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Fang Linchuan rushed to the bathroom, vomited up the food he had just eaten, then rinsed his mouth indifferently, and returned to the dining table.Fang's father and mother sat there in embarrassment, not daring to say another word.

Fang Linchuan suddenly felt very tired, said "I don't want to eat" and went back to his room.The computer had been confiscated, but the mobile phone was still by my side. I picked it up and subconsciously dialed a number. After a while, there was a busy tone that rang for more than a month. "Sorry, the user you dialed has turned off the phone. Sorry, the number you dialed is power off..."

Fang Linchuan didn't react until the phone automatically hung up, poked the screen with a confused face, and muttered to himself: "Why did you leave..."

He took out a copy of "Wei Liao Zi" from the bookshelf, but his eyes were distracted.

At the dining table, Xu Juan, Fang's mother, couldn't help but her eyes were red, and after hastily taking two mouthfuls of food, she couldn't take it anymore, and cried bitterly. Fang Qing grabbed his wife's shoulders, feeling very uncomfortable.

The college entrance examination ended a month and a half ago, when it was supposed to be a good time to relax, Fang Linchuan led his classmates to come out to them without warning.

They also know that classmate, and they heard that they have always had a good relationship with Fang Linchuan at school, and they always do homework together when they go home on weekends.Fang Qing and Xu Juan always felt that having a confidant was a rare thing, and they often indulged the two of them until the end of the college entrance examination, Fang Linchuan and his classmates held hands and knelt in front of them.

Fang Qing and Xu Juan are not pedants, but they can't accept it, and that classmate was forced to go abroad three days after they came out - his family is said to be prosperous in Germany. Immediately after that, they sent people to forcefully take him to a German home.

After that classmate left, Fang Linchuan kept calling him. The first time a woman picked up the phone, she cursed sharply, and then hung up.Fang Linchuan dialed again, but the other party had already turned off the phone.

Fang Qing and Xu Juan couldn't help but feel even more distressed when they saw their son suffering this kind of crime. Sifang inquired and bought a lot of medicines that were said to cure homosexuality, and they almost knelt down to beg their son.

Fang Linchuan's face was pale, and he took the medicine in front of them without saying a word.

Three times a day, each time is a handful of white, white, green and green medicines, there are capsules and tablets, mixed with a glass of warm water, and taken with a kind of ruthless force like swallowing medicine to commit suicide.

It is impossible for Fang Qing and his wife not to feel sorry for their son, but thinking about what they should have suffered these days, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain.Unexpectedly, after half a month, he found that his son's appetite had dropped sharply. The three meals a day added up were not as much as the two of them. After two weeks, it was obvious that he had lost a lot of weight and his complexion was not good.

Xu Juan has a bad temper, so she put a bowl of rice in front of Fang Linchuan at noon.Fang Linchuan finished his food, rushed to the bathroom and vomited it up within three seconds.

Xu Juan glanced at Fang Qing, tears streaming down her face.

The results of the college entrance examination have been announced. Fang Linchuan and that classmate have the best grades in the school. The headshots on the school newspaper are next to each other.

Xu Juan had worn out her temper for more than 40 years in the past month, and asked Fang Linchuan softly which school she wanted to apply for.His grades are quite high, and liberal arts is relatively easy to apply for volunteers. Fang Qing and Xu Juan carefully looked through the application guide, and checked the information on the Internet, and listed a few better universities.

Fang Linchuan glanced at it, looked through the materials himself, thought for a few days, and said to his parents: "I want to apply for the classical literature major in the Chinese Department of Z University."

Fang Qing and Xu Juan immediately agreed.

The admission letter will be received quickly.Fang Linchuan silently planned for the future. If he had the opportunity to study German, he might have the opportunity to study in Germany.

Xu Juan knocked on the door and came in, carrying a bowl of chicken soup.After weaning off those medicines, Fang Linchuan gradually ate more, and Xu Juan wished he could take supplements every day.

Xu Juan heard "I'm sorry, the user you dialed has turned off..." from the mobile phone on the table, her face froze, she fidgeted for a long time, and said bravely: "Linchuan, your father contacted a hospital , said that it can be passed...through electric shock therapy..."

"Is it treating mental illness?" Fang Linchuan got away from the two thick books on the desk after hearing the words, and asked her with red eyes.

Xu Juan felt a severe headache in her heart.

Fang Linchuan suppressed his emotions, and replied: "You promise me to see a psychiatrist once, and I will go to the hospital with you."

Xu Juan agreed after a little consideration, and went back to her room to talk to Fang Qing.

The next day Fang Linchuan took Fang's father and mother to a private psychological clinic.This psychiatrist is very famous in his own industry in T City. Fang Linchuan also heard his classmates accidentally talk about it when he was in high school, and secretly remembered it.

Fang Linchuan stood nervously at the door.He doesn't expect his parents to change their views on homosexuality after talking with a psychiatrist, but he also hopes that they will stop taking the so-called electric shock therapy seriously. If even the parents think it is a mental illness, after the lover has lost contact Under such circumstances, he felt like a huge boulder weighed heavily on his heart, and he would be out of breath.

Fang Qing and Xu Juan came out, and Qi Qi glanced at Fang Linchuan.

Xu Juan was choked up and speechless, Fang Qing patted her on the shoulder comfortingly, Fang Linchuan said: "Come with us to the hospital another day." Looking at Fang Linchuan's pale face, he couldn't help but add: "We kept Chen The doctor's contact information, you can make an appointment at any time."

Fang Linchuan couldn't hear the last sentence clearly, he just felt that the sky was dark and the dark clouds were pressing down on the city.

In the end, Fang Qing and his wife took Fang Linchuan to the hospital.It is said to be a hospital, but it is actually a relatively large private clinic.Fang Linchuan maliciously speculates whether this is a black clinic that cheats money.

After entering, the doctor didn't say a word to Fang Linchuan, but spit in front of him, provoking Fang Qing and Xu Juan with radical words, and finally said with a smile: "Anyway, I'm here for the right Now, leave the person to me, you two can rest assured. Come and sign."

Fang Qing signed the consent form, and Fang Linchuan left with the doctor.

Although the so-called very authoritative experts reassured them, Xu Juan still felt a twitch in her heart, and her right eyelid kept beating nervously, twitching every now and then.

The doctor surnamed Li invited Fang Qing and his wife to the office with a check in his hand.

Fang Qing forced himself to calm down and asked what happened.

The doctor's smile was quite restrained: "Hehe, don't worry, don't look hostile. The patient is not in any physical danger."

"Who the hell is the patient! You are the only one who is sick!" Xu Juan's emotions that had been unable to vent for many days suddenly burst out at this moment, and after scolding, she felt the hairs on her spine stand on end.

"It's not a disease, it's a disease, crazy! Why did you send it to me when you know now." The doctor muttered a few words, not showing it, and continued, "Don't worry, no one is injured at all. , Our measures in this area are in place. After all, it is an old clinic for many years. But this time something happened. My new apprentice was flustered and made a mistake accidentally. Something went wrong, of course it's not a big problem, if something goes wrong, the device will be automatically disconnected. That is, it was only discovered at the end that the person is still awake, it's just..."

The doctor secretly glanced at Fang Qing and Xu Juan's faces, and first pushed the check to them: "You have also signed the consent form, and we did it without any physical harm. But I'm sorry, his brain appeared for unknown reasons. ...Um, the damage caused selective amnesia."

Fang Qing was looking at the denomination on the check, 14, which is not too much or too little for people living in this city. Fang Qing was not sure what happened, so he suddenly heard " "Expert"'s last words, his complexion turned pale.It's just that before he could react, Xu Juan's eyes darkened, and she fell limply in his arms.

Fang Qing supported his wife who woke up after a while, and asked tremblingly, "Selective amnesia?"

"Yes." The doctor didn't express anything when he saw their reactions, probably because he had seen too much, "The disease itself is not particularly serious, and I don't think he has any special reactions. We used to treat patients because of their physical and psychological Other diseases caused by poor condition..."

Seeing Fang Qing's ugly face, he suddenly remembered that he was explaining, and hurriedly said: "This disease is mainly caused by the stimulation of the brain and forgetting some things or people or things that I don't want to remember or escape. You can go to Prescribe some medicine to improve memory."

"What happened to him? How did it cause brain stimulation?" Xu Juan asked with a crying voice.

The doctor couldn't explain it, so he prevaricated a few words. Fang Qing took out his mobile phone and searched, gritted his teeth and asked: "So you mean that you are irresponsible? My son lost his memory just because he was stimulated by you, and then he forgot what he wanted to forget. Is it something he wants to forget! "

"I'll take you to see the patient. It depends on what he remembers and what he doesn't remember." The doctor backed away. He saw a lot of parents who heard similar news and wanted to continue treatment, but the couple obviously didn't know each other. In the same way, there is a meaning to tolerate his son.The doctor felt very uncomfortable, so he said firmly: "You don't need to be hospitalized for amnesia, you can go home today. The check is given to you, and the amount of compensation is already considered fair. I hope you don't spread this matter everywhere."

Fang Qing glared at him angrily.

Xu Juan silently prayed in her heart that her son's condition was the mildest.

However, when Xu Juan saw her pale son in front of the hospital bed, she only had time to say, "Linchuan..." Fang Linchuan looked up at her lightly, and asked, "My name is Linchuan?"

Fang Qing and Xu Juan staggered and almost fell.

The doctor who was following obviously didn't expect that Fang Linchuan seemed to have forgotten even himself, so he hurriedly made a gesture: "Well, this is probably because the irritation was too much at the beginning, and it was more serious. If you prescribe some medicine, it will be much better. This is not serious. I can sign another check for [-] yuan for you."

Fang Qing didn't want to talk to him.

Xu Juan stared blankly at her son's eyes like sizing up a stranger, she couldn't stop crying, and she was about to slap herself when she raised her hand.Fang Linchuan subconsciously grabbed her raised wrist, murmured twice, and said: "Take care of your body. Don't cry." Fang Linchuan has always been a person who is very incapable of comforting others.

Xu Juan grabbed Fang Qing's suit cuff: "Fang Qing, I don't care, I admit that Linchuan is gay, I admit that he wants to continue to be with his classmates, I admit that he wants to be with anyone. I should call , I was wrong, I shouldn't have forced him to take medicine and forced him to come to this kind of place, and give my son back to me..." Xu Juan broke down in tears, and Fang Qing also felt uncomfortable, but she had to hold on after all.

The doctor looked at this family coldly from behind, and thought to himself, if I knew why I went so early, I still "come to this kind of place", my place is to serve you lost lambs, understand, no, this family is not counted , actually succumbed because of amnesia. Although the amnesia is a bit severe, it is a matter of principle. Nowadays, the young people are more and more doting on their children.

If Fang Qing knew what he was thinking at this moment, he would probably throw a fist.Although he didn't know what was in his heart, the expression on his face always revealed something. Fang Qing took his son and wife back home that day.

At night, after Fang Linchuan had a rest, Fang Qing looked at his wife lying on the bed with red, swollen eyes and dull eyes, suddenly remembered something, sat down and took her hand: "Juan'er, don't worry, you remember that Linchuan took us to Is that the psychological clinic? I checked before, he is well-known in our city, we can go to him for consultation. Tomorrow morning, let’s go to the hospital first, and ask the doctor Linchuan, who is a regular doctor, what to do about this symptom, no Can persuasion medicine still cure it, huh?"

Xu Juan glanced at him, nodded slowly, and suddenly stretched out her arms to hug him: "I will never force him again, it's all my fault, parents are generous enough to accept their son's or daughter's sexual orientation, I'll be damned Why can't it work, Lin Chuan can't take medicine, and I forced him to give him an electric shock..."

"Don't cry, I was wrong too, why didn't you ask me? Be good." Fang Qing patted his wife on the back, but also knew that all comfort at this moment was in vain, thinking about what the psychiatrist told them before Those words crawled into my heart one by one at this moment.

Fang Qing thought, everything was fine, if they could accept their son and his classmates back then?This time, although it is not a separation of life, it is like separation of death.