[full-time master] bitter lovesickness

The conditions proposed by Ye Xiu were actually nothing serious, Chen Guo agreed on the spot, Ye Xiu was also straightforward, and signed the contract right away without carefully looking at the other provisions of the contract.Two days later, he moved in with Gu Zhao. His family was poor, and the two of them didn't have any luggage to bring. Ye Xiu searched the whole house before he managed to pack a bag of clothes that he could carry.

Chen Guo gave Ye Xiu 10 yuan in advance. Ye Xiu took out [-] yuan to pay for the summer camp first, and half of it to pay off part of the debt first, and then used some for emergencies. It's all saved.

Holding such a passbook, Ye Xiu's heart was completely at ease.

What Chen Guo gave Ye Xiu and Gu Zhao was a double room with its own bathroom and two computers. The decoration was not particularly exquisite, but compared to the Gu family’s house where half of the walls were peeling off, I still don’t know. how many times.

So even though Gu Zhao changed his environment, he unexpectedly slept soundly. Presumably it was because he was happy to be able to go out and play. Ye Xiu looked at his sleeping face, but felt a little emotional for no reason.

A person who sees too thoroughly and knows too much will become an orphan of the world.Ye Xiu is such a person.At a very early age, he has already experienced the most extreme prosperity and the most lonely desolation in this world. He also experienced all kinds of life and life and death at an age that should be young and frivolous. An important moment, met with infinite praise and endless slander.

So all these things have tempered Ye Xiu into a person who can step in and come out of a situation no matter how beautiful, attractive, painful or sad it is.He will not linger on anything other than glory, and he has a kind of tenacity that seeps from his bones, supporting him through so many long nights that others seem to be boundless.No matter how bumpy the road is, there will always be someone to go.

His strength is engraved in his soul, so he doesn't need anyone to rely on, let alone anyone to understand.He even has a detachment about life and death that others can't learn. All his life, Ye Xiu felt that he had a guilty conscience towards Ye Qiu and his father, but he thought he had nothing to worry about.

Ye Xiu left without any regrets, and he didn't even hate the driver who killed him.

But God made a joke with him, let him go back to the furnace to re-smelt again, and packed a gift by the way, let him taste the ups and downs again, and this time, it was different from his 15-year-old.He was like an outsider, reviewing his life once again, looking at those old people again, but Ye Xiu suddenly realized that he was not very free and easy.

He can't let it go.

With such an inexplicable thought, Ye Xiu just fell asleep in a daze like this, thinking in his heart: I have to buy clothes for Xiao Zhao tomorrow, and I still have some spare money in my hand. Xiao Zhao is dressed in shabby clothes; and tomorrow he will practice other professions. After reaching level 85, Glory has undergone a major adjustment. The Glory Company has released special equipment for the uninitiated, so the uninitiated have been promoted. Tomorrow, I beg the proprietress to see if I can lend Lord Grim to him...

A night without dreams.

The next day, Ye Xiu asked Su Mucheng to go with him to choose clothes for Gu Zhao, but in the end Su Mucheng picked out a lot of clothes for him, filling a trunk full of them, and they were all made of Su Mucheng's orange flowers. Qian, this made Ye Xiu very embarrassed, he knew in his heart that if it was in the past, it would not be a big deal, but the problem is: he is not Ye Xiu.

Not anymore, never again.He and Su Mucheng did not have a ten-year friendship, and there was no feeling of sharing weal and woe between them, let alone those bitter but precious memories scattered in time.

There is always a difference between intimacy and distance.

Things are not, people are not, everything is not, the past cannot be traced.Ye Xiu found out that he thought he could take it easy, but in the end, he was still very sad.After all, he is not a Buddha, he can't stop cutting his six roots, he can't forget his way forward, and he can't see his way back.

Fang Rui had a dream.

The dream was the first World Invitational Tournament. Fang Rui was very bored at night. He dragged Ye Xiu, who was in the same room, to find Huang Shaotian and Yu Wenzhou next door to play poker together. They drew lots and divided into groups. To go together.

As a result, the result of the competition was also disastrous. Fang Rui and Huang Shaotian had notes all over their foreheads, but Fang Rui felt very happy. He watched Ye Xiu sitting by the bed at that time, with one leg bent on the bed, and the other Pointing to the ground, the beautiful eyebrows and eyes are extremely soft under the rendering of the light.

Fang Rui wanted to raise his hand to touch him, and then...he woke up from the dream.

There was a joy in the dream, and we parted after waking up.

Fang Rui sighed faintly while lying on the bed, then sat up, touched the cigarette case next to the bed, took out a cigarette and lit it, relatively silent with the darkness.

In fact, Fang Rui used to be Ye Xiu's fan.In fact, it wasn't a big deal, except for players like Han Wenqing and Wei Chen who made their debut in the first season, probably everyone in the league was once Ye Xiu's fan.Who hasn't trained a battle mage when playing Glory?

So it just stopped there.

When he was roaring, he didn't have much contact with Ye Xiu. If he had to say it, the only contact point was that he had abused him.It wasn't until he was given up by Wind Howl and transferred to Xingxin that he realized Ye Xiu's difficulties and hardships more deeply, and was even more surprised at Ye Xiu's firmness and freedom.

If it is him, he has played for eight seasons, has three championships in hand, was given up by the team, and misunderstood by fans, does he still have the perseverance and courage to start all over again?Can he still face his old club calmly, neither humble nor overbearing, neither resentful nor angry?

Fang Rui consciously couldn't do it.One person's liking for another always starts with appreciation and admiration.As a result, a flower vine slowly grew in Fang Rui's heart, wrapping around his heart, making his heart filled with unspeakable sweetness every day.But later, the flower vines turned into thorns, hanging Fang Rui's heart dripping with blood, the blood drained away bit by bit, and finally Fang Rui's heart shriveled and died.

Fang Rui thought he was a prodigal, he liked Ye Xiu, but he couldn't tell how much he liked, so he always thought that the future would be long, so he took it easy.

It wasn't until Ye Xiu died that Fang Rui realized belatedly that Ye Xiu had to be him.He would not love anyone else, anyone else.All his love and hatred, emotions, sorrows and joys were taken away by Ye Xiu, and he, Fang Rui, could never find his original self again.He will no longer laugh openly, will no longer do what he wants to do unscrupulously, and even... he no longer loves Glory.Glory is like a scar in his life, it hurts when he touches it, and it hurts even more if he doesn't touch it, reminding him of the existence of a person named Ye Xiu every now and then.

Fang Rui lost his mind.

After sitting for a while, Fang Rui felt a little thirsty, so he tiptoed open the door of the room, intending to go to the small kitchen on the same floor to get a glass of water.But when passing by the training room, Fang Rui actually saw faint lights. It's the summer break, and the players in the team haven't returned yet. Who could it be?

The answer is about to come out.

Fang Rui pushed open the door, and saw Ye Jiu manipulating an ammunition expert to PK in the arena, no, it was abuse. Can the kind of 40 seconds one be called PK?

He was wearing earphones, so he didn't hear Fang Rui pushing the door.So Fang Rui stood by the door and looked at him. Ye Jiu and Ye Xiu, two people with similar names, but in terms of appearance, they couldn't find any similarities in their bodies. Ye Jiu looks good, Looks really good.Ye Xiu's elegant demeanor is completely inferior to Ye Jiu's almost monstrous beauty.

But... This kind of behavior of sneaking up to train at two o'clock in the morning, as well as his tactical style, changeable and sophisticated style of play, and even doing such late-night abuse of vegetables and revenge against society, are all like this. picture.

Fang Rui finally laughed, crying tears.