Kiss the moon

Liu Dajie saw that he was indeed in a bad mood, so he might as well go out and relax.I also finished the exam, and I can go with Gu Xingle to meet Xiaomeng, so I called Gu's mother.

He didn't say that Gu Xingle's condition is not good recently, but only asked Gu Xingle to accompany him to meet his online dating girlfriend.

Gu Ma knew her son too well, if she just went with Liu Dajie, Gu Xingle would definitely call herself.So it's pretty clear who's going with whom.

Since Gu Xingle didn't say anything, she probably just didn't think about what to say, so Mama Gu didn't ask much.I just need Liu Dajie to take care of Gu Xingle.

But Gu Ma still changed today's weather forecast to City H's.

On the other side, Chen Qingxing did not receive the broadcast from Gu Xingle, but received a message from Li Ranran.

Li Ranran: "Boss, a boy surnamed Gu entrusted me to deliver these to you. 【Envelope photo】"

Li Ranran: "When are you free to pick it up at the store? Or can I mail it to you?"

Li Ranran waited for a long time but did not receive a reply. It was not until she got up the next morning that she saw the reply from the boss, "Let's put it there first, I'll get it when I'm free."

The time is 48:[-] in the morning.

It was already afternoon when Gu Xingle and Liu Dajie landed.After arriving at the B&B and calling Gu Ma to report her safety, Gu Xingle took a photo of the fat cat in the B&B, took the location and sent it to Moments, and set it so that only Chen Qingxing could see it.

In addition to one broadcast every day, Gu Xingle decided not to send messages to Chen Qingxing alone, but to a circle of friends that only he could see.

If you can see it, you can see it, if you can’t see it, it’s life.

And Chen Qingxing went to the bookstore the next day after knowing that Gu Xingle was not in City C, and read the book for a whole day without turning a few pages.

When the door was closed at night, Li Ranran gave him a paper bag, which contained a letter from Gu Xingle.The envelope is the most original and simple style, with a serial number on the upper right corner.

After returning home, Chen Qingxing hesitated for a long time, but still opened the envelope marked with the number 1.

"Hi Mr. Chen, I'm Gu Xingle.

This is the first letter I wrote to you, except for Li Hua, I have never written a letter to anyone seriously.There seems to be a lot to say, let me start by introducing myself.

Let me introduce myself, my name is Gu Xingle, I will be 18 years old on the 22th of next month.Next to him is an English major at University C, graduating in June next year.My mother opened a noodle restaurant in Xingzhong District called "Hao Hao Din".

My dad left home when I was two years old. My mom and I have suffered a lot because of it. My mom has sacrificed and given a lot. He doesn't exist at all, so I just treat him as dead.You probably know something about it. "

Xingzhong District, not far away.

"I grew up in City C, and graduated from Xingzhong Primary School, Xingzhong Middle School, and Lixin High School in turn. My grades are average, my popularity is average, and my personality is average, but my appearance is actually not bad."

Not just okay.

"My favorite dish is potatoes in various ways. I don't have much interest in meat. I love all fruits and I like to eat sweets, but I have two decayed teeth. This is the price of sweetness."

Still a kid really.

"I had a love experience once in high school. His name was Lin Yi. At that time, he was blocked from coming out, so we broke up. We haven't seen each other since we broke up."

So Gu Xingle succeeded in coming out?

"After him, I've only been attracted to one person, and his name is Chen Qingxing."

this person...

Seeing this, Chen Qingxing squeezed the letter paper slightly with his fingers, causing the paper to wrinkle a little.

"I don't have big dreams, and I don't have much ambition. I just want to find a job that can support me after graduation, and spend more time with my mother. I love her very much. I am easy to raise and not too picky. So it shouldn’t be hard to support yourself.”

Not too picky eaters, it seems a bit picky.

"I like playing games, watching variety shows and various dramas. I don't like reading books and I don't like sports. It is said that sports can make people happy, but I think the best thing is to sleep until you wake up naturally."

It is a hobby that many young people have.

"I'm going to endorse. A book is full of key points. If you don't memorize it, you will die. Then I will write here today. Each letter should not be long. I am not good at writing. It just doesn't take up too much of you. Time to watch them.

Mr. Chen, I don't know when you read this letter. It's night now, so let me say good night to you. "

"Good night." Chen Qingxing murmured.

After reading the first letter, Chen Qingxing clicked on Gu Xingle's circle of friends, saw that it was still the cat photo, and there was no new content, so he opened the second letter.

"Hi Mr. Chen, I'm Gu Xingle.

This is my second letter to you.I have two exams today, no exams tomorrow but I have to write a book report.The teacher said that if you don't write the prescribed bibliography, you have to choose three books by yourself. I think I may be going bald, and I may be Mediterranean next time we meet.I'm excited (bushi) when I think that I can also comb the hair on the side to the middle! "

No, it still looks great.

"I want to wait for you at the bookstore tomorrow, but I think I should finish the exam week first, otherwise I can't take care of both ends. I regret it. I should be more serious in class. You love reading, so if I fail , doesn’t it mean that the only bit of confidence to have a dialogue with a cultural person like you is gone.”

Learning is most important.

"How can there be a teacher who physically punishes students and makes them kneel and kowtow? There are also kindergarten teachers who prick children with needles. Mother Rong shouldn't be so cruel when she was reincarnated. Teachers must have some empathy and kindness. Fortunately, my junior high school teachers are very good, otherwise I might be a big brother instead of a college student now."

What happened to him when he was in junior high school?

"Liu Dajie slept with his girlfriend on the voice phone last night, but this morning the phone ran out of power and the alarm clock didn't go off. He and I almost missed the exam."

What about your alarm clock?

"You may wonder why I don't have an alarm clock. In fact, it's because I can't hear my alarm at all, so I simply turned it off. I have been relying on Sister Liu's human-shaped alarm clock for several years."

"Do you find me annoying? Sometimes I look through our chat records, no, in fact, if you don't count the message that Lin Musen sent me on your mobile phone, our chat records are like my own tree. There are only holes that can be thrown in, but nothing can come out."

don't bother.I just, don't know what to reply.

"If you feel annoyed one day, just let me know, so that I can know, so that I can change the method and strategy."

It shouldn't be bothersome.

"It's late, I should go to bed. Good night, have a good dream."

After reading the second letter, Chen Qingxing carefully folded the two letters and put them back into the envelope, making a rule in his heart that he could only read two letters a day.Opened Gu Xingle's circle of friends again, and there were two more.

"I finally saw the sea. I can't wear flip-flops next time. It's inconvenient if the sand gets in the shoes. It's still comfortable to go barefoot [photo of feet covered in sand]"

This man is vulnerable to injury if he steps on a shell with his bare feet.

"The food cooked by the proprietress of the homestay is really delicious, although it is still a little worse than my mother's cooking"

Before going to bed, after Chen Qingxing read the first two letters for the ninth time, he put all the letters in the bedside cabinet, put the read ones on the left and the unread ones on the right.

After reading a few pages of the book, Chen Qingxing put the bookmark back into the book and lay down to feel sleepy.

It was the bookmark where Gu Xingle drew a smiling doll.

After tossing and turning for a long time without falling asleep, Chen Qingxing turned on the bedside lamp, opened another letter, and then another letter, until all the letters were put into the bedside table on the left.

That night, Chen Qingxing couldn't fall asleep.

The change of mood and mentality in Gu Xingle's letter was too obvious.When he read the last few letters, he seemed to see the person with a sunny smile dimming little by little in front of him.

Like a flower slowly losing its vitality, gradually withering and losing its color.

This was originally the result he wanted.

Putting distance away, making the gesture of rejection clearer, making Gu Xingle frustrated, disappointed, and finally giving up.

But I saw Gu Xingle write in the next few letters: "Mr. Chen, do you really want me to stop liking you? I can't control who I like and who I don't like, but you may be able to. If you are cruel, I may not like you." I really can't like it."

"Mr. Chen, you always say that I am a child and emphasize the age gap between us. Do you think that I am too naive so you don't want me to like you? If I was born a few years earlier, it would be fine? Mr. Chen, you are really awkward."

"Mr. Chen, it turns out that the bookstore belongs to you. So you know I'm waiting for you, so you don't show up anymore? You don't want to see me anymore, so I really can't see you. It's not fair, but I don't seem to have anything else to do."

"Mr. Chen, I'm so useless. It's my first time chasing someone, but besides waiting, I can't seem to do anything substantive. I can't help it. I can't see anyone, I can't do anything, it's a failure. This It's just unrequited love, it really is a novel experience. But it seems, a little tired. The feeling of powerlessness they say about punching the cotton is smaller than my punching into the air."

"Mr. Chen, every morning I walk into your bookstore full of anticipation, imagining the scene of you talking with the shop assistants, the scene of someone approaching you, and the scene of you sitting in the corner reading a book by yourself^ The day passes quickly , But it seems to be very slow. I haven’t waited for your day again. It’s like a tug of war between us. I tried my best to pull my rope, but your end was tied to a stone weighing tens of thousands of catties, and it didn’t move. "

"Mr. Chen, there are a lot of people chasing you, right? Am I the only one who is so stupid that I will just wait where I met you, waiting for you to pick it up like a lost child. Then you treat them as you would me Is it the same? Is it really just because you habitually release kindness to everyone, Mom? Among these people, is there any special one? If so, is that person me?"

……

Chen Qingxing looked at Gu Xingle's disappointment between the lines, his tone was not as brisk as in the previous letters, and he thought of the back that he saw in the milk tea shop when he came out of the bookstore with his head down in a daze.

He can't be happy.

Isn't this the result I want?I have already made him sad and disappointed. When he changes his mood in City H and comes back, he probably won’t want to like me anymore. Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. Isn’t things going in the direction you want?

But why am I so sad.

Do I want him to be like my dad, who was depressed for decades after his lover left first, and finally left early after getting sick.Dad was still with me for more than ten years, and he still had a hard time holding the memories with his mother, so what should he do when the time comes...

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