Uncle Teaching Manual

Learning, my grandson is amazing, he went to medical school, he said that he will cure my disease in the future. "

As he said that, the old man suddenly smiled, looked at Xia Xingsi, took the list in his hand, "Thank you doctor, I should go."

Xia Xingsi nodded in a trance, watching the old man trembling down the stairs holding on to the handrail, his back was hunched.

"...Uncle."

Zhang Chengyou has been standing by the side, without speaking for a long time.

He didn't intervene because he felt that Xia Xingsi was immersed in his own world. If he disturbed or touched his world at will, Xia Xingsi would be unhappy.

Was he thinking about his family just now?

Zhang Chengyou thought of his family that Xia Xingsi had told him, and then looked at Xia Xingsi who was standing there looking at the stairs with a dazed expression, his heart felt sour, and he really wanted to go up and hug him hard.

"...Uncle." Zhang Chengyou moved two steps forward, but before he could say anything, Xia Xingsi interrupted him.

"Do you know what it's like to wait to die?"

Zhang Chengyou heard a low and lonely voice coming from his ear.

He was startled, and saw Xia Xingsi slowly walking over, sitting where the old man had sat just now, with his hands on both sides of his legs, his figure was a little thin and lonely.

But this posture is a bit like a good child waiting for his mother to come back in the hospital.

He couldn't help but feel pain in his heart for an instant.

He was subconsciously attracted by such Xia Xingsi, walked over involuntarily, approached, and sat down beside him, but he didn't even dare to put his hands on him, only dared to look and listen like this.

Xia Xingsi's voice came shallowly and slowly.

The author has something to say: This chapter is chicken soup again, are you tired of reading it? . .

The old man was sorting out the medical form alone in the hospital. I saw it on Weibo, so I wrote it in.

Chapter 33

"It's the feeling of knowing that I don't have long to live, but I have no choice but to wait for death slowly. I look in the mirror every day and watch myself die and grow old little by little in the mirror."

"I am a doctor. I have seen many poor people in the hospital. There are too many. Every time I see them, I feel sad, because they are really very poor but helpless people, but they all have love in their hearts. They They care about their families, although they don’t have much money, they live a happy life, but their bodies don’t allow it.”

"I look at them, but I can't save them. It's really sad. I'm a doctor, and it's my job to save them, but I can't save everyone. Sometimes I have no choice but to watch them die. , but they are not very sad, some people are even very satisfied and happy."

"It's really a very happy thing to have love in your heart. It really has nothing to do with money."

"There are always people who misunderstand our profession, but only those who have been doctors will understand those frustrations."

"I have seen many patients. Some people can't bear to commit suicide before they die of illness. They can't stand the process. The process is a torment for themselves and their relatives, so they choose to die first."

"I don't know what it feels like, but I feel that when they commit suicide, they should think about their family and the people they love, so the moment they die, their hearts should be full of love, not desolate."

Xia Xingsi said, shaking his head, his expression was a little lonely, as if he was recalling some bad memories.

"My current life is not bad, but if I have to choose, whether I am terminally ill but surrounded by my family, caring for me, or living alone like I am now, I would like to taste the former, the feeling of being cared by my family."

"Because sometimes, when I see those terminally ill patients, when their families come to see them, they all smile happily. Although they don't have a few months to live, they laugh more happily than me."

"Sometimes I even have, envy their ridiculous idea, envy a dying person."

Following Xia Xingsi's shoulder line, Zhang Chengyou saw Xia Xingsi lowered his head slowly, his black hair covered half of his face, but he could clearly see his bright red lips, dazzling as if painted with the setting sun.

The corners of his lips were raised, revealing a smile full of sadness and loneliness. The corners of his lips were raised, and he wanted to be smoothed out.

Don't laugh if you are not happy.

cry.

I lend you my shoulders.

But Xia Xingsi didn't lean on his shoulder, but sat alone.

His thin shoulders trembled slightly, and his hands were on both sides of his legs, like a good child waiting for his mother to come back.

"I often see nurses on duty carrying dead patients on stretchers all the way to the morgue in the middle of the night. There are all dead people there, some of them died of illness, some died of accidents, and some committed suicide. The doctor took over to help with the shift. Sometimes I wandered around the hospital. Every time I passed by that place, I felt that it was terrible. But now that I was on duty and went into that place again, I felt that it was the safest place in the whole hospital. "

"Because there is nothing there, only the dead, and you don't have to worry about the dead. Sometimes I think of a sentence, the living are scarier than the dead."

Xia Xingsi sighed lightly, and buried his head even deeper.

"It's like my mother, she doesn't want me, she thinks I'm a burden and a burden, but she's still close to me and using me."

"Or like my sister, although I am her elder brother, but because of the different living environment, she thinks I am inferior, and she is superior, and thinks that I am not of the same class as her. It's just that because of her mother's illness, she had to speak to me in a low voice, and I think she must have looked down on me at that time."

"Also, like..."

Xia Xingsi's tone was soft and deep, as if he was telling a fairy tale, but what he said made people feel distressed.

Without even thinking about it, Zhang Chengyou shouted, "Stop talking!"

Xia Xingsi was stunned by his shout, turned his head in a daze, looked at him, but was caught off guard by his shoulders, and then carried him into his arms.

The whole person was held in his arms and on his chest.

He froze, but his first reaction was warmth.

It was so warm that he didn't want to come out.

But at the same time scrupulous about the surrounding environment.

In a daze, he heard Zhang Chengyou saying: "Don't worry about those people, they just gossip in their hearts, you don't care, right..."

He opened his mouth slightly, but couldn't answer.

Yes or no.

He felt like his tongue was tied.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, and he couldn't speak well. He just felt that many scenes flashed in front of his eyes, all of which were similar to the present one.

He always said strange things to Zhang Chengyou.

Except for the walls of the house and Zhang Chengyou, he has never said these things in his heart.

Maybe he was alone for too long?As long as someone treats him better, can't help but tell the people around him?Maybe it was because he stayed with Zhang Chengyou all day long, and he was used to having him by his side...

This habit is kind of scary.

If you get used to it, you will be dependent, and if you are dependent, you will not be able to quit.

The world is so big, no one can determine what other people are thinking, no matter how much you know about that person, it is the same, people are always fickle, especially when it comes to love, which is never predictable.

He felt that his mind was very messed up, it was like this every time, every time he was so confused, and finally he was bored and tangled all by himself.

Did Zhang Chengyou never think about anything?

Or is it that young people like him are used to flirting with others now?

Sometimes, putting on a diamond ring and saying I love you can't represent eternal love, let alone other things...

He only felt that his face was hot, and now he was very embarrassed, which made him unable to calm down, and unconsciously said: "I'm sorry...I...I..."

He tried hard to express something, but he couldn't say clearly, and he didn't know how to express it clearly.

In the past, when faced with such a situation, he could just tell the other party directly, but now, it seems to be different from before.

He blushed.

However, he suddenly felt that the hands holding him were loosened, gently, as if some important object was gently put down.

The sudden surprise made him startled, his mouth half-opened, unable to speak.

After a while, I slowly reacted.

He doesn't need to say anymore.

Because it has passed, it is too late to say it now.

I don't know why, at that moment, he suddenly remembered a sentence that he accidentally saw while searching for information on the Internet some time ago: No matter how attached you are, that embrace will not be yours.

This is a typical line in a non-mainstream sensational romance novel.

The style he hated the most, but he remembered it.

It's weird.

He lowered his head, rubbed his forehead with his hands, and sighed.

It was quiet around him, and he even suspected that Zhang Chengyou had already left, but when he lowered his head, he peeked at his feet from the corner of his eye, and saw Zhang Chengyou's shadow, he didn't leave, he was still standing, the same as when he first met , just stand like this.

He sighed shortly, and said: "...Let's go, it's time to go back and get busy."

It was still quiet around me.

no respond.

He felt that his palms were sweating. Usually, he should not care about such a scene, but now he felt extremely nervous and awkward, which was really strange.

He wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say. He suddenly realized that he didn't understand Zhang Chengyou at all, but Zhang Chengyou seemed to know himself very well.

They have only known each other for a few months, why is there such a difference in mutual understanding? Is it because he is too negligent and only cares about himself.

Is he too selfish?

He suddenly felt cold all over.

Did you do something wrong?

Just when he didn't know what to do, he suddenly heard a shallow response from beside him: "...then let's go."

He was startled.

The answer to this sentence was flat, with a flat tone and voice.

It was obviously a very common word, but when he heard it, he was suddenly a little panicked, feeling like he was being hated.

In astonishment, he suddenly remembered Xie Zhengming's strange tone when speaking to him these days. At that time, Xie Zhengming had a strange mocking expression, but he didn't reply back. It would have been like this before.

why is that……

Not only Xie Zhengming, but also facing other people...

Thinking about it, I suddenly felt that such a self was annoying and annoying.

Recently, he is so negligent, always only looking at himself, as if he was blinded by something.

You only see yourself, not other people's moods and thoughts.

Not at all honest.

Such a self is really annoying.

"...Let's go, have you found someone to lead the class?"

He took a deep breath, straightened the messy white coat on his body, and said in a calm and authentic voice.

"...Yes, I asked Dr. Huang to lead the class." Zhang Chengyou paused, and replied with surprise.

"That's good."

Xia Xingsi nodded in satisfaction, and while looking at the busy departments around him, he walked towards his consulting room.

He shouldn't be thinking about those messy things now, he hates ambiguity, if he likes it, he likes it, if he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it, if he likes it, he likes it, and if he doesn't like it, it's fine.

This is his principle, and he also treats interpersonal relationships in the same way, simple and straightforward, without turning corners.

If the other party has been ambiguous, then he doesn't have to worry about this person all the time.

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt much refreshed.

It's almost noon now, and I only need to return to the consultation room later...

Xia Xingsi was thinking about his work plan for the afternoon, looked at the corridor ahead, and suddenly stopped in his tracks.

Zhang Chengyou, who was following him, also stopped, but for some unknown reason, he asked strangely, "Uncle, what's wrong?"

Xia Xingsi didn't answer, but just looked ahead.

He frowned, looking at Xie Zhengming who was walking towards him with a report in his hand.

His department is not on the same floor as his own, and he has troubled himself more recently.Could it be that he deliberately ran to other floors every time to make trouble for himself?

Really sick.

Doing so doesn't help you at all.

Xia Xingsi sneered in his heart, but still stood, watching Xie Zhengming walk in front of him, and stopped.

Xie Zhengming looked at him, shook his head and said, "You seem to be very busy. I just saw Dr. Huang was taking over for you. The meeting took so long?"

The meeting is already over.

Xia Xingsi was very clear in his heart, Xie Zhengming knew this, otherwise he would not have come.

"There was a family disturbance on the first floor just now. I went to help after the meeting. It has subsided now. I am just going back to the consultation room." Xia Xingsi explained, looked him up and down again, and said, "Your department is not on this floor. Did you go to the wrong floor, or did you come to find me?"

Xie Zhengming was startled, then pouted unhappily, "I'm just passing by."

Who came here to find you...

"Uncle, who is this?" Zhang Chengyou, who was confused beside him, leaned his head and asked.

"This is..." Xia Xing thought that Zhang Chengyou didn't know Xie Zhengming yet, and was about to introduce him when he was interrupted by Xie Zhengming.

"My name is Xie Zhengming, and I grew up with Xia Xingsi." Xie Zhengming said, narrowing his eyes, "Hi, I heard the dean mentioned you."

"Xie Zhengming? I haven't heard of it." Zhang Chengyou raised his eyebrows in doubt and scratched his head. "My dad only told me that he was uncle... Oh, Xia Xingsi is a very good doctor. He is very relieved to let me follow him."

"..." Xie Zhengming's face immediately turned dark, uglier than the faces of the family members of patients whose operations failed.

The author has something to say: Zhang Chengyou: I was wronged, not because I was ambiguous, but because the author did not let me say QAQ

Xiao Xiao (turning over the book): You can't confess your love until you have been abused.

Xia Xingsi: (silently looking for a scalpel)

Xiao Xiao: Don't try to scare me, you'll be raped later... (sigh) Can't say it yet!

Chapter 34 (After Minor Repair)

"The dean may have believed in the wrong person." Xie Zhengming folded his arms and said with a disdainful hum.

Zhang Chengyou was startled when he heard this, he could tell that Xie Zhengming and Xia Xingsi had a bad relationship, but Xie Zhengming said it so bluntly.

Although he couldn't understand the meaning of Xie Zhengming's words, he knew that this humble-looking person was not talking about himself.

Instead, he was scolding the uncle, hum, what a nasty person, hypocritical.

Xia Xingsi frowned and did not speak, but stared intently at Xie Zhengming.

Zhang Chengyou may not understand the meaning of Xie Zhengming's words, but he does.

Xie Zhengming obviously already knew the relationship between him and Zhang Chengyou, and these words reminded himself that the dean knew the consequences of this matter.

Xia Xingsi has always been worried about this.

The dean will definitely be disappointed and sad when he finds out, and with Xie Zhengming's fanning the flames, even if the dean wants to favor him at this time, he can't stabilize people's hearts.

At that time, I will have no choice but to leave He'en Hospital, and Xie Zhengming will get his wish...

But Zhang Chengyou didn't know this at all.

He didn't want to tell Zhang Chengyou.

Maybe, it will force the ending to come faster, not because he doesn't believe in Zhang Chengyou, but because he really doesn't have confidence in emotions.

Xia Xingsi frowned slightly, and looked at Xie Zhengming silently.

Xie Zhengming also looked at Xia Xingsi with provocative eyes.

Zhang Chengyou didn't know, so he looked at the uncle and then at Xie Zhengming.

Xia Xingsi didn't understand why Xie Zhengming knew about his relationship with Zhang Chengyou now, but he didn't tell the dean, but ran to him and hinted repeatedly.

Regarding this kind of thing, even if there is no clear evidence, once the parents know about it, they will not take it lightly, especially for a highly respected senior like the dean, it is absolutely impossible to accept such a thing.

And Xie Zhengming's goal has always been to beat him.

Xia Xingsi looked at him for a while, then looked away, and said flatly, "I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first, I won't chat with you anymore."

Xie Zhengming didn't reply, but just looked at him with disdain.

Zhang Chengyou followed him, looked at Xia Xingsi with a deep expression, and asked curiously: "Uncle, why are you suddenly so preoccupied?"

Xia Xingsi was shocked when he was asked, but he remained calm on the surface, and said calmly: "No."

"But, uncle, you went to the wrong consulting room." Zhang Chengyou poked his head to the side of Xia Xingsi, and pointed his hand to the side, pointing to the consulting room Xia Xingsi had passed by.

"..." Xia Xingsi looked at the consulting room he had passed by, then at Zhang Chengyou who was full of curiosity, coughed, and walked towards the consulting room in embarrassment and silence.

Zhang Chengyou entered the consulting room and surrounded Xia Xingsi. Xia Xingsi glanced at him, lowered his head and continued to do his own thing. He was used to it. The first time I found it was useless, I still circled around him, and he stopped talking after a long time.

"Uncle." Sitting opposite Xia Xingsi's consultation table, Zhang Chengyou called out suddenly.

Xia Xingsi was lowering his head and carefully sorting out the morning medical form, but ignored him.

Zhang Chengyou was not angry either, and narrowed the distance between him and Xia Xingsi, watching his indifferent expression from a close distance, Xia Xingsi did not respond, and continued with the work at hand, as if he hadn't seen it.

Zhang Chengyou looked at it for a while, and suddenly smiled, a bit mysteriously: "Uncle, after you finished talking with that Xie Zhengming just now, you became very silent and worried."

Xia Xingsi paused the pen in his hand, raised his head to look at his excited face, and his expression became even colder.

Why is he so happy.

He is so interested in the relationship between himself and Xie Zhengming, and is he excited about digging gossip?

Xia Xingsi ignored him, bowed his head and continued to sort out the medical form.

"Uncle." Seeing that he ignored him, Zhang Chengyou became even more excited.

He put his arms on the examination table, raised his body, and got closer to Xia Xingsi's face. He looked at Xia Xingsi, and his smile deepened. His lips were almost close to Xia Xingsi's ears, and his faint breath sprayed Xia Xingsi's earlobes.

He raised the corner of his mouth, and said in a low tone: "Uncle, you shouldn't be in love with him secretly, otherwise why have you been so restless since just now?"

The pen in Xia Xingsi's hand suddenly stopped, he was startled, thinking he heard it wrong?

What?Crush?What the hell?

He looked up and saw Zhang Chengyou's mischievous face, and then he realized that he was so angry that he almost vomited blood.

I really don't know what he was thinking, he could say such thunderous words about his crush on Xie Zhengming.

"Nonsense!" Xia Xingsi gave him a cold look and growled.

Then he picked up the medical form on the table, turned around and changed to a different table, ignored him, lowered his head and continued to work.

Zhang Chengyou looked at Xia Xingsi's reaction in astonishment, froze for a while, then slapped the table violently and laughed, almost fell off the chair.

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha……"

Suddenly, there was a "click—" from Xia Xingsi's direction.

Zhang Chengyou's laughter seemed to be paused. He opened his mouth and looked around. He saw Xia Xingsi raised his head slightly, his face was tense, and his eyes were staring at him fiercely. The pen in his hand was broken. The temperature dropped several degrees in an instant.

He smiled awkwardly, then stood up and crawled to Xia Xingsi's consultation table, and sat shamelessly across from him again, giggling silly.

Xia Xingsi looked at him, but didn't say anything, his facial expression eased a little, lowered his eyes lightly, and continued to write the report.

"Uncle." Zhang Chengyou approached shamelessly again, grinning almost to the ears, "Since you don't like him, then who do you like?"

Xia Xingsi stopped the pen in his hand, looked up and saw Zhang Chengyou looking at him straight, his eyes were brighter than the sun outside.

"Are you free? Hurry up and go to work. If you can't finish today, you will stay and work overtime." Xia Xingsi looked at him coldly and said.

"……what--"

Zhang Chengyou fell off the chair with a miserable expression.

This is the consequence of talking nonsense...

Seeing Zhang Chengyou obediently returning to work behind his consultation desk, Xia Xingsi finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Too many things happened recently, which gave him a headache.

Forget about Zhang Chengyou, in fact, I'm almost used to his existence, and he's just a kid who cheats, he won't really do anything out of line, it's just Xie Zhengming...

Xia Xingsi put down his pen and rubbed his temples, thinking of the name Xie Zhengming annoyed him.

How did Xie Zhengming know about him and Zhang Chengyou.

And now that he knows, with his personality, he should immediately tell the director, wishing he could leave He'en Hospital as soon as possible.

Xia Xingsi didn't understand why Xie Zhengming knew the relationship between him and Zhang Chengyou now, but he didn't tell the dean, but ran to him and entangled him repeatedly with hints.

Xie Zhengming should know his own personality, and this kind of hinting and entanglement will not have much effect on him.

And for this kind of thing, even if there is no clear evidence, once the parents know about it, they will not take it lightly, especially for a highly respected senior like the dean, it is absolutely impossible to accept such a thing.

And Xie Zhengming's goal has always been to beat him.

This is beyond doubt.

It is very troublesome now, on the one hand is Xie Zhengming, on the other hand is the dean.

The dean knew it, and he was definitely very disappointed with him. He could not live up to the dean's expectations, but the dean's son...

Ugh--

Xia Xingsi turned his head and looked at Zhang Chengyou at the consultation table next to him.

He is the son of the dean, he was born in such an excellent family background, he didn't have to worry about anything when he grew up, and he didn't understand the troubles of ordinary people like them.

That's great, you don't have to worry about anything.

Xia Xingsi looked at it for a while, feeling a little dazed.

"Uncle? Uncle?" Zhang Chengyou always felt that someone was looking at him, and turned his head to see that it was Xia Xingsi, but he felt strange, so he walked over suspiciously and patted him on the shoulder.

Xia Xingsi was stunned and woke up. He raised his head and saw Zhang Chengyou looking at him curiously.

"Uncle, what's the matter with you? Why do you still look preoccupied?" Zhang Chengyou asked suspiciously.

"It's okay, I'm a little tired, I'm just in a daze." Xia Xingsi hurriedly put distance between him and Zhang Chengyou, and waved his hands, "Hurry up and go to work, I'm fine."

"... Oh." Although Zhang Chengyou promised well, he didn't leave, and stood by Xia Xingsi's table, staring at him.

Xia Xingsi glanced at him, lowered his eyes, and said, "Don't look, hurry up and go to work."

"Oh." Zhang Chengyou nodded again, but his eyes did not leave.

"Uncle." Zhang Chengyou stared at Xia Xingsi closely, with a sincere tone, "Can I ask for leave tomorrow morning?"

"...What? Asking for leave?" Xia Xingsi was taken aback, "What's the matter with you?"

This time I won't go on a date with you again, Xia Xingsi almost said that, but fortunately he bit his own tongue.

"I have a personal matter, just one morning." Zhang Chengyou raised his hands in front of his face, with a pleading look, so sincere that it was difficult for Xia Xing to refuse.

Xia Xingsi looked at him, very puzzled about that "private matter", but felt that it was a private matter and it was not easy to ask, so he agreed: "Well, don't be late for work in the afternoon, and the money will still be deducted."

"Ah, uncle, you are so cruel." Zhang Chengyou wailed.

"If you don't want to deduct money, you don't need to ask for leave." Xia Xingsi said lightly.

"No, no, I still want to ask for leave." Zhang Chengyou shook his hands, firmly expressing his decision to ask for leave.

Xia Xingsi looked at his, more and more puzzled, but still didn't ask any more questions, pursed his lips, lowered his head and continued to write the report.

Zhang Chengyou didn't know what happened today, he even rushed to get off work, put away his things and said to himself "Goodbye, uncle!" and ran away immediately, Xia Xingsi had no time to reply him a word.

Running pretty fast.

Xia Xingsi shook his head, put all the documents in the drawer and locked them, put away the things, took the key, and locked the consultation room.

What is the matter with him?

Are you dating a girlfriend?

Xia Xingsi was taken aback, and he stopped holding the key. A few days ago, he saw a young intern asking for leave, saying that something happened to his girlfriend.

For a young man like Zhang Chengyou, especially with his conditions, it is not difficult to find a beautiful girlfriend.

How could he be willing to stay with himself in this small consulting room all day.

Xia Xing was in a daze after thinking about it, he forgot all the chain doors.

He moved the key slowly, remembering how anxious Zhang Chengyou was when he left just now, he felt more and more bored.

"You haven't left yet?"

A voice suddenly came from behind.

Xia Xingsi was taken aback, Zhang Chengyou came back?

He hurriedly put away the key, turned around and saw that it was not Zhang Chengyou, but Xie Zhengming.

He had already changed his clothes, and he seemed to be off work, but he looked very happy. This was the first time Xia Xingsi saw him face himself, so happy.

Xie Zhengming is so free today?Being so free, I troubled myself several times a day.

It's really weird.

But he wasn't in the mood to play tricks with Xie Zhengming at the moment, he looked at Xie Zhengming lazily, didn't want to say anything, turned around and wanted to leave.

However, Xie Zhengming stretched out his hand to hold Xia Xingsi's arm, and said in a very cheerful tone: "Why are you walking so fast?"

This tone is even more weird.

Xia Xingsi raised his eyes and saw him looking at him with high spirits, and there seemed to be some sarcasm in his joy.

Xia Xingsi frowned, he didn't have that much patience when facing Xie Zhengming, and just about to say something to him, Xie Zhengming took out his phone from his pocket, pulled something out, and held it in front of him.

Xia Xingsi was taken aback, but his eyes still followed Xie Zhengming's phone subconsciously, and then focused.

On the screen is a piece of news.

Xia Xingsi glanced over and saw a line of words that was particularly eye-catching: 2016 China Medical Science and Technology Award passed project publicity, application research of comprehensive interventional therapy technology for liver cancer, Xie Zhengming...

The author has something to say: I finally got out of this chapter, I wish babies a happy Children's Day!I know you will always be eight years old!

In fact, I was not in a good mood, and I didn't even give the baby food or gifts...

Last night I had a dream about losing my collection...

Chapter 35

Looking at the news on his mobile phone, Xia Xingsi was stunned for half a minute before he could react.

Looking at Xie Zhengming's name on the screen, he felt that his head was free, and then he slowly remembered that some time ago, the dean had applied for the Chinese Medical Science and Technology Award for himself and Xie Zhengming. I was in a daze for a while then, just as dazed as I am now.

Before facing Xie Zhengming, it was never me who was in a daze.

It was always Xie Zhengming.

Because every time in the past, Xie Zhengming lost to him, every time it was Xie Zhengming who was lost and in a daze, and every time he showed a superior expression, it was him, he would never be sad before.

But now, he actually forgot such an important thing.

In the past, he never forgot anything related to medicine. Medicine came first. Because he was too workaholic, he still didn't have a girlfriend.

Because his ambition is to be a really good doctor, the kind who can really study medical skills, not the kind of unscrupulous doctor who just uses the name of a doctor to cheat patients out of money.

But now, he actually forgot the announcement time of the Chinese Medical Science and Technology Award, and now if Xie Zhengming hadn't shown it to him, he probably wouldn't have remembered it.

why is that.

Where is the reason?

In the past, absolutely not.

He only felt cold sweat on his forehead, and he didn't bother to wipe it off. He quickly swipe the screen and scroll down to see the list of winners below.

There are many hospitals, but there is only one in Heen Hospital, that is——Xie Zhengming.

The rest were all unfamiliar names, slipped to low, and there was no him, no him, no him.

Only Xie Zhengming was selected from He'en Hospital.

In fact, he had already guessed the result when he saw Xie Zhengming's name just now, but when he saw it with his own eyes, he felt really sad.

He seemed to be frozen, standing there stiffly with his mobile phone in his hand, his face was pale and ugly, like a dying patient who received a notice of critical illness.

Although he is good at disguising his emotions, especially in the face of Xie Zhengming's ridicule, he will always fight back and will not reveal his true emotions, but at this time, he only feels that his head is empty, everything is gone, and the heart Emotions are all revealed like flowing water, and there is no way to hide them.

Especially in the face of Xie Zhengming's proud show off.

He didn't even know how to respond in a normal way.

Xie Zhengming's proud voice kept ringing in his ears: "Just now the dean said that my report is very good, and I will be allowed to go to Beijing to attend the meeting of the Chinese Medical Association tomorrow..."

The meeting of the Chinese Medical Association...

Not to mention Xia Xingsi has never been to a meeting of this level, he has never even seen it with his own eyes. Only Zhang Guzhi has been there once. Fame, but has always missed the China Medical Science and Technology Award.

The China Medical Science and Technology Award is the dream of every medical student.

But Xie Zhengming won the award in front of him.

This is not only the personal honor of Xie Zhengming, but also the honor of Heen Hospital.

The dean will trust him more than before, reuse him, and perhaps value him more than himself, and those people in the hospital who don't like Xie Zhengming will start to gather with him. The principal, Zhang Guzhi, is Xie Zhengming, not Xia Xingsi.

Many victories will not be remembered too deeply by others, but one failure will be deeply remembered by others.

After all, China is like this. A victory is like a permanent victory, and a failure is like a permanent failure. It is like the college entrance examination. Failure in the exam means that there is no future. Only those who get excellent grades in the exam will have a future.

As for Zhang Chengyou, maybe the dean will ask Xie Zhengming to teach him instead, after all, there are better mentors there.

Thinking of this, Xia Xingsi felt cold all over.

Zhang Chengyou will leave him, but he has gotten used to Zhang Chengyou's existence. The habit is really terrible.

You can do anything, but you can't get used to it, because once you get used to it, it means you're about to lose it.

In the future, when others talk about him behind his back, they may all talk about it, especially Xie Zhengming. With his character, he will probably be even more arrogant and complacent in front of him in the future.

After all, the whole hospital knew about his struggle with Xie Zhengming, and the director knew about it, but he just turned a blind eye. He felt that as long as he didn't go out of line, he would be fine, and on the contrary, it would arouse the enthusiasm of young people to work.

Even if he said the words of blessing from the heart now, Xie Zhengming would treat it as a false blessing, and no one else would believe it.

He fully understood that although they grew up together, they didn't even have an ordinary friendship, they were completely opposite, and it was Xie Zhengming who started it first, and he felt that he was annoying and always stood in front of him.

Now that he finally won, the feeling of complacency is indescribable...

With such a big award, his long-standing opponent won the award in front of him.

Although he was a little sad, it wasn't this that really made him sad.

For him, it's more about self-blame.

Because thinking about it carefully, he was unsuccessful, and Xie Zhengming deserved this award.

Xie Zhengming works overtime in the hospital every day, studying these things and writing reports all day long...

Although he and Xie Zhengming were not in the same department, they grew up together anyway. He knew the basics, and Xie Zhengming came to "greeting" him almost every day.

Although others thought that Xie Zhengming was difficult to get along with, but as they grew up together, Xia Xingsi knew that he was as serious as he was in doing things, and he would not lose to him.

I had been beating Xie Zhengming before, maybe it was a little bit of talent, or maybe it was luck.

Ever since he studied medicine, he decided to devote himself wholeheartedly, but since Zhang Chengyou came to him, he seemed to have changed something unknowingly, even his previous habits had changed.

He no longer concentrates on work at work as before, and studies business at home after work and on weekends. He has almost no time to really study medical skills as before. He often bickers with Zhang Chengyou at work, and he is almost used to it. Talk to him while working.

A real one, serious, committed, hardly ever.