Peek into the Heart [Unlimited]

The taxi was tossed and turned for an hour on the road before finally arriving at the destination.Song Tayun helped Song Rui out of the car, and after paying the fare, he still nodded politely at the driver and said "Thank you".

There is a large rusty lock in the middle of the three-meter-high hollow iron gate, and a faded white board hangs beside it, with nine large characters written from top to bottom—Longyuan Mental Health Center.Song Tayun leaned forward to look at the house number, No. 16 Heping Road, that's right.

After entering through the small door, you will be greeted by hundreds of square meters of activity space. Unfortunately, there is no one in sight at the moment, and the thin dust of fallen leaves on the ground seems to be rarely cleaned.

"In the future, you can take a walk, ride a bicycle, and maybe even dance in the square." Song Tayun seemed very satisfied with this open space for activities.

"Ah, yes." Song Rui nodded without a hint of joy.

Song Tayun patted her on the back to comfort her, and helped her into the outpatient department.Compared with the deserted outside, the hall with people coming and going is a bit more popular. Doctors and nurses are in a hurry, and patients are also immersed in their own small worlds. Those with sad faces are mostly family members of patients.

Song Tayun had already made an appointment on the phone before, so Song Rui's admission procedures were not complicated.After helping Song Rui arrange the luggage, he was about to leave when he turned around and was blocked by a white coat.

The visitor was tall and slender, with a handsome appearance, and looked about in his early thirties.A white shirt with black suit trousers, and an unbuttoned white coat just reaching the knees, all ironed neatly without any wrinkles.He lowered his eyes slightly to look at Song Tayun, with a pair of thin metal-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, making his eyes a little unreal.

"Hello, I'm your mother's attending doctor, Yu Yan." The white coat stretched out his hand to him, and smiled politely, his eyes curved into extremely gentle arcs.

"Hi Doctor Yu, my name is Song Tayun." Song Tayun shook hands with him lightly, "My mother will trouble you."

"No trouble." Yu Yan took out a gold-plated pen from her breast pocket, wrote some doctor's unique "ghost painting symbols" on the paper, and continued, "Since your mother is hospitalized for the first time, we hope that the family members can Is it convenient for you to accompany me here for a while?"

"No problem." Song Tayun had already learned about this regulation early on, so he brought his own luggage along with him this time. He pushed the suitcase out from behind, "I'm about to go to the family care ward for placement. Where's the luggage?"

"Then it seems that I disturbed you." Yu Yan made room for him sideways, but had no intention of leaving, but followed Song Tayun step by step.

Within ten meters, Song Tayun stopped and looked back at Yu Yan with some doubts: "Doctor Yu, shouldn't you go to see my mother's condition now? Don't worry, I have already paid the money, so there is no need to follow her." me."

"I have already read the psychiatric diagnosis certificate issued by your mother in the Provincial People's Hospital. There is no need for further consultation in the short term. She will have a nurse to take care of her. I will follow you, mainly to understand the specific situation with the family members. By the way Discuss the next treatment plan." Yu Yan said very sincerely.

Song Tayun stared at him in silence for a few seconds, and Yu Yan looked back at him neither humble nor overbearing. Both of them looked too calm, hiding the turmoil in their hearts.

After a while, Song Tayun smiled apologetically: "I'm overthinking."

Within two steps, suddenly a little girl rushed towards Song Tayun's sleeve with a paintbrush in hand.

Almost at the same time, Song Tayun turned around and grabbed the little girl's hand holding the paintbrush, raised it slightly, and added a bit of seriousness in his tone: "Little sister, it's wrong to run around in the corridor. And remember to put the paintbrush away when it's not in use." Close the lid."

"She is no longer a little sister, she is two years older than me." Yu Yan couldn't help but said, "But if you talk about mental age, she is probably a child."

Song Tayun followed the sound and looked back at Yu Yan. Just as he let go of his hand a little, the little girl broke free and ran away.He lowered his hands and said with emotion: "Having a mental illness, will it make people younger?"

Yu Yan pondered for a moment, and threw out four words: "Shame comes from the heart."

Turning a corner is the area of ​​the accompanying ward where the family members live.Pushing open the door of one of the rooms, there were only two empty iron frame beds inside, even the sheets hadn't been laid, revealing a few moldy bed boards.

Song Tayun sat on it straight away, pointed to another bed opposite and said, "If you don't mind, sit here and chat with me."

"Okay." Yu Yan sat down on the opposite side, with her long legs crossed in a comfortable posture, flipped through the document in her hand and said, "It has been diagnosed that your mother suffers from severe schizophrenia. , accompanied by mild persecution delusions, the treatment recommendation is to be hospitalized for compulsory treatment."

It was all content that Song Tayun knew clearly. He nodded without saying a word, waiting for Yu Yan's next words.

Yu Yan looked up at him, her eyes hidden behind the lenses scanned him slowly, as if reading a book: "When did you find out that she has signs of mental illness?"

Song Tayun thought about it for a moment: "Probably, after I went to college, my mother's mental state began to have problems, and she often took fantasies as facts."

"After college..." Yu Yan read it silently, and briefly recorded it on paper with a pen, "Do you have any thoughts on the cause of the disease? According to the previous medical records, your family does not seem to have a genetic history of mental illness. Yes Did something happen during that time that caused your mother's temperament to change drastically?"

Song Tayun shook his head regretfully: "I have thought about this question for a long time before, and I also asked my mother, but in the end I didn't get any useful answer."

"I understand." Yu Yan closed the document in her hand and stood up, "The current treatment plan is to take medicine for observation and control for a period of time, and we will discuss later. I will leave first, and I won't bother you to clean up the room. "

"Doctor Yu." Song Tayun stood up right after him, and took half a step forward, "How long will it take for my mother to recover from her illness?"

Yu Yan frowned in embarrassment: "Mental diseases, especially severe ones, I'm sorry we can't give you a specific treatment time, you have to plan for long-term treatment."

"But Doctor Yu," Song Tayun raised his eyebrows pretending to be surprised, "Aren't you highly skilled in medicine, no matter how serious the mental illness is, can you quickly recover from it?"

Yu Yanben held the document in front of her chest with one hand, as if preparing to leave.As soon as the words came out, he lowered his hands, looked at Song Tayun silently for a few seconds, and then slowly said, "How do you know?"

"It's all gossip, thank you Doctor Yu for helping me confirm it." Song Tayun smiled extraordinarily heartily, "Then I will leave my mother's illness to you."

The corner of Yu Yan's mouth twitched subtly, feeling like being played.He nodded, as if he didn't want to talk to him any more, and walked out of the ward quickly.

It was already afternoon when we came, and by the time Song Tayun finished cleaning up the room, the sun had already sunk into the horizon.He brought Song Rui to the cafeteria, the food here is naturally not as good as Song Rui's craftsmanship, but at the moment, he obviously doesn't have the right to pick and choose.

"That Dr. Yu is very good at treatment. Mom, don't worry, you will be discharged soon." Song Tayun picked up a chopstick of meat and put it on Song Rui's dinner plate, and said.

"You eat, you eat." Song Rui didn't seem to want to talk about these things, so she doubled the meat back.

Song Tayun looked at Song Rui worriedly, but in the end he didn't bother to continue the mother-child push and pull scene, and put the meat into his mouth.The two ended the meal in silence.

Although the ward is simple, it has all the necessary facilities.Just after the beginning of summer, the temperature began to rise gradually.Song Tayun, who was always afraid of heat, slept comfortably all night with the air conditioner turned on, and when he woke up in the morning, he was dumbfounded, top-heavy, and probably caught a cold.

Song Tayun endured the discomfort and went to visit Song Rui. She seemed to be in good condition, and the nurse was very cooperative in feeding her medicine.After not staying for long, he slipped out on the pretext of going to the toilet, intending to ask Yu Yan to make an order for him to get some cold medicine.

Yu Yan's office is on the upper floor of the ward. Song Tayun came to the attending physician's office with ease, and was so dazed that he even forgot to knock on the door, so he pushed the door and walked in.

The room was pitch black, only the computer screen was shining brightly, illuminating half of Yu Yan's face.Hearing the sound of the door opening, he turned to look at Song Tayun, his eyes were covered by the reflective lenses, and his tone was faintly displeased: "Excuse me, what can you do?"

When Song Tayun opened his mouth, there was a loud sneeze.He rubbed his nose in embarrassment: "I'm sorry, I have a cold, and I would like to trouble you to prescribe some cold medicine for me."

With a "snap", the ceiling light in the room was turned on.It was only then that Song Tayun noticed that there were two people in the office, and they were also looking at him with dissatisfaction.

Song Tayun had seen these two people on the hospital list. The man was named Fang Xuhai, and the woman was named Lin Wanyin. They were both doctor assistants who followed Yu Yan.

Although he didn't know what the three of them were doing in the office, Song Tayun apologized and bowed to them, then continued to look at Yu Yan: "Doctor Yu..."

"I'm a psychiatrist." Yu Yan interrupted him mercilessly, "I don't know how to cure colds."

"But I've caught a cold." Song Tayun said with a bitter face and eyes asking for help.

Yu Yan licked her lips lightly. After thinking for a moment, she got up decisively and pressed the laptop. When she passed by Song Tayun's side, she patted his arm: "Come with me, I'll take you to find the nurse."

When the two were walking in the corridor, Song Tayun suddenly asked, "Doctor Yu, what kind of medicine is my mother taking?"

Yu Yan's footsteps obviously paused, her Adam's apple rolled up and down, and her tone pretended to be flat: "You can ask the nurse, or read the medicine list."

"But didn't you prescribe these medicines?" Song Tayun asked back.

Yu Yan's footsteps did not stop, but the eyes hiding under the lens kept blinking, and after a long while, it seemed to memorize: "Olanzapine, risperidone, ziprasidone..."

Song Tayun opened his eyes wide in surprise: "Oh no, the nurse seems to have forgotten to give her ziprasidone. Fortunately, I asked you, I will remind you later."

"No need." Yu Yan finally couldn't bear it anymore and stopped, looking back at him, "You clearly know what medicine your mother is taking, why are you asking me?"

"Aren't you a doctor?" Song Tayun's innocent eyes flashed, as if he didn't understand his sudden unhappiness.

Yu Yan took a deep breath, the kindness in his eyes disappeared, and he looked at him coldly: "Tell me, what exactly do you want to ask, don't beat around the bush here."

Now that the conversation has come to this point, Song Tayun simply showed his cards.This time, he smiled until his eyes crooked: "Doctor Yu, what I want to ask is, how did you become a doctor without a license to practice medicine?"