Sunlight Allure

At 02:30 in the morning, Seoul was immersed in the bright lights and light moonlight.Although compared with the arrogance of the day, it has restrained a lot, but the silence also hides the hustle and bustle.

The city outside the window is as gorgeous as daytime, and all kinds of vehicles are lit with all kinds of lights, and they gallop slowly and eagerly towards the opposite lane in the same direction, without hesitation, and without emotion.Seen from a height, it looks like an endless river of stars.

Zhao Guangmin turned around, and his eyes followed his movements to the night scene outside the window.

After four years, the night in Seoul has not changed.

Still prosperous, still lonely.

Just like the emptiness that Zhao Guangmin felt at that time.Just like the emptiness in Zhao Guangmin's heart at this moment.The hollow that divides the soul.

Zhao Guangmin lay sideways on the bed, facing the long night, with his back to the man with fiery eyes.His eyes lingered in the night, and his pupils were also stained with a layer of blur.In the past, he hid in a midnight similar to this countless times, suppressing sleepiness, silently waiting for Zhao Rongmin to come home.But now, the similar scene but no similar situation made Zhao Guangmin's heart filled with uncontrollable sadness of impermanence.

As if bewitched, Zhao Guangmin slowly stretched out his hand, raised it up, and covered his sight falling out of the window, as if this could cover the long night that was constantly cutting.The five fingers are long and slender, the joints are distinct, and the outline is framed by the dim light, revealing a different kind of oppressive magnificence.

I can't be more familiar with my own fingers.But why is it so different from the impression in memory?

Zhao Guangmin was a little confused for a moment, and suddenly suddenly realized.

……

Yep, the ring is gone.

He was thrown into the deep sea by Zhao Guangmin a long time ago, and together with his obsession with Zhao Rongmin, he drowned deeply.There will be no more days.

Zhao Guangmin suddenly laughed softly.

Unreasonable, inexplicable, rational and indifferent smile.There is the madness of risking everything, and the almost cruel calm.From the heart, but without any reason.

As for what he was laughing at, Zhao Guangmin himself didn't know.

But Zhao Guangmin knew very well that after laughing, his heart was happier than ever.As if a terminally ill person was redeemed in despair, the joy of breaking free from the shackles is absolutely unforgettable.In fact, he was the lunatic who was infected by Zhao Rongmin, who became obsessed and couldn't extricate himself.He could have soared above the sea of ​​clouds unhindered, but he was choked by the forbidden love of twins, and then he was stabbed to pieces by the thorns of sinful love.But now, he desperately wants to break free and return to his blue sky.

He decided to give himself a break.

It also gave Lu Minyu a relief.

"Lu Minyu."

Zhao Guangmin gently closed his eyes amidst the long night fireworks reflected in the room.There was an eerie silence all around, except for Zhao Guangmin's long breathing and Lu Minyu's heavy and suppressed heartbeat, everything was quiet.Opening his mouth abruptly, Zhao Guangmin suddenly asked the man behind him who had been silent for a long time with no expression on his face.

"How long have you been by my side?"

Lu Minyu was taken aback, suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and answered hoarsely, "If you include the online part, it should be seven years."

Lu Minyu's voice was very flat, as if he was describing a trivial matter.But only he himself understands how bitter his heart has been in these seven years.

The obsession with him when he was young made him decide to forcefully intervene in his life regardless of everything.Who said parallel lines have no intersection?He, Lu Minyu, insisted on twisting and intersecting the lives of the two people who had no relationship with each other.Entered the network supporting circle, became famous by whatever means, and won the post of exclusive screenwriter of Pickup Light only after begging for thousands of thanks to Kim Dong-hyun.On the surface, Zhao Guangmin was so overwhelmed that he was speechless, but in secret, he didn't know how many opportunities he had won, how many contacts and popularity he had broadened.

A coincidence finally allowed Zhao Guangmin to see his own appearance, but he did not expect that it would be the beginning of a tragedy.Both of his parents died, and no amount of inheritance could fill that sad heart.He has been in pain, lost, perverted, and cruel. No one knows the cruelty and evil under his innocent appearance.He thought that he would degenerate from now on, but it was not until he met Zhao Guangmin that he regained his enthusiasm for life.

Zhao Guangmin, he will shine.

It illuminated Lu Minyu's gloomy youth, and made his initial brotherly love for Zhao Guangmin deepen into a forbidden love with nowhere to hide.

Lu Minyu is not stupid.On the contrary, he was terribly shrewd.But when it comes to love, he is a complete idiot.Belatedly discovering his love for Zhao Guangmin, Lu Minyu almost collapsed.He didn't want to admit that the belief that supported him through those cruel years actually came from his deformed feelings for Zhao Guangmin.But when Lu Minyu finally abandoned the secular rebellion and decided to pursue his own love, he knew that Zhao Guangmin was about to get married.Moreover, that damn lucky one turned out to be Zhao Guangmin's twin brother, Zhao Rongmin.

Lu Minyu couldn't accept it.I have to accept it again.He couldn't ignore Zhao Guangmin's deep and tangled love for Zhao Rongmin, and he couldn't ignore the three words that Zhao Guangmin unconsciously uttered when he was asleep.

Zhao Rongmin.

hehe.The love of twins has been engraved with numerology that has been involved continuously since the moment of birth.

He is an outsider, what qualifications does he have?

So he backed off.After a desperate and frantic kiss, he retreated.He didn't care what the people in the online distribution circle thought of him, and he didn't care about the gaze cast by Jin Dongxuan. What drove him was only one strong thought: to kiss Zhao Guangmin's lips.Then, leave.

For the first time, he experienced the feeling of loving someone, and also the first time he experienced the pain of not being able to love.

He let go.

It's just that the development of things is beyond everyone's expectations.Zhao Rongmin actually got involved with another man.

And this man is Cho Kyu-hyun.

Zhao Guangmin broke the intimacy between the two, and an incredible love ended hastily with an incredible ending.Zhao Guangmin went to Paris.He also chased after Jin Dongxuan.

This is an opportunity God has given him, and he can't sit still.

It's just that Zhao Guangmin had hidden such a shocking secret.He turned out to be the CEO of RG.

That tycoon whose identity is a mystery in the Parisian business world, but who commands the wind and rain and is respected by everyone, is actually the person Lu Minyu misses so much.

Is this a coincidence?

He tried his best to investigate and search the target, but he had already been active by his side, and it had become his most inseparable life gate.

Whether it's good fortune to trick people, or this is fate, Lu Minyu doesn't know.

But the only thing he can be sure of is that no matter how frenzied the storm this variable will be, as long as he is still alive, he will swear to protect Zhao Guangmin to the death.

What Cho Kyu-hyun, what mission.He, Lu Minyu, would never allow anyone to hurt Zhao Guangmin in the slightest, even if he paid all the price.

It's all worth it.

So in Zhao Guangmin's most painful moment, he chose to guard him without hesitation.Four years, ups and downs, but no regrets.

It's not that he didn't notice the bruises and red marks on Zhao Guangmin's collarbone when he first arrived in Paris.Even when he was young, he could always figure out what it was.But he doesn't care.He does not believe that Zhao Guangmin cannot be moved by his company and persistence.

But he lost in the end.

A crushing defeat.

Three years of perseverance, four years of standing together through thick and thin, and seven years of protection still lost to love.

He thought he could shake Zhao Guangmin's heart.But it never occurred to him that Zhao Guangmin actually had no heart.

The four years of hatred were all washed away at the moment of reunion.Zhao Guangmin, after all, had sex with the person who kept saying he hated him so much.

He, Lu Minyu, is no match for Zhao Rongmin.

The difference between clouds and mud.

What's so good about him, Zhao Rongmin! ?Good enough to make Zhao Guangmin forget love and hate and willingly roll on the same bed with him?Lu Minyu couldn't compare to him in any way! ?

"Zhao Guangmin, tell me."

Lu Minyu looked at Zhao Guangmin's hazy and thin back, spoke flatly, and spoke quietly.Zhao Guangmin was startled, then turned around slightly, the corner of his eyes fell on Lu Minyu, and a layer of confusion appeared between his brows and eyes, "What?"

Without waiting for Zhao Guangmin's reaction, Lu Minyu got up suddenly, grabbed Zhao Guangmin's back-facing shoulder and pointed it at himself.A stunned but delicate and moving face came into view, Lu Minyu's heart was shocked, and then the corners of his lips curled into a gloomy arc.

"Minwoo?"

Zhao Guangmin opened his mouth tentatively, his gorgeous and pale lips opened and closed, and the delicate lip color revealed its incredible softness.Lu Minyu struggled to suppress the restlessness in his heart, his eyes were deep and cold, "Tell me, what is Zhao Rongmin better than me?"

There was obvious unwillingness and resentment in Lu Minyu's words, but Zhao Guangmin clearly captured the imperceptible sadness and pain in his voice.It would be a lie to say I didn't feel it.An inexplicable emotion spread in Zhao Guangmin's heart, a little bitter, more sad.

He only mourned that he was repeatedly humiliated by Zhao Rongmin, but he ignored Lu Minyu's inner feelings.If he had been more careful just now, it would not be difficult to find that Lu Minyu's eyes were actually full of pain and struggle.

After all, he messed up Lu Minyu.

Zhao Guangmin closed his eyes to get rid of the obvious mess and darkness in his pupils, but he couldn't hide the complex and deep eyes.Looking at Lu Minyu, there was also lingering confusion.

"sorry."

I hurt you so much.

Zhao Guangmin would never have thought that Lu Minyu would rather be bruised and bruised by him than listen to him say these three words.Because this is not only a confession, but also a most desperate end.

"Why... say these three words?"

Lu Minyu looked at Zhao Guangmin's face in disbelief, and asked with difficulty and despair.It's more like an accusation.With a crying voice, painful and cold.

"You know, these three words are the last thing I want to hear."

Lu Minyu stretched out his left hand indiscriminately, and gently caressed Zhao Guangmin's side face.His eyes lightly fell on Zhao Guangmin's eyes, which contained a shocking tender sadness.Zhao Guangmin's mind was shaken severely by such gaze, and the guilt and bitterness in his heart became even more turbulent.It was so heavy that it almost drowned him.

After being silent for a long time, Zhao Guangmin moved his lips, but still asked the words that were wandering in his heart.

"You...are you still willing to love me?"

"what?"

Lu Minyu never thought that Zhao Guangmin would say such a sentence.Slightly startled, but soon all the astonishment and surprise disappeared, replaced by firmness and determination.

"I never wanted to."

Lu Minyu's expression was unprecedentedly hot and sincere.Seeing his expression, Zhao Guangmin didn't say anything, but hesitation and struggle flashed across his brows.The pupils of his pupils are also full of unpredictable depths.The two looked at each other, and their hearts were already surging.After a stalemate for a long time, Zhao Guangmin finally made a move, stretched out his hands gracefully, slowly loosened the collar of the shirt, pulled it open without hesitation, and stared at Lu Minyu with burning eyes.

"So, are you still willing?"

Large expanses of fair skin were exposed to the air.The dark red hickey marks, spots of bruises, tiny scratches, everything clearly and meticulously portrayed the intensity of that love.The corner of Zhao Guangmin's mouth raised a seductive smile, and his extremely beautiful face was stained with a provocative look, but he was still too beautiful to be true.

Like a coquettish red lotus.

Suddenly, Lu Minyu stretched out his hand to caress Zhao Guangmin's slender and graceful neck.With gentle heat, the fingertips gently caressed the bright red marks on the neck, and there was pain and fascination in the eyes.Two diametrically opposite contradictory emotions were entangled together, tearing at Lu Minyu's reason like wild beasts.Lu Minyu's heart tightened, and he uncontrollably tore Zhao Guangmin's half-buttoned shirt open.

□□The beautiful body was fully exposed, Zhao Guangmin pursed his thin lips slightly, and watched Lu Minyu approaching him almost devoutly with a blank face.

The skin on the neck felt a strange yet familiar heat.Zhao Guangmin lowered his eyes, looked at the person in front of him who was kissing on the side of his neck, and moved his lips, but he didn't say a word after all.Simply look elsewhere and let him do whatever he wants.

With Zhao Guangmin's silent permission, Lu Minyu evoked a sly smile, like a pilgrim who would never change until death, almost worshiping, covered the dark red hickey on the collarbone with his own kiss.

Zhao Guangmin frowned, but remained silent.

Lu Minyu kissed more unscrupulously, lingering from the delicate collarbone to the soft neck, sucking kisses from the base of the white ears to the sharp chin, and finally to the corners of the bewitching lips.

A second before the two lips touched, Zhao Guangmin suddenly stepped back an inch unexpectedly, avoiding Lu Minyu's kiss with a cold expression.

The expected soft touch didn't come as promised, Lu Minyu's face froze, and the enthusiasm in his eyes gradually faded away, replaced by clarity.

Zhao Guangmin's eyes were indifferent, and his tone was cold and indifferent.

"You haven't answered me yet."

"Then you tell me too."

The moment the voice fell to the ground, Lu Minyu answered almost immediately.However, his answer seemed to have nothing to do with Zhao Guangmin's question.

"Tell me, do you still love Zhao Rongmin?"

Lu Minyu stared at Zhao Guangmin's face with scorching eyes, for fear of missing the slightest trace of his expression.Maybe even he himself didn't know that the moment the words had been spoken, the fear and luck in his eyes were so distressing.

Zhao Guangmin suddenly smiled.

It is as beautiful as the smoky wind and drizzle in March in the south of the Yangtze River.

"I said I don't love you anymore. Do you believe me?"

Not in love anymore.

Do you believe it?

……

"I believe."

Seven years of guardianship finally came to fruition.Lu Minyu looked at Zhao Guangmin's face stained with lights, and suddenly felt that the scene at this moment was so real and warm.His struggle, his pain, all his unwillingness and resentment were all relieved in Zhao Guangmin's words, and then disappeared.

A smile could not be restrained from the corner of his mouth, Lu Minyu finally let go of the weight he had been carrying for four years, and Chao Guangmin's thin shoulders were tightly wrapped around the corners of his eyes. "I've finally been waiting for you." The warm dampness spread across the shoulder blades, and the night wind evacuated the body temperature bit by bit.Zhao Guangmin was speechless, and silently hugged Lu Minyu's back, but his eyes were empty and dazed, as if he couldn't see the two places.

I said, I don't love Zhao Rongmin anymore.You believe it.

……

But I don't believe it.