Kiss the moon

The kid looks pretty good.

Double eyelids, thick eyelashes, a pair of big eyes are always very energetic, a beautiful nose, there is a not so obvious mole on the tip of the nose, there is a shallow pear dimple on the right cheek, and the lips are always red.The hair is thin and soft, with a light chestnut brown.

Gu Xingle's smile is always sweet, bright and brilliant.Being liked and pursued by someone with such a smile, it would be a lie to say that Chen Qingxing was not at all tempted.

Chen Qingxing seldom laughed like that in recent years.

The days are getting more and more dull, and there is nothing worthy of great sorrow and joy.Life goes by day by day, every day is different, but also the same.

Chen Qingxing felt that Gu Xingle must be very popular at school.

Some people may like his personality, some people may like his shy and blushing face, some people may like his eyes, his smile, his dimples, or the mole on the tip of his nose.

Each of them is more suitable for him than me, Chen Qingxing thought so.

Gu Xingle fell asleep, the hand that was infusing the fluid felt cold, and unconsciously wanted to reach into the quilt.Chen Qingxing was afraid that his movement would affect the infusion, so he gently pressed his wrist with his left hand through the quilt, and held his hand after rubbing his right hand to warm it up.

After a while, Gu Xingle took Chen Qingxing's hand back.The strength was so strong that when Chen Qingxing wanted to get up and borrow a charger to charge the phone, he tried several times but failed to pull his hand away, so he had to give up in the end.

When the nurse came to change the drip, Gu Xingle vaguely heard someone talking, and opened his eyes in a daze to see Chen Qingxing beside the bed.

"Chen Qingxing, can you go to my house to celebrate my birthday?"

Chen Qingxing didn't answer, "Go to sleep a little longer."

When Gu Xingle woke up, it was already dawn.He looked around anxiously, but there was no sign of Chen Qingxing.There were soy milk and steamed buns on the table, Gu Xingle touched them, they were still hot.

Seeing that he was awake, the nurse came over to him and said, "Are you awake? Is there anything else wrong?"

"Much better. Excuse me, how did I sleep here all night?"

"Your friend said it's too late and you can't go back to the dormitory. If there is an empty bed here, I will let you sleep for one night."

"Then what about my friend? I didn't see him."

"He kept watch over you all night, saying he still had work, so he left before you woke up, and told you to eat something before leaving. He bought you breakfast, and it was at your bedside."

"Oh, okay, thank you, I'm sorry." Gu Xingle couldn't hide his disappointment.But thinking of the progress between the two last night, Gu Xingle became happier again.

But after that day, Gu Xingle never saw Chen Qingxing again.

Chen Qingxing still didn't reply to the few WeChat messages he sent every day. Gu Xingle went to the Lost Yu Bookstore many times and didn't wait for him again. He asked Lin Musen and Liu Menglin on WeChat, saying that he was busy recently, and they had never seen him.

He thought that the relationship between himself and Chen Qingxing would be closer after that day, but he found that the relationship between them seemed to be farther than before.

He recalled many times whether he said or did something wrong that day.But he could only think of the fact that he pretended to be asleep in the car and took the opportunity to get close to Chen Qingxing.

Probably, he saw through my tricks and didn't like me like that.Gu Xingle also knew that he was a little too hasty and carried himself away.

As the end of the period approached, Gu Xingle couldn't go to the bookstore to wait for him every day, and had to prepare for exams and various homework. He really couldn't write the book report of "The Moon and Sixpence", so he applied to the teacher to write another book.Seeing that he didn't want to give more reasons, the old professor didn't ask any more questions, but he still made a condition that those who choose books freely have to choose three books.So Gu Xingle was very busy at the end of this term.

But he would miss Chen Qingxing every day.

When eating KFC Christmas Roast Chicken with Sister Liu, do you think that Chen Qingxing will celebrate Christmas?

Afraid of disturbing him, he suppressed the urge to make a WeChat call on New Year's Eve. After posting Happy New Year, he wondered whether Chen Qingxing would spend today with his friends or alone?

When reviewing and endorsing, I wonder if Chen Qingxing was a hardworking student in school or a student who rushed before the exam?He guessed it was the former.

Occasionally, he would also think, would Chen Qingxing think of the name Gu Xingle, this person?Or have forgotten it.

In addition to talking to himself on WeChat, he began to write letters to Chen Qingxing every day, thinking that he would hand them to him the next time he met him.

When Liu Dajie saw it, he still laughed at him as "too sour", and even in his twenties, he still learned how to write love letters from other students.

Gu Xingle has never written a love letter to anyone, and when he received it, he just found it boring.But he is willing to write a love letter to Chen Qingxing, expressing his heart so childishly and clumsily, he thinks it is at least sincere.

On the second day after the final exam, Gu Xingle went to the bookstore with a dozen letters on his back.He made up his mind to wait all day.If one day fails, then two days, if two days fail, three days, and so on.

Gu Xingle did not read the book, but took out the envelope and letter paper, and continued to write to Chen Qingxing.

Gu Xingle felt that Chen Qingxing loved to read books and had a gentle temper, so he might like this way of expressing emotions.So he writes very seriously.

Write about his experience over the past 20 years, write about his mother and friends, and write about his views and opinions on some recent social events...

From every aspect you can think of, cut yourself from the inside to the outside, and write it out for him to see.

He felt that if he wanted to understand Chen Qingxing, he should first let Chen Qingxing understand a complete self.

He was not that dull, he knew that Chen Qingxing was probably avoiding him.Whether it was changing to another bookstore, or deliberately avoiding Gu Xingle's time, in short, Chen Qingxing didn't want to meet him again.

But Gu Xingle still hopes to see Chen Qingxing again and confess his love seriously.

He didn't want to send those thoughts to him through the Internet. He wanted to say it himself, or write it in his own handwriting, so that Chen Qingxing would know that he was serious, not just on a whim or in a fever.

After Li Ranran served Gu Xingle the third cake, he quietly took a picture of his back and sent it to the work group, where the people in the group chatted secretly.

Part-time job girl: "This person finally came again, he looks so good-looking."

Li Ranran: "There are very few boys who love sweets so much. I think this is a great recognition of my craftsmanship [Proudly akimbo]"

Li Liole: "Come on, he's been sitting there for a whole day, and if he doesn't order food from your cooking, then he can only eat the envelope next to it [white eyes]"

Part-time job brother: "Just now a girl went to strike up a conversation, but he didn't raise his head or speak. The scene was very embarrassing for a while."

Part-time job girl: "He may have a girlfriend, he looks like he's not bothering others, it seems that the tutoring is a bit strict."

Chen Qingxing spent a day reading on the sofa at home, and when he saw the photos and conversations in the group, he recalled the scene of Gu Xingle holding his hand that day.

After Gu Xingle fell asleep, he was very obedient and quiet, but it was difficult for him to let go of what he was holding.

These days Lin Musen and Liu Menglin both persuaded him, and he also hesitated.

But Gu Xingle can be free and easy, but he can't.

It would be too selfish for him to do the same.

He knew all too well that there was more than just a teenage gap between them.

He could see that Gu Xingle's personality was open and cheerful. Even though he had suffered a lot without his father's protection and company since he was a child, he still grew up very well, confident and sunny, full of enthusiasm and hope for life.

There are still many colorful flowers waiting to bloom in his life.

And myself, at this age, I have already lost everything that can be lost, and I have gained everything that can be gained.After looking down on gains and losses, everything that should be experienced has been experienced, and life has calmed down.

He felt that his future life could already be seen at a glance.Although it has not yet reached the point of muddling through, it is also negative, and it is just a matter of day by day.

Gu Xingle is optimistic and positive.

Gu Xingle shouldn't have a lover like Chen Qingxing.

He is like a flower that blooms just right, what he needs is a round of dazzling bright sun, not cloudy and rainy days like himself.

Chen Qingxing felt that he couldn't just care about the happiness in front of him.

Like Gu Xingle's name, he should always live happily and happily.Apart from Chen Qingxing, he would have more and better choices.

It's not that that person can't be Chen Qingxing, but it doesn't have to be him.

He is not the best solution for Gu Xingle.

That's why Chen Qingxing took the initiative to distance himself when he realized that he was tempted.He felt that everything was just beginning, and Gu Xingle was a child at heart, as long as he ignored Gu Xingle for a while, he would be disappointed and give up.

Gu Xingle was the passive one, as long as Chen Qingxing didn't want to, he couldn't find him.

But looking at the photo in the group, Chen Qingxing still clicked to save, and put it in the private album together with the photo of Gu Xingle squatting in front of the bookstore.

Chen Qingxing knew that the person in the photo was waiting for him.

Gu Xingle sent him a message early this morning, "I finally finished the exam, I'm going to the bookstore today, I hope to meet you~"

Throughout the day, Chen Qingxing wanted to go to the bookstore countless times.He told himself, just take a look, and come back after a look.Or go and talk to him clearly, just reject it completely.Or pretend not to know him deliberately, making him feel frustrated and give up.

But he dared not.He had lived more than ten years longer than him, but when he faced him, he was not so easy and sure of winning.

Chen Qingxing couldn't resist Gu Xingle's straightforwardness.

For five days in a row, Gu Xingle waited from the opening of the bookstore until it closed at ten o'clock in the evening, and would go out to eat in the middle and come back quickly, or simply order food in the store.

But he never waited for Chen Qingxing.

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