childhood sweethearts on chrysanthemum

Su Ran was taking notes while waiting for Ji Jingyan's note. When he turned over the second page of notes, Ji Jingyan's note finally passed.

It has to be said that although Ji Jingyan is good at studying, his talent in painting is almost zero.The note paper was wiped crumpled by an eraser. Although it was very different from the one drawn by Su Ran on it, it was still possible to make out the child drawn by himself and another child. The other child held the crying child in his arms. In his arms, next to it was Ji Jingyan's delicate handwriting: Don't cry baby, daddy loves you.

Among the students around me, many joked about "Daddy loves you".Although Su Ran knew that Ji Jingyan was joking, her heart beat faster involuntarily.

Su Ran don't cry, I love you...

Su Ran took a deep breath, pretending to despise him: "Ji Jingyan, your painting is really ugly." With the other hand, she carefully put the note into the school uniform pocket.

Ji Jingyan gave him a blank look: "You don't understand my painting style, so stop picking bones in that egg."

Su Ran covered her mouth and smiled, put her hands in her pockets, and gently stroked the lines of the note. There was no expression on her face, but her heart was as sweet as honey.

Sitting in the last row, Li Xuan looked at Ji Jingyan who was chatting and laughing with Su Ran, and couldn't help clenching his hand holding the pen a little more.

There are three things that make Su Ran happy in this world: one is that Ji Jingyan is happy when he is happy, the other is that he is also happy when Ji Jingyan is with him, and the third is hearing the wonderful bell after class.In his mind, this music is simply the most beautiful music in the world, announcing the end of this miserable day of school life.

Su Ran hummed a ditty while packing his schoolbag. He was in a particularly good mood today, and Ji Jingyan's note played a leading role.But his good mood didn't last long, because he accidentally overheard a short conversation between Gu Anyuan and Ji Jingyan:

"Ji Jingyan, can I walk with you later?"

"Okay."

What thefuck!

So, just like this, Gu Anyuan was squeezed into the warm world of two with Ji Jingyan every day.In Su Ran's heart, the disgust index of Gu Anyuan's voice has surpassed the disgust index of his mother when she nagged him, but because of Ji Jingyan's relationship, he still had to suppress the anger in his heart.

It doesn’t matter anyway, Ji Jingyan will go to my house to copy my class notes later, he can stay at my house for one night, we can chat all night, chatting with Gu Anyuan for a while is not even superficial...

After comforting myself for a while, I really felt a lot more comfortable in my heart.Turning his head to look at Gu Anyuan, he wanted to demonstrate to him, but Gu Anyuan raised his eyebrows after receiving his gaze, and then said in pretended surprise: "Ji Jingyan, your schoolbag is unzipped, I will help you close it."

Gu Anyuan looked at Su Ran while pulling the zipper belt, his eyes were full of provocation, the corners of his lips were raised, and his lips opened and closed.

fool.

Immediately afterwards, he returned to Ji Jingyan's side, and returned to his gentle and gentleman appearance.

Su Ran stared blankly at Gu Anyuan, he...is he provoking him?

As her lips opened and closed, Su Ran could of course see what he was talking about...

Very good, very good, Gu Anyuan, I remember you...

Out of the school gate, after waving goodbye to Gu Anyuan, Su Ran's face remained ugly. Ji Jingyan wondered when he had offended this old man. After being puzzled, Ji Jingyan finally asked: " What's wrong with you, Su Ran? Did someone offend you? "

Su Ran looked at Ji Jingyan with a gloomy face: "Ji Jingyan, I encountered a piece of shit today, I want to shovel him away, but you disagree, what do you think I should do?"

Ji Jingyan was at a loss: "When did you encounter shit? And why didn't I let you shovel it?"

"I just met it today, and it's very fresh." Su Ran put her hands in her trouser pockets, kicked the stones far away with her feet, glanced at Ji Jingyan and said, "I think you have a crush on that shit .”

Ji Jingyan didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "I'm fine, why should I have a crush on shit?"

Su Ran twitched the corner of her mouth and said nothing.

It wasn't until after entering the house that Su Ran took out the hand that had been in the trouser pocket all the time, spread out the palm, and lying in the palm was the small note that Ji Jingyan passed to him in class.

He was a little worried about putting the note in his trouser pocket, always afraid that he would lose it, so he kept it in his hand.The note was soaked with sweat, and the handwriting was a bit blurred. Su Ran thought for a while, took out a pen from her schoolbag, scratched Ji Jingyan's sentence a few times, then raised the pen and wrote next to it: Su Ran Don't cry, I love you.

Su Ran looked at her corrected handwriting, grinned, and nodded with satisfaction.

Well, I love you too, Ji Jingyan.

As soon as Gu Anyuan entered the house, the woman sitting on the sofa turned her head to look at him with a loving face: "Ayuan is back, how is life at school? Are the classmates getting along well? No one bothers you, right?"

Gu Anyuan walked straight to his room, without even looking at her, and just mumbled a few perfunctory words.When he put his hand on the doorknob, a slightly hesitant voice came from behind: "A Yuan, do you... still hate your mother?"

hatred?Gu Anyuan laughed at himself: "Everything you do is because you love me, how could I hate you?"

The woman behind her gave a gratified smile. Just as she was about to speak, Gu Anyuan lightly exerted force on his wrist, and the door opened with a "click", only to see him sneer, without even turning his head, and his voice was so cold that there was no emotion: "I I wish you had never loved me..."

After finishing speaking, regardless of the expression of the woman behind her, she walked in on her own.

Gu Anyuan leaned against the door and squatted down slowly, buried his head in his knees, looking lonely in Nuo Da's room.

When the right to love is given up, hate becomes superfluous...

Su Ran's anger came and went quickly, and by the time Ji Jingyan went to his home to do homework at night, most of Su Ran's anger had disappeared.

When Ji Jingyan went in, Su Ran was poking her butt with her back to him, wondering what she was doing.Seeing this, Ji Jingyan walked on tiptoe quietly behind Su Ran, leaned into his ear and shouted: "What are you doing!"

Su Ran trembled in fright, and the thing in her hand fell to the ground with a "crash".Ji Jingyan took a closer look, and saw that it was a photo of the two of them when they were in high school, and the frame of the photo was all over the floor.

Seeing that it was him, Su Ran quickly put her hands behind her back and asked in a panic, "Why are you here?"

Ji Jingyan leaned over to pick up the fragmented photo frames, glanced at his hands behind his back, and said lightly: "Come here to do your homework, otherwise what else can I do?" grab it by hand.

Ji Jingyan's sudden approach made Su Ran hold his breath, the tip of his nose was full of the refreshing breath of a teenager, he couldn't help but make Su Ran stunned there, he didn't even notice that his wrist was grabbed by the other party, and his head was full of high school entrance exams That summer, Ji Jingyan came out of the bathroom wearing a vest, wet and sexy and charming, and the way he talked and laughed with Gu Anyuan all day today...

Thinking about it, Su Ran wrapped Ji Jingyan into his arms with one hand, buried his head in his neck, and asked in a hoarse voice: "We will be good brothers for a lifetime... right?"

Ji Jingyan was taken aback, he didn't expect that the intimacy between himself and Gu Anyuan would have such a big impact on Su Ran, he raised his hand and patted him on the back comfortingly: "Of course, your place in my heart is everyone's Irreplaceable."

"You won't want me?"

"of course not."

"No matter what happens, no matter what mistakes I make, you will forgive me, right?"

"Well, I will forgive you."

The afterglow of the setting sun hit the two tightly hugging indoors, warming the cold figure on the ground.Until many years later, Su Ran still remembered the throbbing in Ji Jingyan's heart when he hugged Ji Jingyan for the first time. It turned out that since then, he has been lost forever.

Su Ran doesn't like men, nor does he like women. He only likes Ji Jingyan, but he has been unable to figure out what he likes about Ji Jingyan, and even his aesthetic standards are biased towards Ji Jingyan.

Su Ran remembered that it was the first year of high school. In order to be at the same table with Ji Jingyan, she begged Ji Jingyan to help him make up lessons every day.One day, at dusk in summer, there were only the two of them in the room. Ji Jingyan patiently explained a relatively complicated math problem, the pen tip moved quickly on the paper, and his clear voice carried a unique sex appeal.Su Ran lay on the table and stared at him. The afterglow of the setting sun shone on him through the window, warming the boy's side face.

Perhaps, from that moment on, he thought,

I am in love with a man.

In Su Ran's world view, Ji Jingyan can only belong to him alone, but Gu Anyuan who came out halfway is really beyond his expectation.So, in order to defend his own worldview, he began to fight Gu Anyuan every day.

For example, when Gu Anyuan asked Ji Jingyan a question, he would immediately find out a question and ask Ji Jingyan for advice, and then he would answer Gu Anyuan's question by himself and let Ji Jingyan solve his own problem.After the explanation, I still didn't forget to sarcastically Gu Anyuan: "Hey, you don't need to ask my Ji Jingyan about such a simple question, just ask me..."

For another example, every day after school, he tried his best to get rid of Gu Anyuan, and even asked Ji Jingyan to pack his schoolbag in 5 minutes before get out of class was over.But every time he pulled Ji Jingyan's wrist and rushed out of the classroom, Gu Anyuan stood at the back door and waved to them with a smile: "Ji Jingyan, Su Ran, I'm here, let's go home together!" In Su Ran's eyes, he smiled The provocation here is full of meaning.

Ji Jingyan, who was caught in the middle, looked at the smell of gunpowder that filled his surroundings every day, and suddenly felt that his boring senior year life had become so colorful...