first love is not too late

"I saw the idiot all night, and I need to see the beautiful man to wash my eyes."

Fu Shi'an glanced at him speechlessly, and raised his thin and sharp eyelids, showing an air of indifference. Ji Mingyu wanted to kiss him, but then remembered that he had vomited just now, so he put down his cup and went to take a bath.

"The landlord of the water heater in the bathroom outside just came to change the water pipe today, and the water is a little muddy. You can wash it in my house." Fu Shi'an said.

Ji Mingyu nodded, and went back to his room to get clothes, because Zhou Xiaoyue was coming to stay overnight, so he had already taken out the new sheets yesterday and planned to change them tomorrow, Ji Mingyu glanced at the new sheets at the end of the bed and decided to move forward a bit.

When he came out of the shower, Fu Shi'an was still still asleep, and was sitting at the desk looking at the computer. Ji Mingyu walked over and took a look. The screen was full of tables and numbers, which made him dizzy.

He sat down directly beside Fu Shi'an's bed, and casually took a book read by Fu Shi'an beside the bed, "Are you still asleep?"

"There was a set of data that went wrong, so I went to sleep after changing it." Fu Shi'an didn't turn his head, and didn't notice what Ji Mingyu was doing.

Most of the books Fu Shi'an read recently were about taxation, auditing, and some economics. Ji Mingyu started to feel drowsy after flipping through a few pages. He leaned against the head of the bed and closed his eyes after a while.

He seemed to have had a ridiculous dream, he was hugging a cat, and the kitten's tail rubbed against his face, a little itchy, Ji Mingyu didn't like cats, let alone hugging cats, and soon realized It's me who is dreaming.

He opened his eyes in a daze, and in the warm orange light was Fu Shi'an's pretty face, with the tails of his eyes drooping, full of affection.

They just looked at each other quietly for a second or two, and the warm thing on the side of their faces was not a cat's tail, but Fu Shi'an's hand.

There was no light in Fu Shi'an's dark pupils, but the mist in Ji Mingyu's eyes began to clear up.Seeing him wake up, Fu Shi'an wanted to take back his hand, but Ji Mingyu reached out to hold it faster than him, and said with the corner of his mouth upturned, "Why, playing hooligan while I'm asleep?"

His voice was low and hoarse as if he had just woken up, and his jokes sounded very charming.

Fu Shi'an probably sat and looked at him like this for a long time, the back of his hand was cold.

"No." Fu Shi'an said, "You didn't blow your hair."

Ji Mingyu reached out and touched his head: "It seems to be dry."

"No, get up and blow dry before going to bed, or you will have a headache tomorrow." Fu Shi'an said.

Ji Mingyu laughed and sat up with his arms propped up, but he was sleeping in the wrong position just now, he had been lying on his side for a long time, his right elbow felt numb when he moved his right elbow, he made a "hiss", his body was unstable and he almost fell off the bed, and he quickly stretched out his hand to grab the bed in front of him. Fu Shi'an was about to get up.

"Hand numb?" Fu Shi'an supported him and sat back on the bed.

"Yeah." Ji Mingyu frowned, raised his arms, bursts of numbness spread, the quilt fell to his waist and abdomen during his movements, and he realized that he was covered with the quilt, "I can't move, I don't blow, anyway, it's all done about there."

Fu Shi'an gave him a helpless look, then got up and went to the living room to get a hair dryer, and stood beside the bed to dry Ji Mingyu's hair.

The warm wind buzzed like there were a lot of bees, but it didn't feel disturbing. Fu Shi'an's fingers shuttled across his scalp, bringing up waves of strange touch, a little itchy and numb, and the comfortable Ji Mingyu seemed to be snored by the master Mao Mao squinted his eyes like a cat, and amidst the roaring sound, he suddenly understood why Fu Shi'an's ears were red when he blew Fu Shi'an's hair that day.

It's so comfortable, even if it's comfortable, it's a bit erotic.

After the humming and roaring stopped, Ji Mingyu pinched her earlobe, it was really hot.The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and when he saw Fu Shi'an put down the wind, he suddenly jumped up and hugged him.

The startled Fu Shi'an looked down at him, "What's the matter with you today?"

Why are you so clingy.

"What's going on?" Ji Mingyu raised his head, "Don't let me hug you?"

Fu Shi'an blinked: "No."

"That's fine." Ji Mingyu finished speaking confidently, and then yawned.

"Go back to sleep when you're sleepy." Fu Shi'an said.

"Go back? Where are you going?" Ji Mingyu had some physiological tears in his eyes, and looked at him innocently, wet and dizzy, "It's not that you said you don't mind sharing a bed with me."

"Go to sleep." Ji Mingyu let go of him, turned over and rolled into the bed, then patted the seat where he was sitting just now, and said to him, "Come here."

Fu Shi'an didn't speak, Ji Mingyu rolled over and pulled him over, raised his head slightly, pressed Fu Shi'an's shoulder and kissed his lips after thinking for a long time.

Probably because Ji Mingyu was so clingy tonight, Fu Shi'an was a little dazed, until Ji Mingyu pried open his lips and teeth with his tongue, and the soft tongue hooked his tongue, Fu Shian came back to his senses, and gradually began to cater to Ji Mingyu.

His kisses have always been restrained, except for kissing, the hands around Ji Mingyu have no other movements. Ji Mingyu has never eaten pork and seen pigs running, men should not be so passive in lust.

After thinking for a while, he released his lips, then moved along his chin, kissed Fu Shi'an's neck, and took a gentle bite on his protruding Adam's apple. He pressed against Fu Shi'an, feeling his Adam's apple move slightly.

Ji Mingyu chuckled, seeing Fu Shi'an's dark eyes, kissed his lips again.

He didn't believe that he couldn't do something today, and he didn't give up.

We all sleep in the same bed, so we can't just chat under the quilt.

Being kissed deeply, Fu Shi'an was already moved, his hands unconsciously clasped Ji Mingyu's shoulders, his body temperature continued to rise, and the palms of his hands became even warmer. He brushed over Ji Mingyu's face, slid down his back, and then fell down. to his waist.

Ji Mingyu is used to wearing a loose T-shirt at home, relaxed and at ease, the hem of his clothes was lifted, Fu Shian put his hand on his psoas and stroked it gently, the skin on the side of his waist was sensitive, it stiffened for a moment, and subconsciously held Fu Shian's wrist, itch....

Perhaps it was because his waist was too obvious, Fu Shi'an stopped suddenly, stopped the kiss, looked at him for two seconds, and then smoothly pulled the hem of his clothes.

Ji Mingyu:!

He stared at Fu Shi'an's shortness of breath and lowered his eyes to suppress the slightest emotion, and when he opened his eyes again, the calm pool returned.

Shit, isn't it.

Come again?

"What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Fu Shi'an didn't look at him, lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking. After a while, he hesitated to say: "You don't like..."

"What don't you like?" Ji Mingyu interrupted him, squinting his eyes and questioning.

Fu Shi'an: "I don't like it when I touch you."

Ji Mingyu's breath was stagnant, and he almost fainted from anger, "I don't like you touching me, I hug and kiss you all the time, I'm sick."

Fu Shi'an raised his eyes and stared at him, as if trying to tell whether what he said was true or not.

Ji Mingyu is not a piece of wood, it's okay to be ignorant and naive when he doesn't know that Fu Shian's feelings for him are unusual, but he can't ignore everything about Fu Shi'an after being exposed.Fu Shi'an, who was calm and reserved on the outside, was much more sensitive than he thought. Even though they already had a definite relationship, Fu Shi'an would still be timid and doubt Ji Mingyu's liking.

"Why didn't I realize you're so stupid before." After finishing speaking, Ji Mingyu planned to prove himself with practical actions. He turned over and pressed Fu Shian under him, and continued the kiss without giving him time to react. Let's go, he untied Fu Shi'an's bathrobe, reached down and went down.

This time it was him who was holding hands, and Fu Shi'an didn't let him move.

"Don't you need me to help you?"

Fu Shi'an didn't speak, the lust in his eyes was undisguised, but he tried his best to suppress it.Ji Mingyu was puzzled, he thought his performance was obvious enough.But he still didn't continue to move, just stared into his eyes, as if through this window, he could clearly see the worries and anxieties in his heart.

After being silent for a while, Fu Shi'an took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and closed the window, "No need."

After two seconds, he continued, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Another refusal made Ji Mingyu's emotional ups and downs uncontrollable. He watched Fu Shi'an get up, pulled the quilt for him, and got out of bed.

His eyes were nailed on this dull gourd like a substance, and he was very angry.

"Fu Shi'an, come here." He called to him.

Seeing people standing still, Ji Mingyu folded his hands and said coldly, "What are you doing in the bathroom? Take a cold shower?"

Fu Shi'an froze in place, not even daring to look back at him.

"It's not that you said that you want to kiss me, hug me, or talk to me..." This is what Fu Shi'an told him that day, and Ji Mingyu returned it to him intact, but his voice was colder and softer than his, " Now you tell me that you can do it yourself, why are you falling in love with me, why don't you fall in love with your left hand."

With his back to Ji Mingyu, Fu Shi'an froze on the spot. Ji Mingyu saw that his hand hanging by his side was clenched into a fist, the muscles on his arm were unsteady, and he didn't speak or move.

After a long time, Fu Shi'an spoke softly. He let go of his palms, and the veins on his forearms were still pulsating. He turned around and looked at Ji Mingyu, his gaze swept down Ji Mingyu's lower abdomen, "It's just what I want, and what you want is for me." , or that you treat men..."

Ji Mingyu naturally noticed his gaze, and he glanced down at his crotch, but his reaction was not obvious when the loose slacks blocked him.So after he confessed his love and fell in love with Fu Shi'an, kissed and hugged him, Fu Shi'an still thought he was a straight man, did he still think that he could only react to women?

Fu Shi'an really misunderstood him not to raise, misunderstood him not to raise him.

This conclusion made Ji Mingyu feel a little funny, so he really laughed out loud. Fu Shian looked back at him in a daze. Putting his head down on the bed and laughing non-stop.

Ji Mingyu smiled for a long time before raising his eyes and beckoning to Fu Shi'an: "Come here."

Fu Shi'an didn't move, Ji Mingyu smiled and began to feel distressed again.

He has had girlfriends, he once said that his ideal type is You You, he likes women, and he is a straight man.

So Fu Shi'an knew from the very beginning that this relationship was doomed to be hopeless. After falling in love with him for so many years, Fu Shi'an was like a traveler migrating on the snow field. The cold and loneliness made him used to endure and hide.He never even had hope, day after day, this conclusion was carved into his bones by Fu Shi'an.

But unexpectedly, after the secret was discovered, Ji Mingyu broke everything he had imagined.

Ji Mingyu gave him the possibility and the response he never dared to desire.

It was like a bonfire for the frozen traveler, but Fu Shi'an, who was wrapped in warmth, did not dare to go forward. He was afraid that the fire would go out, and that it was just a dream.

So when Ji Mingyu said he liked him and wanted to pursue him, Fu Shi'an didn't dare to accept or touch him.

He wanted to get closer but couldn't help keeping away.

But he still hid these things and took that step towards Ji Mingyu.

It was Ji Mingyu's carelessness, he accepted this feeling but he didn't really understand the cowardice behind his deep affection.

Seeing that he couldn't come, Ji Mingyu had no choice but to get out of bed, walk up to Fu Shi'an and hug him.

"Fu Shian, you are so stupid." He said.

After speaking, he smiled helplessly, why didn't he find that Fu Shi'an was so sensitive before?

"No wonder people say that people who fall in love will have a lower IQ, and we are no exception."

He thought for a while and then continued: "I don't know whether I like women or men."

Fu Shi'an seemed to tilt his head, and his breathing was a little short.Ji Mingyu moved his head back a little bit, but his hands still hugged the person. He stared at Fu Shi'an's pupils, and said very seriously: "But I know that I only like one person now, and that is Fu Shi'an."

After he finished speaking, he obviously felt that Fu Shi'an's bear's chest was rising and falling, but the heartbeat under the flesh and blood was heating up, beating rapidly.

"Who else said that I didn't respond to you?" Ji Mingyu finished softly in his ear, and pulled his clenched hand hanging by his side towards him, "Do you feel it, I'm in."

"I have the same desire, desire for you."