under the rose

Fu Xingyun was alone at home.

Xiao Jiang didn't know what happened, but seeing Fu Xingyun's expression was too bad, he wanted to stay with him, but he drove him home.He was alone at home and found the house eerily quiet, turning on the projector and playing a movie on loop on the white wall.

It is a foreign suspense film, and it happened to be broadcast when a large amount of blood splashed on the snow, like flowers blooming on the snow.

Fu Xingyun trembled nervously, and kicked the projector on the coffee table to the ground. With a "bang", the projector cut off the power supply and turned off. The whole room was darkened, and there was a terrible silence. .

He rolled up a blanket and curled up on the sofa, feeling that the world was so quiet that he was the only one left.

Fu Xingyun stayed at home for several days, and he didn't even notice that his mobile phone was automatically turned off when it ran out of battery. It was Xiao Jiang who rushed to the house and patted his door.Fu Xingyun dragged his feet to open the door, Xiao Jiang turned on all the lights in his house, the house was in a mess, Fu Xingyun was very haggard, nestled on the sofa, without saying a word.

Xiao Jiang found out the cell phone he had dropped in the crack of the sofa, charged it for him, and showed it to him.

There was overwhelming news about Fu Xingyun. Someone saw him beating Chen Xin in the underground parking lot. It was unknown whether it was a real passer-by or Chen Xin found someone to squat down to take pictures in advance.In this way, the previous scandals were revealed again, and now more people believed that the previous revelations were true, and the apology for deleting the post was just the result of capital and public relations.

Xiao Jiang was furious: "Brother, why didn't you say it that day, we can still do it if we said it in advance"

Fu Xingyun swiped the phone expressionlessly, and found that there was nothing he was worried about. While he was relieved, he felt so tired that he couldn't even lift his fingers.

Xiao Jiang's words were interrupted by the ringing of his own phone. When Xiao Jiang saw the caller ID, he went to the balcony to answer it.He looked at Fu Xingyun nestled on the sofa, his words were squeezed out from between his teeth.

"Brother, Chen Xin said that you are required to post an apology video on social platforms, otherwise you will be investigated for legal responsibility. Also, they said on the movie side, brother, your role may need to be replaced, should we contact you? Mongo"

Fu Xingyun smiled coldly: "Apologize? Is he crazy? Don't take advantage of it and act like a good boy."

He picked up his mobile phone, found the photo of the previous marketing account that spread rumors about him being under the management's unspoken rules, and sent it directly to Chen Xin's benefactor—fortunately, he had left his contact information before.The funder and the little star are just a relationship between you and me. If you get into trouble, the funder will definitely kick out the little star as soon as possible. To protect yourself wisely, Chen Xin is not afraid of playing with fire and getting burned.

"Take care of your people." Fu Xingyun edited and sent the good news without any scruples.

He put down his cell phone and felt that he had no energy in his body. Love whoever he is, he is really too tired.

Fu Xingyun got up and went into the room. Before closing the door, he said to Xiao Jiang, "When you leave, throw away the garbage for me and bring it to the door."

Sinking into the soft bed, turning off all the lights, and wrapping his body in the night with the quilt, Fu Xingyun just fell into sleep.Everything was thrown out of his dreams by him, and he didn't want to care about anything.But from time to time, he still dreamed that blood was splashed on the snow, red and white were distinct.

A crowd of people came, pointing at him with a black lens, calling him to look at the lens.

He searched blankly, looking for the only lens that would not scare him, but he couldn't find it after searching for a long time.When he woke up, he was lying flat on the big bed, looking at the snow-white ceiling, and it was still dark. When he saw it, he had slept for a day and a night. When he touched it, his face was wet, and he was crying in his dream. up.

He didn't go out for the next half a month. He pulled out his mobile phone card and didn't contact anyone. The property management couldn't get through to him, so he came to the door, saying that there were people outside the community who wanted to sneak in for several days. Some reporters also wanted to candid.After so many days, Fu Xingyun felt that he was going to get moldy if he continued like this, so he plugged in the SIM card in his phone, uninstalled all social software first, and didn't read a single message.

It was already early morning, Fu Xingyun searched and found that there was a small movie theater nearby that opened early in the morning, and planned to watch a movie.

As soon as I opened the ticket sales page, the first thing that caught my eye was a sky-blue poster with white characters on a blue background - "Life in the Ocean".Fu Xingyun's fingers paused on the screen, and finally decided to click on it, and bought a movie ticket at [-]:[-] in the morning.

Fu Xingyun went out wearing a big T-shirt and home pants, and the small movie theater was not far from the exit of the complex.

He didn't try to hide it either, he just put on a mask, his hair was still the same as when he just woke up, messy, probably Yu Ji would not recognize him if he bumped into him head-on.Besides, what is there to write and shoot when going out to watch a movie in the early morning.Fu Xingyun's thoughts were in a mess, he redeemed the ticket from the dozing conductor at the front desk, and bought a big bucket of popcorn.

A small cinema hall with a stale musty smell.Although he was alone, Fu Xingyun habitually sat in the corner of the last row, feeling particularly safe.

The movie is one hour and 48 minutes long, which is not very long. The documentary-style shots and narrative are very Wen Shichuan's style.

The content of the story is so simple that it can be called rudimentary. It is about a day when an extra actor is filming.The main character is a girl with an unattractive appearance. Her facial features are not very star-like, but her eyes are particularly breathtaking. Occasionally, when she stares at the camera, she looks like a leopard in the jungle, full of wildness.

The story is too simple, but Wen Shichuan directly broke the wall between reality and illusion in the movie. He also filmed the whole shooting process, and the story behind the scenes became a part of the story, and he himself Appearance.

He took pictures to raise funds, and one of the investors was a middle-aged man working as a real estate agency. He was fat, kind-hearted, and he seemed to have a good performance, because everyone was willing to believe him.Fu Xingyun knew him. Fu Xingyun used to call him "Brother Gong". When he was hanging out with Wen Shichuan, he was one of the group of people. voice.

At that time, Brother Luo was as thin as a heel, rocked to death, and the sky covered the earth. He didn't expect to sell the house when he got fat in middle age. Fu Xingyun almost didn't recognize him.

There is a scene in the movie where Brother Luo and Wen Shichuan are squatting under the antique city wall of the film and television city, smoking a cigarette.

Brother Gong said: "Xiao Chuan, how much do we have to pay for this movie? Brother, I will tell you the truth. The 50 that I gave you before is already in the bottom of my box. I knelt in front of my daughter-in-law's bed and swore that I would get it back." Just took it out."

Wen Shichuan took a breath and said, "Brother, you have already helped a lot, and you will definitely get your money back. Thank you sister-in-law for me."

Brother Luo was a little embarrassed, stood up in embarrassment, and patted the ashes on his knees: "Xiao Chuan, it's not that I don't want to invest money, it's true, your nephew will go to elementary school in the next year, hey, this movie, rock, art, etc. "

Wen Shichuan stood up, crushed the cigarette, hugged him, and patted him on the back.

In the last scene of this segment, Brother Luo leaves in a hurry to go to work, and Wen Shichuan stands there watching him.The midday sun made them both sweat profusely, soaking Wen Shichuan's T-shirt and the back of Luo's suit shirt.

The movie also filmed the girl who played the leading role. She didn't have a name, and the staff behind the scenes called her "little boy".She was photographed in the group of performers, she was photographed crouching under the broken city wall devouring box lunch, and she was photographed squatting on a mountain in the setting sun smoking a cigarette.Wen Shichuan's camera was aimed at her eyes behind the smoke, she turned her head and said viciously: "Don't take pictures, there is nothing good about smoking."

Wen Shichuan's voice came from outside the camera: "You raise your head a little, the light looks better."

Xiaoguai suddenly had an emotional outburst, stood up and cried and shouted: "I told you not to shoot, don't shoot, don't you understand human speech, don't shoot!"

The foul words were silenced, Fu Xingyun guessed.

She rushed over crying, the camera shook, probably pushed by her.After a while of confusion, the camera tilted, probably pushed down by her, and leaned towards an unknown wild flower in the setting sun, only the sound was heard, but no one was photographed.

It was Xiaoguai's voice, crying: "My mother is sick, director, can we sell this film for money? I don't want to shoot anymore, I want to go back and see her"

Before she finished speaking, another staff member yelled loudly: "Cigarette butt! It's about to be stamped out, and I'll fuck it when it catches on fire."

a mess.

Fu Xingyun didn't eat any of the popcorn he held in his arms. He looked at the camera shot by Wen Shichuan. In it, even a weed on the side of the road, a piece of sunlight on the wall, and a sigh between lines were all affectionate. of.

At the end of the whole movie, there is actually a street interview, interviewing more than a dozen children, all asking the same question: "What is your ideal?"

The answers are varied.

I want to be a policeman, a doctor, a star, a scientist, I want to make movies, fall in love, go to the moon, and pick stars.

Finally, the frame fades out, leaving the title at the end.

"The Sea of ​​Life".

The author says:

I like this chapter so much