In the eyes of bystanders, love may be as light as a feather, but once it happens to oneself, it is as heavy as Mount Tai.Su Xian realizes that his love for Cheng Fan is getting stronger and stronger, which he didn't expect when he just wanted to throw Cheng Fan down.If you need to face someone you love but doesn't love you all day long, then the best way to relieve this pain is to choose to stay away from him, and don't let this person stay in your sight all day long.Not long after this idea was born, a great opportunity appeared in front of Su Xian.

Because Fatty and his deskmate often quarreled, the class teacher wanted them to sit separately, but who would want to sit with Fatty?Coincidentally, these days, the homeroom teacher seems to feel that the atmosphere between Su Xian and Cheng Fan is weird. Although there is no quarrel, they always feel that there is no love as before, like a cold war.Under normal circumstances, the homeroom teacher should have a good chat with Su Xian to help them untangle their hearts and get back together. After all, the relationship between Su Xian and Cheng Fan is not incurable like Fatty and the others.

However, the head teacher understood selfishness at this time. In order to better manage the class, she decided to beat the mandarin ducks, break up Su Xian and Cheng Fan, and re-match with Fatty's table. If there is indeed a gap between Su Xian and Cheng Fan, and Su Xian happens to have the idea of ​​changing the same table, the head teacher can only be lucky enough to complete this win-win situation. CP plan.

"Su Xian, the teacher wants to discuss something with you. You go and sit with Wu Jie, okay?" the head teacher asked.

"Ah? May I know why?" Cheng Fan didn't understand the situation yet.

Hearing that the class teacher asked him to change seats, Cheng Fan's first reaction was to refuse. Although he needed to leave Cheng Fan in order to escape the pain of unrequited love, he was absolutely unwilling in his heart.But at this moment, the head teacher also suddenly asked him to leave Cheng Fan, Su Xian wondered if the teacher had discovered something.What's more, it's okay to ask him to leave Cheng Fan, why is it the fat Wu Jie?

"It's like this, Su Xian, as you know, Wu Jie often quarrels at the same table, which seriously affects the normal order of the class. So I hope you can switch seats. The teacher believes that with your personality and self-discipline, is it right?" I will quarrel with Wu Jie, are you willing?" The head teacher said earnestly, for fear that Su Xian would not agree.

"Okay, I am willing." Su Xian agreed without hesitation.

The homeroom teacher immediately beamed with joy. She didn't expect that Su Xian would agree so quickly. She was still thinking about some arguments later on, and was going to continue to persuade Su Xian. Now it was useless, so she was really happy.

At the same time, some people are happy and some are worried, and the one who is worried is Cheng Fan.

"Why did you agree to the teacher to change seats? Do you really not want to be at the same table with me?" Cheng Fan asked Su Xian with resentment.

"But what else can I do? The teacher in charge wanted me to change!" Su Xian quibbled, he couldn't speak his heart to Cheng Fan, he couldn't tell Cheng Fan, the reason why he wanted to leave Cheng Fan was Because he has fallen in love with Cheng Fan, and the love is incurable.

"You can't do what the class teacher tells you to do, just do it obediently!" Cheng Fan's emotions were already broken.

"Even if we don't sit together, don't we still live together! Don't you feel bored when you're with me every day?" Su Xian asked tentatively.

"Okay, I know what you mean, you're starting to get bored with me, aren't you?" Cheng Fan's voice suddenly became cold.

Su Xian felt very sad, but he didn't regret the decision he made.As he said, although he and Cheng Fan are no longer at the same table, they still live together!During the time at school, they will have less contact with each other, and maybe they can be more intimate when they return to the place where they live.

However, in fact, after the two of them returned to the place where they lived, Cheng Fan didn't become more enthusiastic about him, but still brooding over him, maintaining a cold war mood.Once, Cheng Fan even left Su Xian behind and went back alone.It was only then that Su Xian realized that his decision might really hurt Cheng Fan's heart, so he decided to make up for the gap between them, even if it hurt himself again.

"Why did you come back alone and didn't wait for me." Back in the room, Su Xian pretended to complain.

Cheng Fan was lying on the bed silently with his eyes closed, as if he was falling asleep, but there was no obvious breathing sound. Su Xian knew that Cheng Fan was not falling asleep, but sulking. .

Su Xian approached Cheng Fan's bed lightly, and lay flat beside Cheng Fan. This was the first time he and Cheng Fan lay on Cheng Fan's bed together. Su Xian remembered that night when Cheng Fan was drunk and the two of them Sleeping together on Su Xian's bed, what a painful and happy night it was!

Su Xian stretched out his hand while recalling, and slowly approached Cheng Fan. His finger lightly brushed Cheng Fan's finger, then his arm, and reached his neck. When he was about to touch his cheek, Cheng Fan grabbed it. Su Xian's hand, and then hugged Su Xian tightly in his arms, but remained silent all the time.

"What's wrong with you, why don't you talk?" Su Xian asked, his hands still waving Cheng Fan's back.

"I'm uncomfortable, I'm uncomfortable, I'm very uncomfortable." Cheng Fan said.

"Well, I know." Cheng Fan wanted to try driving Cheng Fan.

"No, you don't know, you cunning guy, knowing that I was dumped by my girlfriend, you are so cruel that you don't want to be at the same table with me anymore, I don't have any friends here, only you, but you are also leaving me, I can feel that sooner or later you'll get rid of me too."

"No, I'm still here, I won't get rid of you."

"Not now, what about in the future? After the senior high school entrance examination, you will be admitted to a good public key point. I can only go to a private school, and I may not be able to pass the exam. At that time, you will also leave me."

Su Xian was silent, he was frightened, he didn't expect Cheng Fan to say such a thing, he didn't expect Cheng Fan to think so far.

"However, don't worry, I've already figured it out. It's easy to get together and leave, even if it's only less than a year. I want to tell you that I was very conscious of what I did that night. I have never dared to face it. But now I figured it out, it doesn't matter if you're a boy or a girl, I don't mind anymore, opposites attract, same-sex doesn't necessarily have to repel."

"You mean, you know everything?" Su Xian couldn't believe his ears.

"Yes, I know. That night, you got me drunk on purpose, undressed me and took a shower, and then lured me to fuck you. Do you think I really regarded you as a girl?" Cheng Fan said, slowly Stripping off Su Xian's clothes, he continued:

"It's like this right, you like it when I treat you like this, don't you? Pressing you under me like this, you feel heavy, but you would rather bear it than escape. Although I can feel your pain , but I feel your happiness and excitement more, and your happiness and excitement are also contagious to me, and I suddenly discovered that I like this, and I like doing this kind of thing with you."

Cheng Fan pressed on Su Xian's body, Cheng Fan's hands were whirling on Su Xian's body, Cheng Fan's lips moved on Su Xian's face, Su Xian was almost out of breath, as if his whole body was no longer listening to him , can only be dealt with without moving.It wasn't until Cheng Fan told all the truth that Su Xian had no choice but to wonder:

"So, so you are the same as me? But why did you hate GAY so much before?"

Cheng Fan moved his mouth to Su Xian's ear and said:

"No, I'm different from you, I'm not gay, I don't like men, I only like you."

After finishing speaking, Cheng Fan turned Su Xian over. Tonight, Cheng Fan will make that delicate chrysanthemum bloom again.

In the winter of this year, it snowed heavily.This small town in the south is not prone to snow.Even though the cold wind is fierce, even if the weather forecast says that the temperature will drop sharply every time, people can't always look forward to the arrival of Ruixue.However, in the winter of this year, Su Xian finally saw the heavy snowfall. He vaguely recalled that the last time he saw such heavy snow was when he was an ignorant child.

That morning, Su Xian woke up from Cheng Fan's arms.These days, they were used to sleeping together, and the two small beds were put together to form a big bed.Su Xian got up and walked out of the window, and was pleasantly surprised to see that the tiles on the roof were all white, and there were pure white snowflakes falling in the sky.

"It's snowing, Cheng Fan, come and see, it's snowing!" Su Xian excitedly pulled Cheng Fan up from the bed.

The two were wearing coats and standing in front of the window, Su Xian was in front, Cheng Fan was behind, Cheng Fan's hands were on Su Xian's shoulders, Su Xian seemed to be nestled in Cheng Fan's arms.The two looked at the snowflakes outside the window for a full 10 minutes. Sometimes Cheng Fan lowered his head and kissed Su Xian's cheek, and sometimes rested his head on Su Xian's shoulder, like a sleepy bird.It looked like they fought several rounds last night.

After washing up, they walked out of the room and set off for school to start a day of study.Seeing that the final exam is coming, and then there will be a month-long winter vacation, that is to say, within a few days, they will be separated for as long as a month.Thinking about it, Su Xian felt terrible, not seeing Cheng Fan for a month, not being able to feel Cheng Fan's body temperature, not being able to sleep in Cheng Fan's arms, what a difficult month it would be.For Cheng Fan, it is also a terrible month. He will not be able to sleep with Su Xian for a month. At that time, he can only rely on his left and right hands to solve the problem. How terrible!

While walking on the street, the two silently prayed for the slow arrival of winter vacation.On the street, the morning market was already lively, and it was not affected by the snow at all. People's emotions seemed to be even higher because of this rare snow day.They walked towards the school one after the other, under the sight of people, and Cheng Fan, who was walking behind, quickened his pace, and the two got closer and closer.

Cheng Fan saw the snowflakes falling from the sky falling on Su Xian's hair, and he stretched out his hand to help Su Xian flick the snowflakes away.Su Xian looked back at Cheng Fan and saw a snowflake on the tip of Cheng Fan's nose, so he wiped it away.Cheng Fan smiled, quietly grabbed Su Xian's hand, put it into the pocket of his coat, and clasped his hands tightly in the pocket.

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