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At the end of my first year of high school, I fell in love with a boy.

He was a very famous gay in our school, and he and his boyfriend were the only gay couple we had ever seen at that time.

But because we didn't understand what homosexuality was all about at the time, no one despised them at that time, at most they looked a little strange in their eyes, and most of the time, they were treated the same as us in the group .

My first love was one of the only gay couples in the whole school. Their name was Shi Bianyu. As the name suggests, she looked like a piece of porcelain, with fox eyes, an oval face, and a small mouth.

His boyfriend before me was in the same class as us, named Jiang Yi.

Jiang Yi is definitely not as good-looking as I am. He is a little round and has a long face, but his eyes are really beautiful, narrow and long, and his eyes are squinted like two rivers flowing with black coal.

The two of them, when they are good, they only envy mandarin ducks but not immortals, and when they are bad, they are earth-shattering. They often fight, to what extent?

Don't look at Shi Bianyu is taller than Jiang Yi, Jiang Yi can push him hard on the tiled floor of the class and knock out a back molar; Shi Bianyu, in winter, he can drag Jiang Yi out on the snow for several days. rice, and then smashed Jiang Yi's hair to the ground.

In the second semester of high school, they had a falling out. I don’t know where I got my phone number. At that time, my mother went to Zhuhai to find my brother. weapon.

First, Shi Bianyu sent me a text message, asking me to borrow the exercise book, saying that he didn't understand many questions and wanted me to teach him.

Later, Jiang Yi also sent me a text message, asking me if I had an affair with Shi Bianyu, saying that Shi Bianyu was not a good person and told me to stay away from him.

I think now that they probably took me as a bet.

In short, Shi Bian Yu and I got closer and closer, and stayed with me back and forth after school.I said to him: You are not good, Jiang Yi easily misunderstands you.

He said: I have already broken up with him, do you discriminate against homosexuals?

Of course I said no, that day he sent me to the door of the house and asked if I could kiss you.

Boys with normal sexual orientation must be furious, but I was stunned for a moment and said no firmly.

... He still kissed. In short, that kiss gave me the feeling that the sky was thundering, and my heart was pounding.

We've been on good terms since then, and the early stages were really sweet and pure.Later...he came to my house, and my mother gave us a chance to sleep together in the same bed after a long time away from home. Anyway, he gave me a hand that night.

Very comfortable, very cool.

I've been addicted to it ever since and want to run to bed whenever I see him.

But according to what he said, I have good skills and can seduce people.At that time, I was very taboo about the relationship between him and Jiang Yi. I said that you should do it for me once, or you don’t love me enough.

Heck, he let me do it. After the real guns are done, I will know more about it, and my head will be full of him.

The two of us were crazy for a long time, and finally my mother put me on the bed.

My mother was really disappointed in me, she didn't even let me go to school, locked me at home, confiscated my mobile phone, looked through all my books, and accidentally found a few love letters.

She made a decision to invite home tutors for all subjects for me, let me take classes at home, study by myself, and then go directly to the college entrance examination.

I can't stand it, don't say she shuts me up like this, just when Bian Yu can't meet me, I will go crazy, and if I can't contact him for a day, I will be insane, jumping through windows and over walls. .

My mother got angry later and told me you don't want to go to school, what's the use of going to school?If you spend money and don't learn well, you will be a scum when you come out.

Her old man kept her promise, all tutoring was stopped, and I was locked in the room every day.

I couldn't take it anymore, and one night I wanted to have a good talk with her, to tell her about the pressure I've been under all these years and the psychological journey to become this way.

I went to the door of her room, and I said, Mom, I want to talk to you.

My mother said: Whoever wants to talk to you, I will go out to make money tomorrow, whoever has time to talk to you.

I made a decision that night, if you don't talk to me, I will make it impossible for you to talk to me again in your life.

The next day I tried to escape, and when I found Shi Bianyu, I said let's elope.At that time, Bian Yu had a brother in Wuxing, a worker in a textile factory.I told him that we were going to Wuxing.

He agreed, and the two of us worked together to borrow enough money for the trip. When we arrived at the train station, he told me that he was the only child in his family, and he had to finish his sophomore year of high school to give his dad a buffer time.Let me come to Wuxing first, and come to me after finishing my second year of high school.

I believed it, so I came to Wuxing and worked in the textile factory. I was very happy in the first month when I got my salary. I called my mother and said that I can make money now, and I will send you the money. You can send the money to my brother or do business.

My mother threatened me in the early stage. She said that she had called the police and wanted me all over the country, and she would definitely take me home.In the later stage, she also followed me. Anyway, I made money, and I also had food, drink, and no missing arms or legs.

As a result, I was plotted against in the factory. I had a fight with the National People's Congress and was fired.

I called Shi Bianyu, and I asked him when he would come, and he said wait, oh, I also remitted a lot of money to him at that time.

I waited and waited and waited and waited until finally, he reconciled with Jiang Yi.

That time when I called him, Jiang Yi answered. Jiang Yi said that they had just finished, and asked me if I had anything to do, so let's rest early.

All my youthful semen and money were wasted and flowed into a small river ditch, completely desperate for love.

Then, young master, I stepped into the world of mortals and became a small boss of Xingang City today.That's it, it's over.

There were red clouds in the sky that were smudged, Shu Zhao got up from the ground after speaking, and stretched hard.

His eyes looked at the redness in the distance, so there seemed to be orange flames flickering in his eyes, his expression was indulged and enjoyed, and his posture was relaxed.He took off the coldness and meanness of the past, faded away the unpopular glamour, and finally revealed the youthful and clean taste of a young man, the vigor and carefree lightness that he should have at his age.

Mo Nong also stood up, looking at his eyes full of morning glow, now he felt that he was older than Shu Zhao and more mature than him. Shu Zhao's thin body facing the breeze made him feel that he could stand In front of him, he used his wider and taller body to block the chill in the wind.

If he was Bian Yu at that time, he would never let him go. He imagined how clean and pure Shu Zhao was when he was a student, how shy he was when the kiss fell, and how they played together in bed How enthusiastic and charming he was when he was by the side.

If Bian Yu was in front of him at that time, he would definitely beat him up and make him pay a heavy price for destroying Shu Zhao.

"Don't show that regrettable expression when you face the young man who lost his footing?" Shu Zhao said frivolously, "I'm not doing well. What kind of eyes do you have? Why are your eyes red? I feel distressed?"

Mo Nong didn't hide it, nodded and said: "My heart hurts. You said it so easily and simply, but I seem to see the light of a knife, cutting the flesh from your body."

Shu Zhao burst into laughter immediately, "Don't be so hypocritical, okay?"

Mo Nong saw those eyes slowly turning red and overflowing with tears, Shu Zhao wiped his eyes, sighed, looked at Chaoyang again, and said:

"Now that I think about it, it's amazing. Time really seems to heal everything. How sad and sad I was at the beginning, I wished I could die for relief. After all these years, speaking of it now... it's just a drop in the ocean of life, a cloud of the past."

Mo Nong stared at him, and suddenly approached him with a firm and solemn expression:

"Let me know if you have any difficulties or things you can't solve in the future, and I will help you."

Shu Zhao's eyes widened in surprise, looked at him for a moment and then asked:

"Tell me the truth, are you rich?"

Mo Nong couldn't keep up with his jumping thinking for a while, and the serious atmosphere was instantly broken by his words. He didn't feel confident:

"I... am not very rich, maybe... just average rich?"

Shu Zhao put a hand on his shoulder, "Generally, rich people are also rich, rich people, we must be good friends, good friends!"

Mo Nong couldn't help being amused by him, for some reason, he patted his head and said, "Little bald head."

"Hey, put your nose on your face, you!" Shu Zhao slapped his hands off in disgust, and touched his head, "Is it possible for a mortal like you to touch my head casually? After watching the sunrise, rich people , could you please treat me to breakfast?"

Mo Nong thought for a while, and said in a negotiating tone: "It will take at least an hour for us to go back now. I know there is a small hotel at the foot of the mountain. Let's have a meal, rest there, and go back in the afternoon?"

"OK!"

The conditions in the hotel room are simple, but the environment is clean.

Shu Zhao walked around the room and said to Mo Nong who was standing at the door: "I'll take a shower first, I haven't washed for two nights."

Mo Nong found two pairs of slippers, threw one pair to him, and threw the other pair by the bed, sat down to change shoes,

"Okay, you go first, I will rush after you finish."

After finishing the rush, Shu Zhao realized that he had neither underwear nor pajamas, and he was too embarrassed to be naked, so he had no choice but to put on the gray shirt that had been worn for two days, and went out with his bare legs covered half of his buttocks.

Mo Nong only thinks that these two long legs are too eye-catching, the skin is very unhealthy white, thin and thin, but the curve is very beautiful.

"Why are you so thin?"

Shu Zhao lifted the quilt and lay down, "Drinking, smoking, staying up late, and the factors of innate and acquired factors add up, and you'll lose weight like this."

Mo Nong frowned, seeing that he had closed his eyes and rested, he swallowed his words of persuasion reluctantly, and took a careless shower in the bathroom.

When he came out, he heard Shu Zhao snoring, the snoring was very small, and his breathing was long and heavy.

The curtains reflected a layer of faint sunlight, and the sound of the air conditioner was loud but not noisy. His and Shu Zhao's clothes were thrown on a wooden chair in the corner. He walked to Shu Zhao's bed and looked at it for a while, and saw His chin was buried in the quilt, and the exposed face was even smaller and greener. Coupled with his bald head, he really looked like a young monk who came out of the temple and had no experience in the world.

Mo Nong sat back on the edge of his bed, clasped his hands together and propped his chin, and looked at him contemplatively for a while.

He was thinking about where did his instinctive desire to protect come from, and why did he pay extra attention and patience to Shu Zhao.

Because he is good-looking?Yes a little.But just because he is good-looking?Perhaps it is more because of his personality that is sometimes colorful and sometimes dull and ethereal like a colorful mist that is shrouded in him!

Mo Nong's curiosity towards him was satisfied a little bit today, but he knew that there were still many secrets about Shu Zhao.

If one day all the mysteries are revealed, then what kind of person will Shu Zhao be at that time?

When facing him who is no longer mysterious, will this skin still be so attractive to him?Will his attitude towards Shu Zhao be as good as it is now?

But his thoughts quickly pulled away from these erratic questions, and turned back to Shu Zhao's first love.

After thinking about it, he felt that it was a pity in the end. It would be great if he could meet Shu Zhao at that time!