said to himself: "I lost four years of sleep."

Chu Qi calmed down and thought, Yan Ming must be very tired after working all night for so long.But it doesn't matter, he can take the initiative.

He slid down from the sofa on his back and knelt on one knee on the wooden floor.Before Yan Ming understood what the phrase "less sleep for four years" meant, he felt hands undoing his belt.His teeth still caught his trouser chain.It's a pity that I didn't pull it apart after rough pulling for a long time.

Yan Ming was so surprised that he sat there for a while, then quickly adapted and accepted Chu Qishou's upcoming performance.

He clasped Chu Qishou's forehead lightly with five fingers, and stroked back from his fluffy and smooth bangs.Hair slipped through Yan Ming's fingertips, and he said something particularly bad: "You want to sleep all day again today?"

Hearing this, Chu Qi put on the brakes.

There is a slight hesitation.

He seems to be 0 is not used to it yet.And last night I agreed to exercise restraint.

restraint.

Be restrained.

...fucking restraint.

Chu Qishou ignored Yan Ming's "warning" and launched an attack again.

Yan Ming bowed and tightened his abdominal muscles, and leaned against the back seat with his back slightly bent. He spread his palms and caressed the back of Chu Qishou's head, his gaze paused on the other's hair, feeling the soft tips of his hair gently scratching in his palm.

In the living room, the purple curtains reach the floor, sparsely placed in front of the half-closed windows, rustling back and forth with the breeze.The floor heater and humidifier were turned on in the room, and the breath was wrapped in a layer of damp heat and sent to Yan Ming.Whether it was the soothing breeze or the exhilarating throbbing, he was satisfied.

His gaze stretched forward slowly.

The crimson curtains swept the ground rustlingly, and a long and narrow light leaked in - there was a two-inch gap between the two curtains.

There is a dog's head in the gap.

Yan Ming: "..."

The dog's head stared at him with a pair of ice blue eyes.

The pattern of the dog's head was very dark, and after a while another dog's head squeezed into the gap between the curtains, trying to peer into the house.The texture of the second dog's head is exactly the same as that of the first one, only the color seems to be faded.

This was nothing, after all, they were just two dogs, but then there were footsteps stepping up the small stairs of his house, and a vague figure slowly gathered in front of this window.

How can this continue to be calm.Yan Ming picked up Chu Qi lying on his knees.With the other hand, he shook off the small blanket next to him and covered the two of them.

Chu Qishou crashed into Yan Ming's arms in the blink of an eye, and a black shadow descended from the sky above his head.

He poked his head out and sniffed, it was a blanket.

"What's wrong, I..."

Yan Ming pressed his lips with his fingers, signaling him not to speak.

Chu Qishou didn't know what to do, he opened his mouth to suck on the finger that was extended, and still propped up his knees under the blanket, rubbing his calf against Yan Ming.He was satisfied to hear Yan Ming's breathing became more and more deep, rapid and intense.

The figure in front of the window approached extremely slowly.The person who came suddenly shouted angrily: "How many times have I said, don't run around, why don't you listen! The neighbor has gone to work and hasn't come home yet! No one is playing with you. Go back."

Chu Qi was frightened and stopped moving for an instant.

——This is the voice of Li Banyan.His dog also roared "barking" twice in front of the window.

Li Banyan didn't even look into the window, tied up two dogs and left.

very good.After such a toss, the surrounding atmosphere instantly became dull.

Li Banyan made them feel nothing, and the two were forced to enter a state of sages who had no desires or desires.

After a while, Chu Qishou got up from Yan Ming's shoulders: "Teacher Yan, I haven't finished wiping the bookshelf yet, I'll continue..."

Yan Ming: "No, you can go up and rest. I will call the teacher to apologize now, and I will go find you later."

Chu Qi collected the wet rag under his buttocks, turned around and went upstairs.

At this time, the mobile phone he left on the study floor was still stuck on the Weibo interface.He picked it up and saw that Weiwei's interview video had become a trending search.

The topic that had been out of stock for two months was picked up again by netizens.The discussion was in full swing and intense.

Internet forums turned upside down for a while.Only this time, everyone no longer maintained their feelings of compassion.The infinitely superimposed malice spread out through the keyboard and network cables.

"Have you watched it? Weiwei's interview. It's awesome, I got so much information."

"Let me just say that Yanming is not as noble as he pretends to be. Hmph, he was picked out and played with women since he was a child."

"I asked if the actors could focus on the work and stop hyping the marketing. I went to see it, and all the marketing accounts were posting the same draft, exaggerating Yan Ming's tragic life experience."

"It's so annoying to hype it every two months."

The previous exposure was regarded by Yan Ming's colleagues as a happy event that fell from the sky.This time, however, those positive effects were gone.Cheap luck, cheap sympathy, and cheap pursuit were all consumed in an instant.

Chu Qi raised his eyebrows in displeasure.Frost blade-like eye knives flashed twice.

I can't bear it any longer.Even if we can obtain compensation and apology from the other party in court, it will not help the current injury.

It's not Yan Ming's fault, Yan Ming didn't want to hype up, so why should he be maliciously speculated.

Chu Qishou was so irritated that his heart was filled with resentment and resentment. He found a page in the address book and made a call...

Meanwhile, downstairs.

Yanming did not get through to the teacher.He thought that the teacher might be disturbed too much by the media at night, and he is still sleeping now.

He picked up the discarded vacuum cleaner and packed it into a cardboard box by the window.

It was already eight o'clock in the morning, the sun had already risen, and the slanted sunlight poured down the gaps in the curtains.He glanced up at the sky.Since there are low-rise villas nearby, his house has always had a good view.The blue sky stretches as far as the eye can see.

There are many rainy days in City V. When was the last time you saw such beautiful weather?

There are many rainy days and there are actually quite a few days with clear skies, but Yan Ming immediately thought of that day.On that day, Chu Qishou drove him to the beach and onto the sea-crossing bridge that had been completed for many years.

The weather was so nice that day.It was exactly the same as when he first came to V City many years ago.

On the road near the bridge, the giant trees set in the sun, the waves were surging, and the green vegetation that had never been pruned took root in a large area, and the jungle-like wildness permeated.

The sea breeze is not as wild as the ancient vines, which are spreading strange trees, and they are still blowing gracefully.

The conversation at that time still rings in my ears——

He got into the car and said, "Master driver, I want to cross the bridge, the bridge across the sea."

"Crossing the bridge? What are you doing crossing the bridge?"

"They told me I could find my...my family across the bridge. I have the address here."

"Who said that? They lied to you."

"Lied to me?"

"The bridge has been built, but the government has not ordered it to open to traffic. Don't you know? How can your family pass the bridge?"

"No traffic..."

"Yeah, no traffic!"

"But I want to cross the bridge."

"Please ask Gao Ming. I can't take this order. I can't make it through."

"Then who can go there?"

"You've been lied to! No one can get past it."

you were tricked.

No one can pass.

No one can pass.

It was probably the admission notice that Chu Qishou found out that made him suddenly shake off that sticky and sad memory.The five spell-like words circled in his ears——

No one can pass.

The sky is bright and the air is clear, and the wind blows the waves at noon.

The magnificent sea-crossing bridge stands on the East China Sea.

Today, many years later, liars don't seem like liars anymore.

He was finally carried across the bridge as he wished, and he seemed to have found his family in V City as he wished.

It's just that Wen Yanming has already been transformed into Yan Ming.The admission notice belonging to Wen Yanming will always lie in a narrow and transparent file bag, never to see the light again.