This is what you should see

Guests who came from out of town stayed here, and several acquainted musicians stood in front of the terrace to talk.

They saw Jiang Louxin coming out alone, said hello, and teased the groom how he could let such a good-looking Omega take the order at night.

Jiang Lou thought in his heart: "There is a bar upstairs, you can go have a drink."

Then, he was invited to drink with him.

Just now, after he finished his promise to Gu Linlan, he saw her husband's hesitation to speak. He wanted to hear an answer but was afraid of getting the result he didn't want, so he ran out indiscriminately.

Now Jiang Louxin was downcast and didn't have the mood to clink glasses with others, so he waved his hands listlessly and refused.

He originally wanted to breathe on the terrace, but now the space was taken, so he went to the door instead.

In the hallway, he half-heartedly bumps into someone.

"I'm sorry, I didn't hurt you, did I?" Jiang Louxin said angrily.

The man was a tall and straight man of mixed race, wearing a peaked cap to cover his fluffy brown hair, with his hands in his pockets, and he looked like he was about to leave.

He said nothing, his light blue eyes were indifferent and deep, looking up and down Jiang Louxin.

Seeing the shallow footprints left by the pointed leather shoes, Jiang Louxin apologized again embarrassingly, and hurriedly walked around the other party intending to leave.

After walking a few steps, he suddenly felt that that face seemed familiar.

However, he quickly gave up identifying his identity. He was often taken to banquets by his family in the past. There were too many people who had met once. Remembering who that person was was like finding a needle in a haystack.

……wrong.

He suddenly thought of something, stopped stiffly, and turned his head to look back.

The other party is also looking at him.

·

How could someone follow him?

Zhu Ying lived in an alley where fish and dragons were mixed since she was a child. She is obviously humble and easy to bully. Because of her beautiful appearance, she is easy to be targeted by malicious people, so she is particularly sensitive to malicious intent.

That cold, sticky gaze, like a snake letter licking past, taught him to be vigilant reflexively.

This kind of weird intuition was quickly overshadowed. Zhu Ying heard waiters walking outside the door, complaining to each other about the unreasonable guests they met.

"Mr. Pei ordered non-spicy chicken feet with pickled peppers to take away. Is he looking down on pickled peppers, or is he ruining the chicken feet?"

"Tsk, rich people have their own perverts."

Zhu Ying slowly wiped her fingers with a paper towel, opened the door and saw the empty corridor with the backs of two waiters at the end.

The oil paintings hanging in the aisle depict a spring night, and the melodious piano sound comes from a distance, making the environment elegant and soothing.

He stretched his brows, thinking that he must be too suspicious.

Perhaps because of hearing Pei Muyin's name, Zhu Ying quickly dispelled her uneasiness, rubbed her settled stomach, and then walked to the wedding banquet hall.

A group of musicians passed by shoulder to shoulder, commented on the piece, and planned to borrow a piano from the hotel for a while, and then let Jiang Louxin take out a newly acquired instrument to accompany it.

"On the wedding night, who wants to play the piano with you?"

"That's right, don't bother him tonight hahaha."

They met a young man at the bottom of the spiral staircase, one of them knew him, and heartily stepped forward and patted his shoulder.

"Got to go?"

Brother Gongzi said: "Come to find someone, I heard from others that I saw him wandering around just now..."

He stopped talking halfway, he leaned lazily on the armrest, and saw Zhu Ying at a glance.

It just so happened that Omega lowered his head to adjust his watch, and raised his eyes to glance here.

Zhu Ying has some impressions of this face - during the class, she will learn about many large pharmaceutical companies by the way, and the teacher will introduce the situation of several large families, and share relevant news and materials in class.

The other party was one of them. At that time, there were girls who checked the photos and sighed how handsome.

"I wish young master, or wish classmates?" Brother Gongzi said, "Would you like to come and play cards together?"

After Zhu Ying developed the sample by mistake, she became famous in the industry all of a sudden. Many executives and big bosses offered olive branches, and there were not a few who wanted to make friends.

Some communication is difficult to evade, and it is impossible and inappropriate to completely close yourself in the circle.

Brother Young Master whistled at him and said, "Just play around, if you lose too much and can't pay, I don't mind treating it as a sponsor for the project."

He said thoughtfully: "But your boyfriend is so good at poker, he must have taught you in private."

"You guys are good at listening to gossip. I didn't even know I had a boyfriend."

"Hey, isn't it? I thought you two have been together for several years." Brother Gongzi said, "Someone wanted to please him before, and even picked someone who looks very similar to you."

Zhu Ying asked: "And then?"

Brother Young Master walked with him to the second floor, and said with a smile, "You obviously care about it, don't you really?"

Zhu Ying left the beginning, lacking in interest, and said, "Forget it."

"It happened before. I don't remember it clearly, so it's hard to say. Anyway, Pei Muyin drank too much at the time. After seeing it, he froze for a moment, and asked people to get out with a cold face. How can I say that a pirated version can't be used as a genuine product?"

Zhu Ying paused, seeming to remember something related, and the smile deepened in her eyes.

A few days ago, he logged in to a social software that he hadn't used for a long time, and the platform pushed him the accounts of several friends in the address book, including Pei Muyin.

The pure black avatar used is simply capitalized and bold.

Pei Muyin used it for more than four years, and posted a total of more than 30 posts in it. Zhu Ying didn't read them all for a long time.

He is very busy at X University, especially for a business student like him who has completed his credits ahead of schedule. There is usually no movement on the software after a few months.

Most of them followed some big bloggers to forward the information about pet rescue, and talked to themselves like a report, saying that they passed the final exam, defended their thesis and got a good offer.

But one night it was very frequent, as if I was drunk, and sent five incoherent bursts.

[I almost thought I saw you at the dinner, and thought you were doing well, and you were a little fatter. ]

[It’s better not to be so thin, to be healthy. ]

[Should really be doing well. ]

[Am I an idiot? ]

[If you think about it, you can see how you could smile at me like that. ]

These soliloquies sink in the chaotic corners of the world, unheard and unknown.

Four years later, in spring, summer, autumn and winter, on the day of a car accident and hospitalization, that account posted the latest news, followed by a few sentimental girls who reposted excerpts from the emotional blogger.

It is a poem by Haizi: ["He looks up his eyes, and he sees that I am beautiful."]

Zhu Ying sighed to the son-in-law: "To ask an arrogant Alpha to back down is tantamount to making him give up on himself."

Pei Muyin would never accept counterfeit products, it was similar to compromising with others, he would not allow himself to do so.

For a long time, he either got what he wanted, or simply threw it all away, except for Zhu Ying.

When Zhu Ying went to review, he would wait downstairs early, his nose was red from the cold and he would not urge him, and Zhu Ying would push him away and hug him again, warming his body in his arms and numb his arm pillow. Don't push it away.

Of course, dangling behind Zhu Ying, and laughing inexplicably after playing the cards, made people's teeth itch.

Zhu Ying gritted her teeth and asked, "What's your opinion?"

"No." Pei Muyin, who had just stepped down as best man, said.

The laugh was not unreasonable, and then Zhu Ying was chased and intercepted at the poker table, and she couldn't shake a few cards in her hand.

He thought that the person behind him was upset after undergoing surgery, and his emotions were so complicated and so strong that they almost overflowed. Such half-heartedness made the situation even more unfavorable.

Xueba takes turns in the classroom, library and laboratory day after day, and he is no match for the perennial rich and rich dudes. They played a total of five games and lost three games.

Afterwards, Pei Muyin said that he would help him win back the chips, but seeing Zhu Ying spread the cards on the table, she inadvertently suppressed her playful demeanor.

Zhu Ying said: "I want to play with you."

"playing what?"

"Dice, just the two of us."

Zhu Ying worked in a nightclub and would play dice with guests when necessary, and learned some skills for this.

He took the can with the open end down to cover the six dice, and tapped his knuckles on the edge of the table carelessly, as if remembering what to do.

Immediately afterwards, he tilted his head to look down, and just shook his slender white wrist, seeing that the dice were lifted into the air, and the table was clean.

When it fell again, the can was opened, and the shadow formed a straight line under the light——

The six dice were neatly stacked together.

He said: "Compare the size?"

Pei Muyin said, "It seems that you lost."

Zhu Ying gave a dissatisfied "tsk" and said, "One glass of fine wine."

"I'm not feeling well recently, so I'll change to something else." Pei Muyin moved the wine to her, for fear that Zhu Ying would drink it, "Let's play truth or dare."

Pushing cups and changing glasses around, occasionally someone looks here, in the noisy and dark corner, the most secret desire grows wildly in the dark, suitable for doing things that only exist in fantasy.

He propped his head up and looked at Zhu Ying, and smiled viciously: "For example, give me a kiss or something."

When he said this subconsciously, he didn't think that Zhu Ying would agree, and he didn't intend to make it difficult for others.

The hand knocking on the can moved away, Zhu Ying glanced at him with a half-smile, leaned back on the chair, and then hooked her fingers to signal him to come closer.

Pei Muyin originally thought that Zhu Ying would pinch her face if she wanted to say something provocative, and asked how thick-skinned she was...

He was actually kissed.

Zhu Ying said: "You can't break the rules at the beginning, otherwise how will you play next?"

Unexpectedly, the result of the next round didn't change, and he still lost face a little bit.

Pei Muyin asked innocently, "Can the request be the same as before?"

Zhu Ying: "..."

For a moment, he almost believed in the idea of ​​fate.

If there were really red threads entwining each other invisibly, he and Pei Muyin's would definitely be able to bind each other.

He pecked Pei Muyin's cheek again like a dragonfly in the water, played twice more unbelievingly, and finally won a narrow victory.

Seeing Pei Muyin reach out to get the wine, Zhu Ying quickly held him down.

"Don't drink it after the operation. This glass of wine is more suitable for your father to pour it on you."

He kept his voice very low, and the surrounding environment was noisy, but the words still clearly reached Pei Muyin's ears.

The atmosphere froze for a moment, then Pei Muyin said, "No wonder...that idiot's father signed a non-disclosure agreement, so he told you anyway."

"Are you going to keep it a secret forever?"

"What's there to say about this? Even the birth of a child has to be recorded in the quarterly report, and you need to give an explanation to others?"

Zhu Ying said: "Don't talk so lightly, you know what will happen best in your heart."

"So did I do something wrong?"

This was not a questioning tone, and Pei Muyin didn't think it was wrong.

He said: "What should you do if you're pregnant? It's not easy to look good. If you miss it and go back, compared with these, it's not important to be annoyed by your family."

"Even if I'm not pregnant, it might be like this. Who can say for sure, if one day I..."

If an accident happens one day, Pei Muyin will have a new life and meet a new Omega, and he could have a happy family again.

The future is full of so many possibilities, and there are still many five years left, why should we circle around in this dead end?

"Zhu Ying." Pei Muyin stopped him from saying the rest, and said, "Think about whether what you want to say is human, and then say it after thinking about it."

Seeing that Zhu Ying fell into silence, he was about to be laughed angrily: "After knowing this, you are actually struggling with this?"

Zhu Ying was stunned, as if she wanted to explain and refute, but she forcibly held back her words.

For the first time, he really felt what it means to be incapable of expressing his meaning. The mixture of surprise, distress and timidity made him feel uncommonly jerky.

"If I guessed that you would be like this, I would rather spend the bonding period alone." He said, "It's not like I haven't had it before."

It's just that no one really did this for him before.

Zhu Yingxu clenched her fists: "Obviously few Alphas are willing to undergo this kind of surgery, the discomfort during the susceptible period will be more intense, but you are already suffering, and besides, I'm not even your boyfriend..."

"You don't have to worry about that." Pei Muyin said coldly.

After finishing speaking, he continued: "This time it was wrong to scare you again, I hope it didn't bother you too much. But don't worry, no one in my family will dare to trouble you, and I won't let you be responsible. "

"That was not what I meant."

"Well, I just assure you in advance."

Zhu Ying froze for a moment, then murmured softly: "I'm really not."

Pei Muyin said, "I really told you not to be afraid."

When I was eighteen or nineteen, I had no power to protect myself, and I had very little to give. In the final analysis, there was only youth that seemed to be shining brightly but was actually at a loss.

In this relationship, Zhu Ying is actually the bravest party.

He accepted lovers with disparity in status, undertook the huge pressure and risks brought about by it, and never showed a hesitant side.

For the next few years, Pei Muyin was thinking, how could Zhu Ying, who was so fragile without a backing and a sharp sword, be so resolutely chosen and at the same time make a choice?

He didn't get an answer, but his ambition to fight for power was ignited.

Going up like this blindly, to this day, he is no longer a boy who is pressured by his mother, and the elders of the family dare not tell him what to do.

Even if he really wants to talk about the issue of future generations one day, he will not be overturned by the storm, let alone Zhu Ying.

"I'm not afraid either." Zhu Ying said.

Pei Muyin sneered and said, "What's that for? Could it be that you can't bear me like this?"

After he finished asking, he mentioned that when Zhu Ying was a tutor, he deliberately called him a joke, and said, "Mr. Zhu, I will teach you a lesson instead today."

Zhu Ying had already realized that she had said something wrong, she raised her head in a ignorant manner, her expression was a little annoyed, and she also looked a little annoyed.

"If you don't want to part with me, you should coax me and suggest that you spend the susceptible period with me in the future and become your boyfriend." Pei Muyin said, "Instead of talking nonsense."

He said, "Yingying, do you want to be my boyfriend back?"

Zhu Ying didn't expect him to say that, and she was a little dazed for a while.

It was probably due to the ups and downs of his mood, the fluctuations were too great, and he even felt his stomach ache again—maybe it wasn't the stomach, but he didn't want to find out where it was right now, anyway, it was a certain part of the body.

Or rather, his whole soul was trembling.

Zhu Ying moved her lips, and then the people who were rushed over hurriedly diverted their attention.

Gu Linlan has always been calm and gentle. Even if he followed the delegation to participate in the international physics competition, he was calm and calm. It is rare to be so flustered.

After scanning the bar with his mobile phone in hand, he found Zhu Ying and Pei Muyin.

"Have you ever seen Lou Xin?"

Zhu Ying shook her head and said, "Can't get through the phone?"

After Gu Linlan found out that Jiang Louxin couldn't be reached, he made more than ten phone calls but was not answered.

He was afraid that Jiang Louxin's cell phone would run out of battery if he went on like this, so he looked around the hotel twice in doubt, but he still didn't see anyone.

"Maybe I went out with my friends." Zhu Ying said, "Why don't you ask the security guard or a friend who is usually close to him."

Gu Linlan said: "I've asked, but I haven't seen him yet."

The Pei Muyin in front of her was like a forced marriage that was halfway through and the bride was about to nod but was snatched away by a bamboo horse. Displeasure at being interrupted was written all over her face.

He said: "Are you guys having a fight? It's not uncommon for him to go to get drunk alone. He probably called a few male models in a nightclub, and watched him drink while listening to him cry."

After sending Gu Linlan away, the previous ambiguous atmosphere was gone, Pei Muyin was about to send Zhu Ying back, and he sighed suddenly while walking halfway.

He urged: "Do you need a physical examination next week, morning or afternoon? I'll take you there."

"I'll just go by myself." Zhu Ying said, "The hospital is very close to the laboratory, and it takes at most 10 minutes to walk there."

"then you……"

"In the past few days, I don't feel like I'm coming to the bonding period. This month is quite stable."

Pei Muyin said, "Can you let me find a reason to see you?"

"Give me five days." Zhu Ying said.

"what?"

Zhu Ying said: "Why, it's been five years, and you left just as soon as you said you would. It won't work if you give me five days to consider whether to go back to work?"

Pei Muyin hesitated in disbelief, and after confirming that she was not too self-indulgent that she had auditory hallucinations, she turned to look at Zhu Ying.

His eyes were obviously eager, and he wanted to hug him tightly in the next second.

But what he said was: "Wait for you for five months, five years, or until you are 50 years old. If it is you, it will be fine."

·

During the period when Pei Muyin was studying abroad, there was no news of Zhu Ying at all.

Once by accident, he met an exchange student from T University, and the two were assigned to the same table at an event.

Seeing that the exchange students refreshed the phone page from time to time, Pei Muyin subconsciously avoided suspicion and turned his head away to avoid being misunderstood as peeking at the screen, causing the girls to feel uncomfortable.

Unexpectedly, the girl was very cheerful and outgoing, and she took the initiative to say: "I was looking at the account of my crush, and I got a little fascinated by it."

Afraid of being left alone, Pei Muyin answered politely, and the girl opened up the chatterbox, sharing how nice she is.

For example, "He is cold but kind-hearted, and will help to deal with difficult problems", "He looks weak, but in fact he is definitely not a boy who can't handle things", and "I feel that he is so lonely, I really want to warm him".

Pei Muyin caught a glimpse of the account name, because the girl's description reminded him of Zhu Ying, so he couldn't sleep at night anyway, so he downloaded the software and took a look.

It's really Zhu Ying.

There is very little information revealed above, but the tone between the lines is extremely familiar.

Pei Muyin was dazed in a foreign country for a long time, and was still staring at this account in a daze until dawn, and then refreshed it sluggishly, and happened to refresh new content.

As if waking up from a dream, he stared intently at a line of black letters.

[Insomnia. ]

Soon there was a new comment, which was posted by Zhu Ying herself: [Get out of my dream. ]

After 5 minutes, Zhu Ying seemed to be very sleepy, but couldn't fall asleep smoothly, and forwarded a wish out of control.

[Never dream about your ex-boyfriend again. ]

Pei Muyin suddenly realized that it was because of herself.

As if he was being manipulated, he registered an account and typed in the comment area: [This is not my fault. ]

Just two seconds before I was going to send it, someone replied first.

[Ah, ah, ah, the male god stayed up so late?If you want someone to get out, you can tell me, and I will scold you for you! ]

So Pei Muyin's movements froze, and then slowly deleted the thin characters and punctuation.

That post only lasted for one night, and Zhu Ying silently deleted it the next day, and because someone discovered her identity, it caused some privacy embarrassment, so she never updated it again.

Recently, Zhuying's account finally got some new news. In the early morning, a night sky from the perspective of the laboratory was distributed.

After attending the wedding banquet of Gu Linlan and Jiang Louxin, Zhu Ying was called over by her instructor, took a change of clothes and went into research, staying in the laboratory for four days and three nights.

During the period, I only went to the hospital for a physical examination, and rushed back without getting the report.

"Did you get enough sleep before?" the brother asked.

Zhu Ying realized later that her work and rest were almost the same as before, and she was able to cope with high-intensity continuous rotation with energy.

But right now he was so tired that his eyelids were clenched, he said: "No, I'm going to sleep."

Back in the lounge, Zhu Ying thought about lying down for eight hours before getting up, but she closed and opened her eyes, and it was still dark when she woke up.

He mistakenly thought that he had slept for about four hours. After washing up, he opened the door dizzily, only to see his brother come back with a bag of takeaway.

The senior brother said: "Seeing that you slept so soundly, I turned off the alarm clock and let you rest for a whole day."

……a whole day? !

Zhu Ying held her forehead and sighed, no wonder she was so hungry that she was attracted by the spicy pot in the hands of her senior.

"I just bought it for you. If you don't wake up again, I will wake you up. Remember that your taste is light, and I specially asked the chef to put less seasoning."

After thanking Zhu Ying, she took the takeaway and said, "You can put more spicy ones."

"Hey, do you like spicy food? Then I will unpack a bag of spicy sticks for you later."

He has a good appetite recently, and has eaten most of a full bowl of rice, but he always feels that he has forgotten important things while eating.

Amidst the chatter and laughter of his classmates, he silently flipped through his phone, and when he saw the news about the Pei family, he stood up abruptly.

The low blood pressure made his eyes dark, and he had to stay on the table for a while before the nausea gradually dissipated.

He thought in his dizziness, it's over, he hasn't replied to Pei Muyin yet.

Zhu Ying dialed the phone without thinking, and the cold notification sounded that the other party was shutting down, so she called the secretary's room instead.

Someone politely said that Pei Muyin didn't come to the company today and postponed the engagement that was scheduled last month. It might be because of a personal matter, so Zhu Ying should try to contact her later.

"Brother, what's the matter?"

The students around all looked over, Zhu Ying was thin-skinned, and her ears felt a little hot from the sight.

He hesitated and said, "I'll go out for a while."

Walking eastward for 5 minutes from the school gate, there is a delicious milk tea shop. With the evening breeze blowing, Zhu Ying looked down at her phone, helpless, and slowly moved towards that shop, intending to buy a cup of warm hands.

My mind was spinning and turning, at first I was anxious and eager, waiting for the answer as soon as the other party connected, and then hesitated after shelving it, feeling that the organization was not good enough to speak.

Due to her confusion and frequent typos, Zhu Ying typed a few lines and deleted them all, and simply sent a voice over.

He said: "Didn't you say that you can wait until I'm 50? Why don't you care about people when you live halfway?"

He tried to hide his panic by scaring him: "You liar, be careful that I don't get along with you."

Seeing Zhu Ying, the manager of the milk tea shop made a few jokes as usual, and helped him make the flavors he used to order.

On the way back to the laboratory, Zhu Ying took out her mobile phone, was disappointed to see that there was no message on the screen, and opened the dialogue to confirm again without giving up.

I am used to being spoiled, and I always reply in time when I send messages, and I must take care of things, and I am not used to being left out for a rare time.

He took a few sips of milk tea, looked at the road ahead and sighed.

There are not many shops on this street, and it is far away from the dormitory area. Students will not go here to go shopping and buy food. It is a bit deserted at night, and most of the lovers are hanging out.

Zhu Ying swayed, turning on the phone from time to time, repeated this several times, and suddenly felt strange.

The intuition similar to "being targeted" surged up again.

There was a cold feeling of being pointed at by the blade on his back, which made him walk back faster.

There was a path paved with gravel across the alley, Zhu Ying heard the sound of footsteps following, and just as he was about to turn his head to look, he was slammed against the wall with great force.

He bent down in pain and caught a glimpse of blue eyes.

Almost at the same time, Zhu Ying's mouth and nose were tightly covered, and the cloth gave off a sleepy sweet smell.

——Yes.

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