search for memory

The night of the last quarter moon.

The stars in the sky are gradually fading, the moon is silent, a car passes quickly on the coastal road, like a light and swift bird, disappearing into the darkness.

Echizen pursed his lips tightly, grasped the steering wheel with both hands, and could see the whitened joints.

After thinking about it for a long time, he still felt the need to go to the memory world again.And not just because of subsequent memories interrupted by the car accident.

"You're here." The store manager held the tea and looked at Echizen with a smile.

He nodded silently and sat down in the seat where he sat last time.

"When do you need to start this time? After the car accident, or the same as last time~"

"...can I advance? Manager."

"This..." The store manager touched his chin, his tone hesitant.

He suddenly saw Echizen's expression changing with his tone.It's like a little milk cat who only takes small dried fish to lure.

The store manager laughed silently.He put down his teacup, walked gently to Echizen, put one hand on his shoulder and the other over his eyes.Echizen leaned a little to the side, subconsciously dodging the store manager's movements.

The store manager patted Echizen on the shoulder lightly, feeling the muscles under his hands tense instantly.He bent down, put his mouth close to Echizen's ear, and exhaled slowly: "Hehe, Echizen-kun, close your eyes and relax~" His hand covering Echizen's eyes could clearly feel that Echizen was long and curved. His eyelashes fluttered against the palm of his hand.

You only need to glance down slightly to see Echizen's pink ears.

"Hehe~" the store manager chuckled, watching Echizen's increasingly red ears and muttering in his heart for three seconds.

three,

two,

one.Because of the embracing posture, the store manager easily caught Echizen's weakened body in an instant.He lowered his head lovingly, and gently kissed Echizen's soft dark green hair, the corners of his eyes, and his cheek.He opened those ice blue eyes, and focused his gaze on Echizen's thin pale pink lips. He stared at it for a while, then closed his eyes, and slowly touched his lips reverently, lovingly, and regretfully. up.

I wish the instant will last forever.

The roaring sound of the pipe organ is majestic and ethereal, and the God on the mural smiles and lowers his eyes, solemnly and indifferently overlooking all living beings.

Cousin Nanako's wedding.

Echizen woke up from the drowsiness, the pastor's voice was dragging and artificial, and the lengthy speech was coming to an end.He twisted his sore neck slightly, and scanned the surroundings calmly, as if everyone was listening attentively.He smiled briefly, then looked down again.

Suddenly, he seemed to see a shirt corner, neatly ironed, like fresh snow, as if he had seen it not long ago.

His heart trembled, and he couldn't help but secretly raised his head and looked there.

A handsome young boy with a pious attitude.

Too bad it wasn't him.An unknown regret suddenly surged in the boy's heart.

etc.Who is that he!

The boy frowned, suddenly thinking of this question.

Unfortunately, there is no answer.

Snow-white doves flitted across the blue sky.

There was buzzing in his ears, as if hot liquid was rushing to his brain in waves, which made him have a splitting headache, and he couldn't help but clenched his hands tightly.

"What's wrong?" The man next to him leaned over and asked in a low voice of concern.The voice is deep and magnetic.

I seem to have heard it somewhere.

The boy glanced at him: "It's okay." The man also has short dark green hair and amber eyes like him, but his eyes are a little narrower and longer.

Look sly.

He saw the man's face darken, and he stretched out his hand to separate his clenched fingers one by one, and he gently held them in his hand.The young man felt some rough calluses on the man's hands, which were warmly pressed against his skin, rubbing them vaguely, and hot and humid sweat leaked from the cracks in his palms.

Echizen lowered his head and glanced at the hand held by the man, and pulled it back violently, but the man with the same strength took his upper body into his arms.

"Hey, you! Let me go!" The young man raised his chin and narrowed his eyes, staring at the man's eyes from embarrassment, with a fierce tone.

"Ahhh~ Didn't this 'short' gentleman come over~" The man also looked at the boy with a smile in his eyes, and replied ruffiantly.

Echizen looked at his smile and shook his head for a moment, recalling a picture that crazily popped up in his mind - the man standing in the thin spring rain held an orange-yellow orange in his hand and waved at him casually, as ethereal as a silver thread The general rain was between the two of them, overlapping, like a thick fog, and the man's face could not be seen clearly.

Returning to his senses, Echizen heard a burst of good-natured laughter from the people around him—the bride and groom kissed each other.

The young man took a peek at the man's expression - he was looking at the bride and groom in a daze.

The boy lowered his head again, the shadow of bangs on his forehead covered the sly look of the corners of his mouth.

It's now.

The Echizen boy tensed his arms and exerted force violently.

successfully broke free.

He took the opportunity to ask a girl with long chestnut hair and two braids to change seats.

The girl blushed and obediently agreed.

The young man turned his head and saw the man turning his head to look at him with an inexplicable light in his eyes, but he didn't care that much, and mouthed at him with the corner of his mouth curled up in contempt——

You are not far off.

The man looked up at the gorgeous dome of the church, countless rays of light pierced through the glass, enveloping him densely.

It's like separating him from everything in the world.One knife after another hurt his heart, and the blood was dripping, but it made him excited and trembling.Everything is moving away from him, the dull sunshine, the full house of guests, the drowsy words of the priest, and the fragrance of lilies drifting in the air, everything is rushing towards the deep and far unknown place, and the light and shadow are in him. His eyes flickered, and there were dim ripples.

Finally he smiled and put a ring on the boy's outstretched hand so they could hug and kiss.

They are deeply in love.

In this sea soaked in his blood.

With the end of the wedding, Echizen also returned to normal life.

There is no hazy picture in my head, and there is no strange man at the wedding.

"I'm going out." The teenager shouted to the family in the house with his tennis bag on his back.

When he was about to reach the door, he stopped suddenly.

He didn't know why he stopped, but he felt a faint expectation in his heart, and it should be as it should be.

The boy just stood there.From casual to frowning.

The door never opened.

After a while.

He slammed the door out with a sullen face.

A tall figure slowly appeared by the door.

The man was wearing a long black windbreaker, with a casually tied belt that outlined his narrow waist and long legs.He was biting a cigarette, with his hands down, his expression unclear.

"Meow!!" A fat brown and white cat stared at the man and screamed.It was furry all over, and stepped back step by step.

"Carubin?" Hasty footsteps and anxious shouts came from inside.

The man "tsk tut" twice, raised his right hand, and watched the fat cat take another big step back with amused expression. He held the cigarette between the fingers of his right hand, and slowly exhaled a cloud of smoke.

Hidden figure again.

The boy walked along the road until he saw the place where the apricot tree stretched out with layers of curved branches.

He pressed down on the brim of his hat and moved his lips.

"Youth Academy."

Then he turned around and saw a big red cat about to rush over.

"Senior Ying Er."

Kikumaru Eiji trotted over excitedly: "The little one has grown taller meow!" After that, he chatted for a long time like last time.

I also saw the Bu Er Zhou Zhu who looked the same as the shop owner.

Finally, when they parted, Eiji Kikumaru also asked for a meeting.

"Echizen, come together?" Fuji asked him gently.For some reason, the boy felt that there were Widowmaker lilies blooming on his back.

"Ah, good senior. I'll be there."

"Hehe, don't be late~"

It's almost evening, and the road is sprinkled with golden yellow and bright red unknown flowers falling on the branches, like sparkling mist.

The boy was walking down the street with his hands in his pockets and a tennis bag on his back.

People in pairs around him passed him by.

The boy lowered his head, his expression covered by the wide brim of his hat.

He didn't know why, but there was always a feeling in his heart——

There is a person who is always behind him, just waiting for his turning back.

He turned his head, except for the endless stream of people and slow-moving cars.

The one without his feelings.

There are colorful tall buildings behind it, and the sky is a bit dark and dark, like the thickest chocolate sauce, slowly filling the entire dome.

Passing the street tennis court, the boy stopped.

There were two young people fighting on the field. In the yellow balls that went back and forth, he seemed to see a man wearing a black windbreaker and sunglasses standing on the side and smiling at him with his lips curled up.

When he blinked again, the man was nowhere to be seen.

The boy pursed his lips into a straight line.

For some reason, he felt like he had lost someone.

A very important person.

The teenager walked towards home, and the two young people on the field were still full of energy in the game.

What he didn't know was that there was always a hidden man following him far behind.

As long as he turns around.

The rain fell all over the sky and hit the ground heavily, the bright water splashed, the dim reflection of the lights was shattered, and a brilliance bloomed.

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