Dip in fire

Zhang Weilan didn't expect to run into Zhong Pei at this moment.He wasn't ready.In other words, he wasn't ready at all.

He planned to sneak a look at Zhong Ning before sneaking away.In through the window, out through the window.But Zhong Ning had a fever, and the hot skin made his brain stop thinking.

He couldn't think about anything else, he just wanted to pour Zhong Ning a glass of water to drink.So he just came out, just like that... bumped into Zhong Pei.

It was past two o'clock in the middle of the night, and Zhong Pei hadn't slept yet.

Zhang Weilan stood still on the spot, and Zhong Pei didn't urge him.She took one look at Zhang Weilan and didn't look at it again.Zhong Pei's eyes moved to the ground, staring at the circle of warm yellow lights on the ground in a daze.

Zhang Weilan stood for a while before walking over. She stopped not far from Zhong Pei.

"Stop standing, sit down." Zhong Pei still didn't look up.She was really tired, the injured vocal cords were so tired that they couldn't stand the vibration, the last two words didn't even sound.

Zhang Weilan didn't sit down.He first went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, and when he came back, he looked at Zhong Ning's room, and put the glass of water on the coffee table beside Zhong Pei.

Zhong Pei was stunned, his eyes moved from the ground to the water cup on the coffee table, and after a long silence, he repeated: "Sit down."

Zhang Weilan sat down this time, but she sat a little far away from Zhong Pei.

"Sit closer." Zhong Pei sighed, stretching out his hand to touch the water glass.But after just touching it, he withdrew his hand again, "I have a sore throat, and it's hard to speak."

Zhong Pei didn't pick up the water glass to drink.Zhang Weilan lowered her eyelashes, covering her black eyes.He sat down in front of Zhong Pei.

Zhong Pei leaned against the back of the sofa, closed his eyes, coughed twice, and said, "How did you do in the college entrance examination?"

Zhang Weilan didn't expect that Zhong Pei would ask him this in the first sentence.He replied in a low voice: "It's okay."

"Not good." Zhong Pei rubbed his eyelids, "No matter how good your mental quality is, it will still be affected."

Mental quality is good?

Is Zhang Weilan's psychological quality really good?Maybe very good, or maybe... as bad as it gets.

"No matter what, Auntie hopes that your exam will not be affected too much. This is the truth." Zhong Pei said, "I haven't talked to you these days...in fact, I want to let you Calm down yourself. Unfortunately, thanks to Zhong Ning, I have not been able to calm down."

Zhang Weilan couldn't even breathe.

Zhong Pei opened his eyes: "I don't want to lose my mind, what did I say to make you..."

Zhang Weilan understood.

Even so, Zhong Pei still cared about his college entrance examination.Zhong Pei has been holding back, holding back, she has a lot of things she didn't say to herself.It's not that she doesn't want to say it, it's not that she is angry, she is just doing her best to minimize the damage.

This woman is really like Zhang Weilan's mother.But she really wasn't his mother.If it was true, Zhang Weilan would have been beaten up like Zhong Ning, and Zhong Pei would not have thought so much about it.

In the end...to be heart-wrenching.

"But it's also very uncomfortable." Zhong Pei coughed twice again, "But you know, I can't help it. What you did made me and your grandma feel even more uncomfortable."

Zhang Weilan lowered her head, pursed her lips, and said, "I'm sorry, Aunt Zhong, for making you sad."

Zhong Pei paused and let out a sigh of relief: "It's useless to say 'I'm sorry'."

Yeah, sorry it didn't work at all.

"You..." Zhong Pei has always been able to break through outside, and there is nothing difficult to say because she really can't open her mouth.

But this time, in the quiet and dark night, she turned her head to look at Zhang Weilan, and suddenly felt a little at a loss, even the simplest "straight to the point" and "dramatic".

Zhang Weilan has lost a lot of weight, which she can tell at a glance.The young man's skeleton had already fully grown, and what the emaciation brought to him was no longer frailty, but a kind of decadence.Even though there was a warm-colored lamp by her side, and even though her face was coated with a layer of warm light, Zhang Weilan's face was still lifeless.

this child.I was really tortured a lot.

Zhong Pei thought about Zhang Weilan's first college entrance examination, the day his only grandfather left.This time again...

In the past few days, it is not only about Zhong Ning, but also the anniversary of the death of old man Zhang.Zhang Weilan will be crushed.

Even if Zhang Weilan and Zhong Ning's crimes are unforgivable, if there is a lightning strike that day, Zhong Mi will hate her but also feel distressed. ——Those were all her children, and she watched them grow up bit by bit.

Raising Tiao Daduozi still has feelings, let alone a living child.He is obviously such a good boy, why...

Zhong Pei asked too many why these days.Ask Zhong Ning, ask yourself, ask God, but it is useless.No one will tell her why.

She looked at Zhang Weilan quietly, and subconsciously opened her mouth to ask, "Have you gone to visit your grandfather's grave?"

Zhang Weilan was stunned for a moment, and the corner of his mouth moved slightly. He raised his head and glanced at Zhong Pei, and immediately dropped his gaze: "No."

Zhang Weilan said: "Grandpa will not be happy to see me like this."

Zhong Pei didn't speak.

Zhang Weilan clenched her fist.He squeezed so hard that the veins on the back of his hand bulged.When the fist was released, the fingers were so numb that they couldn't feel it.

"Aunt Zhong, just say what you want to say. You don't have to..." Zhang Weilan thought of Zhong Ning's face again. He was lying on the bed, his whole body was hot, and he was breathing hot air from his lips, sleeping very badly.

"You don't have to worry about me anymore." Zhang Weilan said.

Zhong Pei pressed the corners of his eyes with his fingers: "I don't worry about you. What else do I worry about now?"

Zhong Pei said, "I can't bear it."

Zhong Pei: "I watched you grow up. In my eyes, you are the same as Zhong Ning. The only difference is that there is a layer of belly. But it doesn't matter. Aunt Zhong has always loved you very much. "

Zhang Weilan gritted her teeth, she really wanted to stand up and run away at this moment.Run fast, run as far as possible, run away, run away, run away...

"I really can't bear you to suffer so much." Zhong Pei paused for a while, then continued in a hoarse voice, "But you have always been strong, and I am willing to respect you, let you break through, and let you make up your own mind. Big deal, you can't take it anymore, I'm still behind you."

"But this time, what do you, you guys, want me to do?" Zhong Pei was already exhausted, "You tell me, what do you want me to do. I'm a mother, I can't let you... .”

Zhong Pei couldn't continue, she covered her face, and looked at Zhang Weilan again after a while: "Zhong Ning and I can't understand."

Zhong Pei pointed to Zhong Ning's room door: "You have seen it too. No matter if I scold him, beat him, or lock him up, he doesn't say a word. Driving me crazy."

Zhong Pei snorted, and the short laughter seemed to be torn to blood: "It's the first time I found out that I gave birth to a stubborn species."

"I don't know what's wrong with you, two men, I don't even dare to think about it." Zhong Pei's hand drooped weakly, "What about you? Wei Lan, what about you? You are like this too? You are with him too Crazy?"

Zhang Weilan looked at Zhong Ning's door again.That quiet door looked like a moat to him.

His heart was shaking, rumbling and collapsing, full of ruins.Zhong Ning was buried under the heavy ruins.Zhang Weilan knelt on the ground, pawing and digging with her small and feeble hands, her nails were broken, and her palm was broken.He really wants to save the person he likes.But he was terrified. If he found it, what would he think of Zhong Ning's injuries?

Zhong Yu was around him questioning him, and he was also questioning himself - "What else can I give Zhong Ning? What can I do for him?"

"You talk." Zhong Pei asked again, his voice cracked and trembling slightly, "Can you stop?"

Zhang Weilan did not respond.He just opened his sore lips and whispered something else: "Aunt Zhong, Zhong Ning has a fever."

There was another silence.There was a long silence.Zhang Weilan didn't speak anymore, and Zhong Pei had nothing to say.

The small desk lamp on the side may have been used for a long time, and the life of the bulb was running out, so it made two "sizzling" sounds, and the light flickered.

Zhong Pei seemed to be flashed back to God.She said suddenly, "I know."

Know?what do you know?

Ah, I know Zhong Ning has a fever.So...she sat outside all night to take care of Zhong Ning.

Good thing... good thing...

But Zhang Weilan also knew that Pei Zhong would not back down.She couldn't give in on this kind of thing.She is such a mother, gentle and firm.

"You go." Zhong Pei said again.

Zhang Weilan stood up and took another look at the water glass on the tea table.Most of the glass of water, Zhong Pei didn't drink a drop.

Zhang Weilan walked out of Zhong Ning's house, closed the door, and turned off the tiny and fragile warm light.

Later, Yan Huiwan was hospitalized.

The old lady is getting old, and usually looks fine, but her body is not as good as before, especially she can't stand the stimulation and continuous tossing.

Summer is hot, the sun makes people feel chest tightness and shortness of breath, and the cold air from the air conditioner hurts the sweat pores.

Yan Huiwan vomited at home all day and took a handful of pills.At noon the next day, she stood up from the chair, but she couldn't stand firmly, and fell directly to the ground.

Amid Da Duozi's screams, the old lady Yan was sent to a single room in the hospital.

Zhong Ning was still sick in the room, Zhang Weilan didn't know if his fever had subsided, and most of them didn't, but only knew that the day Yan Huiwan went to the hospital, Zhong Ning kicked the door loudly, wishing to tear down the room.But Zhong Pei still didn't let him out.

Zhong Ning must have died of anxiety.

Yan Huiwan went to the hospital on Thursday, and Zhang Weilan stood at the door of her house for a full hour on Friday, sweating from the sun.

He was so hot he couldn't breathe.He wanted to see Yan Huiwan, he knew that Yan Huiwan lived in the best ward of the hospital in Santang Street.

He wants to go.But...he didn't dare.Is there a devil, pushing him with black and bloody hands?

Zhang Weilan was being tossed and roasted by the sun, when the cell phone in his pocket suddenly rang.

He took it out and took a look, it turned out to be Xiao Huan's class teacher.

This is the first time the head teacher has approached him.Yan Huiwan always went to Xiao Huan's parents' meeting. The homeroom teacher and Mrs. Yan were familiar with each other. As a brother, he just left a phone number.

——Yan Huiwan, the grandmother of him and Xiaohuan.

Zhang Weilan wiped off her sweat and connected the phone: "Hi, Teacher Xu."

"Hello, is Zhang Weilan? Zhang Yanhuan is your sister, right?" Teacher Xu on the other end of the phone asked.

I can hear her tone is a little anxious.Zhang Weilan frowned, and quickly responded: "Yes, I am. What happened to Xiaohuan at school?"

"Can you come over now?" Teacher Xu said, "Zhang Yanhuan fought with his classmate and injured him."