my friend mr heartthrob

After returning from city A, I was lost for a long time, and suddenly felt that the distance between me and Xiao Zhou was greater than I thought, and maybe it would be impossible to get close to him as I thought in my whole life.His Weibo was no longer updated, and I tossed and turned like a lovelorn, unable to sleep day and night.Later, I suddenly found out that he was still playing on ins. Although the update was so slow that it was almost hopeless, but I could see his movements anyway, and my anxious heart finally got a little comfort.

In the next year or two, I also dated a few people. Maybe because I fell in love with Xiaozhou secretly, I always ended up without a problem. Later, I gradually felt that it was meaningless. Just when I thought the days would pass like this, a friend had an accident. , I went out to play at a young age and passed away in a car accident. I suddenly thought that if I died like this, I can’t tell Xiaozhou that I like him so much in this life, so I just die with regret?I don’t want to be like this, I’m going to work in the city of Xiaozhou, and I’ll be closer to him. When I have the courage, I’m going to go up to him and tell him that I’ve loved him for many years, thank him for giving me when I was most helpless strength.

I resigned from my job in City B under the surprised eyes of my friends, and came to City A resolutely.After the house was settled, I started to look for a job. Due to the good work experience before, the job search went smoothly, but when I went to work on the first day.I just know what it means to be lucky!My immediate boss is actually Xiao Zhou's good friend Dumb!God help me too.

Duan is a very easy-going and enthusiastic person. He quickly said that he would introduce me to a boyfriend. What I didn’t expect was that the first person I saw was Xiaozhou. Although many people played together that day, I didn’t know why. I feel that the focus of Dumb's introduction is Xiaozhou.I don't even know how much self-control I used to be mediocre at the time. I felt my heart was going to jump out of my chest, but I still held Xiao Zhou's hand as if nothing had happened, pretending that I never knew about him. look.His hands were beautiful, not big, with long fingers and slight calluses. Although they were not particularly strong, they were not soft either.Letting go of his hand, I entered a kind of indescribable silence, sitting silently watching him shoot arrows. When he shoots arrows, he is really full of power, has a very good aim, and the whole person is very sexy, although he only wears A simple white shirt without any modification, but you feel that he is shining.People can not take their eyes off.When I went back in the evening, Dumb sent Xiaozhou home, and I sat in the car of Dumb’s boyfriend. Although I really wanted to know everything about Xiaozhou, I didn’t know why I couldn’t ask a single sentence, so I could only ask about other people’s situation.

After going to work, Dui often had lunch with me. He accidentally talked about Xiaozhou a lot, and he often took me to their parties. I didn’t expect that I really got to know Xiaozhou. Xiaozhou would invite me to work out and watch movies together. .At that time, I thought, this is the best arrangement, to be so close to him, this is the best ending I thought before.I tried my best to disguise myself to prevent Xiaozhou from discovering more of my thoughts. I thought, there are so many people who like him, look at Mu Xi, look at Mr. F, they are all well-known handsome guys, none of them can catch his eyes , People like me, don't be too greedy, just be a good friend who can play with him.

I actually really want to know everything about Xiaozhou, but maybe because I like it so much, I can’t ask a lot of questions, and I don’t want to use Dumb, Dumb is a very good friend, I can’t do this kind of thing, so every time Dumb said I would Listen, I don’t ask any questions. Later, the company of Dumb’s boyfriend helped promote a live broadcast software. Xiaozhou helped to do a live broadcast. After being frightened by his popularity, my mind really became heavier and heavier. The next day Dumb started Joyfully making fun of Xiao Zhou, saying that Xiao Zhou is a 1 but everyone thinks it is 0, saying that Xiao Zhou only likes short boys with round faces and plain faces.After hearing all this, I was really skeptical, how could Xiaozhou like a boy with no good looks.

"His aesthetics is off the mark." Duan said to me like this.I didn't really believe it until I saw the photos of Xiaozhou's ex-boyfriends. He is really aesthetically deviant.This incident seemed to give me courage. When I wanted to confess, Duan told me at the right time, don’t confess, any active pursuit will be deducted by Xiaozhou.I still wanted to associate with Xiao Zhou, so I wisely shut my mouth.

When Xiaozhou went to a neighboring country to play, I hurriedly prepared a small sunscreen kit for him. I especially hope that I can have more opportunities to take care of him. Every time Xiaozhou gives me the impression that he is caring and gentle, sometimes he will prescribe some bears A joke, but harmless.In the more casual circles, Xiao Zhou's belt is almost uncommonly tight. I have known him for a year, and he is unparalleled, but if someone asks for sex, he will basically run away.Such a small boat makes my heart ache. When I think that Xiaozhou may become someone else's boyfriend one day, I feel that I may go crazy with jealousy.However, to confess, I was still afraid. I was in a dilemma, so I could only pretend not to care, and at the same time try my best to care about him and ask him out to play.

After going through a lot of turmoil, we made an appointment to go on a trip together. A few days ago, I felt that I was in the fog, and I was a little unwilling to believe the authenticity of all this.The days of traveling together are as beautiful as a dream.Xiaozhou would come to like my photos and sincerely say that I am a great beauty. For a moment, I really thought I was a very beautiful and good-looking person.Who would be able to refuse such a sincere compliment?After I came back, I immediately felt the treacherous situation around me. Xiaozhou’s crush and Xiaozhou’s ex-boyfriend were all full of hostility towards me. It's normal, and I'm not a worthless person. What Xiaozhou likes is not beauty and youth. I try my best to be myself, so I may not have a chance. Why should I be ashamed to give in?

Perhaps my firmness moved Dui, and he texted me to express his support.Xiaozhou and I hang out together more frequently. Many times, I feel that I am so close to my goal, but there is always a layer of membrane that cannot be pierced. I am not in a hurry. I have waited patiently for so many years. At this point, why rush for success?This kind of life has passed for more than half a year. When I thought it would continue like this, I didn’t expect that Xiaozhou would encounter a pervert. Although every time he went to the bar, someone took advantage of him, but I didn’t expect that someone would do it in public. I secretly photographed him in the bathroom. At that moment, I felt that I wanted to kill that pervert. Although he was tall and strong, he was probably scared by my aura. Xiao Zhou came out and hugged me and said it was okay. We deleted the pervert's photo.Xiaozhou took me back to his house to bandage me, and seeing him carefully bandage me, I felt incredibly soft in my heart.

When eating the next day, Xiaozhou wanted to confess to me. Looking into his eyes, I felt my ears ringing a bit. I hardly heard what he said afterwards. I just remembered that I nodded very quickly in agreement with his confession.At that moment, I felt like my eyes were full of fireworks.The excitement is indescribable.

It was only after dating that I realized how sweet Xiaozhou is. A gentle, considerate and charming boyfriend is simply a dream model. I think all this is really the best reward that life gives me.He secretly kissed the sleeping boat on the cheek.My dear, may we always be together and carry each other for a hundred years.Let me spend my life telling you how much I love you.

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I hope that Mr. Heartthrob in life can find his Mr. H as soon as possible, and live a smooth and happy life forever.