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With the cold wind blowing for a while, Han Yi's surging mood calmed down a bit.Before this moment, he never thought that the person he wanted to protect behind would suffer such pain.

Those he loves are suffering.

This recurring thought was pressed against his chest, as if a pair of invisible hands were tightly pinching Han Yi's neck, causing him unspeakable pain, and even breathing hurt.

It hurt so much that he couldn't stand it.

He casually smoked a few cigarettes, raised his eyebrows, and had a grim expression.He wanted nothing lost from his loved ones, and he wanted them all back.

Han Yi took a deep breath and wiped away the wet tears on his face.

With heavy steps, he walked towards the ward where his lover was.The distance to the ward is only a few flights of stairs, and Han Yi seems to have gone from a lonely world to another world where light can be seen.

He has been longing for, but missed four years, to reach the world.

When he reached the door of the ward, he forced himself to stop.He has complicated feelings in his heart, and he knows that if he confesses his identity to his lover at this moment, the lover will feel uncomfortable, and will desperately want to escape just like in the past.

He remembered that the man in his thirties had just said that his lover didn't want to die in embarrassment in front of him.

What should he do?

Han Yi closed his eyes lightly, then opened them slightly.

He opened the door gently and walked in.The young man was lying on the bed slightly sideways, with the white quilt covering his shoulders, he couldn't see the youthful appearance.

When Ge Chen and Feng Si saw him, their expressions were slightly ugly.

The young man simply asked, "Is the patient from the next room here?"

Feng Si hurriedly said, "Yes, that's what I told you just now, my friend. He...he's not feeling well, there's nothing he can do, he has to come to the hospital for a look."

The young man said "hmm", "Then what is his disease? Is it serious?"

When Feng Si heard this, he looked at Han Yi in embarrassment.Han Yi pointed to his throat and waved his hand.

Feng Si received the hint, and said in a moment, "It's serious, my friend can't speak, his throat was injured some time ago."

"That's it," the young man's voice showed a touch of regret, "I hope he recovers soon, he can't speak, it must be very difficult. If you feel that there is something missing in life, just come and tell me, I have it all."

Afraid that others would not believe it, the young man continued, "I have lived in this hospital for a long time, and Lao Ge helped me buy too many daily necessities. Lao Ge, right?"

Ge Chen could only agree, and replied, "Yes, I bought a lot, and I will get them when I need them."

Feng Si pretended to be polite, "That's embarrassing, we bought them all. If there is an emergency and there is something missing, it won't be too late to borrow."

The young man said, "That's fine, anyway, just come if you need it."

Feng Sigan laughed twice, but didn't answer.

Han Yi stood and listened in a daze, and the corners of his eyes turned red suddenly, this person is such a "foolish and kind".Blind, but still have the energy to worry about others.

Why doesn't he think about himself, why doesn't he think about how much pain he has suffered.

Bear everything, but don't think about it, how can I bear it on my thin shoulders?

Why is it so good, so good that it hurts his heart.

The three of them except Han Yi chatted about ordinary things in life.Occasionally, one or two inadvertent smiles from the young man can be heard.

As he spoke, the young man's voice gradually became weaker and gradually became inaudible.

Ge Chen leaned over and looked up, "He has fallen asleep. His health...is not in good health, and he always goes to bed early."

No one responded, and the air smelled like a mixture of various medicines in the hospital, which was extremely pungent.

Feng Si looked at Han Yi, then at the person lying on the bed, and whispered to Ge Chen after a few minutes, "Let's go first."

Ge Chen was surprised, "That Xiaoye..."

Xiaoye can't see, it's inconvenient for him to live, and he has to take care of Xiaoye.

Feng Sichao winked at Ge Chen, mouthing, "Let Han Yi stay alone with Ye Luoan."

After Ge Chen understood, Honest frowned deeply, as if he felt it was a pity, and the two of them came to this point.With a bitter face, he smiled slightly at Han Yi, "I hope you don't hurt him, think about what I told you." After finishing speaking, he followed Feng Si out of the door lightly.

Walking to the stairs far away from the ward, Feng Si finally couldn't help asking Ge Chen, "Is that man really Ye Luoan?"

Ge Chen nodded.

Feng Si said, "It's really weird. The news my friend found out with great difficulty is actually wrong. So what, he can't see it?"

Ge Chen nodded again, "Yes."

Feng Si asked, "If you can't see it, you can't see it. Then why is he hiding from Han Yi?"

Ge Chen didn't want to go into details, it wasn't that he didn't believe in Feng Si, it was just about Xiaoye, anyone who knew would be surprised.What's more, Xiaoye definitely doesn't want others to know.

Ge Chen said, "Sorry, I can't tell you the reason."

Feng Si smiled awkwardly, "It's okay, it's okay not to talk, I'm just curious."

In the early morning, the street lamps were still on, and the moon in the dark night only showed half of its face.

On the far right, in the ward next to the doctor's office, it was very quiet.If a drop of water falls on the ground, the sound is clear and audible.

Han Yi moved a wooden chair by the head of the bed and sat on it.Cross your hands together and place your arms bent over your legs.His mouth was stuck to his thumb, and he was facing him, looking at the sleeping young man with unrelenting eyes.

He had thought hard about this moment of silence for too long.

The person he loves is in front of his eyes, silently, like a defenseless angel.Still looking at Shu Xin's face, there is no difference.

But his hand did not dare to touch his lover's eyes.Those clean eyes that would always clarify and make his heart beat faster.He would never admit that his lover would leave him because of that ridiculous cancer.

It was hard for him to see, to find, to be by his lover's side.He didn't believe that God would treat him so cruelly and take away his only wish.

Even if God wants to take it away, he will not back down.

No one can take away Han Yi's people.

Han Yi walked outside the door to the doctor's office on duty.With a firm and threatening tone, he asked the doctor for Ye Luoan's medical records.

He didn't know how he got from the first page to the last page, daily medication, non-stop stomach treatment.Every time I turn a page, it is a torment.

He clenched his right hand into a fist, put his fingers against his lips, and stood against the door for a while before entering the ward again.

The lover on the bed has been lying sideways.

Sleeping on his side was his lover's favorite position.When we were together before, his lover always turned sideways and lay in his arms.

Han Yi took off his coat, and slowly climbed onto the hospital bed after his body was warmed by the heater.

His chest was habitually lightly pressed against the young man's back.One hand stretched forward, embracing the young man's slender waist.The feeling is still as warm as before, but things have long changed.

At this moment, he just wanted to hold this person in his arms.