I Just Came to Borrow a Light

"Are you a little hungry?" Yuan Wu rolled the mineral water bottle back and forth on his face, and said slowly, "We are in the current state, kissing and touching is actually nothing, you don't mind, I don't mind , it’s no big deal just to make an appointment.”

Lin Chengbu looked at him.

"But..." Yuan Wu smiled, "If we really have some kind of relationship in the future, would you like to start with dating?"

Lin Chengbu was silent for a while: "I'm telling the truth."

"Yeah." Yuan Wu looked at him.

"I really don't care, it's just you," Lin Chengbu said, "As long as you don't care, I won't even think about how to start. To be honest, it's fine if I can start. I really don't care about asking how to start."

Yuan Wu laughed, and after laughing for a long time, he let out a long sigh: "It's really hard to hold back."

"You can say whatever you want." Lin Chengbu clicked his tongue.

"Come here." Yuan Wu leaned on the back of the chair and hooked his fingers at him.

"Why?" Lin Chengbu moved forward, thought about it, and quickly backed away, "You want to whip me?"

"You have some unbearable memories of me?" Yuan Wu said.

"I've been beaten and handcuffed to the car, what do you think?" Lin Chengbu leaned closer again, "You have no temper at all..."

Yuan Wu pulled his collar towards her, and kissed him on the lips.

In shock, Lin Chengbu's eyeballs quickly clustered together and squeezed together to the bridge of his nose.

Yuan Wu's lips were still not so sweet and delicious, not soft, and a little dry, but Lin Chengbu still felt dizzy, and he didn't know whether it was because of his eyes or happiness came too suddenly.

However, Yuan Wu's kiss was a bit simple, the lips touched, and the tip of the tongue lightly swept over the lips. Before Lin Chengbu could feel it further, he had already left and leaned back on the back of the chair.

"It's over?" Lin Chengbu stared at him, "Is that all?"

"Ouch," Yuan Wu also looked at him, "What do you want, it's on the street."

Lin Chengbu felt that what if he took advantage of this opportunity to do something, maybe Yuanwu changed his mind again after 10 minutes, he didn't even bother to look to the side, he just stepped on the door pedal and squeezed like a cannonball Jumped into the car.

Yuan Wu used to adjust the back of the car seat back when getting in the car, and Lin Chengbu landed on him perfectly with this pounce.

"Hey." Yuan Wu sighed in a low voice, not knowing if it was pressed somewhere.

Lin Chengbu felt that if someone was watching at this time, he probably looked like an old goblin who had been hungry for 800 years and finally found food.

He kissed Yuan Wu all over his head and face, not letting go of his eyebrows, eyes and nose, and when he finally gnawed on his mouth, he couldn't even keep up with his breathing.

But his hand could keep up, and he reached into Yuan Wu's clothes and touched it twice.

Yuan Wu's body was a little cold, of course, maybe his hands were too hot, this kind of slightly cool and tight skin made him unspeakably excited.

After an unreasonable roll between Yuan Wu's lips and teeth, he kissed along the neck to the collarbone, and then pushed Yuan Wu's clothes up.

When he was about to nibble a few mouthfuls on Yuan Wu's chest, Yuan Wu patted the back of his head lightly: "Hey, Xiaohua."

"Huh?" Lin Chengbu buried his chest in response.

"Is it appropriate to charge 100 tickets per person?" Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu was inexplicably stunned for two seconds, then suddenly raised his head.

He didn't even need to turn his head to look out of the car window, he could already feel that there were people shaking outside, and there were more than one.

"Fuck!" He woke up instantly and said under his throat.

Yuan Wu started laughing when he straightened up, and he didn't stop until he backed out of the car with bumps.

Standing next to the car were two aunts and a young couple. The aunt was full of curiosity and shock, and the couple were both meaningful.

This scene made Lin Chengbu very embarrassed.

Especially after he withdrew, these few didn't intend to leave, but looked him up and down together.

"If you mess with me again, I'll bite you to death." In order to get rid of the embarrassment, Lin Chengbu pointed at Yuan Wu in the car, and then closed the door with his hands.

But he felt that his IQ was really not in a hurry, and this reason he made to get rid of the embarrassment seemed even more embarrassing, and the girl in the young couple couldn't help laughing.

Lin Chengbu didn't care to continue acting, he turned around the front of the car and jumped into the cab.

"Fuck, how long have they been outside?" He started the car and drove out as if fleeing for his life. He saw in the rearview mirror that those people were still standing there, and he hardly recovered from the embarrassment of the explosion. Come on.

"They were there when we were talking." Yuan Wu rested his arms on his pillow, with a smile on his lips.

"You're free," Lin Chengbu patted the steering wheel, "If you don't go to work or buy groceries, why are you standing there?"

"Wait for the bus," Yuan Wu laughed again, "Didn't you see the bus stop next to it?"

"...No," Lin Chengbu was stunned, "Damn it, I really didn't see it... It's all up to you."

Because Yuan Wu was always happy and didn't bother to show him the way, Lin Chengbu was driven forward by the embarrassment that couldn't be shaken off, and even turned several corners. When he came back to his senses, he had already I don't know where it went.

"Where is this?" Lin Chengbu slowed down the car and looked out. There was a small street with almost no people, as if he was about to leave the city.

"The crematorium." Yuan Wu said beside him.

"What?" Lin Chengbu was stunned, and turned to look at him.

"Further ahead is the crematorium," Yuan Wu pointed to the front, and turning right there is the cemetery, "Yuan Shen... is right there."

Lin Chengbu didn't speak, and quickly turned the car around.

"It's okay." Yuan Wu patted him on the shoulder.

"I really don't know, and I didn't pay attention to the road signs." Lin Chengbu was a little uneasy. After all, the matter of Yuan Shen was an extremely unpleasant memory for Yuan Wu.

"Speaking of which," Yuan Wu leaned on the car seat, "I haven't been there once, neither have I visited Yuanshen, nor have I visited my dad."

"You... dad?" Lin Chengbu was stunned, "Your dad also..."

"Well," Yuan Wu tapped his fingers on the car window, "My dad died of illness, but I don't know what the illness was. No one told me, and I didn't go to the hospital to see him."

Lin Chengbu wanted to ask why, but he didn't ask.

You can guess without asking, probably the family doesn't let Yuan Wu go. Once the old man becomes superstitious, it's as if he has been possessed by a demon.

"Then..." He thought for a while, "Where's your mother?"

"I don't know, I haven't seen her since my dad died," Yuan Wu smiled, "I guess I can't stand my grandparents?"

"...Ah." Lin Chengbu didn't know what to say.

"But I don't feel anything," Yuan Wu looked out the car window, "At first I always wondered why she didn't take me away, but then I didn't feel anything, and I didn't think about her."

"Hate her?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"No," Yuan Wu took a sip of the mineral water, "I never hated, I never hated anyone, I have nothing to like or hate, but sometimes I can't figure out why."

"I don't need to think about why in the future," Lin Chengbu said, "There's no need to think about those things for those who don't deserve it. There's no need."

"Well," Yuan Wu turned his head and glanced at him, "By the way, are the things I put on the boat at your place?"

"It's all there," Lin Chengbu said, "Do you want to get it?"

"I won't go today, let's talk when I have time," Yuan Wu tugged at his clothes, "I don't want to do it today."

"What..." Lin Chengbu was stunned for a moment before he realized that his head was about to burn and smoke, and he raised his voice and shouted, "I didn't think about that, okay! Are you sure?" Do you think I'm so hungry and thirsty! You can come to my house and get something and I can rape you!"

"Who knows." Yuan Wu said slowly.

"You're hurting my self-esteem, uncle!" Lin Chengbu turned his head and stared at him.

"Look at the road." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu turned his head and looked ahead: "It hurts my self-esteem, uncle!"

"...I heard it." Yuan Wu said.

"Forget it," Lin Chengbu sighed, "I don't think I have much image in your heart."

"Yeah." Yuan Wu nodded.

"Hey!" Lin Chengbu half-yelled and then sighed.

Yuan Wu was going to Dr. Liang's place in the afternoon. After the car came back, Lin Chengbu looked at the time: "Why don't you go have a meal and then go around, and I'll take you there directly?"

"Whatever." Yuan Wu leaned on his arms and closed his eyes to rest.

"What do you want to eat?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"I'll think about it." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu drove around in circles for about 10 minutes. Yuan Wu didn't say where he was going to eat. He parked the car on the side of the road: "Have you thought about it yet?"

"Huh?" Yuan Wu opened his eyes and looked at him, "What are you thinking?"

"Damn? I asked you what you want to eat, why don't you just think about it?" Lin Chengbu was speechless.

"...I forgot," Yuan Wu pinched the space between his brows and adjusted the seat, "Let me think about it."

"Don't think about it," Lin Chengbu pointed to the side, "Steak buffet, eat this."

"Okay." Yuan Wu responded.

The steak buffet is on the fifth floor. Yuan Wu kept staring at the restaurant sign posted on the car in the elevator. When the elevator reached the fifth floor, he pointed: "Eat this, third floor."

"Ice cream?" Lin Chengbu looked at where his finger was pointing, "Ice cream for lunch?"

"I see there are desserts on the picture," Yuan Wu looked again, "I really want to eat sweets..."

"That's fine," Lin Chengbu pressed the button on the third floor again, "Go and have a look."

"You have a really good temper," Yuan Wu leaned on the car, "If anyone asks me to eat this stuff at noon, I will definitely lose my temper."

"Who are you going to get angry with if you want to eat?" Lin Chengbu said helplessly.

This ice cream shop is quite romantic, the decoration is very beautiful, you can smell a strong sweet fragrance as soon as you enter the door, and you can see ice cream everywhere.

In addition to ice cream in various shapes and flavors, there are also various self-service ice cream and fruit salads. There are also many kinds of dim sum that Yuan Wu wants to eat, such as small bread with ice cream, biscuits on top of ice cream and so on.

At a glance, the customers in the store are all girls and children.

"Look," Lin Chengbu said in a low voice, "no old man comes here to eat."

"Well, isn't it just right for you?" Yuan Wu looked at the various ice creams in the freezer, "Little girl."

"Come on," Lin Chengbu gave him a sideways glance, "You are the one who insists on eating now, old woman."

Yuan Wu smiled at the counter for a while, then ordered a salad and a few snacks: "Taste first."

The two of them found a place by the window and sat down. After the waiter brought up all the ice creams, Lin Chengbu discovered that some of the snacks contained nothing but ice cream.

"This is filled with cream bubbles," Lin Chengbu said, "Don't you want to eat ice cream? Shall I change it?"

"That's for you," Yuan Wu took a bite of an ice cream biscuit, "Don't you like cream, I'll ask later if there is no dessert with cream bubbles."

Lin Chengbu looked at him without saying a word, after a while he picked up a snack and stuffed it into his mouth.

"Choking." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu couldn't speak, so he smiled at him.

These ice cream desserts are quite delicious. Yuan Wu also ordered an ice cream pizza at the end.

After eating, Lin Chengbu was so tired that he didn't want to look at the table again: "I don't want to touch sweets again for the next month, really, I don't even want to eat chewing gum."

Yuan Wu called the waiter to come over to check out, but when Lin Chengbu wanted to pay, he stopped him: "Let me come, you spent a lot of money on me these two years, right?"

"It didn't cost much." Lin Chengbu said.

"Water, electricity and gas." Yuan Wu looked at him.

"What kind of utility bills do you have for your unoccupied house?" Lin Chengbu said, "Just the thing that automatically waters the flowers, and the refrigerator, how much money can you have?"

Yuan Wu smiled and didn't speak.

"Do you still have money to use?" Lin Chengbu asked in a low voice, "It's been a long time since I worked to earn money."

"Also," Yuan Wu thought for a while, "I plan to go back to the 18th after a while."

"Brother Chengyu must be so happy," Lin Chengbu said, "He's going crazy thinking about you going back. The bartender changes every month, and he's not satisfied with any of them."

"He has obsessive-compulsive disorder," Yuan Wu smiled, "He is used to my style, and he feels wrong if it is changed."

"No." Lin Chengbu shook his head and looked at him again, "You know, once you stand there, it will be different."

"What's the difference?" Yuan Wu asked.

"It's different, it's very aura, and it's very handsome." Lin Chengbu frowned, "I can't say, anyway, I don't get tired of mixing drinks, even if it's the same movement... I recorded a lot of videos..."

"Are you still recording the video?" Yuan Wu glanced at him, "Why don't I know."

"Of course you don't know," Lin Chengbu whispered depressingly, "There are so many people around you, men and women, you may not be able to find where I am all night."

"Tell me," Yuan Wu lay down on the table, "Which me do you like?"

"Which you?" Lin Chengbu became nervous when he heard it, "It's just you, who else is there! You are you, there is no other..."

"Hey, hey," Yuan Wu patted his hand, "I know, there is only one me, and I am Yuan Wu, and Yuan Wu is me."

"Then what do you mean?" Lin Chengbu heaved a sigh of relief.

"I mean," Yuan Wu thought for a while, "you like to watch me mix wine, what else do you like? The me you like, is it me? Do you know what kind of person I am? I have a bad temper? I don't like to talk ?anything else?"

"And you're crazy." Lin Chengbu frowned.

"Do you just like the me on the surface?" Yuan Wu asked.

"I don't know," Lin Chengbu looked at him, "I really don't know. I can't say anything about it. I like whatever you look like. It's as simple as that. I didn't say exactly which place or which look."

Yuan Wu watched him for a long time.

"What's wrong?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"It's nothing," Yuan Wu said, getting up and walking slowly outside the restaurant, "It's just... I don't understand."

"Don't understand what?" Lin Chengbu followed him, "I don't understand why I like you?"

"Well," Yuan Wu thought for a while, "Look, I like to eat this and that because it's delicious. I like omelet rice because I like the taste of eggs mixed with other things. I like the one you made. Tofu is because..."

"I see. What you mean is that if you like someone or something, you must have one or several points to make you like it, right?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"Almost." Yuan Wu nodded.

"People and food are used differently," Lin Chengbu said, "You are a human being, you are a human being."

"...I don't think I'm not human." Yuan Wu looked at him.

"It's not right for you to mix liking for people with liking for things," Lin Chengbu didn't know how to express it, and felt that Jiang Chengyu should be pulled out to educate Yuan Wu at this time, "Human, isn't he Something, he is... hey."

Yuan Wu didn't smile when he came back, but just looked at him quietly.

"I don't want to say it anymore, and I can't say it," Lin Chengbu leaned against the railing next to him, "I was attracted to you at first because I thought you were handsome, but later I found out that you are very attractive when you are mixing drinks, and then... It feels right, that’s how it is, there’s no reason, just looking at you makes me feel comfortable, I want to be with you, whether you’re indifferent to others, or bad-tempered, I don’t care, it’s just... eh, let’s not talk, I just Not to mention it."

"I know what you mean." Yuan Wu blew a lock of hair on his forehead.

"I don't think you really understand. You probably haven't felt this way about people in your life." Lin Chengbu glanced at him, "But it doesn't matter. When you feel like me, you will understand. This Don't worry about it now."

"Huh?" Yuan Wu turned to look at him and narrowed his eyes.

"Hey what?" Lin Chengbu didn't look at him, "Young people are so confident."

Yuan Wu did not continue this topic, and kept looking thoughtful.

Lin Chengbu suddenly discovered that Yuan Wu might indeed have something wrong with this aspect, and he had to find a reason for liking someone.But he didn't care, even though Yuan Wu didn't feel much about the relationship between the two of them so far, and he didn't seem optimistic about it, but he could really feel the change in Yuan Wu's attitude towards him.

Some of these changes are obvious, some are very small, but he can feel them all.

sooner or later.

Hey.

When Lin Chengbu sent Yuan Wu downstairs to Dr. Liang's consulting room, the appointed time had not yet arrived.

"More than half an hour," Lin Chengbu looked at his watch, "Do you want to go upstairs and wait?"

"Wait here," Yuan Wu walked to the bench next to him, raised his legs and stepped over to sit down, "their nurse is still the little girl at the front desk who talks a lot."

"Okay." Lin Chengbu sat in front of him, not surprised that Yuan Wu wanted to sit like a horse. This man could sit in any position he liked, "Do you want to eat something else?"

"Are you still hungry?" Yuan Wu was a little surprised.

"No..." Lin Chengbu hesitated for a moment, "Eating a stomach full of ice..."

"Are you going to have diarrhea?" Yuan Wu stared at his face.

"No." Lin Chengbu replied very simply.

After saying this, Lin Chengbu didn't speak again. Yuan Wu stared at the street scene for a while and felt drowsy. When he was wondering how he could sleep for a while, he turned around and noticed the sweat on Lin Chengbu's forehead. .

"What's wrong with you?" Yuan Wu reached out and touched his forehead.

"It's nothing," Lin Chengbu said, "It's hot."

"Are you really going to have diarrhea?" Yuan Wu looked at him, "Your face is pale, there is a toilet in the building, you go."

"...Oh," Lin Chengbu stood up holding his stomach, "Then I...if I go for a long time, you..."

"Got it, got it," Yuan Wu waved at him, "You go, I'll go up by myself when the time comes."

Lin Chengbu frowned and covered his stomach, and walked quickly across the street into the building.