Peek into the Heart [Unlimited]

Back to the familiar office again, there is a faint smell of disinfectant in the nasal cavity, in the usual layout, there is only one person beside him.

Fang Jian was leaning on the chair, still in a deep sleep, Yu Yan lowered his head, and suddenly grabbed his collar.

"Hmm... Doctor Yu, you..." Fang Jian opened his eyes in a daze, looking at the furious look of the person in front of him, with a look of bewilderment.

"Look at my eyes, look at me!" Yu Yan lowered her head, her eyes were like a scimitar, almost gouging out the opponent's eyes.Fang Jian was trembling, and was forced to look at him in a daze.

But nothing happened, no matter how you looked at it, Yu Yan could no longer enter his heart.

The room book has returned to normal.

"Doctor Yu, what's the matter with you." Fang Jian, who came back to his senses a little bit, carefully tried to break away his hand, but the hand slid upwards and strangled his neck.

"Help! I've killed someone! Help me!" Before Yu Yan could use his strength, Fang Jian burst out crying for help, which was heart-piercing.

The voice-activated lights in the corridor turned on, and Song Tayun almost instinctively stepped forward and covered Fang Jian's mouth.The people under him were struggling violently, but they couldn't hold back two of them.But Yu Yan suddenly let go of his hand, and his whole body seemed to be drained of strength a little bit, and he fell to sit by the wall.

Fang Jian, who had regained his freedom, almost instantly jumped up from his chair and flew out.

"Brother Yu..." Fang Xuhai squatted beside him, trying to say something.

Yu Yan shook her head lightly: "You go out."

Fang Xuhai straightened up little by little, and after hesitating for a long time, he quietly left the office.

Song Tayun didn't speak, but silently leaned against the wall beside him.Yu Yan didn't even look at him, and said in a voice almost talking to himself: "You go out too."

Before the voice-activated light was turned off, a long white streak was shot on Yu Yan's body through the window, splitting his body in half like a sharp knife.His eyes were out of focus, staring silently and aimlessly ahead.He was obviously a big man of about 1.8 meters, but now he became a puddle of mud in the corner, shrinking into a small piece, as if melting into the ground little by little.

After a slight electric sound, the voice-activated light went out, and Song Tayun gently pushed the door open and walked out.

Yu Yan was awakened by a knock on the door. He got up sleepily and opened the door. The glare of the sunlight made him squint, and he realized that he had actually slept on the floor until dawn.

The nurse gave him a meaningful look, then pointed to the door.

Yu Yan lowered her head and saw Song Tayun's sleeping figure leaning against the corridor, she couldn't laugh or cry for a moment.He nodded and thanked the nurse who came to remind him, and then buried himself in planning to drag Song Tayun back to the office.

"Also, Dr. Yu..." the nurse hesitated, "Fang Jian and his family members complained to you this morning, saying that you committed violence against him last night."

Yu Yan nodded: "I understand, you go to work."

After the nurse left, Yu Yan lowered her head, raised Song Tayun's arms, and led them into the office.Only halfway through, he woke up.Yu Yan let go of her hand, turned around, put on her glasses and closed the door, lowered her head and slowly straightened her shirt, her voice was hoarse when she just woke up: "So, you slept at the door all night?"

Song Tayun yawned long and unhurriedly, forced two tears, and said inarticulately: "I wanted to wait for you, but I didn't expect you to never come out, and then...then seemed to fall asleep .”

Yu Yan suddenly raised her hand to help him wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes.Song Tayun was quite frightened by his sudden gentleness, and stared at him with round eyes.Unexpectedly, this was not over yet, Yu Yan bent down slightly, gave Song Tayun a firm hug, and whispered in his ear: "Thank you."

This thank you is very sincere, but compared with the loss of soul last night, it seems a bit abnormal to recover so quickly.Song Tayun froze on the spot, forgot to hug him instead.

After a few seconds, Yu Yan let go, returned to the desk and began to organize things.After thinking about it, he suddenly pulled out a cardboard box from under the table, and put the notebook and documents in it.

A bad premonition welled up in Song Tayun's heart inexplicably: "Doctor Yu, you..."

"Call me by my name from now on." Yu Yan's tone sounded a little casual, "I'm planning to resign."

"Why..." Song Tayun said it, even though he asked knowingly.

The movements of Yu Yan's hands paused slightly: "I think, I'm not a qualified doctor, I can't treat all kinds of patients, and I can't bear to treat more patients like him in the future. I think so, I Without taking the Hippocratic oath, maybe I shouldn't have crossed over to become a doctor in the first place."

Song Tayun suddenly felt the powerlessness of words, and knew that he had no right to dictate his decision.He stood there blankly, watching Yu Yan slowly packing his things.

In the end, there were only some materials from the hospital and his mobile phone left on the table.Yu Yan picked up the phone and turned it on, stayed on the lock screen for a long time, and suddenly laughed lightly.

"You haven't deleted it yet." On the dark screen, I could barely make out my sleeping face.

Yu Yan stepped forward and put his arms around Song Tayun's shoulder: "This one is too dark, let's take a new one and replace it."

Song Tayun leaned against him awkwardly, and after thinking about it, he managed to squeeze out a smile.Yu Yan looked at her dull face on the screen, and did not press the camera button for a long time.

"Doctor Yu..." Song Tayun's mouth was almost numb from laughter, and he couldn't help reminding him.

Yu Yan blinked and put down the phone: "Forget it, I won't take pictures, the old one is better."

After finishing speaking, Yu Yan threw the phone back into the cardboard box and waved to him: "I'm leaving, Song Tayun."

This seemed to be the first time Yu Yan called his name in such a gentle and light tone.

After Yu Yan left, Song Tayun sat in his office for a long time.He spun on the chair at a low speed, everything in front of him slowly passed by like a revolving lantern, and when he finally turned back to the empty desk, he was suddenly very sad.

He secretly used Yu Yan's notebook here, quarreled and laughed with him here, and had an inexplicable first kiss here.

He used to be alone, and his whole world was contained in a small notebook.Although he has an almost pathological desire to spy on others, he never thought about getting really close to them.But this man was different.

He thought he seemed to like Shang Yuyan.

After sitting for almost an hour, Song Tayun returned to his ward.The nurse cast a concerned look at him and handed him this morning's juice. After drinking it all in one gulp, he opened his notebook, hesitated for a long time, and still couldn't hold back and clicked on the program.

Yu Yan guessed right, he really didn't delete it completely.

He watched Yu Yan keep spinning around in the hospital, probably dealing with matters related to his resignation, and then went all the way out to the underground parking lot, and then the coordinates stopped.

After 1 minute, 5 minutes, and 10 minutes, Song Tayun even refreshed it several times, but the coordinates on the screen were still motionless.His heart sank, he closed his notebook and rushed out quickly.

Running all the way to the staff elevator, skillfully pressing the password that had already been cracked, Song Tayun arrived at the staff parking lot smoothly.He briefly looked around, then rushed to the black Range Rover in the corner, and slammed on the window.

The car window lowered slowly, revealing Yu Yan's red eyes: "How did you come...forget it."

Song Tayun breathed a sigh of relief, wanting to cry and laugh at the same time.After the two looked at each other in silence for a while, he walked to the co-pilot, opened the door and sat on it.Yu Yan was not surprised by his behavior, but closed the car window little by little.

The car stayed in place quietly, and Yu Yan didn't seem to intend to start it.Song Tayun sat quietly for a while, and suddenly rushed over and hugged Yu Yan tightly. He obviously wanted to say that he missed him very much and was worried about him, but he said: "I regret it a little. When you hugged me before, I didn't put my arms around you."

Yu Yan chuckled very gently, so this time, he did not raise his arms to hug Song Tayun.He looked at the man in front of him hugging him tightly, as if he had grabbed the only driftwood on the rapids.He can feel the other party's desire and need for him, but he is sad that he seems to be unable to continue to be the other party's reliance.

"Can you take me away?" Song Tayun asked in a low voice, buried in his arms.

"I can not."

Song Tayun's tightly held hands suddenly loosened, but he was still leaning against Yu Yan. He was silent for a long time before saying hoarsely, "Doctor Yu, I like you."

Song Tayun didn't intend to get any response to this sudden confession.He just hoped that he would not leave any regrets.After he finished speaking, he straightened up, grabbed the door handle and planned to leave, but a person suddenly pressed up behind him, forcing him to cling to the car door in a slightly embarrassing manner.

He could feel the people behind him trembling slightly, and then the sobbing became louder and louder, and the tears rolled down his collar all the way.He had never seen Yu Yan like this before, crying like a child, frankly putting all his fragility in front of him, without reservation.

Song Tayun sat in such an awkward posture for a long time, and only after the people behind him calmed down a little bit did he turn around slowly.

Yu Yan cried embarrassingly, her hair was messed up on her forehead, her eyes were swollen like a pair of walnuts, and her glasses were filled with tears and fogged.

Song Tayun stretched out his hand, carefully took off his glasses, took out a tissue and wiped it bit by bit.The metal glasses frame was a bit heavy, after wiping it clean, he looked down for a long time before looking up at Yu Yan, ready to help him put it back on.

Yu Yan sniffed lightly, a little ashamed of her gaffe just now.He hesitated and looked up at Song Tayun. When his eyes met, the world suddenly began to split and restructure.