Peek into the Heart [Unlimited]

As a doctor, Yu Yan usually has a good reputation among patients and family members.He is gentle enough and patient enough to make everyone feel like a spring breeze.

However, when facing Song Tayun, he gradually realized that this superficial tenderness could only provoke the other party to make things worse.This special existence makes him sometimes have to be "honest".

Like now.The moonlight painted a layer of white glaze on Song Tayun's face, those eyes, which always had a sly look, were full of uneasiness and fear at the moment, like a frightened deer.

Yu Yan raised his hand to gently hold the back of Song Tayun's head. He could feel the trembling of the person next to him reflexively. Then, he slid down the other's soft short hair to the back of his neck bit by bit, and patted it gently twice. Next: "Why are you so afraid of me all of a sudden?"

Song Tayun lowered his eyes and didn't seem to want to face him. He crossed his right hand over his shoulder, grabbed Yu Yan's wrist with his backhand, and tried to take his hand away with a little force.

It's a pity that Yu Yan also used his strength this time, pinching the back of his neck tightly, veins appeared on the back of his hand, but his expression was as calm as ever.

After a silent contest, Song Tayun let go of his hand: "Doctor Yu, are you going to strangle me?"

Yu Yan let go of his hand tactfully, and even gently touched the back of his neck with a comforting nature: "I was thinking, these don't sound like big secrets, why are you so afraid? Or are you saying …Essentially you are just afraid of being investigated by others?”

Song Tayun raised his eyes to look at him, blinked in a daze, and finally snorted vaguely from his throat.

"Aren't you curious how I know?" Yu Yan suddenly smiled happily, with the look of a child showing off to his companions after getting a new toy.

Song Tayun's pupils turned around slowly, his thinking was slowing down, and his speaking speed was also slowing down: "Will you tell me?"

"I've always been very honest." Yu Yan nodded affirmatively, "Your mother once told me about it."

Terrible answer.

In these short few minutes, countless possibilities surged through Song Tayun's mind.He even began to doubt the existence of Yu Yan for a while, whether he was able to enter the patient's inner world, and whether he also had other special functions.

As it turned out, the truth was outrageously simple.

"So, there are actually many simple ways to investigate a person. Of course, the easiest way is to ask him directly. For example, Song Tayun, do you have any questions about me?" Yu Yan said seriously She stared at him intently, her tone rare and sincere.

Regarding Yu Yan, Song Tayun was full of doubts.However, after going through Chen Xinhui's mind for a while, all sorts of problems were solved, and more new problems emerged.Maybe staying up all night really makes one's mind dull, and those solved and unsolved problems are mixed together, making it impossible for Song Tayun to pick one out of them accurately.

In the end, Fang Xuhai's face suddenly appeared in his mind, together with the half-spoken sentence: "Are you gay?"

"I am." Yu Yan answered extremely decisively. This question was so simple that he was a little surprised. He thought it was already an open secret.

"Oh." Song Tayun nodded thoughtfully, "This is the first time I've seen a homosexual in real life."

After saying that, Song Tayun frowned slightly, observing Yu Yan's face undisguisedly under the thin moonlight, as if he was doing an antique appraisal.

Yu Yan patiently let him watch for half a minute, and finally couldn't hold back for a second at No.30: "Why, do gays look different from others, do I have one more eye or a mouth than others? "

"You look better...better than others."

It's also strange that Song Tayun, who said some teasing words in a yin and yang manner on the first day of meeting, actually spoke these words in an extraordinarily simple tone.It's not a polite compliment, but it's not an exaggerated expectation, it seems to be a very ordinary and casual statement of what's on your mind.

So much so that Yu Yan couldn't react for a while, and was even a little bit shy. The airs he had just raised were all falling apart at the moment, so he could only say from the bottom of his heart: "...Thank you."

"No thanks." Song Tayun yawned for a long time, and after forcing out a few tears, he looked at Yu Yan again with hazy eyes, "I'm a little sleepy, Doctor Yu, you should go to bed early too."

Yu Yan suddenly felt that Song Tayun, who was sleepy, suddenly became very lovable. He no longer deliberately played tricks, and spoke straightforwardly. Sometimes a fool is much cuter than a smart person who puts on airs.

"Good night." He said seriously, but didn't wait for any response.Song Tayun looked really sleepy, and staggered into his ward like a penguin.

Of course, that is the limited edition of Song Tayun after all, which is rare.The next day, when Yu Yan was working in the office, the revived Song Tayun went straight into his office and turned on the overhead light without any hassle: "Doctor Yu, why don't you always turn on the light, no wonder you are short-sighted. "

"..." Yu Yan's Adam's apple rolled up and down, trying to calm himself down, and then lightly tapped the temples of his glasses on the side of his face with his fingertips, "I'm not nearsighted, I'm just a little sensitive to light."

With a "snap", the overhead light was turned off again, Song Tayun laughed a few times in embarrassment: "I'm sorry, are you...a vampire?"

"Song Tayun, close your brain." Yu Yan tried hard to restrain the urge to roll her eyes.

"Just kidding." Song Tayun pulled out a chair and sat down on the side of the desk, "I'm here to do something serious."

Yu Yan gave a casual "hmm", because he didn't believe that this person could have anything serious to say.

Song Tayun deliberately ignored his perfunctory, put his chin in one hand and half recalled: "Do you still remember that woman who is very important to Chen Xinhui? I checked this morning, and she passed away many years ago."

"You went to investigate others again?" Yu Yan glanced at him, "But this is normal, she can always live in Chen Xinhui's memory."

"I'm not surprised by this, but..." Song Tayun licked his lips nervously, "Do you know how the woman died? She suffered from severe bipolar disorder, and it seems to be a mental illness. I saw the diagnosis report from the city hospital. But she didn’t seem to receive treatment, and when she got sick, she jumped into the river and drowned to death.”

"I understand your feelings, but I think Chen Xinhui's illness should not be caused by her."

"You don't understand." Song Tayun interrupted him, "When I saw this, I kept thinking about those villagers. They called her a 'crazy woman'. I thought it was just a casual nickname, but I didn't expect , They are actually right, that woman does have mental problems."

Yu Yan finally stopped what she was doing, and turned her eyes to Song Tayun, as if encouraging him to continue talking.

"But then I thought about the difference between them and that woman's attitude towards Chen Xinhui. I suddenly...I suddenly couldn't tell the line between a lunatic and a normal person. Don't you think it's funny, they do those things, Aren't they the ones who are sick?"

Yu Yan stared at Song Tayun for a long time, as if observing something carefully, and asked after a while: "Did the nurse see you today?"

"What?" Song Tayun was a little puzzled.

"Didn't you visit your mother today?"

"I've gone... Speaking of which, Dr. Yu, when are you going to treat my mother's illness?"

"You also know that I'm very famous." Yu Yan's tone was inexplicably a little bit outrageous.

Song Tayun smiled speechlessly: "Doctor Yu, how can you boast like this."

"It's a fact." Yu Yan corrected, "Everything is a first-come-first-served basis, and your mother has to wait a little longer."

Song Tayun blinked and seemed to accept this fact.Yu Yan raised her hand and pressed the laptop, got up and put on a white coat: "I have to go to the ward round."

"I'll go with you." Song Tayun stood up with a "swish", his eyes sparkled.

Yu Yan glanced at him: "Why, are you my assistant, or a nurse?"

"I'm your... reserve assistant."

"I don't admit it." Yu Yan refused very decisively, pushed open the door and walked out.

Song Tayun followed in two or three steps, and he didn't forget to help close the door: "Whose heart are you going to next time? Let me check the situation first, so I don't have to keep asking you questions."

"If I say I disagree, will you still follow?"

Song Tayun thought for a moment, then nodded: "Doctor Yu, you are so smart."

Yu Yan took a deep breath and said helplessly in her tone, "Then come on."

Yu Yan led him all the way to the end of the corridor in the inpatient area. Different from Song Rui's ward, this ward has all kinds of equipment in operation, all the way down the infusion tube of the hanging bottle, and the bedside is quiet. A hand bone was placed, with a particularly perfunctory layer of skin on it, which was very wrinkled.

Lying on the hospital bed was a humanoid skeleton.The thin quilt covered most of her body, but through the half-open neckline, she could still see her distinct sternum.On those faces, the cheekbones were too protruding, and the eye frames were too sunken.The nasolabial folds are so deep that it looks like an old man in his twilight years, his entire face is covered with unknown spots, and his hair is so thin that he can see the translucent scalp.

Sensing Song Tayun's gaze, the girl gave him a friendly smile, and the muscle texture of her entire face seemed to be struggling because of this smile.

Song Tayun moved his gaze away uneasily, as if looking at her more was an unconscious offense.

Lin Wanyin and Fang Xuhai had already arrived at the ward ahead of time, and they also looked worried.Yu Yan flipped through the information in her hand and said, "Mr. Liu, please bring her to my office around twelve o'clock in the morning next Monday."

"Thank you, doctor." The family member's face was full of sadness, and his voice trembled a little.

"Xianxian, how are you feeling recently?" Yu Yan sat down by the bed and asked gently.

"I've been fine." Liu Xianxian replied with a smile, but her voice was hoarse that didn't match her age.

"Then why did the nurse tell me that you don't even want to drink water?" Yu Yan pretended to be dissatisfied.

Liu Xianxian sounded aggrieved: "That's not ordinary water at all, there must be something else in it."

Yu Yan looked at her helplessly, finally nodded, and stood up: "Okay, remember to come to me with Dad that Monday."

"Doctor Yu, are you going to trick me into eating again?" In Liu Xianxian's expression, she could barely recognize the coquettishness of a little girl.

"I'm not lying to you, you don't need to eat anything." Yu Yan gently comforted her, and then turned her gaze to the family members aside, "Mr. Liu, then we will leave first."

After leaving the ward, without waiting for Song Tayun to speak, Yu Yan threw the materials in his hand into his arms: "Eating disorder is accompanied by moderate depression, you can read the rest yourself."