I have a crush on both home and me

There is one minute and 30 seconds in the trailer of "But For Yourself". The beginning of the screen is a bustling scene in spring.

The peach blossoms are in full bloom, and the falling petals are colorful.

Immediately afterwards, the glare of the saber flashed, the front of the camera was bright red, and the corpses lay across the ground in the peach forest.

The camera zooms in from the blood-dripping blade, and what holds the hilt is a white hand with distinct bones. The owner of the hand is dressed in white, and looks out of the dust, forming a strong contrast with the dead peach forest.

The screen jumps, and a drunk teenager in black comes out of the brothel.

A group of black-clothed assassins surrounded him silently, the young man acted as if he had never heard of it, humming a little song, and walked with steps that no relatives would recognize.

The screen jumps again, and the men in black are already lying on the ground in disorder, the wounds do not see blood, and they are out of breath.

Standing among the corpses, the young man slipped the hidden weapon into his sleeve silently, then looked up in a certain direction towards the roof as if nothing had happened.

A boy in white clothes stood there, and the two looked at each other and smiled.

At the end of the trailer, at dusk, two figures, one black and one white, walked side by side to the horizon, and the setting sun stretched their shadows very long.

Yixiao CP fans almost died of excitement when they saw this scene.

"Fuck?! Fuck! Fuck! My Yixiao has HE this time? Did he HE? Did he???"

"So the last scene is the ending of the movie? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

CP fans are naturally happy to see such an ending, but most book fans can't accept it.

"????? Is this a magic change? The rivers and lakes and temples will never meet and become hand in hand with Tianya? The finishing touch of this book is the ending of Tianya, and you let them be together? I am convinced."

"The ending has been changed. I don't know what the plot will be changed by magic? I'm overwhelmed by this operation...Jiang Wei's producer, I was looking forward to the movie, but now I don't want to watch it at all, and even want to lose my fan. "

"Decided to take off the fans... don't step back, everyone is safe."

"I won't watch the movie when it's released, +1 for fans."

Jiang Wei lost 30 followers overnight.

#江封粉丝解粉不回跟# The entry was the second most searched item that day, closely following #但为君守追集#.

There is no need to pay attention to Heizi's remarks, but it is impossible not to care about the thoughts of book fans.

Jiang Wei was depressed for several days because of this, but Gu Qi did not comfort him.

In just one week, Jiang Wei lost five catties. Seeing the movie's release time approaching, Jiang Wei's mood did not improve, but became more and more depressed.

"Brother Qi, I decided to prepare this movie at the beginning because you wanted to give them a good ending. But later, I prepared this movie with all my heart because I wanted you to win an award."

Jiang Wei looked at Gu Qi quietly for a while, then lowered his eyelids, the light in his eyes suddenly dimmed.

"From the start of the preparation to the casting, to the shooting, until the trailer was released, I was very confident that you would win the award, but now, I'm not sure..."

He shook his head, looked at the floor, and stared blankly for a long time.

"Brother Qi, I'm actually not omnipotent." Jiang Wei raised his head and looked over again, his voice choked with sobs, "I will always feel inferior in front of you, and I hate that I didn't meet you sooner. I should have gone to you sooner, That way, you won't miss so many years of your life."

"What do you mean... you should have gone to me earlier?" Gu Qi asked.

Jiang Wei didn't seem to hear his words, and continued: "I always feel that you deserve the best, and I want to give you better."

"But now, I'm not sure, I don't know... I don't know if I can fulfill your dream, I..."

The following words were trapped between his lips and teeth.

Gu Qi kissed him quietly. At first, he tasted lightly, then gradually deepened, and finally slowed down, the kiss also fell to the corner of his lips, and left a little.

He said: "My dream is not to win an award, my dream is you, and it has come true."

Gu Qi was going to meet an investor today, he comforted Jiang Wei and went out.

This investor is well-known in the industry. They chatted at a reception, and the other party's secretary handwritten his house number on a card and handed him a card, and made an appointment with him today.

Gu Qi stood at the door of the "6" in golden cursive, took out the card to confirm it, and went forward to ring the doorbell.

There was no response after pressing twice. He was about to make a call to the other party when he suddenly found that the door was not closed tightly.

One push and it opens.

The villa was very quiet, as if there was no one there, Gu Qi walked all the way to the living room with doubts.

Then he saw Zhu Yan.

Zhu Yan was leaning on the sofa, drinking himself a drink.

The strong smell of alcohol came to the nostrils, and Gu Qi frowned, only to see empty wine bottles on the coffee table, on the sofa, and on the ground everywhere.

When Zhu Yan heard the voice, he looked up for a moment and was also taken aback.

Then he raised his head, poured down the remaining half bottle of red wine, and asked coldly, "What are you doing here?"

"I'm looking for Mr. Zhang." Gu Qi said.

He hadn't seen real Zhu Yan for more than a year. Zhu Yan lost a lot of weight and haggarded a lot. He felt weak all over.

There was stubble on his face, stains on his clothes, and smell on his body... He had never seen Zhu Yan like this before.

How can a clean freak tolerate himself like this?

But he didn't think too much about it. What made him even more curious was why Zhu Yan was in this investor's house?

Zhu Yan stared at him for a long time, as if he wanted to see through him. After a long time, he moved his lips impatiently and said, "It's nothing, this is my home."

Gu Qi's eyebrows jumped, and he took out the small card to look at it suddenly, only to realize that he had read it backwards, it should be number 9.

"Sorry, I went the wrong way."

He turned around and left, suddenly there was the sound of hurried footsteps behind him, followed by his wrist being grabbed.

"Since you're here, let's have a cup of tea before leaving." Zhu Yan said.

"No need, I have something urgent." Gu Qi shook his hand away.

"Just a cup of tea, it won't delay you for too long." Zhu Yan stood in front of him with his whole body, blocking his way.

Gu Qi stood still and said, "You bought those sunspots on Weibo, right?"

Although it was a question, his tone was affirmative: "This will not affect us, it will only make you look naive."

"It's not me." Zhu Yan said.

Gu Qi was slightly taken aback.

Zhu Yan took out his mobile phone, tapped it a few times, handed it over, and said, "He blackmailed me for 300 million some time ago. At first I didn't know what he wanted to do, but I found out later. I also feel that this kind of behavior It's childish and boring."

On the screen of the mobile phone is a voice chat record and a screenshot of the transfer record, and the contact person displayed on the top is: Blue Oak.

Gu Qi didn't click on the voice, and asked, "What did he use to blackmail you?"

Zhu Yan: "My weakness."

Gu Qi was not interested in Zhu Yan's weakness, so he didn't say anything more.

Zhu Yan suddenly turned around and walked to the wall. On the display cabinet there, in the most conspicuous place, there were five statuettes with golden plum blossoms on the base.

"Five times in total..." Zhu Yan said, stroking the plum blossoms one by one with his fingers, "Five times, five trophies. I owe you."

"The trophy was customized half a year ago, but I don't know if I should give it to you. I know that if I give it to you, you will definitely not want it, but I don't know what to do with it."

"You came here suddenly today... You have come here, I just want you to take a look, there is no other meaning."

Gu Qi felt bored and was about to leave when he heard Zhu Yan's last words.

"……sorry."

This was probably the first time Zhu Yan said these three words in his life.

"Maybe you don't need it, but I still want to say sorry to you. I'm sorry, because of my selfish desires, I took away the honor that should belong to you, so many times."

Gu Qi paused, not knowing how to react for a moment.

Zhu Yan had already come out of the display case, walked towards here, and stopped at a safe distance between strangers.

He looked at the scenery outside the window and said, "When I bought Tianmu Entertainment, it didn't have that name. I changed it to Tianmu. Do you know the meaning of Tianmu?"

Zhu Yan asked himself and answered: "The sky is broken, and the snow is old."

"Unfortunately, God fulfilled my first sentence, but not the last sentence."

"From the moment I learned of my real life experience, all my affairs were planned, and all my emotions were under my own control. In my life, the only time I lost control was the moment when I reunited with you. "

Having said that, Zhu Yan turned his head, his eyes fell on Gu Qi, and he didn't look away.

"The only thing I regret in my life is letting you leave Tianmu."

"But I also feel, I should do this, you are free, you should pursue whatever you want, instead of being imprisoned."

"I have done many bad things and wrong things in my life. I don't regret it, and I don't feel sorry. Only you, I feel sorry."

Zhu Yan's Adam's apple twitched, and he lowered his head: "Sorry about everything."

Gu Qi withdrew his gaze from the scar on Zhu Yan's neck, left a last sentence "I should go", turned and walked towards the door.

This time Zhu Yan didn't stop him.

But he went out of the gate and took a few steps, the more he thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong.

Zhu Yan's speech has always been very purposeful, but today's speech is incoherent, and those words, no matter how you listen to them, it feels like... last words?

He strode back, but fortunately the door was not closed tightly, he rushed in, and Zhu Yan was already unconscious in the living room, foaming at the mouth.

120 came quickly, put Zhu Yan on a stretcher, and sent him to the hospital for gastric lavage.

Gu Qi didn't follow, he made a phone call.

When the phone was picked up, the yin and yang over there said strangely: "It's Mr. Gu? How could a busy person like Mr. Gu think of calling me? I'm really honored..."

"Zhu Yan committed suicide by swallowing medicine." He interrupted, "Gastric lavage at the Third People's Hospital, you don't want him to die, go now."

There was a "bang" over there, as if something had fallen to the ground, and Lan Oak's tone immediately changed: "I see, I'll go over right away."

Gu Qi said again: "If you don't want Zhu Yan to still miss me, just say you called 120." Then he hung up the phone.

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: You An, Lan's waiting_1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!