Bamboo Horse's ex-boyfriend has become top class

The day after sending Sun Yuanjun away, which was a Sunday, Song Yu asked Ding Zhi out.

The little girl told him with a bright face that the date of the wedding banquet had also been fixed, and she would hold a banquet of [-] tables at the most prosperous Sheraton Hotel in Shenzhen. The best man cannot be more handsome than the groom.

Song Yu couldn't get in the conversation, and was about to speak when the little girl stretched out her freshly made red fingernails in front of him and asked him if they looked good?Of course he answered nicely.

Ding Zhi went on to say that she was trying to lose weight recently, because the custom wedding dress was too fat, and then asked Song Yu if she lost weight?Song Yu replied that she lost weight.

Ding Zhi smiled a little embarrassedly, and then remembered that Song Yu had something to say when he asked her out for dinner.Just ask what he wants to say?

Song Yu swallowed, as if he really couldn't speak.Originally, I wanted to pour my brain out, but I couldn't speak in front of such a smiling face.

At this time, Sun Yuanjun's words sounded in his ear again: "Sometimes, knowing all the truth may not be happier than living a life of lies."

It occurred to him that if he hadn't confessed so bluntly to his mother that her only son was a homosexual who liked same-sex, maybe she would have lived longer.So to some extent, he also forced his mother to death.

Song Yu hesitated for a moment, and finally said: "Ding Zhi, you look very happy."

Ding Zhi nodded without thinking, "Yes."

Song Yu: "Do you think your boyfriend loves you?"

Ding Zhi immediately replied: "He loves me quite a lot. What's wrong?"

Song Yu continued to ask: "Does he love you in any way?"

Ding Zhi was surprised that Song Yu would ask her such a question, but she still replied: "He will call me whenever he has time, and meet me on a date. He will also send me expensive gifts, And—marriage proposal." When the word "marriage proposal" was mentioned, Ding Zhi's eyes shone brightly.

Song Yu really wanted to remind her that she should check her boyfriend's cell phone or computer.If he is really gay, he will more or less leave behind some unknown secrets, such as his browsing history will always betray his sexual orientation accidentally.

Song Yu: "Has your boyfriend made any more intimate moves towards you?"

"Song Yu, you are very strange today!" Ding Zhi looked embarrassed.

Uncharacteristically, Song Yu seemed to turn a blind eye to the other party's displeasure, and continued to ask, "I'm sorry, can I ask you a more private question?"

Ding Zhi: "Huh?"

"Are you still a virgin?" Song Yu asked solemnly, without a trace of teasing on her face.

Ding Zhi didn't expect Song Yu to ask this question at all, her cheeks flushed all of a sudden, but it may be because she has always had a good impression of Song Yu, or it may be that Song Yu looks too kind and doesn't look like a bad person at all. Let go of your guard.

After a while, she seemed to be going all out, and said frankly: "Actually, when I went on a trip last time, I really wanted to live with him, but he said that he is a relatively traditional person, and he can only do this after getting married." kind of an intimate thing."

"Hehe." Song Yu sneered twice.What age is this? Only a gay cheating on a marriage would find such a high-sounding reason to refuse his fiancée's sexual request, right?

Ding Zhi asked: "Song Yu, what exactly do you want to say?"

"I think your boyfriend may be gay." Song Yu looked her in the eyes and said word by word.

Ding Zhi's eyes widened immediately, and he asked in surprise, "Homosexual? Aren't homosexuals all sissies? He's not a sissy at all. Did he offend you? Why do you say that?"

Song Yu: "There is no definite evidence, I rely on my intuition."

Hearing his answer like this, Ding Zhi couldn't help being angry no matter how good-tempered she was.She asked angrily: "You just rely on your intuition to accuse him of being gay?"

Song Yu put down the coffee cup in his hand, and looked through the floor-to-ceiling windows at the ever-flowing crowd outside the east gate.He said: "There are many gays in this city, they hide in any corner of the city, and the three words homosexuality are not engraved on their faces."

Facing the scrutinizing and suspicious eyes of the girl opposite, Song Yu continued: "Because there are many people like you, after knowing their true identities, they will look at them with strange and malicious eyes, so among them A lot of people will put on a mask their whole lives, pretending to like women, and even get married."

Listening to his words, Ding Zhi's expression became more and more serious. She seemed to understand something in an instant, and asked, "How do you know so clearly? Could it be that you—"

Song Yu nodded and smiled at her, "That's right, I am."

In Ding Zhi's face full of horror and astonishment, Song Yu continued: "I don't know whether what I'm doing is right or wrong, but I always feel that I should do this, and I can choose not to say it, Miss Ding But I think you should not be deceived because you are so pure and kind.”

Although Song Yu said these words for Ding Zhi, but he felt that to some extent, he said them for himself.

Ding Zhi sighed, calmed down a bit, and spoke in a more tactful tone: "Don't worry, no matter what happens between me and him, I won't blame you."

Song Yu shook her head and said, "No, I really hope I made a mistake, and I hope you blame me, really."

Sun Yuanjun's filming location this time is in the uninhabited Gobi in Ningxia. I don't know if the mobile phone has no signal at all, or he is really too busy filming.During the daytime, Song Yu was rarely contacted, but every night after returning to the hotel, no matter how late it was, he would definitely call him.

Sometimes Song Yu encountered something interesting during the day, and actually wanted to share it with him. After all, every time he heard what Song Yu said, Sun Yuanjun, who had always been very indifferent, could buy it and smile very happily.So even if he was thousands of miles away, Song Yu would miss his curved mouth very much.

Song Yu inexplicably felt a little scary, because he was falling in love with the same person for the second time, which sounds too stupid!

When he was young, he used to believe in love so much, but the final ending was a farewell that made him irreversible.

If he could choose, because he was afraid of the final unacceptable parting, he would rather choose never to start.

If love is like a faucet, it will be turned on when it is said to be on, and it will be turned off when it is said to be off.

However, even in the southern country, the winter that is not easy for single people is coming.Song Yu couldn't help thinking, let me be greedy for the temperature on your body.

During working hours, Song Yu opened the mailbox with a computer, looked at the emails sent by customers, and saw an unread email from Dr. Shen Jie.

"Song Yu, you haven't come for a follow-up visit for a long time. For your health, it's best to have a follow-up visit at least once every six months. I don't have an appointment for this Thursday afternoon."

Shen Jie is Song Yu's psychiatrist. In his early thirties, he was able to enter a large hospital as a chief physician for psychological counseling, which is already very good.He is also one of Song Yu's best friends in Shenzhen.

Even when he came to work in Shenzhen, it was Shen Jie who suggested him to come, saying that a change of environment would help his recovery.In fact, it was only later that Song Yu found out that he just hoped to have a few familiar friends here, but later Song Yu was very grateful for his proposal.

Song Yu always felt that Shen Jie was very courageous. After all, it was not a very wise choice to be friends with his patients.But Shen Jie said that he is a person who separates work and life very clearly, otherwise he would have been depressed if he faced the psychological dark side of so many mentally ill patients every day.

On Thursday afternoon, Song Yu asked for leave and arrived as scheduled.

As soon as Shen Jie met, he exchanged pleasantries: "You look good, your skin is also good, and - have you fallen in love recently?"

Song Yu touched his face, and replied: "Maybe it's because I've eaten a lot recently. After all, it's winter, so I need to store up some fat."

"You still want to hide something from me, don't you forget what I do?" Shen Jie gave him another look with deep meaning.

Song Yu couldn't help but slander in his heart: You're such a gossip even if you're a psychiatrist, and if you're not allowed to be an entertainment reporter, your talent will be buried.

Shen Jie: "Have you slept well recently?"

Song Yu: "Very good, occasionally suffer from insomnia, about one or two days a month."

Shen Jie: "Will you have nightmares?"

Song Yu: "Rather less."

Shen Jie asked again: "Will you still hear his voice?"

Song Yu shook his head and replied, "No, not recently."

Shen Jie: "Then will I still see him?"

Song Yu: "No."

Shen Jie showed a gentle smile and said, "That's good, as long as you maintain a healthy diet and sleep, you don't need to take medicine at all now."

Song Yu asked worriedly: "Then is there a high chance of my disease recurring?"

Shen Jie replied: "As long as you don't encounter a huge change in your life that will have a huge impact on your nerves, it's not a big problem."

Song Yu thought for a while, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "If I stand as a friend, can I ask you a question?"

Shen Jie nodded: "Of course."

Wanting to open up his healed heart again, Song Yu's speech was a bit incoherent.

"My man came back and came back to my life again. I was very happy and miserable. I was so afraid of losing him again that I didn't dare to fall in love again. I didn't like myself very much. "

Shen Jie: "So, you don't know what to do, do you?"

Song Yu: "Yes."

Shen Jie thought for a moment and said, "I'm just a psychiatrist, not an emotional expert, but I can share a personal experience about myself."

"Emotional?" Song Yu asked.

"No." As a single dog, Shen Jie rolled his eyes and continued: "But you can also listen to it. Three years ago, an opportunity to change jobs was presented to me, and I have been struggling for a long time. Seeing how miserable I was, my dad advised me to change jobs."

"Your father is so enlightened!" Song Yu said.

Shen Jie nodded and said, "I asked him what to do if I failed. My efforts over the years would be in vain, and then my dad said that people spend their entire lives trying, after all, we can't predict the future."

Looking at the thoughtful expression in Song Yu's eyes, Shen Jie continued: "My father said something that left a deep impression on me." But compared to the pain of failing and having nothing after trying, I still feel regretful for everything in my life. If you don’t do it, doing nothing is more painful.’”

Song Yu asked: "Then you came to Shenzhen, didn't you? Have you ever regretted it?"

Shen Jie shook his head: "Although I occasionally complain that the intensity and pressure are simply not human-made jobs, after all, in a city like Shenzhen where almost all young people are, the vicious capitalists always ask employees to 996."

Speaking of this, Song Yu, who deeply sympathized with this point, immediately nodded in agreement.

Shen Jie continued: "But it is one of the top big cities in the country. My vision has broadened a lot, and the contacts I come into contact with are also different. By the way, I am preparing for my personal psychological clinic recently."

Song Yu was so excited that he grabbed his arm: "You are too good! I am so happy for you!"

Shen Jie: "Thank you, let's gossip, your boyfriend must be very good, right?"

Song Yu admitted without any humility. "Yeah, tall, handsome, and very talented."

Shen Jie immediately sighed, and said: "Oh, no wonder so many leftover women in Shenzhen have psychological problems because they can't get married. They come to me for consultation. Because you guys with such good conditions have all internalized it!"

Song Yu smiled cheerfully: "Hahahaha, this is the only way to give a straight man like you a chance?"

When he finally left, Song Yu only took a small amount of sleeping medicine.On the way home, she kept recalling Shen Jie's words, and Song Yu thought maybe she should be braver.

Maybe life should not only be based on the result, but the process is still more important. After all, in the long run, no matter who ends up, they will just be buried in the loess.

Thinking of this, Song Yu sent Sun Yuanjun a message of "I miss you very much", which was very concise and to the point.

When he got home, he received a reply from Sun Yuanjun: "Where do you think?"

Song Yu smiled, thinking that he could speak pornographically just like this, and replied, "I want to be anywhere."

Sun Yuanjun replied in seconds: "If you are on a weekend break, come and visit the class."

Song Yu immediately used her mobile phone to check the air tickets for next weekend's flight on the website, and was disappointed to find that there was no economy class, but business class was so expensive.

As a result, 15 minutes later, a screenshot of the purchased first-class ticket was sent over there.

Song Yu was a little happy and a little depressed, and began to slander that if he continued to work like this, his wages would not be enough to buy a plane ticket, so what work did he have to do, why not just be Sun Yuanjun's personal assistant.

But that doesn't work. Once the freshness wears off, it will definitely be annoying no matter how you look at it.He is busy again, so he has become a little daughter-in-law who guards her husband all day long, looking forward to his return home?Thinking of the words "little daughter-in-law", Song Yu smiled again unconsciously.

Song Yu is such a person, once he figured it out, he would no longer be awkwardly entangled.

When he got home, he cooked some instant noodles by himself. Because he was in a good mood, he also fried two eggs and a piece of ham, but it still tasted very ordinary, tasteless.Sure enough, Sun Yuanjun made a fool of him a few days ago.

Humans are such strange creatures. Even though they had eaten instant noodles for several years or ordered takeaway, they felt pretty good and there was nothing wrong with them.Sure enough, people's living standards can only go up.

Not only the sense of taste, but also his own body. People who have not had sex for so many years after breaking up have come here with their left and right hands.

But now, whenever he thinks of Sun Yuanjun's sweaty male hormones, his well-trained six-pack abs, and his deep voice when making out, he feels inexplicably hot and hot, and there is a reaction there.

Song Yu finished his dinner and took a shower. It was past nine o'clock, but the phone still didn't ring.

Song Yu was a little disappointed. Later, out of a mischievous mentality, he took off his shirt and wore only a pair of white underwear. He took out his mobile phone and lay on the bed for a long time. Photos go by.

Then thinking of Sun Yuanjun's reaction when he saw the photo, he burst out laughing, unable to help himself.It's the kind of joy of rolling around on the bed twice.

The author has something to say: Yes, I am late today, but the number of words in this chapter is not bad!

Amway, Zijin Chen's "Long Night is Difficult to Understand" is so beautiful!