unconventional love

Shhh, this is a dream.The wind whizzes by my ears, and time flows continuously in front of me.If possible, I am willing to give you the ability to control everything, just hope that time can stay here——

The rain outside was pattering, dripping non-stop.The thick black night is extremely depressing, and the world it sets off is extremely gloomy.The tree was blown and rattled, and the branches and leaves stretched wantonly looked weird and mysterious in this environment.

Bai Yiqing woke up from the dream, sat up abruptly from the bed, and looked at the side of the bed helplessly.His breathing was chaotic, and every breath was hurried and restless.

The clothes on his body were dripping with sweat, and his white body was slightly exposed.Bai Yiqing's complexion was very bad, maybe he still didn't come out of that dream.The beautiful peach blossom eyes were full of exhaustion, and she raised her plain hand and pinched the center of her brow, trying to relieve the fear in her heart.

He had a nightmare.

In his dream, he lived in a deep sea, and the surroundings were very dark, with no light.There are no relatives or friends around him, leaving him alone at the bottom of the sea.The sea water is very salty, and the air pressure there is also very low, making it hard for people to breathe.He wandered here, unable to see clearly ahead, unable to find his way home...

With one eye closed, he came to this world again.The sudden bright lights made Bai Yiqing very uncomfortable, he stood by the wall and carefully looked around.

This is an old street, there are many people on the street, all kinds of... everything.There are old people, children...familiar and unfamiliar.They were only half an arm away from Bai Yiqing, but there seemed to be a clear dividing line between them, firmly separating them.On one side of the line is Bai Yiqing, on the other side is the crowd, and the boundaries between Chu, He and Han are very clear.

Bai Yiqing looked at the crowd, then at himself... His gaze moved from top to bottom, and he lowered his pupils.He clenched his clothes behind his hands.I seem to be a bit out of place here.

People are making noise, the voice is loud and heavy.People on the road are in groups, in twos and threes.

Why am I alone?

Bai Yiqing looked at them, with a hint of doubt in his heart.

feet, stepped out.

Bai Yiqing took a tentative step like a baby learning to walk, rushing into the crowd.The people around continued to make noise as if they hadn't noticed him.

He raised his head and looked in front of him, and he couldn't see the end clearly.Looking back at the time when I came, it became blurred...

what on earth is it?

Bai Yiqing felt a severe headache and couldn't help squatting down.

As if they had made an agreement, the people all avoided him, as if he was just a decoration on the side of the road.

Uncomfortable, uncomfortable.This place is obviously so strange, so depressing, and the people around are so strange.But... Bai Yiqing always felt that he had seen this group of people somewhere, and seemed to have walked this street before.

It feels familiar but I can’t remember it, and the memory in my brain is blank, just like being replaced by someone secretly... This feeling is terrible.

Suddenly, as if he felt something, he raised his head with a 'swish'.

Suddenly, an old man stood in front of him.The old man has white hair and a kind smile.She was wearing an old-fashioned shirt, although it was washed white, it was clean and tidy, and the neckline was ironed evenly.The old man has a faint fragrance, like the smell of soap...

She stretched out her hand and said to Bai Yiqing. "Xiaoqing, let's go home." After speaking, he showed a smile.Plain and warm...

Do you have something written in your flesh?It is something that can't be lingered and forgotten.It may be a childhood toy, a smell when you were young, a bite of something you once ate, or someone you met when you were young.

You have searched and studied for many years, wanting to find something to replace it, but found that it is too unique, and cannot be transformed by any item in this world.

For Bai Yiqing, this thing is——

"grandmother……"

Bai Yiqing stood up in a daze, keeping her eyes fixed on the old man.Tears slowly fell, and the people in front of me began to blur and double.But Bai Yiqing didn't dare to blink, he was afraid that if he blinked, he would disappear...

How many years have you not seen grandma?I don't remember myself either.

The longing that closed the gate could no longer be controlled at the moment of meeting, and rushed to its destination.Just like a chick returning to its nest and sinking into the sea, Bai Yiqing also wanted to hug his grandma.

'Grandma' stretched out her arms and embraced Bai Yiqing.She was waiting for Bai Yiqing to come, and she responded to Bai Yiqing.

The corners of his mouth rose uncontrollably, Bai Yiqing murmured 'Grandma' involuntarily, and ran over in one stride.

The flow of people around began to recede, and the light also became dim at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"grandmother!"

Following Bai Yiqing's mournful cry, the old man shattered and disappeared bit by bit like a dream.

Light, gone out———

This disillusionment did not make Bai Yiqing sober, but made him return to the cold sea.The fine seawater hugged him gently, and although the surroundings were dim, there were sounds.

I don't know who it is, it seems to be reading his name.

"Bai Yiqing"

"Bai Yiqing"

"Who?"

"Bai Yiqing..."

A pair of hands hugged his shoulders with such strength that he did not allow him to resist at all.

"Bai Yiqing..."

The voice is very close, like whispering against the ear.

"Who are you?" Bai Yiqing asked suspiciously.

"Bai Yiqing..." The other party was still reading his name, as if he wanted to read these words thoroughly...

The voice sounded very similar to Gu Yanshu's, but not so similar.It was colder than Gu Yanshu's, without the softness in his words.

The opponent's hand ran down his shoulder and touched his neck.This is a movement that Gu Yanshu likes very much, but the other party was careful not to hurt him when doing this movement.Gu Yanshu would look at him affectionately, and then kiss on both sides of him.But this person pinched very hard, not lingering, just to plunder the air in his lungs.

The voice of the other party suddenly became louder, and the voice changed from the original magnetic voice to dry like a dry lake, like a person who has not touched water for three days and is on the verge of death.With his rough voice, he sealed his fate like a god of death.

"No one loves you, no one loves you, you will be alone all your life."

Hands, pinched even tighter --- almost out of breath!

Bai Yiqing tore at the opponent's hand, trying to gain control over his body.The air at the tip of the nose became less and less, and the brain began to feel dizzy. "Well……"

"what!"

Bai Yiqing finally woke up.

He gasped helplessly, trying to suck back all the air that had just been lost.The frightening feeling made him very uneasy, and his heartbeat hadn't stopped yet.Bai Yiqing stretched out his hand and pinched himself hard, wanting to confirm whether he was in reality.

"Fortunately...it hurts..."

Bai Yiqing calmed down for a long time before she escaped from the fear of the dream.

Thunder roared outside, and the flash of light disturbed Bai Yiqing's eyes.He raised his hand to cover the light, and subconsciously stretched the other hand aside.

And there was no one beside him.

That's right, the alpha who was sleeping on the sofa with a piggy pillow is gone.Without his pheromone guidance, no wonder he would have nightmares.

Bai Yiqing sighed, propped himself up and sat on the bed.He likes to curl up when he is restless and nervous, but now that he is almost seven months old, his swollen body does not allow him to do this.

Speaking of Gu Yanshu, he had a headache.For some reason, Gu Yanshu seems to be in a surprisingly bad mood in the past few days, often sitting in a daze for more than ten minutes.

Occasionally, it was okay, but after a long time, I couldn't help worrying, and often walked up to Gu Yanshu with my back to wake him up.And after Gu Yanshu was 'woke up', he would instinctively kick towards Bai Yiqing viciously, and look away after seeing the person coming.

The first time Bai Yiqing was really scared, but after a long time, he got used to it.When he passed by again, he would bring a cream cake specially to make Gu Yanshu happy.

But Gu Yanshu's changes were not only reflected in his behavior, he even talked less.On weekdays, I always have to say a few words about Bai Yiqing, either to persuade people to eat vegetables, or to make people pay attention to their bodies and their feet...

But recently, Gu Yanshu has become silent, and he talks very little.He didn't even pester Bai Yiqing before going to bed, and was going to have an in-depth communication with his little Gu...

"I used to stay close at night... What happened recently?"

As soon as Bai Yiqing woke up from the dream, his heart was in a panic.Coupled with the instability of pheromone during pregnancy and the worry about her own alpha, her chest became more and more dull.It's easy to think too much when a person is alone, let alone he is uncomfortable.

Bai Yiqing originally thought that the other party was just going to get something or was hungry to eat, and he would come back soon.But he waited and waited, but he couldn't wait for anyone.

In the end, he couldn't bear it anymore.As in a dream, he took a step forward.

When both feet touch the ground, the sensor light on the ground lights up.All the way to the outside, the lights in the living room also turned on.

As soon as I opened the door, I found that the living room was in a mess, everything had been searched, and there were quite a few cups on the table.With such a big move, he didn't wake him up?Was it because he slept too hard or did the other party deliberately not make a sound?

What's going on here?

Bai Yiqing carefully stepped away from the debris, and softly called Gu Yanshu's name.He carefully searched every corner, not letting go of any place.

After a long time, there were a few sounds from the study.Listening to the sound, Bai Yiqing searched the past and came to the study——

The study room has a dark brown wooden door with many shapes and textures, which looks like a treasure box from a distance.At that time, Bai Yiqing's heart suddenly beat very fast.Something called the sixth sense suddenly sounded, and there seemed to be a voice in his ear, which told him not to open the door.

There was once a girl who opened the treasure box out of curiosity and released disasters, scourges and plagues.

The hand on the handle was suddenly released, and slowly left the doorknob.Because of this simple action, the inner anxiety was reduced a lot.

Bai Yiqing thought about it, and finally decided to leave.He took a deep look at the study room, then turned his head.But as soon as the foot took two steps, there was another sound in the house.

'Boom—long—'

There was loud thunder outside the house, and the flash of thunder illuminated Bai Yiqing's face, glowing with white light——

pat-

The door is still open.

The light outside the house shone in, pulling out a light and shadow.A smell of alcohol hit the face, making people dizzy.

My heart started to panic again.Bai Yiqing couldn't help covering his chest with his hand, and turned on the light with his other free hand.

The light instantly illuminates the room... and the people inside.