This is what you should see

There was cold wind blowing in from the garage, and it was so cold that Zhu Ying couldn't stop shivering.He didn't find Fang Yichen's car for a while, so he stopped in a shelter from the wind, and was pulled back by Pei Muyin.

The guests who were leaving the venue left one after another, and the sound of cars sounded from time to time, and then became farther and farther away.

Zhu Ying heard very clearly what she thought she would never hear in this life.

He couldn't help but was stunned, and he was dull to realize what Pei Muyin said.

The sense of vision and touch seemed to be temporarily blinded, only the sense of hearing sensitively captured the three words, and transmitted them to the heart, causing pain.

Pei Muyin was telling herself, I'm sorry.

In case Zhu Ying didn't hear clearly, Pei Muyin repeated: "I'm sorry."

Zhu Ying was silent for a moment, seemingly calm, but actually clenched the car keys tightly, barely restraining the chaotic emotions that surged up.

He accidentally pressed the switch of the car key with his fingertips, and the car not far away responded by turning on the headlights in the dim light.

This seemed to be a reminder bell, which made Zhu Ying tremble suddenly.

Pei Muyin said, "What are you afraid of?"

Zhu Ying snorted with a half-smile, turned her head aside and said, "I have nothing to be afraid of."

"Then you look me in the eyes and say that."

Zhu Ying paused, and wanted to refuse with disdain, but her eyes flickered, and she couldn't say it in the end.

Omega, who has always been unwilling to be at a disadvantage, is silent now, but pinches his palm with his nails paranoidly, and draws white marks on it.

"You liar, I can't even tell which of your words is the truth and which is a lie." Pei Muyin said, "Is it interesting to play with me?"

He followed Zhu Ying and walked a few steps forward, seeing that Zhu Ying's right hand pulling the car door was shaking, and he even failed to open the car door as he wished.

A short muffled sound echoed in the garage, which seemed to have exhausted all the strength of this Omega, unable to continue to hold on.

Zhu Ying lowered her head and said with difficulty: "This is Fang Yichen's car."

"I recognized it." Pei Muyin said, "Why did you introduce it to me specially? If I get jealous, you will dislike me."

"At that time, the apartment was rented for half a year, and you only lived there for more than two months. You didn't take anything with you when you left. After the contract expired, I was hospitalized, and he threw out your things one by one."

Zhu Ying said: "Later, I changed the rented house, and when I opened the suitcase, I could still see traces of you. Almost all the newly bought clothes that year were couple shirts, and then I threw those into the trash can as well."

He smiled: "I had demark removal surgery, changed my major, and avoided everything about you."

Pei Muyin said, "I didn't know you had a child at the time..."

"Well, you don't know anything, are you innocent? Didn't you even give me a chance to finish my sentence?"

After Zhu Ying finished asking, she said with a smile: "Sometimes I wonder what will happen when I finish talking that day, will you doubt me and wonder whether this child belongs to Zhou She or to me."

Pei Muyin denied, "I will stay."

"It's a pity that you don't have one. Thanks to you, I'm living in a very embarrassing situation." Zhu Ying said, "I was cornered. At that time, let alone asking for help, even if I had to kowtow, I would kneel down if it worked."

He opened the car door: "So every time I see you complacent in front of Fang Yichen, I feel that you are really pitiful, even more pitiful than myself."

Went to the wedding that day, Zhu Ying witnessed the bride and groom exchanging rings, turned her head and vomited faintly in front of the pool, and came out to see Pei Muyin standing with an Omega.

Before that, he was teased by Fang Yichen in the bathroom.

Fang Yichen said that the way he kept retching made people think of five years ago, when he was secretly pregnant with Pei Muyin's child.

Then who can tell him whether Pei Muyin was still surrounded by admiration and admiration during the few months when he was in pain?

The obvious answer, he thought, was his delusional attempt to monopolize a star.

"You sent me home that day, and you actually mentioned a child to him. He knew that we had a child. Because I couldn't cover the mark, I needed your pheromone, but I could only see the wedding invitations between you and others... Pregnant Every day I feel like I'm dying, and he sees it all when he comes to visit."

After Zhu Ying finished speaking, she asked, "What answer do you want to hear? Hearing him admire you makes me so sad?"

Pei Muyin didn't know that Zhu Ying's situation was so dangerous, so she couldn't answer for a while.

He met Fang Yichen once at that time, and his old friend came and went in such a hurry that he never noticed that he was there.

I saw that my friend was leaving in a hurry, so I didn't go up to say hello. I saw this person took two engagement posts and left, and wondered why he wanted two copies and why he left in such a hurry.

After that, Pei Muyin learned from her mother that one of the engagement posts was specially for Zhu Ying.

Thinking of this blunder, he was absurdly unable to form a response, and then heard Zhu Ying groping in the back seat, and accidentally bumped into the carriage.

He said, "What are you looking for?"

Pei Muyin turned on the phone's light and moved closer to help Zhu Ying find something, but Zhu Ying pressed her shoulders and turned to hold her down.

He fell into a chair made of leather, and Zhu Ying sat astride him, and finally raised her eyelids to look into his eyes.

The space in the car was narrow, and Zhu Ying bent slightly, holding the glass window with one hand, her gaze never dodging, which gave Pei Muyin a strange feeling of nowhere to escape.

Unlike the usual indifference of rejecting people thousands of miles away, tonight, in front of her eyes, Zhu Ying's emotions were very strong, and she revealed everything without reservation.

"Find something you've always cared about, or your masterpiece."

Pei Muyin remained motionless quietly, as if she was being judged, and watched Zhu Ying pull out a piece of paper from the side.

The light of the mobile phone illuminated a stack of folded papers, and Zhu Ying gently spread them out, and those slightly smaller medical bills were scattered between the two of them.

The wrapped paper was slightly thicker and larger than the others, Zhu Ying's eyelashes trembled, and she shook her hand away in front of Pei Muyin.

At this moment, Pei Muyin's body reacted one step ahead of his consciousness.

He didn't even read the line above clearly, but he felt a roar in his ears, mixed with Zhu Ying's usual cold voice.

"It's something I promised to show you before the crash, but it was never a reward, or a chance...we've all fucking given up."

Pei Muyin couldn't avoid it, and understood what curse-like words were written on the paper——

It was a consent form for an abortion.

The signing place is Zhu Ying's signature. Zhu Ying's handwriting has always been beautiful and powerful, but it floats horizontally and vertically on this piece of paper.

He finally understood Zhu Ying's resignation before the car accident. In fact, he was neither loved nor punished.

It was Zhu Ying who decided to follow her instinct and forgive her young and frivolous lover.

And Pei Muyin was able to end his ignorance.

There was silence in the car, and both of them seemed to have lost the ability to speak.

After a while, Pei Muyin asked in a low voice: "You handed it to me, and I shook it twice..."

"Yes." Zhu Ying said, "He is eight months old, a little boy who almost survived. The conditions in the clinic are not enough, he can't sleep in an incubator, so he can only sleep in a box."

Fang Yichen brought the box and related documents from the rented house, and put them all safely on the back seat of the car.

I originally thought that Zhu Ying would be able to let the child rest in peace without any financial burden, but unexpectedly, she would be rejected with a lot of worries.

In fact, Zhu Ying didn't have many worries, but just faced up to her own knot.

——He wanted Pei Muyin to see the child as a father.

Pei Muyin took the abortion consent form and put away the scattered documents, as if planning to read them all later.

Then he spoke a short sentence very slowly, unnaturally slowly, and it sounded like a prayer.

Pei Muyin said, "Can you let me accompany him for a while?"

·

When Zhu Ying woke up, he was alone in the big suite on the top floor of the hotel.

He squinted his eyes and looked at the time. It was 06:30 in the morning, and the sky at the end of winter was already pale.

In the vague mint smell, Zhu Ying walked out wearing slippers and bumped into Xu Yan who was smoking in the hotel corridor.

Xu Yan leaned against the window, opened the window a little, and the white mist lingering around was blown away by the cold wind.

When he saw Zhu Ying coming, he extinguished the cigarette butt and smiled embarrassedly at his younger son.

"Don't come here, I still smell a bit of smoke." Xu Yan said.

Zhu Ying was stunned for a moment, a little surprised: "So you smoke?"

"Well, it's a bit embarrassing to say that when I got married, I said I would change it. After more than 20 years of quitting, I still haven't quit... Please don't talk about it in front of Jiang Xi." Xu Yan said, "He can't control it. a lot of."

He looked at Zhuying and nodded, and smiled gently: "Why did you get up so early, I'll have someone make a breakfast and bring it up later."

Zhu Ying said: "No need, I'm not very hungry."

"Let's do it. You didn't eat much last night. Do you need to take Xiao Pei's share?"

"It's really not necessary..."

Zhu Ying returned to her suite in a daze, and heard Xu Yan lighten her steps, tiptoely closed the door of the opposite room, and then slipped out quietly.

Last night, Pei Muyin sent him back, and then washed up with him. The clothes he changed hadn't been brought back by the laundryman, so he shouldn't have left here.

He went around twice in the winding corridor on the top floor, but found no one, and then suddenly stopped at the stairs.

Pei Muyin's back appeared in the corner of the eye, but there was no sound in Zhu Ying's ear.

All he had to say was a more restrained breathing than before.

Even though he hid in such a far and remote place, Pei Muyin was still suppressed, almost completely hiding himself.

He was careful, and his breathing would become a little heavier from time to time. As soon as he revealed a tone that was inclined to cry, he would be stopped quickly, for fear that others would find out if he was too slow. The wind overwhelmed.

No one knows when he sat here, nor what expression he has behind his back.

Zhu Ying retreated to the corner and stood for a long time in a place where she could see Pei Muyin without being noticed.

Then he heard footsteps, turned around and saw Jiang Xi who was coming to take the elevator.

Jiang Xi strode forward while wearing a tie.Finding that Zhu Ying was stunned, he asked curiously, "Why did you wake up so early?"

Zhu Ying gently begged, "Please don't go there."

"What is it, I can't hear clearly..." Jiang Xi was speechless, and his voice was lowered.

Zhu Ying couldn't help but grabbed Jiang Xi's clothes to prevent the man from approaching in that direction.

His mood fluctuated too much last night, his glands were numb with pain, and when he lowered his head, nosebleeds flowed out, dripping on the back of his hands one after another, blooming like flowers.

He stubbornly stopped here, and muffled to the frightened Jiang Xi: "I said, don't go over."

There is probably no corner in this world where Pei Muyin can let herself cry.

But Zhu Ying wanted to guard the empty staircase.

At least at this moment, Pei Muyin should have the right to be vulnerable for a while, even if only for a short while.