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As usual, the nurse took the temperature of Mr. Ye in Ward 203.After the test, Mr. Ye, who had never spoken to her before, suddenly said something to her and asked her to close the curtain on the door of the ward when she went out.

The little nurse didn't understand, but the moment she went out, she still obeyed her orders.Not only because she was obedient, but also because the sports star who had been standing at the door to visit for a while didn't come.

After the little nurse left, the young man stayed in the strangely quiet ward with a relaxed expression.Because his eyes are blind, his ears have become particularly sensitive.He was sure that he was the only one in the ward.

After sitting for too long, he accidentally got out of bed.Feeling all the way, came to the separate bathroom in the ward.

He didn't know what he wanted to do, he just followed his body's instincts and walked forward step by step.He still remembered every sentence, even every word Han Yi said that day.

He couldn't see the appearance, but he could imagine the familiar expression on Han Yi's face.As he thought about it, the circles of his eyes slowly turned red.

Han Yi is such a stubborn person, sobbing and telling him not to let him go, what kind of mood should he be in?A question occasionally popped up in the young man's head, but he couldn't find the answer.

He only felt that his body was heavy, as if it was about to fall apart and gradually collapse.

The most painful thing in this world is to want to forget, but it becomes more and more unforgettable.

On the sink in the bathroom, there is a razor that can be used by patients.The young man rarely uses it, and he can't use it alone in the dark world.

The young man originally just put his hands on the stage to support his body, but his hands accidentally touched the cold thing.His head was abnormally blank at the moment, he felt his blood was hot, as if something cold was attached to it, he could feel a little better.

As if hypnotized, he picked up the thing in a daze, and pressed it closer to the skin.

But why would it hurt?

The young man thought in a daze but seriously, because there were blades on this thing.The sharp knife cuts on his wrist, which can draw traces of blood, which will hurt.

But these are short-term pains, short-term pains that don't grind your mind.

If he made a deep stroke, he would no longer cry heartbroken, and he would not let the man he had a crush on cry.Will not bother others, delay others.

He was about to end the pain when he heard anxious footsteps.

Ge Chen came out of the doctor's office with a bitter look on his face, and his heart was full of bad feelings.Just now the doctor showed him the young man's medical records for this week. Since taking the traditional Chinese medicine that day, the young man's condition has not improved much.

I don't know whether it's because the traditional Chinese medicine has no effect or the young man's own desire to live is too low. The doctor can't tell, and Ge Chen can't understand it.

Ge Chen only knows that the young man doesn't care about his illness. The only thing the young man cares about, and the topics he often asks him, are all about Han Yi.The young man kept asking him if Han Yi was there, and if Han Yi had left.In fact, there was Han Yi standing outside the door, and Ge Chen always went against his will, deceiving the young man that he had left.

Ge Chen naturally feels sorry for Han Yi, who is under 30 years old, but bears the pressure that ordinary people can't bear.The lover may die soon, which is an experience that no one can imagine.

One must be self-responsible, and the other must be guarded.

Ge Chen sighed several times and walked towards the ward.As soon as he walked to the door, he found that Han Yi was not there, but the curtain in the ward was drawn unexpectedly.He was so frightened that he quickly opened the door and rushed in.

The ward was empty, and Ge Chen's heart suddenly rose to his throat.He looked around anxiously, and through the translucent door of the bathroom, he vaguely saw a figure.

He tentatively asked, "Is Xiaoye inside?"

After a while, a young voice came from the inside, "It's me."

Ge Chen asked, "Xiaoye, why is the curtain closed?"

The young man said, "I asked the nurse to pull it on."

"That's it." Ge Chen didn't hear anything wrong, and said with concern: "I brought you some porridge, you come out later, eat some while it's hot."

"it is good."

In the hand of the young man, the razor is still tightly held.If it wasn't for Ge Chen's return, perhaps his fresh blood was already on the knife edge in this second.He moved his hands and re-targeted the blood vessels.

No more worries, no more worries.

Crowded in the crowd, he is the corner that should be destroyed.

"By the way," said Ge Chen, who was relieved after confirming that the young man was in the ward, "Xiaoye, your cousin and Shengyi are going back to China soon. Your cousin said on the phone last time that he will take you to see your aunt when he comes back." , your aunt misses you very much."

"You haven't seen your aunt for a long time. I heard from Sheng Bi that you..."

aunt.

These two words flashed through the young man's mind like a sharp sword.There are still people waiting for him, and my aunt has been worrying about him all the time, so he has to meet at least once to say goodbye.

"Luoan, Luoan..."

"Ye Luoan, don't leave me..."

"Ye Luoan, don't let me go, okay?"

Suddenly, indistinct voices sounded in the young man's ears.There are the gentle yells of his aunt, and the flustered calls of his loved ones.He searched for the source of the sound and woke up suddenly.

He was shocked, how could he...

The young man stared at the razor in his hand, unable to deny it.Unknowingly, he almost took his own life.He completely forgot the purpose of clenching his teeth and holding on.

He promised that before he died, he would meet the woman who treated him like his own son.He hasn't thanked her properly yet, and hugged her well.

Han Yi, is that man really willing to let go?No matter how much you accept your fate, how can this relationship be stable?

What the hell is he doing?

The young man turned on the tap and washed his face vigorously.The water wetted his hair and invaded his eyes, and it took him a long time before he slowly calmed down.

He walked out of the bathroom with no details on his face.His previous confused behavior was like a dream.Ge Chen helped him to the bed, and asked earnestly, "Xiaoye, are you really not going to be with Mr. Han?"

The young man was speechless.

Want to, but can't.

After the young man had finished eating, Ge Chen went to the ground floor to make a call to someone abroad, and happened to meet Han Yi head-on.He saw that Han Yi was holding a file bag in his hand, with two words clearly written on the bag, the court.

Ge Chen guessed that this should be sent from Shanghai, and the matter that Han Yi went to Shanghai to deal with before should have a result.

Han Yi asked directly, "Has he eaten today?"

Ge Chen said honestly, "I ate, I just finished eating."

The two didn't know each other well, Ge Chen was a little embarrassed, he didn't want to leave, and he didn't want to leave.Facing Han Yi's cold face, he couldn't say a word.

A few days have passed since Han Yi and the young man confessed their identities and the protective film between them was torn off.Ge Chen was just an outsider and couldn't get in the way.

What's more, when he went to the doctor's office this morning, the doctor told him that Han Yi had already asked about the young man before him.I really can't find a topic, so I can only wait.

Within a few minutes, Han Yi opened his mouth first, "The next time he takes medicine is tomorrow."

"Yes, yes." Ge Chen nodded.

Han Yi looked at the file bag with deep eyes, "I will take all the medicines in the future."

Ge Chen stood there, stunned.