first love is not too late

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It has been a week since Sun Ran came to the planning department, and Ji Mingyu didn't give him any special care, nor did he give him any special work. He just asked him to learn to make a set of publicity design drawings needed for the event.Perhaps because of Fu Shi'an's relationship, Ji Mingyu pays attention to Sun Ran consciously or unconsciously, after all, there are no other gays around him to refer to.

If it wasn't the first time he met Sun Ran, Ji Mingyu would not have been able to tell that Sun Ran was actually gay.

So homosexuals are ordinary people, no different from ordinary people, and don't need special treatment, so he doesn't need to be particularly concerned about Fu Shi'an's touch.

After accepting Fu Shi'an's sexual orientation, Ji Mingyu was left with endless curiosity.

Curious when he fell in love with that person, and who that person is.

After holding back for several days, Ji Mingyu finally found out something by making complaints about the new young master in the department and going around in circles.

Sun Ran is an honest boy, Ji Mingyu just lent him an umbrella a few days ago, the young master insisted on inviting him to dinner as a thank you, Ji Mingyu naturally did not agree, and after several days of refusal, the young master gave it to him at regular intervals He delivered the takeaway from 'Minglilou', just eat it once, but Ji Mingyu didn't confiscate it the next two times, and even called Sun Ran to the office to talk.

"I just said it wasn't necessary, and that kid apologized to me with an aggrieved face." Ji Mingyu sat on the sofa with a face full of incomprehension: "I wonder if I look too fierce, or if the fight was too fierce that time Are you scaring people?"

Fu Shi'an was still smiling at first, but he lost his smile after hearing this, and whispered, "It's better to be scared."

"What?" Ji Mingyu didn't hear clearly, seeing that Fu Shi'an took an apple from the coffee table without answering, and sighed: "That takeaway is really delicious."

Ji Mingyu took a bite of the apple, and said: "But Sun Ran really has two brushes, and the level of the set of paintings is not low. After all, he is a student of the Academy of Fine Arts."

Fu Shi'an gave an extremely perfunctory "hmm", keeping his gaze on the screen of the phone, refusing to comment on his praise.

Ji Mingyu glanced at him sideways, and said after deliberating, "I seem to have misunderstood the matter between him and Chen Mo."

Fu Shi'an didn't respond.

Ji Mingyu coughed twice and continued, "But he really likes men."

His gaze was always focused on Fu Shi'an's reaction, and seeing his eyelids move slightly, Ji Mingyu went on to say: "It's just that I was fooled by Chen Mo, a scumbag, and Chen Mo was also drunk that day."

He also commented: "The child is quite simple."

Fu Shi'an didn't respond to whether Chen Mo was a scumbag or a drunkard, and only said softly after Ji Mingyu finished his evaluation, "Really."

Ji Mingyu was completely unaware of the seemingly sour meaning in these two words. He sat up straight, propped his chin with one hand and pretended to discuss it seriously, "Do you say that liking men is innate or acquired? Ran said that he was born to like men, and Chen Mo's kind of girlfriend..."

"He even told you this?" Fu Shi'an interrupted Ji Mingyu, and he lost his attitude of whether he wanted to listen or not.

Although his tone was calm, Ji Mingyu was keenly aware that something was wrong, and his eyes averted a little, "Ah? Just chatting casually."

Ji Mingyu didn't dare to admit that he asked Sun Ran because he knew about Fu Shi'an, but Sun Ran was not at all twitchy about his sexual orientation, and he talked very generously, which touched Ji Mingyu very much, even for himself. At first, he thought that Sun Ran wanted him to keep it secret so that he could please him and felt a little embarrassed.

"Why do you suddenly want to talk about this?" Fu Shi'an turned around and stared straight at Ji Mingyu, as if he was hiding some unspeakable expectation.

"Just..." Ji Mingyu didn't know how to answer, and suddenly remembered that the company held a Qixi blind date meeting that his former colleague had just seen in his circle of friends. He made up a reason: "Because the Qixi company will hold a staff blind date meeting. , the coordinator asked our department to participate, and Sun Ran's situation is special, so I communicated with him alone, and we... talked about this matter."

His intuition told him that he should change the subject, otherwise his lie would be exposed, and he really didn't know how to explain it, but he didn't expect Fu Shi'an to just ask after hearing it: "Are you going too?"

"Where are you going?" Ji Ming was surrounded by rain.

Fu Shi'an: "Blind date meeting."

"Oh," Ji Mingyu laughed dryly. This event was all fabricated by him. Why did he participate in it, but he just said that the whole department should participate. Would it be strange if he didn't participate?So he hesitated and said, "Participate in...."

Fu Shi'an looked at him for a while, and when Ji Mingyu was thinking about how to lie, he just said "Oh", and turned back without looking at Ji Mingyu again.

Ji Mingyu, who originally wanted to make a routine, didn't want to let him in, and even made up a lie with a lot of loopholes. Where would he go to have a blind date meeting to make up the lie?Ji Mingyu sighed in his heart, he was really not suitable for this kind of language deception.

But now that the conversation has started, he would be really upset if he asked something.

"Round round."

"Ok?"

"You...how is that person you have a crush on?" In order to avoid being involved in him, Ji Mingyu decided to ask the question directly. He sat a little closer to Fu Shi'an, maintaining the expression that should be in the gossip on his face, and asked: "He Is there a target?"

He was ready for Fu Shi'an to be silent and then stalk him, but Fu Shi'an unexpectedly said "No."

"No?" Ji Mingyu was surprised and then continued, "It's a few days before the Qixi Festival, why don't you try to confess your love?"

In fact, he regretted it after he finished speaking. Fu Shi'an has never revealed his sexuality for so many years, and he still plays with secret love. Maybe that person doesn't know, is he a straight man?

Sure enough, Fu Shi'an fell silent, and looked at Ji Mingyu with those dark, somewhat lonely eyes.

Ji Mingyu's head was clouded, a trace of panic flashed in his heart when he met the gaze for no reason, and the pillow he was holding in his hand rolled to the ground inadvertently.

After a while, Fu Shi'an rubbed Ji Mingyu's shoulder and leaned down, reaching out to pick up the dropped pillow, "He's different from me."

Ji Mingyu was already a little bored by his gaze, but the phrase "he is different from me" was in his ear, lightly like a dense cloud, stuffed in his chest, Ji Mingyu's lips moved In the end nothing was said.

Really straight.

Fu Shi'an put the pillow he picked up in front of Ji Mingyu, and said, "You probably don't like me."

These words were light and floating, but when they flew into the cloud, they turned into fine needles, which pierced Ji Mingyu's heart with stuffiness and pain.

The Fu Shi'an he knew has always been confident and stable. This is the first time he has seen Fu Shi'an so unconfident. He suddenly wanted to hug Fu Shi'an and drive away his sadness, but he didn't do anything. He just hugged that The pillow asked: "Is it someone next to you?"

As if realizing that he had talked too much, Fu Shi'an didn't speak any more, just remained silent for four or five seconds, when the cell phone rang suddenly to break the silence, Fu Shi'an pressed to answer, and then left the living room, holding a written copy after a while. Walked back with the takeaway from 'Ming Li Lou'.