splitting flowers

"What kind of person is Jing Chen?" On the way back, Lu Lan asked this question for the second time, this time facing Lu Junshan, "I thought at first that you wanted to praise him because of me. Now it seems that you Isn’t that what you were thinking about at the time?”

Lu Junshan leaned against the back of the chair and closed his eyes to meditate. Hearing this, he smiled: "The first thing he caught my attention was of course that face."

"What happened later? You investigated him, what made you think he was worth cultivating?"

Lu Lan was in high spirits, and he had to say that Jing Chen's rhetoric impressed him.

I thought that the person who could say "normal love" to Duan Shangjin should be a naive and ignorant little white flower, and why would it be a scheming black tea like Jing Chen.

Is he in a daze?Moved?Or something else?

——Besides the bed, there are other strengths.

Lu Junshan opened his eyes and turned to look at Lu Lan.After a while, I took his hand and held it.

"Xiao Jing and you are indeed similar. Do you still remember that when you were a child, you seemed to have thorns all over your body for a while, and you were always desperate to fight with others. I was actually shocked when you smashed the glass in the classmate's dormitory. I didn't take good care of you, which made you feel insecure, as if you wanted to defend against the whole world."

Lu Lan understood: "Does Jingchen remind you of me at that time?"

"Yes." Lu Junshan sighed, showing sympathy.

In the past, he seldom had such a look on his face, but recently he seems to have relaxed a lot, and the frequency of revealing his inner state in front of Lu Lan has become more and more frequent.When the two are together, they feel like brothers and sisters again.

No wonder Lao Lin always said that brothers are in harmony and everything is going well these days.

"Xiaojing is a bitter child. He was trafficked when he was a child, and he was sold to the city again by his adoptive parents in his early ten years. He escaped from his second adoptive parents' house at the age of 15 and wanted to sue his second adoptive father for indecent-molestation-sexual-assault. , but was almost caught. Before entering Shanlan, he had been having a difficult time, and Shanlan was a turning point in his life. He told me all this himself. "

Lu Lan was both startled and puzzled: "How could this happen?"

It stands to reason that entertainment companies would definitely not accept children who have experienced this kind of experience, especially in the idol industry.Otherwise, in the future, if a little bit is found out, all packaging and investment will be in vain.

"Of course, Jingchen in the company's information is not like this. He joined Shanlan because he was recommended by a friend of mine. The information was sent to me at the beginning, and it showed that he came from an ordinary background. I didn't look carefully at that time, so I directly gave it to the following , and he came in."

"Who is your friend?"

"Who?" Lu Junshan paused, "Whoever you think you are, that's who you are."

Lu Lan was at a loss for words, but his heart was clear, and his heart was complicated.

When you don't know a person at all, you can judge the other person arbitrarily based on the other person's behavior and feelings.After getting to know it, and discovering another face, it is no longer possible to make a self-assessment.

After a while, Lu Lan just asked, "Then is your friend breaking up with him now?"

Lu Junshan squeezed his younger brother's hand, chuckled, and said meaningfully: "If you send it to Shanlan, you will belong to Shanlan. Otherwise, why do you think he came to me?"

"..." What bullying remarks.

Lu Lan twitched her hand back, but didn't twitch.After several attempts to no avail, he gave up, turned his head away, and muttered in a low voice.

"That's not like me, I'm not so miserable. I have you, I won't be sold, and I won't have to sell myself again and again to survive. Compared with him, I'm... the flower of the greenhouse."

"But I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of?"

Lu Junshan opened his mouth and stopped, sighed inaudibly, and remained silent in the end.

After waiting for a while without an answer, Lu Lan turned back and saw that his elder brother was pale, as if he had a lot to say.Maybe it's because I don't know how to say it, maybe it's too long to be worth talking about.

Lu Lan suddenly understood the "fear" in Lu Junshan's mouth.

When he was imprisoned in school as a rebellious teenager, Lu Junshan had just been struggling in society.It's not easy to stand on your own feet, let alone support a stable sky for your younger brother.

In those years, Lu Lan could only see that his brother didn't care enough about him, was too busy and indifferent, but he couldn't see what risks he took and what pressure he took when he stepped from an ordinary person to his current level.

Of course Lu Junshan should be afraid.

Every risk he has ever taken may destroy the seemingly peaceful life of the two brothers; as long as he misses a step, Lu Lan will really use his desperate energy to survive.

What he saw in Jing Chen was actually his own fear.That special favor and support comes from this.

Lu Lan stopped asking, put her hand back into her brother's palm, and quietly held his brother's fingers in the dark.

Half a month later, Lu Lan and Jing Chen joined the group together.The crew first selected difficult shots. Group A, including the two protagonists, went to the countryside and went to the mountains to shoot a scene of chasing a murderer in the deep forest.

The village selected by the crew is a real small village in the deep mountains. It takes more than an hour to drive the road in the countryside alone. I don't know how the director found the scene.

When they arrive at the place, the actors have to spend some time to familiarize themselves with the scene.A staff member took Lu Lan and Jing Chen for a stroll, and after walking around, Lu Lan noticed that Jing Chen was a little absent-minded.

"What's the matter, are you in a bad mood?" At lunch time, Lu Lan sat opposite him.

The working meals of the crew are farm meals made by farmers in the village. There are limited bowls and chopsticks, and each person has a pair of large porcelain bowls and chopsticks.The bowl in front of Jing Chen didn't take a bite.

Lu Lan asked again: "The food is not to your liking?"

"No." Jing Chen pulled it symbolically, and put a piece of dry eggplant into his mouth, "I don't like this place."

"It's a bit tough, but the scenery in this place is good. Filming is like this. If you want to be an actor, there will be a more difficult environment in the future."

Jing Chen replied sullenly: "It's not because of this."

"That's..." As soon as he spoke, Lu Lan suddenly remembered Jing Chen's experience that Lu Junshan had mentioned before, and Lu Lan fell silent.

Pausing for a while, he turned to comfort: "It's only half a month, just bear with it."

Jing Chen nodded and said nothing.

The filming started that night, and the two filmed their own scenes of the night scene separately, and there was no rivalry scene for the time being.Lu Lan had a lot of action scenes and took a long time to shoot. When he returned to his residence, Jing Chen had already finished.

I lived in a farm house, which was rented from the villagers, and I had to gather several families to make up enough room.The two leading actors had to make do with sharing a room. Seeing Lu Lan come back, Jing Chen rushed out to welcome him.

The two got to know each other well, and he hadn't been so polite for a long time.

Lu Lan was a little surprised: "What's the matter, it looks restless."

"No, I was just waiting for you." Jing Chen followed him into the room, step by step.

"Is something wrong?"

"...Oh, yes, I want to play with you."

"Then wait a minute, I'll wash my face." Lu Lan took the towel, turned around and went out to the well in the yard.

Jing Chen paused, followed him again, and stood by to watch him finish washing his face.Now Lu Lan was sure that he must have an unusual reason for following him.But the younger brother didn't seem to want to say it, and he didn't know how to ask.

Normal play, gradually getting better.An hour later, they stopped naturally and went to bed.When he was about to fall asleep, Lu Lan heard Jing Chen calling him.

"Brother Lan."

Lu Lan was indeed a little tired and didn't want to talk much.Pretending to be asleep, no response.Jing Chen yelled again, but got no response, so he fell silent.But not long after, he got up again.

Lu Lan could feel that there was someone more beside the bed.He still pretended not to know, breathing steadily.

After a while, Jing Chen sat down on the edge of his bed and called him in a low voice: "Brother Lan."

Now it's unreasonable to pretend to be asleep again, Lu Lan replied in a confused voice: "Well...Xiaojing, what's the matter?"

"I can not sleep."

"Then close your eyes and meditate, and you'll be filming tomorrow."

"Brother." Jing Chen put his hand on his arm and pushed, "I want to sleep with you."

Mountain village, late at night, lonely men and widows, or lonely men and widows with intricate relationships, adding these words is obviously too ambiguous.

Lu Lan was not sure what the little guy meant.After all, the last time they were filming together, the little guy also hooked him like this.Couples in the crew are also common.

"Brother...Brother Lan." Jing Chen's voice softened, with an indescribable pitifulness.

Lu Lan opened his eyes. There are no extra street lights in the village, and the light in the house depends entirely on moonlight.His eyes also looked pitiful.Tiredness and the late night make one's heart soften, Lu Lan sighed.

"Are you afraid of this village?"

"……Um."

Lu Lan paused and sat up: "Why?"

Jing Chen hesitated: "Did Master Lu tell you about me?"

Lu Lan said frankly: "I said so."

After hearing this, Jing Chen fell silent, stared down at any place on the ground, and rubbed the ground lightly with his feet.

Lu Lan wondered: "It can't be such a coincidence, can it? Is this... the place where you stayed?"

Jing Chen nodded: "Well, I've been here for six years." He raised his head and pointed out the window, "At the foot of that mountain, we saw an abandoned firebrick house during the day, which is the earliest building in my memory. s home."

When the story was told from his own mouth, everything seemed more real and shocking.

When he was kidnapped, he didn't remember much.He can't remember the things about his biological family anymore, and the earliest memories of his life are all related to this small village.

He once thought that he was a member of this village, living and growing up here carefree, walking through every corner of the village.Until one day, the adoptive parents gave birth to their own child, and the child fell ill again, so he was sold for money to treat the child...

"I don't know why, I'm afraid they'll recognize me. I don't even know if they're still here, maybe I won't recognize me when I see them, but I'm afraid they'll recognize me, and it's not me who did something bad... "

He started grinding the floor again, gripping the edge of the bed with both hands.

His eyes had already adapted to the darkness, and Lu Lan could clearly see his expression.Clean and sad, the corners of his lips were pursed dryly, pulling out a somewhat tight line, tense and stubborn.

Too lazy to distinguish whether it was acting or real, Lu Lan moved in, and lay down again facing the wall: "Come on, don't think about it, get up early tomorrow."

"Really?" Jing Chen raised his voice in surprise, "Thank you Brother Lan."

Then, there was a person behind him as if there was nothing.

Don't get that close.Lu Lan half-closed his eyes and thought, but didn't say anything.But apart from being a little close, the little guy is all right.

Not long after, Lu Lan fell asleep.

If he knew at this time that a lunatic would break in the door early the next morning, he would never soften his heart.